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2003 4 August :: 5.58 pm
:: Mood: doomed
:: Music: St. Vitus- The Lost Feeling
I thought today was actually going to be a good day. Then I got a root canal. Lucky me.
Hmmm.....I feel like reading something dark and depressing. Any recomendations?
Um I guess that's about it so see y'all later.
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2003 1 August :: 10.00 am
Loo, according to this link we are all goths...
http://www.redmusic.com/goths/warning.html
Hows everyone doing? I am quite bored but thats ok. Thats what I get for being up so early.
I had a weird dream last night. Dave Atell from Insomniac was in it. Probly cuz thats the last thing I watched before I went to bed.
I had a weird dream the night before to. I was at a school dance, but not our school. Apparently in the dream I went to a school in the country. And the dance was in a barn. And it wasn't a normal dance. Everyone was wearing roller skates, skating around and around the barn. Every girl was skating with a guy. Except me. Some lady (one of my teachers I presume) kept telling me how bad she felt for me. Eventually I got sick of the pity and went outside. I looked at the moon, and thought about how it was alone in a crowd of stars. I thought about how it gave most of the natural light at night, but no one ever talks about it or notices it, they talk about the stars. Thats about when I woke up.
Bye all, I love you.
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2003 27 July :: 1.09 pm
More Radio Rants
I'm back for round 2. Or 3. Or was it 4.....I can't remember.
But anyway, on the way to church I was brutally forced to listen to the radio. GASP! And in those 10 minutes in the car, I probly heard 3-4 different songs, and all but one sounded the same. (The one that was actually unique was by Queens of the Stone Age.)
I knew the radio situation was bad, but not this bad. What happened to the variety? I wanna hear a song by Robert Johnson, and then one by Metallica, and then maybe some Crystal Method. Oh and some underground bands, like Dead Meadow and Zap Mama, and some Ballydowse for Kyle :)
And another thing. Back in the day, radio stations used to play entire albums without stopping. Now we get 3 minutes of music followed by 5+ minutes of commercials and ads from the stations talking about how much music they play.
When I was in WV, they had this oldies station there that sounded EXACTLY like the one we have here. I shit you not. In Green Bay, there is a classic rock station called the Fox. Sound familiar?
And do you know why the radio is like this? It's all about money. The corprate types have a death grip on the music industry. They saw an oppurtunity to make money, and they took it for all it was worth. The businessmen (and women) decide what records they want us to buy, and then shove it down our throats thru the radio. The radio is nothing more than their bitch.
Anyway, I just thought I'd share.
Fuck the radio.
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2003 24 July :: 11.35 pm
:: Mood: numb
I'm Back....
Well, West Virginia was a blast, but now it's back to reality. Sigh...
So what's this I hear about Tina's going away party? When is it? Did I miss it or what? Oh and I suppose I should ask if I'm invited.
The phones aren't working at our house so if anyone wants to get ahold of me, your gonna have to email me. I'll try to check often.
Last but not least, one of my friends from my youth group has some bad news. Her mom had breast cancer 5 years ago, and she's been in remission but now it's back. In her lung. All I can think is "Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!"
That is all. I'd give you details about WV but I'm really not in the mood right now. See ya!
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2003 17 July :: 11.48 pm
See ya later!
I just realized that I didn't tell y'all that I'm going to West Virginia w/ my youth group friday. So yeah now you know. We're going to an adventure camp to do rock climbing, caving, and other stuff like that. I'll be gone til Wensday. I'll miss you all. I love you. Bye now!
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2003 16 July :: 4.58 pm
Another rant from Kelly! Yay!
Society is messed up, as I'm sure all of you know. It trys to convince us that we are to get a job, make money, work our way up the "ladder of success", and raise a perfect American family who will eventually do the same thing, over and over again. Our entertainment is for the most part chosen for us, unless we figure out that there's other movies, music, etc. that aren't from Hollywood or on the radio.
I think I figured out how to avoid it. It seems the only thing to do is walk away and say "Fuck it." To hell with it all, I want no part in it. And hopefully I'm not buying into another stereotype. Please let me know if you suspect I am.
So fuck society. *walks away*
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2003 15 July :: 6.57 pm
:: Music: None cuz the damn speakers aren't working!
The Best Thing about Kyuss....
No one knows what John Garcia was really singing except him and the rest of the band.
Is it "It's sad to see more rage" or "Inside I see more"? Is it "Fuck me with free devotion" or "Fuck me will free the vulture"? Is it "In a trance, smoke weed, momma, you never see" or "And old transform queen you've never seen"?
The world will never know....
I love Kyuss!
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2003 14 July :: 7.19 pm
:: Mood: tear my soul in 2
:: Music: Kyuss-Demoncleaner
Hi everyone. How's it goin? I have nothing else to say so y'all get lyrics. Yay!
I've got the demons in me,
I've got to flush them all away,
I feel the demons rage,
I must clean them all away
Inside i see more,
Cobwebs in the way,
The magic cleaner will,
Shine his smile over me
I am the demon
Cleaner to save the day,
I get the back one,
Important they'll always stay
If only one thing that you'll know
Impostors from the show,
They'll try to trick you into,
Normal treatment,
Oh don't you listen to them say,
Shush them all away
I am the demon cleaner,
Madman saver,
I am the the freedom bleeder,
Standing naked here to say,
I'm the only way
I'm the only way
I'm the only way....
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2003 12 July :: 11.51 am
:: Music: Ballydowse Aren't ya proud of me Kyle?
Just whining
Why are there no new psychedelic bands? It's quite annoying. Anyway, I just had to vent about that. Bye now!
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2003 10 July :: 3.15 pm
This explains a lot....
You are an alien. You were sent to this planet to
find out if humans are the stupidest of all
creatures. You hate it here and would give both
your legs to get home.
Why or how are you so different from everyone else?
brought to you by Quizilla
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2003 6 July :: 3.38 pm
Well, Heather and her boyfriend showed up at me house today. She wanted me to come over and I was like "Where are you living at?" And she was like "Holland w/ my mom." And I went and asked my mom but of course she got all paranoid and so she told 'em to come back in an hour so we could figure it out. Suprise, suprise, she didn't let me go. But she said she'd bring me there tomorow. Can you say overprotective? I just wanna hang out w/ my friend and she makes it difficult. Sigh...I sound pretty spoiled and whiny dont I? Sorry.
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2003 4 July :: 2.32 pm
:: Music: Allman Brothers
Happy 4th, y'all.
Hello everyone. How's it going? I'm gonna talk about the Allman Brothers now so bear with me. In short, they ROCKED! Yeah, it was real kick-ass. I don't think I ever stopped movin and groovin.
Lots of beautiful people were there. Lots of hippys. And I thought they were a dying breed. I'm glad I was wrong. I was ready to give up on ever finding my people. But I'm happy to say that the hippys are alive and well! Woo-hoo! This one hippy a few rows ahead of me was all smiling at me during the concert and we were all throwing each other the horns, and then he came and said "You have awesome energy. Live with it, and die with it." Yeah, that was cool.
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2003 3 July :: 9.23 am
W00t! Allman Brothers! W00t!
Hey y'all. Today is the Allman Bros concert. I'm real excited. I love the Allman Bros. Anyway, thats all I have to say. I think. So bye.
PS: Read this essay. Its real funny. And true.
http://www.ruthlessreviews.com/myworld.html
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2003 1 July :: 3.54 pm
:: Mood: Pissed off/depressed/fucked up
:: Music: Slow Horse- Whats the use?
I'll be singing the rain when it all falls down again....
Erg. I don't remember the last time I've been this pissed off for no apparent reason. Meh... oh well. I don't really have anything else to say so you get some lyrics. These'll keep you down for a week.
You don't come around no more
Don't pretend its cool.
When your trying not to hurt me,
you can be so cruel.
Whats the use in trying?
Theres no use in lying.
Whats the use in trying?
Theres no use in lying.
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2003 29 June :: 2.57 pm
:: Mood: free/question everything
:: Music: Kyuss!
Gotta make it in the mainstream?
I've been thinking lately about how I've been told all me life that I have to go to college, get a job, get married, etc, etc. Is that really all there is? Think about it. Why is this neccesary? Why can't I just be who I am? I don't really want to go to college and get a job but it seems like the only alternative is to bag myself a rich husband and raise the kids. That doesn't sound too appealing.
So my question is this: is there a way to avoid all this crap and have some kind of non-mainstream lifestyle? Or is it necesary for survival to live the same way everyone else does?
I now realize that this entry is long and self-centered and for that I apoligize but I'm quite confused so yeah, here ya go.
Love ya!
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