Well, as I said, I'd continue off...there really isn''t much more to say...Carmen performed well, as did the rest of the band...I walked with Carmen back to her dorm, and we talked for a little bit...and then I left...called Jax on the way home...found out today she would have liked to talk to me all the way to Otterbein, so she'd be sure I didn't fall asleep at the wheel anymore...pretty nice of her, eh? Anywho, made it home with pretty much zero trouble...

Sunday was boring, as I just worked on homework all day long...talked with Lauren quite a bit...speaking of home, she has not been online in a while...kind of a bummer, as I look forward to the time we can spend talking...

I'm making some new, good friends...such as Jax and Lauren...old friendships are growing back...I'm spending a huge amount of time hanging around with Freshman, which is kinda weird, as I never remember being talked to while I was a Freshman, by a Senior...Logan is a really cool, weird guy...he likes tagging along with me, which is pretty cool...comes to sit with me at football games, talks with me before the shows, etc. Katie is also pretty cool...actually, all of the Tuba frosh are cool, just in their own ways...Caitlynn is still a little distant, but hopefully that will change next time we go bowling (with the whole section, minus Loudan (who goes after the bar sluts), plus Joshie and Jax and Ross and even perhaps...)

Pretty good friends with MastaCait and Chelsey, and well, pretty much everybody...I'm not trying to brag, or anything, but there aren't too many people that I can't get along with...

Unfortunately, there are a few friendships that aren't exaclty what I had hoped they'd be...my whole relationship with Carmen has gone to the dogs...it is pretty much the same with Amanda, also...she is still sore about this summer, I can tell...I hurt her a lot, for which I am sorry...she didn't deserve any of it...

Quote (song) of the day:
"I don't want to be alone anymore,
Why can't I be somebody else?
Why must I see through these strange eyes?

I won't take too much of your time on the telephone,
Just me and the sunset sky along
Some kind of cloudburst in my mind
I'd like to leave it behind

But I can't get it wrong and I can't get it right
And I can't seem to get it at all tonight
It would help if you could see things through my eyes
If you tried could you see things through my eyes?

What is there in between anyway?
I'm dawn and you're dusk - we're night and day
But I think we could make it something good
How I wish that we could

But I can't get it wrong and I can't get it right
And I can't seem to get it at all tonight
It would help if you could see things through my eyes
If you can't understand how I'm feeling today
If you can't understand me, well that's o.k.
Still I think that you could see things through my eyes
If you tried you could see things through my eyes

If I could only open and hear what you say
I think this could all work out

Cause I can't get it wrong and I can't get it right
Man, I just want to get it all tonight
Yeah, I think that I could see things through your eyes
If you can't understand how I'm feeling today
If you can't understand me, well that's o.k.
Still I think that you could see things through my eyes
If you tried you could see things through my eyes"

3 heartless bastards | crush me