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2003 4 December :: 10.52pm
:: Mood: worried...
:: Music: My internal organs groaning...
Well, today, I had work, and I found chocolate there...I think it was from Janet, cause she went down to the Carribean over break...work kinda sucks, I need to be able to listen to music...I'm going to go insane...My mind wanders to horrible regions while I work, and it leaves me feeling depressed and suicidal...but, I know well enough not to act upon these emotions, as they are only caused by me...I do wish I could listen to music though, it'd make work so much better...Carmen stopped by at the end of my working time period, made my day really nice...thank you Carmen, so much, more than you'll ever know...went home, ate dinner (which is acting up right now), and then called Carmen...we went out and rented American Beauty, quite a good movie...depressing, but good...had a good time with Carmen watching it...yes, I did...good night, wish me luck on my audition tomorrow...I'll need it...
Quote of the day:
"Here on the inside,
outside 's so far away"
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2003 3 December :: 10.28pm
:: Mood: happy, tired, inquisitive...
:: Music: Fool in the Rain-Led Zeppelin
It's Wednesday...I would've updated yesterday, but I didn't have much time...I had a massive headache yesterday, and it didn't help when I went into art to work, only to find a non-existant Laabs...argh, my arduous project has become even more arduous...*Sighs* if only grades didn't matter to me, if only I didn't care anymore, then perhaps it'd be better...went to work right after that...Carmen and Joshie visited me at work, and that was fun, as they are always a joy to have...Gave Carmen a coupon so she could buy me dinner, which she did, which was nice...didn't have a starving Doug throughout pep band...Pep Band was fun, even though the girls lost, we cheered Liz(z) on in our own special way...Carmen was worrying me a great deal, saying she was shakey and all...got home late, and ate a pear around midnight...the pear ended up giving me the shits...wasn't fun...I was up till 3 or so with them...bah...
Wednesday, ahh, a new day...a day where I didn't sleep during 6th period...a day where I visited Carmen at work, and hopefully made her happy...a day where I was ahead at work, even though I missed a day...a day where I got my toenails painted...a day where I practiced bassoon for Honor Band auditions...a day where I failed making a whistle again...a day where I realize that my laidback, easy, boring job truly does suck...a day where I got my math test back, a 74/76...a day where I posted in my RPG finally...a day where I realized that this lovely RPG is going to pot...a day where I realized I'm extremely redundant...
Quote of the day:
"And the warmth of your smile starts a-burnin'
And the thrill of your touch gives me fright
And I'm shaking so much, really yearning "
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2003 1 December :: 7.59pm
:: Mood: tar'd...
:: Music: GYBE!
Well, it's Monday night, and I'm ill...I knew I was ill at school today, but didn't really do anything about it...I came home, and took my temp, it was 100 degrees (it's normalnow)...I feel into a deep sleep from 4:45-7:15, where the first thing I hear when I awake is Carmen's voice...lovely, ain't it? Thanks a lot Carmen...Sunday, I finished my Idea Quote list... Saturday, I hung out with Carmen a bunch, watched Bruce Almighty...Worked in the morning...Friday, I hung out with Britt all day (she visited me at work, went to dinner with her, watched the Paris video with her...), went on saw Gothika with the girls, had a good time at Piso's afterwards...Thursday, well...yeah...
I'm off to bed again...
Quote of the day:
"this is all a dream
a dream in death"
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2003 28 November :: 12.25pm
Just incase you were wondering, I'm feeling better than I was yesterday...
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2003 27 November :: 11.43am
:: Mood: extremely depressed...
Gah...I feel so ashamed, these thoughts, they're horrible...I can't believe I've fallen so far as to think them...where have I gone wrong? What did I do wrong? Should I be thinking this at all? Do I have any right to think this? All I can think of is pain, hurt...I AM SO HORRIBLE! This selfishness, it is horrid... I wish I could...*sigh*
I feel extremely ashamed and frightened by these feelings...or is it that I am frightened by the fact that I don't kow if I'm really feeling this? Is it just my brain telling me to feel this, and it not really what I feel? My brain must want me to be hurt, cause it sure seems that way...Why is my brain doing this to me? Does it not want me to be happy? Must it ruin this for me? Why does it have to analyze everything, and then cause me to second guess it? It is worrying me...
Should I even be writing this? Am I going to kick myself because of this later? Argh...
Oh, and don't let this worry any of you who read it, I'm not worth your time, nor your feelings...
*Turns away in shame*
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2003 24 November :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: tired, out of brain cells to ruin by sniffing gaso
:: Music: Deacon Blues...
Friday night, I hung out with Carmen hardcore...Ran erronds after I worked on art...got a new gas cap for her, copied our lovely tuba picture...and went to Uraku for a truly lovely time, with Joshie also...haven't spent too much time with Joshie recently, which sucks...but dinner was fun, although he wasn't allowed to come to the play...play was alright, not the best I've seen, but definitely not the worst...yeah...watched Princess Mononoke with Carmen...
Saturday, went to the freakin' parade, which sucked major balls and cunt...too long, too boring, only played two songs...bah, damn the Headley turtle abomination...getting all situated was quite an adventure...Carting a unprepared James around 10 minutes before band was enjoyable, but nerve racking...after the parade, hung out with Carmen...Got my first oil change ever...*sigh, wipes tear*...they grow up so fast, don't they? I'm a dork, so shoot me...bought and watched Snatch with Carmen...
Sunday, I worked 1-5, and read a lot of Grapes...I got about 160 pages read, which was good...tried to help Loudan out, but wasn't successful...went over to Carmen's, and finally was able to get a walk in there...and it was so nice, the walk, so heavenly, the weather was great, much better than the lonely depressing one I had earlier that week...went home, and read more Grapes...
Monday, SO FUCKING COLD AND WINDY AND FUCKING COLD...no Carmen today, at school, made me sad, the "girl triangle" was not complete...I wonder if I could survive if not a single point of that triangle were at school...*dreads the thought*...didn't really work on art, cause I kept missing Mrs. Laabs, which is gonna bite me in the ass...yeah...hung with Carmen for awhile...Britt, James, and that Dever child stopped by at the library for a quick chat...yeah...well, now it's time to retire to my ELECTRIC BLANKET...HELL YEAH, NOTHING (almost that is) COMPARES TO AN ELECTRIC BLANKET TO SLEEP WITH...
Quote of the day:
"This is the day of the expanding man
That shape is my shade
There where I used to stand
It seems like only yesterday
I gazed through the glass
At ramblers, wild gamblers
That's all in the past"
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2003 20 November :: 11.05pm
:: Mood: elation...
:: Music: Clutch...
Hmm...not too much has been going on with me recently...Monday and Tuesday were the first days where I didn't spend time with Carmen...I survived though...hehe...Wednesday night, I taught her the bassoon basics, and hopefully we'll continue with those lessons...she did do a very good job, for a first time bassoon and woodwind player...maybe this will renew her confidence in driving my car...who knows...I am always ready and willing to be a teacher...Thursday, I woke up on time, but to my stomachs delight, she felt like blowing up inside of me today...that put me back about 20 minutes, so I almost ran late...Sara was absent today, which was not fun...All three must be present...but yeah...work sucked today, and it will suck on Saturday...went to McSuck and had a hella awesome McFlurry, compliments of Doug...sat around while Doug and Carmen ate their dinner...had a grand old time...went to Carmen's, hung out a tad too long, rushed home and did my paper...now I'm going to bed...
Would saying it be too much? I'm sure I do, but how can I ever know?
Quote of the day:
"They were embraced by sadness, but not afraid to die"
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2003 17 November :: 3.18pm
What the fuck am I thinking?
Ode to a sandwich
Oh, how I've missed you.
I've missed your warmth
And salty sweetness.
How I love your cinnamon goodness
And your grainy charm.
You've finally come back to me
Siren of my stomach
I heard your call
And could not break
the hex you placed on me
to complacently devour you.
You fill me to the brim,
and made me your slave,
for now I shall never be able
to fall back into inferiority.
Oh hail thee, toasted goodness,
your crisp charm and browned splendor.
Your warmth stews the seeds
In their sweet, sugary nectar.
You melt the bond between
The legumes and thier paste,
Making them all the more wonderful.
How I've fallen for you
In the ever growing pit of my stomach.
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2003 16 November :: 10.28pm
:: Mood: happy/depressed...
:: Music: Iced Earth-Phantom of the Opera Ghost...
Let's see...tonight's Sunday, been three days since my last update...I seem to be getting more faithful, eh?
Friday, school was alright...after school, I went and saw "Master and Commander" with the Coomes...quite an amazing movie, with a equally amazing soundtrack...after that, I watched "Dark City" "with" Carmen...yeah...she was tired...
Saturday, I woke up quite early, went to work...forgot to tape my morning shows, so bleh...After work, I went over to the bowling alley to pick up my mother, and then we went shopping...we went to Elder Beerman, and bought me a pair of jeans and her a shirt...it cost us a total of $40...I went and ate some Luca's and purchased the new Dream Theater album at On-Cue...we then went to the bookstore and bought me two hoodies...I went home and chilled for awhile, and then drove Coomes and I up to the play, where we sold tickets and had a good time...after the play, I drove us home, dropped Coomes off, then found out some of us were going to DQ...Britt, Sara, Jackie, Carmen, Stevie, and Megan were there, along with me, the only guy...I made a gross concoction with my Blizzards, that Carmen forbidded me from eating...heh, lucky for me, I guess...
Sunday, woke up, went to Church...had a good time...Britt came in and watched "Path of Glory" which was a good, but extremely depressing movie...kinda effected my day after that, as I was in not a good mood...I also physically didn't feel well, but yeah...Went over to Carmen's tonight and watched the extras from Finding Nemo with Joshie and her...yeah...good night all...
Quote of the day:
"These are the seasons of emotion and like the winds they rise and fall "
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2003 13 November :: 9.49pm
:: Mood: excited...and other stuff...
:: Music: O Fortuna
Hmm, it's been awhile...not as long as last time, but still...
Tuesday, not much happened...I slept in a bit too late, but other than that...had a Canadian speaker come into French, talked to us about Canada...supposedly I asked a question that was "rude," as Madame Kern puts it...I think she's way off with that one...she's jealous that I'm smarter than she is and I can sleep through her class and still do amazing...Hung out with Carmen while she cleaned her room...I read Grapes of Wrath a little bit...
Wednesday, I woke up on time...and the day went almost the same...had a pleasant trip to the museum...slept on Britt there and on the way back...some people need to not talk...especially Whipple, and his comment regarding me leaning on Britt...pretty much uncalled for, and it also shows that he only thinks of women as things for sex, nothing more...kind of horrible if you ask me...that sure did piss me off...
Thursday (today), I slept in...tired...school was boring and monotonous...yeah...work sucked, as usual...no visit from anyone today, nor yesterday...well, my dad stopped by yesterday, which was pleasant...I went and got gas, cost me $13.90 for 10.213 gallons, giving me a mpg of 24.3...not too bad, if I say so myself...While I was getting gas, I saw 3 state troopers arresting 2 men from Nashville...I didn't really catch what for, buy I believe it was a combination of no I.D., breakage of parole, and drugs...exciting, no? Carmen stopped by after she got in town, from Owens, for their theater work. It was pleasant and nice...
Quote of the day:
"Come into this night
When you're able
To undo your deeds
And atone with your lonely soul
Once you're into this night
All minds are stable
Forget all your needs
Lose the grip of all control"
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2003 12 November :: 7.20pm
:: Mood: mew?
:: Music: ...And Oceans
CD's I need to get:
Edge of Sanity-Crimson
Edge of Sanity-Crimson II
Opeth-My arms, your hearse
Opeth-Deliverence
In Flames-Whoracle
Tiamat-Wildhoney/Gaia
Jethro Tull Christmas Album
Testament-The Legacy
Testament-The New Order
Testament-The Ritual
Testament-The Gathering
Slayer-Reign in Blood
Dream Theater-Metropolis pt. 2
Dream Theater-Train of Thought
Cryptopsy-Blasphemy made flesh
Cryptopsy-None so vile
Death-Human
Death-Individual Thought Patterns
Iron Maiden-Killers
Iron Maiden-Number of the Beast
Iron Maiden-Iron Maiden
Steely Dan-Aja
Steely Dan-Gaucho
(and more to come)
Games I need to beat:
-Gameboy
Lunar Legend
Final Fantasy Tactics
Phantasy Star 1
Phantasy Star 2
Phantasy Star 3
Golden Sun: the Lost Ages
-Playstation
Tactics Ogre: Let Us Cling Together
Ogre Battle: March of the Black Queen
-GameCube
Skies of Arcadia: Legends
Viewtiful Joe
Resident Evil: Zero
Soul Calibur 2
Robotech: Battlecry
Metroid Prime (Hard Mode)
The Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker (2nd quest)
-SNES
Tales of Phantasia
Final Fantasy V
Final Fantasy III
Secret of Mana (Seiken Densetsu 2)
Secret of Mana 2 (Seiken Densetsu 3)
Secret of Evermore
Super Metroid
Behemut Lagoon
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2003 10 November :: 3.15pm
:: Mood: tired, happy, depressed, hmm...
:: Music: Opeth-Benighted
Wow it's been awhile...hmm...
The 10th is today, so that's a whole week since I've updated...quite a lot has gone on, well, I think so anyways...I'm staying ahead in school, so that is good...been turning my stuff in and such, especially art, so that's good...I've had more time now that I'm no longer in Quiz Bowl...
Let's see...Thursday night, I hung out with Joshie (first time in a long, long time) and we watched Haunted Junction, a fucking crazy anime...we then proceeded over to Megan's where there was a few people over...that was a good time...Joshie had to be home by 11, so I took him home and came home...Carmen came over eventually and we hung out a tad...
Friday was band day...that was alright, I really need to do something about my shoes and my feet, because the end up hurting like a bitch...rather than being alone on this trip like the preceeding ones, I sat next to Carmen both times...made it quite a lot more enjoyable for me...we played well in band, and the Symphonic Winds were amazing, even though a tad bit long...dinner was fun and full of vomiting goodness, along with sprinkle goodness...
Saturday, I worked in the morning, and then just kind of hung around my house...I rented Gallipoli, picked up Coomes, and we went out to Britt's to watch it...a good movie...I get home, around 6:30-ish, and Carmen calls me wanting to see if I'd go to a play with her...I did, and it was quite a good play...we came back into town, and went to Piso's, then bought Finding Nemo...watched that until 1:10 or so, and yeah...
Sunday, I wake up at 8:45 only to find out that we wouldn't be going to church for another 3 hours, but being me, I cannot get back to sleep...bah...visited Carmen at work...that's always fun...Jacoby's came over for dinner, for salmon, which was good but reacted adversly with my stomach...went to Carmen's after that and had a good time...It is always quite enjoyable when I am with her...
Quote of the day:
"Do you realize
That you have the most beautiful face?
Do you realize
We're floating in space?
Do you realize
That happiness makes you cry?
Do you realize
That everyone you know someday will die?
And instead of saying all of your good-byes
Let them know you realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round
Do you realize?
Do you realize
That everyone you know someday will die?
And instead of saying all of your good-byes
Let them know you realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round
Do you realize
That you have the most beautiful face?
Do you realize?"
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2003 3 November :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: depressed (with some elation intertwined)...
:: Music: Opeth...
Argh, this is the fourth time I've tried updating...so, this is pretty much a fuck it all...my weekend was horrible, it is not healthy for me to not see Sara or Britt or Carmen at all...especially with a weekend like I had...Saturday wasn't too bad, but Sunday was, for obvious reasons...
Monday, in an action which could perhaps be a detriment or a benefit, I quit Quiz Bowl...Got a hug from Carmen, which I always like...rest of the day droned on, until I went out with Carmen...I managed to get barbarque sauce on her windshield, so hopefullly she doesn't hate me too much for that...Chris and Kat came over for awhile, listened to really bad 80's covers...hung out until it was neccessary for her to take him to work...and here I am...
And on a perhaps unrealated tangent to our current state of being, Britt and I are going to watch X-2 the day it comes out on DVD! Yay!
Quote of the day:
"Maybe I might have changed
And not been so cruel
Not been such a fool
Whatever was done is done
I just can't recall
It doesn't matter at all"
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2003 30 October :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: Eh?
:: Music: Baker Street Muse(Mother England Reverie right now)
Casabianca-Felicia Hemans
The boy stood on the burning deck
Whence all but he had fled;
The flame that lit the battle's wreck
Shone round him o'er the dead.
Yet beautiful and bright he stood,
As born to rule the storm;
A creature of heroic blood,
A proud, though child-like form.
The flames rolled on–he would not go
Without his Father's word;
That father, faint in death below,
His voice no longer heard.
He called aloud–'say, Father, say
If yet my task is done?'
He knew not that the chieftain lay
Unconscious of his son.
'Speak, father!' once again he cried,
'If I may yet be gone!'
And but the booming shots replied,
And fast the flames rolled on.
Upon his brow he felt their breath,
And in his waving hair,
And looked from that lone post of death
In still yet brave despair.
And shouted but once more aloud,
'My father! must I stay?'
While o'er him fast, through sail and shroud,
The wreathing fires made way.
They wrapt the ship in splendour wild,
They caught the flag on high,
And streamed above the gallant child,
Like banners in the sky.
There came a burst of thunder sound–
The boy–oh! where was he?
Ask of the winds that far around
With fragments strewed the sea!–
With mast, and helm, and pennon fair,
That well had borne their part–
But the noblest thing which perished there
Was that young faithful heart.
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2003 27 October :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: kind of depressed, tired...
:: Music: Bard's Song-Blind Guardian
Do you know how good it feels to just lay down with someone? So relaxing, waves of calmness and serenity wash over you...you realize it's good, but then the bitches of time kick you in the shins ending something that truly should not be ended...well, in my opinion anywho...I don't know how anyone else feels...
Well, it started this day off with a paradox, something which was both a bad way and a good way to start it off...school kind of just dragged past...Didn't really do anything for AS that was due today...oh well, I did my editorial eventually...went and hung out with Carmen, relaxed while she cursed her Calc assignment...I came home, and here I am...
Quote of the day:
"Like the wings of a dove, folding around
I fade into this tender care"
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2003 26 October :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: Hmm...
:: Music: Iced Earth...
Well, not much out of the ordinary has gone on...school has just been dragging along, but I expected that...hanging out with Carmen a lot, having good times...makes me very happy...Saturday night, I went to Kat's party, had a good time there...although it was raining, and I would have contracted pneumonia if I had been outside near the fire...
Hmm...
Quote of the day:
"Memories of a life on earth go flashing past,
Of home, of Grauben, friends of whom he's seen his last
Contemplating what his life's been worth,
While trapped beneath the earth,
An embryo at birth
Pain and fear destroy the beauty I have seen,
Of caverns, where no other man has been
Silurian epoch hosts me as my grave,
My final blow I wave,
A life too late to save
Crystals of opaque quartz, studded limpid tears,
Forming magic chandeliers, lighting blistered galleries"
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2003 20 October :: 3.26pm
Untitled #3
I watch this land
It’s beauty sweeping
Out in front of me
Calmness is evoked by
The swaying grass
Consumes my being
This feeling of calm
To this day I’ve not felt
Until now
This degree of calm
Starts my mind wondering
As to why it comes now
My mind becomes
As the swaying grass
Unhindered and free
This freedom is
What has calmed me so
The elation is indescribable
The calmness
Like the grass
Dissolves into darkness
The forest and depression
Come together swiftly
Washing over me
The tangled and twisted
Paths venturing throughout
Remind me of myself
This darkness is the
Complete sadness
Existing in me eternally
Warped braches and
Splintered trees
Are the confusion
As hopeless as this forest is
It is only a pock
Disgracing the grass
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2003 20 October :: 3.06pm
:: Mood: tired...overwhelmed...
:: Music: Opeth
Saturday morning started off with my mother waking up and getting after me for having someone over when it was approaching 3 o'clock...so then Carmen left, and I fell asleep eventually...I woke up sometime later, and went to work 30 minutes early, so it was 10:30 rather than 11, which was nice, because I got out earlier in the afternoon...I went home and did chores...I eventually went to Brendan's, went and saw Kill Bill with him and his father...quite a good movie...extremely violent...we then went to an Anime showing at BGSU, had a good time with that...saw a crazy anime called "Haunted Junction" and an amazing one called "Memories"...After that, we met up with Britt and Sara, went to Dan's for a bit, and then went back to Brendan's...we hung out there for the rest of the night...Sunday, we went to church, and then I went home...I did my homework, and wrote a poem (eventually, like at 10:30)...most of the day was spent in the lawn, working with leaves and mowing it...I went out to eat with Britt, Megan, and Aaron...after that, I went home and hung out there for a while...went to Carmen's after that, and stayed that till 10...as always, it was a good time...I don't think I've ever had a bad time with her...it's a good thing...
Today at school, I was pretty tired...I have a lot of work to do tonight and tomorrow night, so I believe I will not go into work tomorrow...oh well...I'm off to work now...
Quote of the day:
"Red sun rising somewhere through the dense fog.
The portrait of the jaded dawn who had seen it all before.
This day wept on my shoulders.
Still the same as yesterday."
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2003 18 October :: 12.47am
:: Mood: depressed...
:: Music: Flaming Lips
Hmm...a lot...has gone on...Symph was fun, Sara, Carmen, Joshie, and I hung out in the parking lot afterwards...it was a good time...I'm looking forward to Symph, the music we are playing is kind of a challenge, but good none the less...
Thursday, Carmen had an appointment, so I didn't see her in band, but saw her inbetween 5th period...Sara was back though, so that was good...I was hacking my lungs out throughout the day, which wasn't good...Didn't see Carmen at all, until quarter of ten, when she had just finished candy roses...it was nice seeing her, and being there for her after a bad day...
Friday, Carmen was finally in band...the band went over the senior show, which was cool...in AS, we took a field trip to Wintergarden Park, and there, Sara and I walked around...we ended up being 20 minutes late getting back, but it's all good...After school, I go home only to find out that my uncle died during the day...then my day became really bad...I was really depressed, and still am...Hanging out with Carmen helped...yeah...
Quote of the day:
"But life, without death
Is just impossible"
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2003 14 October :: 10.47pm
:: Mood: happy and less confused than before
:: Music: Whatever has the pleasure of gracing my ears...
I'm pretty sure that my life was more confusing that it had ever been before as of Sunday...not like it's a bad thing, a little confusion never harmed anyone...but now, I believe we have gotten this sorted out, so yay...*Hug*
Sunday, Sara's grandfather passed out of this plane and into the next...she also went into a ditch, but she was, and is, alright...I finished up my Endurance project, and now I need to be working on the Grapes of Wrath...yeah...
Monday, two of the three (or four) most important women in my life were not in school...Carmen for a sinus infection and Sara for, well, losses...at least I have Britt to rely on, eh? French is beginning to get dumb again...Pre-Cal is quite easy, and American Studies...well...our Lit Circle was interesting, to say the least...I beleive we utterly failed it, but eh, it's all good...Sara is at the end of school, and needed a hug...Quiz Bowl got out early, so I used that extra time to visit Carmen...I worked, and then went home and ate a little...I went and kept Carmen company again...
Tuesday, yet again, Sara and Carmen were absent...my school day kind of slid by really easily, slept through part of the Twain thingy today...I went to see how Carmen was after school, and she is feeling better...I went to Quiz Bowl, where I didn't play at all, which sucked...a waste of 2 and a half hours of my time...I hung out with Carmen the rest of the night, keeping her company and such, hopefully not wearing out my welcome or being a bother...had a good time, and she seems to be well now...and as fate should have it, I am beginning to succumb to sickness, so she can visit me now...heh, but I'm not going to be sick tomorrow, I've got a field trip and a band rehersal I don't feel like missing...there is always work, but I shant get too far behind in that...well...goodnight all...
Quote of the day:
"He who made kittens
Put snakes in the grass"
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