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eddy

:: 2008 6 June :: 9.21pm


If I kissed you where it's sore,
If I kissed you where it's sore...

Would you feel better?

Would you feel anything, at all?

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skife

:: 2008 4 June :: 5.08pm

So today i've found the only place in the city to get away from the city.






The ocean.

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Atman

:: 2008 4 June :: 2.18pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Insanity

Pineapples
I forget the last time I updated, but I'm only going to start with Friday, I think. I got to go see Tom Petty at Van Andel, and holy shit was it awesome. Best concert I've ever seen, and I still think he has THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST personality of any rocker. Just...I can't describe it. If you ever liked him and didn't go, you should feel ashamed, and then totally jealous of how awesome I am compared to you.
After that was a party at Emily's, and I could take or leave that. Had fun until Chris and Kevin left, and then it was just, "How long can you deal with drunks until you snap?". The answer was not very long, save a couple people that weren't preps that were fun to be around.
Saturday night was just a crazy excuse to go pick up the new mountain dew flavors and, allow me to give you my professional opinion on the matter.
SuperNova tastes like a weak weak weak strawberry candy.
Revolution tastes like berry drain cleaner.
Charged(?) tastes alright.
I'm just as disappointed in pepsi right now as I was when they unleashed that blue pepsi crap.
Monday I got to hang out with Chris, and it was like a breath of fresh air. Nothing but screwing around, clumsy gay innuendo, and watching the red wings take a million and a half shots and miss them all, while the penguins fucked around like a bunch of tards and won. As bad as it sounds for all 10 of the hockey fans out there, watching it just made me really really REALLY want football to start up soon.

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skife

:: 2008 3 June :: 9.07pm

1st attempt at a resume, any suggestions?






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Justin BeVier
2704 W Arthur
Chicago, Il 60645
1-616-835-2734
skife@rabid-duck.net
  • Typing

  • TIG welding mild steel and aluminium

  • MIG welding mild steel

  • General automotive maintenance


  • Home repair
Hungry Howie's of Cedar Springs151 s Main street
DriverSeptember 2005
  • Delivering Pizza

  • Janitorial duties

  • Cashier

  • General Maintenance
Compass CoachWhite Creek Ave, Cedar Springs, Mi
Bus DetailingFebuary, 2008 - April, 2008
  • Cleaning and detailing coaches


  • Cleaning the shop

  • Running errands
Wolverine Redi-MixNorthland drive, Rockford, Mi
Loader OperatorMay 06 - Aug 06
  • Operating and Maintaining a Caterpillar 950G front end loader

  • Cleaning and Greasing a Redi-Mix plant
University of Northwestern OhioLima, Ohio
  • I took 3 classes at UNOH,

  • High-performance welding


  • Automatic transmissions

  • Fabrication


  • I had to leave school due to family issues





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skife

:: 2008 2 June :: 11.59pm

here at #rabid-duck


I like turtles


http://www.rabid-duck.net

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m&ms487

:: 2008 1 June :: 8.43pm

I went to a baby shower this afternoon for the girlfriend of my parents' friends' son. It was long, but it made me very worried at myself. My body or my mind, I'm not sure which at this point, is telling me that it's time to have a baby; but my logical mind says "ohhh, no way, not yet."

And that's a good thing. I want to be prepared to have a child, even though you'll all tell me "you'll never be prepared," I mean that I want to be fairly financially secure, working in a good job, be settled in a semi-permanent apartment or house, and, of course, be married (eventhough I'm pratically already married).

I don't know...just seeing how happy she was made me want that. I want to be a mother someday...I don't even care if it's my biological child or not. I just want to be a mother.

...but, again, when I and Rueben are ready...even though I doubt he'll ever be ready.

oh, by the way, I almost passed out the other day because the temperature behind the service desk was at least 82 degrees. Hot.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 31 May :: 9.11am

I have to work again today. I had to leave work three hours early yesterday because I almost passed out. It's so warm behind the service desk because they haven't turned on the air yet and there is an overhang so there is very little air circulation.

Anyway, I'm taking a thermometer to work with me today to see just how warm it really gets. I swear it was around 90 up there yesterday (and humid)...and we have one small fan. We'll see. I can't work in conditions like that...

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skife

:: 2008 31 May :: 2.17am

may he ride forever on the streets of boston

may the skinhead never return.

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moomoo

:: 2008 30 May :: 11.16pm

So things have been going pretty good. I am loving first shift, its actually pretty easy. Its great having a normal sleep schedule, also being able to do whatever I want. I'm taking total advantage of it. Chillen with everyone has been great and fun. Hoping to party some more tomorrow. Softball has been going pretty good, we are tied for first right now. I'm loving the new place. Just gotta get the york creek shit worked out now. Hopefully that wont be too much of problem, otherwise I will have to be a real bitch. I got my hair done, its a lot more blonde then I wanted, but its growing on me. Other then that its just the normal work and partying.

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spud

:: 2008 30 May :: 11.42am
:: Mood: wet ::
:: Music: muse ::

hey, it's been awhile

::

yeah, i know, it's been awhile. i'm sorry. i'm a slacker.

since my last update i've...

been to europe.
left my girlfriend.
moved.
been unemployed.
fucked around.
gotten some stuff done.
fucked around some more.

there. now that we're all caught up, i can move on to more pressing things.

okay. i really don't have anything pressing. i've been in a funny mood lately. and that seems to pervade everything. so, there's no sense of urgency.

but i dunno. something has to change. i mean, a lot of STUFF has already changed since last we met. but i'm talking about something within myself that needs to change. because i can't continue on this path and remain successful.

which is exactly why i don't want to go back to steelcase. because i could, but it would just be more of the same old bullshit. and i want something new, something different, something that takes me somewhere else. i'm moving on damn it, even if the rest of the world won't let me.

another part of moving on involves not smoking. which is really really hard. it's hard because i don't want to. if i wanted to, it wouldn't be nearly as difficult. but i don't want to. i like smoking. i like the way it tastes and smells and feels. but we're a dying breed.

*pause for irony*

got that laugh out of your system? good. me neither.

but yeah. i really have to cut it out. out of my lifestyle. out of my budget. i need to make more room in it for beer money.

party at emily's tonight. bound to be a great time. i'm looking forward to it.

bruce wanted some help installing a door tomorrow morning. should make the job go faster, and i might get some cash out of the deal. that'd be nice.

after that is owen's graduation party. and hunter wanted to hang out in the evening. but the hockey game is on at rich's. so i'm gonna have to figure out what i'm doing with that scheduling conflict.

and rich invited me to go down to indianapolis with him to see nada surf. it's in like a week and a half. i hope i'm working by then, but i'll have to ask for that night off or something. i dunno. we'll see what happens.

and i think bonnaroo is the weekend after that. so i've got two concerts in the span of like a week. and they're both overnighters. damn man. i'm never going to get anything done.

speaking of which, time to get off my ass and do something. this has been a truly leg-numbing experience.

peace.

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skippi16

:: 2008 29 May :: 8.37pm

man o man is this day hell. its a freakin roller coaster of emotion and i dont know what the hell i want or even need...... i hate hormones, and the way all these freakin things just keep making me moody....arg why is trying to stay un-pregnant worse than actually being? some times i ask if it is even worth it, then i realize i cant afford a child and this cycle continues....

yes i know random rant, but its what i am feeling at the current moment. im very happy on the inside but somewhere inbetween there and here it got all messed up.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 28 May :: 10.01am

Played a super long game of monopoly last night with Rueben, Gunny, and Zach. It was pretty alright.

This is the first day of my "weekend"...the two consecutive days that I get to myself before I have to go back to hell.

Now I remember why I hate her so much...I'm helping someone at the service desk, they need a lane open, so they call and say: Michelle needs to open on lane whatever, so, then, even if I'm still helping someone, they go and tell people to start putting their stuff at that lane, even though I"m not there yet. And....about half of the time, they have to wait about five minutes because I"m still dealing with that customer at the service desk, and then when I finally get to the lane after dealing with some fucker at the desk, the people at the lane are all nasty to me because they thought they'd get through fast and they had to wait five minutes.

That, and people from rockford are really stuck up and bitchy.

It must be nice to have thousands of dollars in credit card debt and live in a huge house that you owe more on that it's worth, and still treat people like shit because you want to feel good about yourself.


angst.

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skife

:: 2008 27 May :: 11.01pm

this is my shower update, waterproof keyboard FTW

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eddy

:: 2008 27 May :: 4.15pm
:: Music: Blaq Audio

The Love Lettter

What could you see?
What could you find?
If we meet please avert your eyes.
What I'd never show, what you'll never find
Is explosive so hide your eyes.
So hide your eyes.

What should mean nothing to you
Has left a poison running straight from your lips
And into (lead to) the poison I'm becoming.
Walk right through me, I'm not really there.

What could you see?
What could you find?
If we meet please avert your eyes.
What I'd never show, what you'll never find
Is explosive so hide your eyes.

Once it meant something to me.
I find it rather stunning.
I draped it cold and in clarity.
It's true, I find the look becoming.
Walk right through me, I'm not really there.

What could you see?
What could you find?
If we meet please avert your eyes.
What I'd never show, what you'll never find
Is explosive so hide your eyes.

It's a day, it's a day gone away.
Turn away from the day, it's explosive.


What could you see?
What could you find?
If we meet please avert your eyes.
What I'd never show, what you'll never find
Is explosive so hide your eyes.

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skippi16

:: 2008 26 May :: 9.45pm

I AM JUST SO CONFUSED!!!!!!!!

all i know is that this wedding is coming and im freaking out cause shit aint done that needs to be done and ARHGHGHGRHGEH

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