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2007 11 January :: 10.35pm
ahhhhh it was so stupid of me to take an accelerated online class. i have not started any homework. i have something due tomorrow and something due monday. in fact, i think i'm supposed to have a topic picked for my research paper and a short essay thing saying what it's going to be due by like next wk or something. ugh how dumb!! and you're supposed to participate by replying to other people's comments but their comments are too advanced for me... i dont even know what to say... like what iam i supposed to say "hey, nice answer to the question Mary....good job!" ...no you're supposed engage and advance discussion ... i dont even know anything about this crap. well maybe i should start by reading the book.
ugh i suck i have no motivation and no self discipline so needless to say this was a stupid idea to take a class where i just like get to pick when i want to do stuff and push myself to do it. yeah.
i'm an idiot.
i'mgonna lose my scholarship i just know it.
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2007 9 January :: 2.12pm
okay so i got a job at Beaners coffee hooray. who wants a carmel marvel?!?!?!
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2007 4 January :: 1.52pm
:: Mood: Sore
:: Music: Randy Travis
Toot Toot....
I have hit the point where I want my car back. I am stuck at home until somebody gets here. There are two farm trucks but one in uninsured and the other one...well I am not quite sure what is wrong with the other one but I cant use that one either.
We drove home from Ohio last night at about 9:30. We arrived home around 3:15am. Long trip but it was nice to see my grandma. I know she misses my grandpa but I think most of all she just hates being alone and with us being there it allowed her to enjoy life a little bit again. I am glad to be home though. I missed my horses and they missed my too. I rode Pete this morning and I think he is sick. Not horribly ill but enough to make me worrie. But then again I always worrie about my boys because they are old. If he doesnt get any better with the electolytes I will call the vet and see if they can help me out over the phone.
I need to breakaway from my everyday life more than every six months of so. I need to be with different people and actually enjoy my life while I am still young.
Any takers?
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2007 2 January :: 6.34pm
:: Mood: Relieved
Finally....
To be six hours away from my everyday life allows me to somewhat forget about the worries that bog my mind when I am at home. I have thought about them at certain points today but for the most part I have just enjoyed being here, just living without a care or a responsibility. I needed this. I needed to get away from my thoughts. Being in the city has allowed my mind to consume all of what I am not used to. In the country I have time to think and wonder where as here I am subconsciously fascinated with all of the enormous houses and Hobes, my Grandma's dog, that I do not have to worrie. The horses are in great care and I know if anything were to go wrong she would call me.
Life is still looking up and I am still looking up with it. I have a whole new perspective on life and I am absorbing every second of it.
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2007 1 January :: 2.21pm
so yeah i'm really sick and didn't even get to have any fun last night because i was lying on the couch in absolute pain and had to have roman get me medicine and yeah i had a fever and ahhh it just sucked!! i feel a little better right now finally but once the drugs wear off i'll probably feel crappy again. man!
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2006 28 December :: 10.25am
:: Mood: Better
:: Music: Touchdown Turnaround (Hellogoodbye)
So much better....
I feel as though a monsterous weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I talked with Brad last night. He knew things that I need to know. And just by knowing the details, I had the most wonderful sleep last night without disturbance. I didnt wake up sweating or at 3 am feeling wide awake. I feel wonderful. I am going to change alot about me. Mostly the way I look. Just talking to Brad has made everything so much better.
Everything is looking up and so I am going to look up too.
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2006 25 December :: 8.53pm
this is NOT to incinuate (sp) anything but i'm honestly just CURIOUS
::::how young do you think is TOO young to get married???:::::
again, i'm just curious what people think.
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2006 23 December :: 3.46pm
i dyed my hair darker last night.
yay
thanks to jess for helping me.
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2006 21 December :: 10.36pm
so yeah i got a bad grade in my math class even though i worked my ass off in that class and now i'll probably never keep my scholarship unless i get all a's next semester which iwont and i will fail at life
...as predicted.
i hate davenport university it is horrible and should die.
goodnight .
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2006 14 December :: 10.00pm
do you ever wonder if everyone is just lieing to you?
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2006 12 December :: 11.45am
hmm, I'm at school, and I'm pretty darn hungry, and I don't have class till 1:15, then work after that till 10:30, so I guess I better eat something. But what!? hmmm....
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2006 10 December :: 11.31am
omg look at my journal. isn't it awesome
okay so i can't really read the words but i dont really care. i need to figure out how to change the font cuz i can't do it the normal way but ohe well.
i'm obsessed.
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2006 8 December :: 8.31pm
My boyfriend is wonderful.
do you know why?
because he bought us tickets to go to the Nutcracker Ballet. I went there once when I was in 4th grade. it was so fun. I can't wait.
it's gonna be great. hooray hoorah oh happy day.
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2006 8 December :: 6.59pm
you would not believe what i just did.
so i'm not even gonna tell you.
it's for your own good. or rather, mine. totally mine.
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2006 7 December :: 12.12pm
i cannot take this anymore.
i was just emailed by my professor letting me know that the legal memo i handed in , our biggest project that takes forever to do... is wrong. i did the wrong case. i DID THE WRONG CASE.
which means i have to do it all over again. he handed us two different cases i must have somehow picked the wrong one even though right on the front page it says YOUR ASSIGNMENT and talks aobut all the requirements and everything you need when you hand it in.
this is terrific. and i have to work all weekend.
i will never finish everything.
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