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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 28 April :: 10.16pm

. . . and we sit and we marvel at the other. . . and i believe it's one of the nicest feelings I've ever had.

daphne descends


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 27 April :: 8.52pm

Just floating along a cloud of vauge niceness.

How am I even supposed to get through a day tomorrow when I'm so excited about other things?



but in other news....I finished the Great Gaysby. bllllecccchhhhhkkkk. Worst Book EVER. No emotion, no erotica, no happiness at all. Just a bunch of crazy characters that are supposed to represent the badness of consumer culture of the 1920's while F. Gay Fitzgerld was the same freaking way. What makes that a classic? It's supremly rotten. The only good part was where Gatsby and Daisy made out. But even that was below the good reading material line.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 24 April :: 11.27pm

+ LAST PERSON WHO...
`Slept in your bed: emily slept in my trundle and griffin is sleeping there right now
`Made you cry: caleb
`You shared a drink with: roman, kind of...sometimes i have sips of his pop at lunch....or wait maybe it was jab
`You went to the movies with: i can't recall
`You went to the mall with: renee? well i'm going with jab tomorrow
`Yelled at you: robuck, actually i'm not sure if he was yelling at me or not
`Sent you a comment on Xanga: what zee hell?
`Said they were going to kill you: probably jab or becca



+ HAVE YOU EVER
`Said "I love you" and meant it? i tell griffin everyday
`Gotten in a fight: yes
`Been to New York? yes, twice
`Been to Florida? Yes, three times
`Been to California? no
`Been to Hawaii? No, but my parents have
`Been to Mexico? no
`Been to China? No
`Been to Canada ? yes
`Danced naked? no
`Wish you were the opposite sex? sometimes when i'm mad at my sweater puppies or having my period
`Had an imaginary friend? yes, it was a green dog with glasses and there was sam who lived in a hole at hilltop
`Red or Blue? red
`Spring or Fall? Spring
`Santa or Rudolph? santa
`Math or English?eww
`What are you going to do after you finish this survey? wash my face
`What was the last food you ate? strawberries
`High school or college? i hate high school
`Are you bored?no
`How many buddies are on? 10
`Last movie you saw? kill bill two
`Last noise you heard? space heater
`Last time you went out of the state: two weeks ago
`Things you like in a guy: there are lots of things
`Do you have a crush on someone? yes
`Do they know? i tell them everyday
`What's his/her name? everyone
`What do you think of ouija boards? marie
`What book are you reading now? gap creek
`What's on your mouse pad? supreme gayness
`Favorite board game? 13 dead end drive
`Favorite magazine? maxim
`Worst feeling in the world? there are lots
`What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? this isn't working
`How many rings before you answer? at least two.
`Future daughter's name: Rebessicarly
`Future son's name? Lyndon B. Johnson
`Chocolate or vanilla? gay
`Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes, boom the frog
`If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? professional sit arounder that gets paid to do whatever she wants
`Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? righto
`Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? Yes.
`What's under your bed? bed
`Favorite sport to watch? hockey
`Hair Color: aburn
`Eye Color: the same colar as a brownie
`Height Currently: 5’2 practically 5'3
`Glasses/contacts: contracts
`Current Age: 17
`Siblings: one brother
`Siblings age: 14
`Location: office
`Any Piercings: Yes
`Best Friends? oh lots and lots
`Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Boyfriend, girlfriends, fiances, wives
`Hobbies: oh yuck.
`Are You Timely Or Always Late: timely
`Do You Have A Job: Yes
`Do You Like Being Around People: sometiems



+ STUFF
`Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: no
`Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: der
`Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: crazy person?
`Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: no
`Are You Lonely Right Now: no
`Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no, i'm afraid that i will and then not be esp. satisfied
`Do You Want To Get Married:yes
`Do You Want Kids: yes



+ FAVORITE
`Room In house: my room
`Type of music: umm....i'm into the grunge latin polka thing right now
`Song: no regrets by molly
`Memory: lots and lots...it probably has something to do with making out or laughing
`Day Of The Week: saturday
`Color: green
`Perfume Or Cologne: um, that sparkle gel musk that jarma gave me
`Flower: eh
`Month: June or July or August.
`Season: Summmmmmmmmmmmmmmer!
`Location for dates: i don't really go on dates



+IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU
`Cried: no
`Bought Something: food
`Gotten Sick: no
`Sang: yes
`Said I Love You: yes
`Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: yes
`Met Someone New: someone new checked me out and i met someone new
`Moved On: ...? didn't need to
`Talked To Someone: der
`Had A Serious Talk: that was more like four days ago
`Missed Someone: yes
`Hugged Someone: yes
`Kissed Someone: yes
`Fought With Your Parents: no
`Dreamed About Someone: yes
`Had a lot of sleep: not
`Wanted This Survey To Be Over: yes

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 23 April :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: contentedish

I would give today like six thumbs up.
If I had six thumbs.



so...yay.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 21 April :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: way awesome
:: Music: blink 182

Ho ho ho...guess who's not in trouble anymore?


me. that's who.

and that other thing....it's solved too.

so the big ones are gone.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 20 April :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: tragic

I have to do it tomorrow.

Or I'll burst with displeasure.











God, I'm so sick of myself lately.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 20 April :: 5.00pm
:: Mood: unreal

Either God is playing a fantastic joke, or he's seriously pissed.

What are the odds? Or is it stress?

I'm going to have to be sent away or shame my family.

daphne descends


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 19 April :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: stiil kind of scared

I mean, I have a serious problem here. But for now it's kind of a private matter, cause it could be something stupid and I don't want to freak out for no reason.

daphne descends


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 19 April :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: scared

My mother was horror striken when I asked if it would be okay to wear flip-flops to prom. She looked as if I had told her I was going to renounce subject pronouns forever.

I don't want to spend money on shoe-oos.

It's all so banal.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 18 April :: 10.56pm
:: Music: dc-a6r

So, it's like one of the ultimate things.

i feel a sin coming on!

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 17 April :: 2.26pm

and as i submerge myself in a world of adult books, i realize that i don't want to go back there. the reasons are many and probably valid.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 16 April :: 10.28pm

boy oh boy and girl oh girl.....our new house is cool. i might not get the big bedroom right away but i will someday and it's freaking awesome.


and there are other things to be excited about too. lots of things.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 14 April :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: devious
:: Music: jewel-this way

I guess it's going to happen. And it's exciting.


daphne descends


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 12 April :: 10.09pm

and your disconcern is comforting.

thanks for making me forget my head.

daphne descends


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 April :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: Spppllleeeenddddiiiiidddd
:: Music: didn't leave but the baby

you and me and the devil makes three...




It was disgustingly fun...and dangerous, but well worth it...


aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh



GREAT

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