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2004 23 February :: 10.24pm
That's just something that I'm not going to do. My life is not a Tragedy.
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2004 22 February :: 7.43pm
:: Music: goo goo dollies
There is someone who I'd much rather see.
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2004 21 February :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: very sad
next week it won't even be an issue. but you're sick, so i have to wait.
it's like i never properly enjoy myself because i get so built up on these things and don't want to do anything else. it's stupid, i usually end up disapointed with the thing i'm excited for and have a greater time with the things i was anxious to get over with.
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2004 21 February :: 2.25pm
:: Mood: really freaking stupid
No, no, no. I keep doing the dumb thing. It isn't fair to anyone. And I'm sincerely sorry.
Some questions come to mind:
Why didn't I give it a little more thought and less impulse? Or at least more time for mourning...or handled it less like a bitch.
Why didn't I continue to be bitter and stand up for myself? Or demanded answers at least?
Why should it hurt so much now?
Maybe if I had been a little smarter I wouldn't spend time sobbing, keeping secrets, feeling guilty and not being very honest.
I would spend more time with my good friend, who I miss a lloooottttt.
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2004 19 February :: 8.19pm
I will not take a speech class. That is absolutly insane.
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2004 18 February :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: Assaulted
I don't know what happened.
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2004 17 February :: 5.19pm
:: Mood: dismayed
:: Music: faith hill
It just took a while to catch up with me.
stupid.
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2004 16 February :: 11.43am
What is your favorite.. | gum: | that apple sour tape stuff or the zebra kind | restaurant: | applebees | drink: | most juices | season: | summer | type of weather: | warm sunny | emotion: | goofy | thing to do on a half day: | get things done | late-night activity: | writing | sport: | marching band | city: | keystone | store: | not great day | When was the last time you.. | cried: | thursday | played a sport: | last fall | laughed: | yesterday | hugged someone: | yesterday | kissed someone: | friday | felt depressed: | thursday | felt elated: | last night and the night before | felt overworked: | i think the week before last | faked sick: | i don't do that much | lied: | friday | What was the last.. | word you said: | hey! hey! | thing you ate: | white cheddar crackers | song you listened to: | nfg-dressed to kill | thing you drank: | water | place you went to: | my aunt's for my birthday dinner | movie you saw: | big fish or maybe peter pan | movie you rented: | blazing saddles | concert you attended: | clearly blind/the pilots/and that crazy screaming guy | Who was the last person you.. | hugged: | dad | cried over: | myself | kissed: | yum | danced with: | all the ladies at homecoming | shared a secret with: | probably dani | had a sleepover with: | dani | called: | pierre le bullet | went to a movie with: | jess and hil or caleb | saw: | dddddddddeeeerrrr | were angry with: | my dad or sam | couldn't take your eyes off of: | pierre | obsessed over: | see above | Have you ever.. | danced in the rain: | yes | kissed someone: | no...you're sick | done drugs: | i take some drugs, but they are prescribed | drank alcohol: | yes | slept around: | no | partied 'til the sun came up: | no | had a movie marathon: | yes, i fell asleep | gone too far on a dare: | no, but mitch did | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | yes | taken a survey quite like this before: | yes, |
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!
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2004 15 February :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: lifehouse simon
so i'll make a big DEAL about the BIG deal. i think everyone will go for it. i know i'm all for it, but that's expected since it's my idea. i just need to convince someone else.
I need the band to come home right now.
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My hot date didn't go so well. Dad was being majorly crazy. And of course that made me crazy too. I was really looking forward to it too.
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2004 13 February :: 11.15pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: THE BTP!!!
You can't just break promises like that.
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2004 12 February :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: awesome
:: Music: why can't we be friendssss?
ha ha ha
i have a jorb. and bangs. and a hot date. and i'm going to be seventeeno. a proper teenager at last.
yeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
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2004 11 February :: 7.44pm
my life would suck if i weren't in band
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2004 10 February :: 9.38pm
I'm not unhappy. I'm just grumpy. Nearly Perpetually.
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2004 10 February :: 3.33pm
for surely it was an act of god
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2004 9 February :: 9.58pm
I feel so crazy about it. I just want to know what happened now that secrets are coming out.
*summons.....
FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY! BE THERE BE THERE BE THERE!
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