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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 23 February :: 10.24pm

That's just something that I'm not going to do. My life is not a Tragedy.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 22 February :: 7.43pm
:: Music: goo goo dollies

There is someone who I'd much rather see.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 21 February :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: very sad

next week it won't even be an issue. but you're sick, so i have to wait.

it's like i never properly enjoy myself because i get so built up on these things and don't want to do anything else. it's stupid, i usually end up disapointed with the thing i'm excited for and have a greater time with the things i was anxious to get over with.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 21 February :: 2.25pm
:: Mood: really freaking stupid

No, no, no. I keep doing the dumb thing. It isn't fair to anyone. And I'm sincerely sorry.

Some questions come to mind:
Why didn't I give it a little more thought and less impulse? Or at least more time for mourning...or handled it less like a bitch.

Why didn't I continue to be bitter and stand up for myself? Or demanded answers at least?

Why should it hurt so much now?

Maybe if I had been a little smarter I wouldn't spend time sobbing, keeping secrets, feeling guilty and not being very honest.

I would spend more time with my good friend, who I miss a lloooottttt.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 19 February :: 8.19pm

I will not take a speech class. That is absolutly insane.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 18 February :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: Assaulted

I don't know what happened.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 17 February :: 5.19pm
:: Mood: dismayed
:: Music: faith hill

It just took a while to catch up with me.

stupid.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 16 February :: 11.43am

What is your favorite..
gum:that apple sour tape stuff or the zebra kind
restaurant:applebees
drink:most juices
season:summer
type of weather:warm sunny
emotion:goofy
thing to do on a half day:get things done
late-night activity:writing
sport:marching band
city:keystone
store:not great day
When was the last time you..
cried:thursday
played a sport:last fall
laughed:yesterday
hugged someone:yesterday
kissed someone:friday
felt depressed:thursday
felt elated:last night and the night before
felt overworked:i think the week before last
faked sick:i don't do that much
lied:friday
What was the last..
word you said:hey! hey!
thing you ate:white cheddar crackers
song you listened to:nfg-dressed to kill
thing you drank:water
place you went to:my aunt's for my birthday dinner
movie you saw:big fish or maybe peter pan
movie you rented:blazing saddles
concert you attended:clearly blind/the pilots/and that crazy screaming guy
Who was the last person you..
hugged:dad
cried over:myself
kissed:yum
danced with:all the ladies at homecoming
shared a secret with:probably dani
had a sleepover with:dani
called:pierre le bullet
went to a movie with:jess and hil or caleb
saw:dddddddddeeeerrrr
were angry with:my dad or sam
couldn't take your eyes off of:pierre
obsessed over:see above
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:yes
kissed someone:no...you're sick
done drugs:i take some drugs, but they are prescribed
drank alcohol:yes
slept around:no
partied 'til the sun came up:no
had a movie marathon:yes, i fell asleep
gone too far on a dare:no, but mitch did
spun until you were immensely dizzy:yes
taken a survey quite like this before:yes,

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 15 February :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: lifehouse simon

so i'll make a big DEAL about the BIG deal. i think everyone will go for it. i know i'm all for it, but that's expected since it's my idea. i just need to convince someone else.

I need the band to come home right now.



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My hot date didn't go so well. Dad was being majorly crazy. And of course that made me crazy too. I was really looking forward to it too.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 13 February :: 11.15pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: THE BTP!!!

You can't just break promises like that.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 12 February :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: awesome
:: Music: why can't we be friendssss?

ha ha ha

i have a jorb. and bangs. and a hot date. and i'm going to be seventeeno. a proper teenager at last.

yeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 11 February :: 7.44pm

my life would suck if i weren't in band

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 February :: 9.38pm

I'm not unhappy. I'm just grumpy. Nearly Perpetually.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 February :: 3.33pm

for surely it was an act of god

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 9 February :: 9.58pm

I feel so crazy about it. I just want to know what happened now that secrets are coming out.


*summons.....


FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY! BE THERE BE THERE BE THERE!

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