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SOOOOOOOOO.. today Kelly &I were late for school because when I called the snow line at 5:30 am it said we had a 2 hour delay.. but when I called again at around 7:30 am it said we had regular school hours.. So Kelly and I were really pissed, my mom called the school, so did hers. We went in at about 9:08, and they said that it was the schools fault and that we won't be counted as tardy. DAMN RIGHT. So I was supposed to go to 2nd period because it ends at 9:18, but I just walked around until it was about 9:17, then went in. It was Geometry and I hate that class.. *yawns*
I went to English, I was Banquo, the ghost.. [we're reading MacBeth] so I had to sit in a chair with a white over-coat thingy on my head while DJ read the part of MacBeth.. sexy.
Accounting was.. accounting. Boring, but educating. ;)
Then LUNCH, which is my favorite. It's definitly the best time to get all of your talkingness [word??] out.. I sit by BECKY, Rachel [Jims cousin], Janelle, Nichole, Steph, and sometimes this other girl.. Becky, what's her name?? Today was okay, but Steph wasn't here; so it coulda' been better.
Then 5th period I had gym with Beck.. I forgot my Tenners, so Mitch just let me take gym without them. Nice. Becky a few freshman and myself went in the mat room to JUMP ROPE with the BIG one. Nice. Fun. I hurt my ankle. Ouch. I'm over it now.
After that I have STUDY HALL WITH MR. M. Hahahaha, all I do in there is talk, walk around and play rock paper sissors with the teacher, he's funny. I basicly just sit there and talk to him the whole period, do arrands for him, or talk to George. But it's definitly fun in there. I'm bringing cards tomorrow to play. Nice.
7th period I have Child Development 2, definitly one of my favorite classes, though today we just took this Child Development test for IEP or something like that.. [is that right Becky??] and our class gets bonus points for everyone we get right. [Do you get bonus points to Becky??]
8th period is definitly one of the 2 least favorite classes. Being that I don't like/aren't friends with anyone in that class. They're all freshman.. so I kinda just chill out in that class. Biology is dumb. *sigh*
I came home then went up my Aunt Loraines.. took a nap on my cousin Donnies bed for about an hour.. then Donnie woke me up to eat. After we were done eating.. Kelly came up to play Dominos. Nice, I kicked everyones ASS. During my ASS KICKING time, Kelly and I were talking about when we were going to have our birthday parties. We talked for about I swear an hour; and every day that we wanted.. something was going on or it was supposed to snow and all this shit. So we finially got 2 seperate days picked out, then I said "Hey, why don't we have it together on the same day at the Sand Bar?" and then BOOM. Plans were made, people were called. Party on January 29, at 5:00. Be there or be square.
Since Kelly and Is birthdays are only 3 days apart, and were practicly sisters we're cool enough to do that.. but no one else is. ;) So we have everyone we want to invite written down.. all our friends [no Becky, you AREN'T invited.:)] It's gonna be great. Definitly.
After we were all done I fed Gabrielle her cereal and fed her some formula.. now she's fast asleep in her bed. God, she is so pretty. But anyways, I'm gonna go call Jim..
<3
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2005 19 January :: 6.52pm
Because we rock and you don't.
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2005 18 January :: 5.06pm
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..haha funny "revised" nursery rhymes.
Mary had a little lamb
She tied him to the heater
Every time Mary went by
He'd burn his little peter!
Little Miss Muffet sat on a tuffet
Her clothes all tattered and torn
It was not the spider
That crept up beside her
But Little Boy Blue and his horn
Little Miss Muffet sat on her tuffet
Eating her curds and whey
Along came a spider, that sat down beside her
And said "What's in the bowl Bitch!?!?"
Hickoy Dickory Dock
Three mice climbed up the clock
The clock struck one
And the other two escaped with minor injuries.
Jack and Jill went up the hill
To Have a little fun
Stupid Jill forgot the pill
And now they have a son
Hey Diddle, Diddle,
The cat had to piddle
All over the bedside clock
The little dog laughed to see such fun
When the cat died of electrical shock
Georgie Pordgy Pudding and Pie
Kissed the girls and made them cry
When the boys came out to play
He kissed them too 'cause he was gay.
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2005 17 January :: 8.21pm
The best time to talk about
everything and anything is at night,
when you're falling asleep right
next to the person you love.
<3 Jim
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2005 17 January :: 7.26pm
:: Mood: bitchy
Well, I think maybe I'm in a better mood now to write some more things that happened this weekend.. but very sparsly.
Friday Rochelle came over, we hung out- did nothing except eat. But it was definitly fun. She stayed the night- we watched movies and did "girl stuff" hehe. Then her mom took me to Jims house Saturday morning arund 2 or so. The roads were bad.
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Then today BECKY CALLED ME.. but I will never uncover what she said to me on the phone; because she's a dumb bucket.
So I came home today.. and what else is new it's hell, as always. Being that the girls and I just cleaned the house on Friday, I came home today and the place is a dump already. I don't understand anymore. IT PISSES ME OFF SO BADLY.
"happy birthday" lmao.. sorry.
I can't wait.. 18 here I come. Next year
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2005 17 January :: 4.50pm
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So yesterday I stayed at Jims.. I played his PS2 a 'lil, then we had a roll in the sack. Haha, I'm just jokin'.. anyways, I didn't eat anything all day 'cause Jim didn't have anything to eat at his house. His mom came home at around 9:00 at night and took Gabrielle off Jim, that just ticks me off anymore. It's his baby, not hers. He barely gets to see her as it is, and then she takes her off of him.. anyways, Gab was getting really fussy and starting to cry and everything so I was getting really antsy, I hate when Gabrielle cries, and I especially hate when she cries and someone else has her. So I was trying to let Donna handle her; but she kept doing the wrong things. I knew what was wrong with her; she was tired. I tried to say that but nooo.. she "ate too much" uhhh.. okay, I think I would know if my own daughter ate too much. So finially I just took Gabrielle off of her and went up stairs so I could put her to bed. When I was on my way down I heard her talking about me, lmao.. do you think I can't hear you? ANYWAYS, I got mad at just stayed upstairs for like 5 more minutes then went down. She went upstairs and took the phone to call Ronnie. Jim and I went to bed about 30 minutes later.
We woke up around 9:00 the next day and just chilled. Now here I am. School tomorrow. *sigh*
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It never fails, when I come home; it gets worse every time.
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I stayed home today.. I tried and tried to get my mom up, but she wouldn't wake. And Gab was crying/hungry when I left, so I just stayed home. Then my mom came in at about 10:00 yelling at me because I stayed home and how she's gonna go to jail because I'm missing to many days and how the reason she didn't wake up is because the monitor in her room isn't on.. so I told her that I tried to wake her up and the monitor in her room WAS on, but I turned it off when I stayed home because I figured she didn't need to be bothered if I was going to be home. So she didn't believe me and got mad then stormed into her room bitching about how messy the house is.
So I waited a couple minutes then I got something I wanted to show her and knocked on her door to let her see.. she read it, then she started saying something to me, I don't really even remember what it was exactly; but it made me mad.. then she was going on about how she's not apperciated and that how she takes "YOUR BABY TO THE BAR EVERYDAY, WHILE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING.. I CARRY HER ON MY HIP WHILE I'M BAR TENDING, WAITRESSING, AND DOING WHATEVER ELSE NEEDS DONE." ..That really pissed me off right there, so I said "Fine, then I'll just stay home and watch MY baby." "And what; drop out of school? I don't think so." I told her that I'll just have Tammy watch Gabrielle like she was supposed to in the first place, that I'd rather have Tammy watch Gabrielle than her because at least I won't hear her bitching all the time about it. She started saying something else but I was walking out and didn't really pay any attention.. but I heard "I'm just tired of not being apperciated" as I walked through the door.. I turned around and said "So am I." and I slammed her door.
After that I went into my room and called Jim, I asked him if he could come get me.. he told me to call him back in about 5 minutes.. so I got all of Gabrielles &mines things ready so I would be ready to leave when he got here. But my mom tried to come in, I had my door locked &I wouldn't let her in. But I did finially did. She was saying how she did apperciate me, and all this other shit that I didn't even pay attention to. She said something about how she knows that I want to leave now and that all I have is about a year left then I can move out.. but how she doesn't want to loose me. She also said that she didn't know how I was going to move out if I planned on going to collegge with a baby.. But after a few minutes of me just sitting there and her talking she left.
I called Jim back and he said that he can get me a ride.. but I said that I couldn't go because I had to watch my sisters. I guess I'm kinda stupid because I just can't ever leave my sisters, no matter what I want to do, I always think of them before I think of myself, same with Gabrielle. <3
So my mom &George left to go to the bar; Dustin's sleeping in my moms' bed, Gabrielle's sleeping on my bed, and I'm just sitting here; trying to make myself feel better for everything that's going on.
But it's not working.
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I'm not to sure if I'm even wanted around here anymore.
I can't handle this house anymore.
Maybe I should just leave. I think it'd be better for everyone.
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