So maybe this time, I'll speak the words of life, with your fire in my eyes, but that old familiar fear is tearing at my words. What am I afraid of?

 

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swimfan14

:: 2005 27 November :: 10.45pm

Lol Lisa and I just talked on the phone for 84 minutes. Your jealous, I know.

So umm...

Break was pretty good. I seen In The Mix and Yours, Mine, and Ours. They were okay movies. I thought that Yours, Mine, and Ours was just like Cheaper By The Dozen but I was informed that Yours, Mine, and Ours was an old movie and it was re-made so I guess they didn't exactly copy. I also went to the mall with Lisa and it was so crazy there. There was so many people there I just wanted to shoot myself..haha kidding. Then I went to my friend Jessica's house and we went into her hot tub a million times with her neighbors. I'm glad we hung out because I missed her so much and we always end up talking about things that I wouldn't normally talk about with anyone here since she doesn't go to my school. They just finished their basement so her and her sister share the whole basement and it was like 2am and her sister was sleeping and we were talking and she said the funniest thing ever and I just started busting out laughing and I couldn't stop laughing and I was holding my blanket over my face so I wasn't as loud but it was still funny just because for some reason once I start laughing I just can't stop and im so damn loud when im with my friends.

But I'm getting bored so I am going to go.

<3 Ashley


I've lost myself somewhere deep inside of you.

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holiday

:: 2005 27 November :: 4.20pm

I don't know what to do. I am scared.


Thanksgiving went well. It was nice to see my family and Charlie's family. Friday I went to work all day. There was a wedding in-house that spent SOOO much on food. (They ordered 3 chef-attended stations and a chocolate fountain. Each station costs $900, the fountain costs $5 each person!)
So it was a pretty interesting day.
After work Char and I went to Rivertown. Then I spent the night there. We watched Home Alone. hahaha :-) and Guess Who. Saturday we went shopping and stuff. Then at night we saw the lights @ 5/3 ballpark w/Lissa, Cory, and the baby.

Goin to dinner w/Becca tonight YAYAYAYYA :-D

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eddy

:: 2005 27 November :: 2.03pm
:: Music: HIM - Dark Light

More Strange Dreams
So yeah, another really wierd dream last night. I dreamt that Ville Valo was like in love with me. It was fricken awesome, lol. XD I'm wierd I know.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 27 November :: 1.04pm

i know have a dozen roses hanging from every corner of my room. not to mention the 6 dried roses in different parts of my room and a vase full or dried rose buds from Scrooge last year. im so spoiled :)

yesterday was rough.... but then it wasnt. and we went to our restraunt (terriyaki and sushi) (btw, im not in the mood to correct my spelling errors) and everything was fine. the servers in there dont even give us menus anymore and automatically bring us 2 waters and big bowls of soup before we even order. *smiles.....

next saturday im going to ann arbor with keegans crew for a battle down there. hopefully it'll be exciting.. im sure it will.

AND we're getting a christmas tree next weekend from one of those old fashion horse hitched amish tree farms.... so we'll have our own christmas tree at his house in the same spot we exchanged gifts last year. the basement next to the couch where we shared our first kiss.



this will be a GREAT holiday season.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 25 November :: 2.49pm

the first year has come and gone... and couldnt have been any more beautifull than it was. you make it beautifull... well actually... together we made it beautifull.

yesterday was perfect. lots of food, family, and togetherness. exactly how it should have been. :)

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eddy

:: 2005 25 November :: 2.04pm

Christmas Lights
Fricken check these out! Its great, lol.

Crazy X-Mas Lights

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eddy

:: 2005 25 November :: 12.30pm
:: Music: HIM

God dammit.....why do boys have to be such....such....jerks????! I hate this. And I hate fricken nymphos!!! >< stupid whore!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 24 November :: 10.33pm

So you got what you want out of me
Took me for the ride but you never
Bothered saying goodbye, No return
What I have, is all that I have
And Im so afraid of losing
And Im so afraid of bruising
Cause Ive been here before
But I still want more
And I'd do it all again.

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eddy

:: 2005 24 November :: 10.27am

yay
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!! :D :D

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eddy

:: 2005 24 November :: 1.46am

Gawd! Why are a lot of gay men soo fricken attractive?? >< and its not even that they take better care of themselves. Its not fair!!!!! *shakes fist in anger*

Oh yeah....and for some reason i always get a ton of black guys that wanna meet me on hotornot. I find that strange....

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eddy

:: 2005 24 November :: 12.36am


Check me out on FaceTheJury.com!
Rate Me: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10


You better give me a ten! lol. I had a 9.5 for a little while, and i was excited. Of course that was only on two votes but whatever >.> Id like to think I was hott.

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eddy

:: 2005 24 November :: 12.12am
:: Music: HIM

Man, I love Drawn Together. That show fricken rocks XD today, spanky ham fake homo married Xander for health insurance benefits that Xander gets from his questing liscence. Lol. And yes, its not married, its homo married. Im pirating again at the moment, lol. Im getting H.I.M.'s new Dark Light CD. shame shame on me.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 23 November :: 10.49pm
:: Mood: Sick

So much for all the promises you made, they served you well
and now you're gone and they're wasted on me.


Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind









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holiday

:: 2005 23 November :: 11.01am

I am excited to see my family. Yay! Tomorrow I'm going to my grandma's then I'm going to Char's grandma's :-) YAY
Yesterday was so long. I was so tired. Holy crap. Then I hung out with Charlie and we ate some pie. hahaha.

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eddy

:: 2005 22 November :: 4.48pm
:: Mood: Dancerific
:: Music: Gorillaz - DARE

Weird Dreams
Oh yes, I just remembered my dream from last night. I was drunk for some reason, I don't remember the actual drinking part, I just know I was drunk and I was outside in the dark and I remember trying to focus really hard on walking and stuff like that. Its wierd cuz i've never been drunk in my life and have no idea what its like to be so. Yes.....quite odd.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 22 November :: 3.32pm

So at strike on Sunday it was pretty fun. When H went into the girls dressing room he was shocked. He said that it looked like a buffet gone wild lol. There was food all over the floor and clothes and makeup. It was gross. It was 10 times worse than the guys dressing room. H was picking stuff up and I'm like "omg there is my other sock that I couldn't find" and then he picked up some food and I'm like "oh that was mine" so since alot of it was mine he made April and I clean it. It was sooo gross. Then he told us to go through the teachers lounge to go get the mop so we did but we found tons of food so we just started eating it and we couldn't figure out what chemical to put into the water to mop the floors lol. We are pretty dumb. We finally got the mop into the makeup room and we didn't know how to mop so he had to show us. Haha all in all we had fun and I'm really happy that April and I are friends now since we weren't last year. Haha I can't imagine why!?!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 22 November :: 3.31pm

Yeah so maybe you should call her again. Let's see where that gets you!?!?

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 22 November :: 9.35am

on a side note... can we say irresponsible.

*rolls eyes... moron.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 22 November :: 8.58am

ok... in case anybody was NOT aware.. which im assuming most are not... the Holly Hop this year is a semi formal dance just like swirl or homecomming and is on saturday december 17th. yes ladies.. this means pretty dresses. ok, now im getting fairly frustrated.... and just for your further reference it is the freshmen that are planning this dance. if you knew about the dance prior to this entry please comment and tell me how you found out.... im trying to see how many people have actually HEARD hazels "announcements" because i havent... and he cant get it through his head that nobody is aware of when or what the dance is. most people only know of it through "rumors" or from me. so yeah... please comment on this issue.. EVERYONE... PLEASE.. because im very displeased with the planning of this event.



in other news.... *ponders if displeased is even a word* things have been going fairly smoothly. (in all aspects)

thursday is mine and keegans first year.... thats what we've decided to call it. why limit ourselves to "one" when we can say it's the first. its on thanksgiving.. so the day will be filled with family, food, and lots of US time. i think it works out nicely because we REALLY have something to be thankfull for. :)

GUESS what.... keegans dance crew (61syx technique) just got hired by the GR Rampage to dance at all their home games. its a paid contract deal and they're getting sponsered by a gym... they'll get jerseys with their BBoy names on em, 2 free tickets each to all the games and lots of publicity. im so excited for them! there's 5 of them... which just goes to show how good they are.. to get such an amazing opportunity... not to mention all the money they'll be making. *smiles....... as if enough people dont recognize keegan wherever we go... the guy told them that about 9 thousand people come to each game.. and there's 8 home game games.... say about 72 thousand people... yeah.. i'd say this is their big break! im so proud......

i'm VERY MUCH looking foward to sleeping in everyday of break. i have to work every day but thursday though.... aww well. i think friday im gonna get up really early and go shopping. i'd like to get a video camera for my mom for christmas.. figure that'd be the best day to get a good deal on one.

so yeah... i think that about covers it..

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holiday

:: 2005 22 November :: 12.07am
:: Music: Division of Laura Lee

I WALK ON BROKEN GLASS
BLAHHHHH
I got home an hour ago. Went to school and worked 5 hours. Went to work for 8. First I got there and Ken and I had to open up 60 turkeys for tomorrows God's Kitchen dinner for 3,000... 3 fricken thousand. Holy crap. So yeah, that took a little while. Then I left and rode w/Ken to Frederick Meijer Gardens. We did a party for 300 tonight. It was cool, all canapes and dessert platters and veggie trays. Yummy. Breakdowns went fast. Kinda. We got to drive the big truck back. Then unload it. And then I got to go home. Yay. Sleep. But no, first I had to write a paper for class tomorrow. So yeah, now I can sleep. Tomorrow night after class I so get to see Charlie :-) :-) :-) I hope I can surprise him with something. If I ever find out. Blahhhhh. I think that's about it... Oh, I found a cute house but I can't find it online or anything. G'night.

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