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today was pretty ok lasdt night was bad.. like me n my dad got into a HUGE fight kelly was on the phone when it was happeneing too. but i didnt get to sleep until really late and i took a shower at like 11 bc i told my mom i havent been sleeping and it woulnt make a difference if i took a shower anyway so she let me than she gave me a sleeping pill and i like fell asleep at like 130 which is the earliest in the last 3 weeks. anyway today in the morning i got up late and it took me only 40 mins to straighten my hair thats a record for me! than i went to school when i got to school i forgot what happened ok well skipping to 4th i asked the sub if i can skip so that i can do a project he said yes so i did and when it was 5th and it was my lunch time brittany skipped to stay with us! than dean malatesta called my name and i was like omg i waited until he called it like 5 times than he is like i know you are in here so i went up there and mrs larea was there and i was like aha she saw me.. im a loser and i almost risked detention bc i was like hi mr molesta a mean malatesta he just lind of glared at me and larea was laughing so i went to the office and mrs buntrock was like.. 'your dad dropped this off (she handed me an envelope) where were you 4th' i told her that i helped cynthia w/ a project and she told me to tell the teacher and not skip it i was so mad i was like I DID geez lol so i went back and the day rolled on me n steph took brittany home.. we were like halfway in estero and brittanys like i didnt go to my locker steph was so mad she like started to hit her lol than we kind of chased boys lol than we went to bonita springs and they were looking for some hotel this guy them thm a paper to. than we dropped britt home and we were home at my house by 615 we made good time. i was almost crying bc i couldnt do anything until i got this stupid chem thing done so i was so pissed off and my dad was no where in sight eventually we found him. and steph helped me with the chem. than we were done yay so i went to the movies but i couldnt stay at the one ashley and courtney was in (personal reasons) so i went in there and told them and lol ashley wow i saw the kid AHH lol now i def dont blame courtney. so we came back to the movies and saw a movie with kelly and someother people it was aweosme bc i missed kelly! i think i was really hyper last night idk whyy but ok lol umm well than we went back home.

today was good... school was mas o menos especially bc my damn calf hurt! tutrial me n ashley spent 2 1/2 hours after school trying to figure out a chemestry thing that was right in fromt of our faces! we took ashley home bc i stole her from erica lol and our little purple and white thing i come out and brittany starts screaming look our purple club! whats with that?!?! ne wayi came home and did hw helped cynthia fail her drug and alcohol test AGAIN lol (sorry i didnt take the test) well about the song i am listening to... well it basiclly how nikki put it describes my situation.. well except if you think about it, it is directed towards me! and it is sad and makes me feel hopeless bc well it is but i just dont understand if you listen to the song (JUST THE CHORUS)you'll understand... anyway well i might as well let SOME stuff out not all bc some of it bc i prefer not to tell the world i feel like i am a mother... my parents are both sick i mean my dad is VERY sick like somethin with his heart and idk he is prob going to die in a few months.. and my mom is always dizzy and stuff and im stuck getting up 2 hours earlier and at night i cant sleep! i cook i clean i have my own HW to do and all that stuff that is needed to be done! and do you know how many times i called after school or to guidence bc the teachers think i have a problem ok i do not cut myself anymore i stopped that a while ago and right now i am trying to spend less time crying and feeling sorry for myself (bc thats stupid) and i am spending more time trying to reach goals and support others! i mean yeah i get a weak feeling and sometimes i feel like i am in on this alone... and i am i am in this alone. no one else can help me get over something or make me stronger only i can! i have my friends there for support and stuff but not that many are still true most are changing and turning ito BITCHES AND HOES (no names!) i dont really speak to my parents alot no more nor do i feel like i have parent i feel like i am one! i been like yelling at nikki bc yes nikki believe it or not i am worried about you and you know why i wont say it again but i wish that you would understand that i am trying to save you from alot here you are like one of my sisters and i do not want anything to happen to you!

-Chorus * (to the song i was telling you about)
Fuck what I said, it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents, might as well throw them out
Fuck all those kisses, they dont mean jack
Fuck you you hoe, I don't want you back


^every word...^


if you have like any advice or whatever leave a comment <3

survey (thanks brittany kale lol)
1. Starting Time :: o7:17
2. Name :: Lisa Farina
3. Best Friends:: Kelly Laurie Cristina Nikki Joy Danny Meana
4. Longest Friend :: Christina
5. Funniest Friend :: Ashley Serra
6. Smartest Friend :: Joy Kretzmer
7. Dumbest Friend :: Nikki Neal
8. Shyest Friend :: Nikki again
9. Boring Person :: my friends are NEVER boring
10. Who Do u Get Advice From :: Kelly and joy and nikki
11. Height :: 5' 3"

12. D.O.B :: April 18, 1988
13. Righty / Lefty :: righty
14. Eye color :: brown
15. Shoe Size :: o7
16. Shoe Brand(s) :: scetchers outlooks basically when i see shoes i like and they fit me i buy them
17. Do u Crack any Body Parts:: my fingers and toes
18. Pets :: 2 dogs, 1 bird
19. Siblings :: Jen Leah
20. E-mail :: snowflakea4@yahoo.com
21.Boy Friend/Girl Friend :: i am single
22. Crush :: i am not ready to tell the world yes
23. Liked a Teacher :: NOO
24. Killed someone :: NEVER!
25. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream :: no but i want to!
26. Ran Into a Glass Door :: number of times.. i mean come on it's me.. LISA lol
27. Went into rotten.com :: i diddnt know that existed
28. Gone Skinny Dipping :: no
29. Got drunk :: nooooo
30. Gotten hit by a car :: no
31. Ran into a parked car : yeah... the alarm went off too

**Ladies Fill Out on dudes******
32. Boxers or Briefs:: boxers
33. Tall or Short :: short like me!
34. Does size matter ::no
35. Six-pak or Muscular Arm :: it really does not matter
36. Body or Personality :: Personality
37. Ear Pierced or Not :: doesn't matter
38. Sporty or Outdoorsy :: outdoorsy i love to go outside!
39. Good Guy/ Bad Guy :: a little of both you know not too bad or too good
40.LightHair/DarkHair :: doesn't matter
41. Hat/ No Hat :: up to them
42. Tan or No Tan :: doesn't matter

******Which One is Better*****
55. Coke or Pepsi :: Pepsi
56. Taco Bell or McDonalds :: Mc donalds
57. Cats or Dogs :: dogs
58. Coffee or Tea :: coffee
59. Sour or Sweet :: sweet
60. Vanilla or chocolate :: chocolate
61. Cake or Cookies :: cookies
62. Ice Hockey or Roller Hockey :: ice
63. Lights on or off :: on {im scared of the dark}
64. Ocean or Pool :: ocean
65. Winter or Fall :: winter

*****Your favorite******
66. Food :: i eat everything
67.Fav drink: powerade
68. Animal :: dog
69. Holiday :: christmas
70. Quote :: dont hold back
71. Music :: rap rock pop ummm idk country is ok so is oldies.. basically a lil of everything
72. Song: like all the mariah carey and michelle branch songs
73. Book :: green eggs and ham it used to be the cat in the hat damn that cat is scary!
74. Radio Station :: 103.9 96.9 105.5 (z 100!! i loooooove that station the most but i hardley listen to it lol)
75. Place :: my room.. up north :0(

******In The Future*****
76. GOD :: god is awesome
77. What do you want to be when you grow up? ::a lawyer or teacher or maybe a prostitute... KIDDING
78. What car? :: i want my moms car.. i actually want an airplane

******Random Questions******
79. Define True Love :: idk... it is awesome till it goeas down hill
80. Where Were You Born? :: Staten island Ny
81. Favorite Friend Of Your Gender:: Kelly.. sorry every one
82. Favorite day of the week:: friday
83. Who was the last person you received mail from?:: My School (progress report)
84. Bedtime: in the one or early 2 digits
85. Ending time :: o7:4o am

ok grr my day was good until i saw stuff i did not want to see like people stealing my words!! ok!! stop just stop i devote my time to making them up and you steal them i want to hit you with a bagel (btw they were throwing bagels duriing luch again and that new kid threw one at some girl and i caught it b4 it hit her and he told me to give it back and i shoved it in his mouth really hard and said dont waste food there are kids starving in mexico lol wow he was mad but i hate when they throw bagels and it hits someone it is rude).. lets start school was ok and for some reason people asked me if i was going out with nick i said no! j/ bc me n him went in the library so he can help me w/ chem and jordan that loser kid that thinks me n him are going out and donnie the kid that has a BIG mouth (lol donnie ilu) people think i am going out with nick NO I AM NOT i am single lol i do not want a boyfriend right now! well tonight men meana are going to dance it will be fun bc it is a good way of getting your mind off things plus i get to see her!!1 and i am happy! ok ne way school was ok and i realized i dont like depression or sadness bc alot of people were sad and i had to help them! and it depresses me so for just ONE DAY at least put aside your problems and be happy! eat candy it helps lol umm lets see what else steph took me home from school.. it was fun we were like hyper and some guy took a pic of the back of hrr car so we followed him nd called the police and stuff got his # and stuff so its all ok i think it was scary though. i came home and i got yelled at (geez i try being nice to my parents and i get yelled at) came home at like 5 and just chillaxed!! well ima go bye bye!

i was tired today at school! but i pulled up my geometry grade 1 full letter and i got a b on my world history test yay and i am sleepy i just took a sleeping pill! bc since my parents are sick i get up like 2 hours earlier and i have trouble sleeping i just have alot on my mind... i went to tumbling tonight and the floor was wood i was like omg and i think i broke all my toes and clemantines are good hehe anyway i was talking to my geometry teacher bc he noticed a 'change' in me like my grades were going up but my socializaion was going down so he was 'concerned' do not ask so i told him and he told me that it was alot to hadel at my age and that i was doing good and pullng through.. ok?? lol umm the scratch on my cheek is getting annoying and well so is that annoying kid who thinks i am his girlfried so every guy im with he screams THATS MY GIRLFREIND and im just sitting there like omg shut up btw i am booked this weekend dont make plans with me friday i am gonig to the movies w/ ashley S. and courtney saturday i am spending the day with sara s. and sunday is chemestryand homework day ok i am tired night!

in a way i was right today did suck.. a little well school was ok until 1st period when miss miles asked me if i was depressed and wanted to talk! i was like... umm im fine? ok and like 2 other teachers asked me! i was ok i just had alot on my mind and i just felt like being quiet thats all... ok tutorial i was quiet too but i got alot done! i went to the doctors... came home got yelled at and than they said they were sorry so im like ok i came hoe finished hw and did laundry basicaly thats it okk well im going to go bye

today me n kelly got a late start than we had breafast and spend the day together lauren came over and we hung out and than went back to her house and talked and stuff than i came home did some things and thats it!! lol everythings working out ok so far!! now watch tomorrow suck haha

today was pretty fun i went shopping with my mom and bought alot of clothes than kelly came over and we were hyper than went to my sisters house and investigated.. than marcus and steph came over and i basically only talked to steph i didnt really associate with marcus anyway than they left and we again kelly was mad and i was hurt bc i fell in jens driveway about 8 times and i have a swollen cheek with scratches and it hurts lol and tyrell was laughing at the tv and me so then we basically watched tv the rest of the night and jen took us home and told us about her exciting night with drunk old people lol okk bye bye

lets see i spent 11 housr with steph from 11am-11 pm i dd not skip school we had 4 classes than a walk a thon and me and her knees are bad so we both got doctors orders not to walk so we just went shopping and to the movies lol than i came home and i think i am going to watch mtv! well this week been catholic schools week and it went so fast short and it was fun... i got to see alot of my friends and it was awesome ok i am going to bed

you know i realized something that no matter how hard you think a situation is... if you stay strong and hold on.. in the end the rewards are always great! last night was intense.. yelling and screaming especailly in my family (ask ashey she was on the phone) and wow this morining i got up and went to school and got good grades yay lol umm we had a doge ball game and it was fun to hang out with all my friends there!! i came home and i did all my work and studied and everything and me and brittnay teamed up and we tried to help some people but 1 listened and one didnt.. idk what else to do though sooo i let it go thats all i can do anyway i guess today i relized i got stronger thanks to my friends and all the support i got! people now in my school said i changed in a few weeks time by like now i speak my mind and i talk more and i participate in converstaion yay!! so thats good and i think i am over him!! i hope so i really do! i know why i may be too its a good reason haha
(listen to the evanescence song.. "everybodys fool")
but i am happy and its like after all the pain and struggle the cloudiness and rain you see the sun come out again!! ok bye lol

today was the kind of day where you are still hurt by the night before. i woke up in the afternoon sometime. than steph called and told me she was coming over to pick me up and take me out bc she wanted to talk to me. so we talked and we were out until like 6 and we talked alot and just drove around stopped a few times than kept going when i came home my parents started to kind of be all blah towards me and it put me into an even worse mood. i kind of had a reflection of whats going on and stuff.. and i relized that i have alot of unsaid secrets. i intend to keep them to myself so dont try to drag them out. so i started to cry... bc i want to let them out but i dont know who to turn to right now. you see the reason being is bc i trusted some people and they turn around and backstab me and idk how much more of all this i can take. NOT TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL BAD FOR ME but the past freaking 2 MONTHS sucked! i want to tell people everything BUT IDK WHO TO TURN TO thats why i am always depressed thats why i always cry! BECAUSE I HAVE BOTTLED UP EMOTIONS and i cant.. UNBOTTLE THEM!! other reasons add but thats the main one

today was pretty basic.. upset all day go to a party and get even more upset there bc everyone else was upset and i got even more upset idk today wasnt a be happy kind of day

i like this poem its sweet
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the
refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me
and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I knew
there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a meal and take it to a
friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money
to help people who had nothing and I learned that those who have something
should give to those who don't.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you take care of our house and
everyone in it and I learned we have to take care of what we are given.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw how you handled your
responsibilities, even when you didn't feel good and I learned that would have to be responsible when I grow up.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes and I
learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be
everything that I could be.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I learned most of life's lessons that I need to know to be a good and productive person when I grow up.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked at you and wanted to say,
"Thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking."

today was cool school was fun... tutorial was even better with joy and cynthia! wow that was soooo funny you had to be there! well after my dad went to a sailboat place so i sat there like lalala i wernt home got all prepared than meana came over! we chillaxed and watched movies than stephanie came and picked us up with people and we went to mc donalds than just stayed in the parking lot and talked and than went home! it was a great girls night out! i didnt feel upset or anything tonight i just felt normal and i didnt realize my emotions so that was good... i was just quiet i mean i wasnt hyper or depressed i was just normal! and plus i had allergys so i sniffled and wiped my eyes alot so occasionally ppl thought i was crying, but i was not. ok well i am tired and getting grumpy sooo i am going to go to bed!! mwaaaaaaaaaa