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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 2 May :: 9.27pm

[ series 1 - your ]
-- Name : Sarah Ruth
-- Birthday: February Sixteenth, Nineteen-Eighty-Seven
-- Birthplace : Grand Rapids, Michigan
-- Current Location : Basement
-- Eye Color : I am....a brown eyed girl
-- Hair Color : I am a brown haired girl. Sometimes it looks slightly redish
-- Righty or Lefty : What are you insinuatingk?
-- Zodiac Sign : waterbearer
-- Font : that's irrelevent, actually I have no idea...and I'm not lookingk it up

[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : All American Rejects, Soundtracks
-- Cartoon : Fairly Odd Parents, Invader Zim, Clone High
-- Color : GREEN
-- Slushy Flavor : red rasberry
-- Magazine : it used to be twist, but now I'd have to say...crabe world report
-- TV Show : boston public, the simpsons
-- Song at the Moment: master of the house
-- Language : it would be french, but c'est gay
-- Spice Girl : Baby Spice
-- Food & Beverage : sprite and strawberries and sour candy
Subject in School : It just depends on the day, usually english but never chemistry....unless we're watching a candian movie that compares the joining of atoms to aliens "making woopie" or some other equally hilarious thing
-- Weekend Activity : sims and troy
-- Ice Cream Flavor : sick
-- Roller Coaster : i don't do rollar coasters

[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase : i may not say enough to have an overused phrase....
-- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : quoi? it all runs together
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : their sex
The Best Name for a Butler : bowman
-- The wussiest sport : football
-- Your best feature : eyes
-- Your bedtime : too late for me
-- Your greatest fear : the ocean or space or numbers or public speaking or being naked or preserved incan mummies or atomic bombs or rock concerts
-- Your greatest accomplishment : overcoming the adversity of solo/ ensemble

[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King : yuck
-- Single or group dates : whateva, whateva i does what i want
-- Adidas or Nike : adidas sandels in the winter
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : fingers
-- Dogs or cats : cogs
-- Rugrats or Doug : invader zim!
-- Single or taken : taken
-- Monica or Brandy : both in that song 'the boy is mine'
-- Tupac or Jay-Z : Nelly
-- Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes : Twian
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : yuck yuck yuck
-- One pillow or two : one
-- Chocolate or vanilla : yuck
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : hot beverages that contain chocolate...yuck
-- Cappucino or coffee : yuck
-- Boxers or briefs : boxers-leapord print

[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : no
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : not reallly
-- do you think you've been in love? : yeah,
-- Want to go to college? : in colorado
-- Like high school? : you mean prison day camp? No..no...no.
-- Want to get married : yes i must
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : oui
-- Believe in yourself? : not really
-- Have any tattoos/where? : no
-- Have any piercings/where? : one in my left, two in my right....it was my rebellious 11 year old stage
-- Get motion sickness? : no
-- Think you're a health freak? : eh
-- Get along with your parents? : recently no, i've been getting the feeling that i'm turning into them and it repulses me
-- Like thunderstorms? : no no non nononn

[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : 25
-- Number and Names of Children : one, maybe ben
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : colorado
-- Describe your Dream Wedding : elaborate and huge
-- How do you want to die? : i...um...don't, that's morbid
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : nothing, i don't want to work
-- What country would you most like to visit? : anywhere would be cool, but something vaugely european

[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : brown
-- Best hair color? : brown
-- Short or long hair? : short, maybe long, no mullets
-- Best height? : 6'2"
-- Best weight? : 114 pounds and up
-- Best articles of clothing? : the scant kind
-- Best first date location? : somewhere really really dumb
-- Best first kiss location? : on the mouth
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? eyes, freckles....it's hard to say

[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : i haven't been lately, Tap And Blue Monkey have been getting too bulky
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : at least two...you can't seem desperate and you have to let the caller id pick it up in case you're screening your calls or you need a phone number but you don't feel like getting paper, or if someone hangs up you can call them back and hang up on them
-- What's on your mouse pad? : it looks like cracked earth and a flower, it says navelbine, vinorelbine tartrate
-- How many houses have you lived in? : 2
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 5
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : cream with brown flecks, (aka repulsive)
-- Would you shave your head for $5,000 dollars? : yes
-- What was the best time of your life so far? : last summer
-- Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? i suppose, i never really planned on votingk
-- Would you marry for money? : probably not
-- Have you had braces? : yes and it was the best experience i've ever had
-- Do you pluck your eyebrows? : yes
-- Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? : nope
-- When was the last time you had a hickey? : today actually...
-- Would you live without a computer? : yeah, but it couldn't really be classified as living
-- Do you drink enough water? : no
-- Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: shudder shudder
-- What is your favorite fruit? :strawberries!!!!!!!
--Do you eat wheat bread or white bread? : white
-- What is the last movie you saw? : umm, tommy boy
-- Do you kiss on the first date? : i guess
-- Are you photogenic? : not reallly
-- Do you dream in colour or black and white? : colors
-- Are you wearing fingernail polish? : topcoat
-- Do you have any dimples? : i have to smile really weird, but yes
-- Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? : neither really seems that great...they're pretty sometimes, but guh, you don't need to get worked up aboot it
-- Do you want to live to be 100?: yes
-- Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? : sure
-- Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? : sugary
-- Is a flat stomach important to you? : yes
-- Do you or have you played with a ouija board? : yeah with my stepsiblingks
-- Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? : not always
-- When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? : off
-- Do you believe in magic? : yes
-- Do you have nightmares frequently? : yes
-- Do you like your nose?: yes
-- Do you think you can draw well? : Nope
-- Do you listen to music daily? : yes
-- Do you like to watch cartoons? :sometimes with troy
-- How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? : 15ish
-- Do you like your friends? : guhhhhh

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 29 April :: 10.28pm
:: Mood: enthralled

...because there's no place i could be without you


honestly






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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 18 April :: 10.56pm

doubt leads to more doubt

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 17 April :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: dismayed
:: Music: incubus-warning

Because of anti-German sentiment during WWI, Americans referred to sauerkraut as "liberty cabbage."

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 17 April :: 9.47pm
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: variations on a koren folk song

I'm so angry with Mr. J. How dare he insult me like that! I just asked a simple question. He didn't have to make me cry.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 10 April :: 9.20pm
:: Mood: sick

Thin people have feelings too. I don't enjoy having attention being called to my weight. Esp. over and over and over again. It makes me feel bad. So let's not ever talk about it.


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 6 April :: 1.03pm
:: Mood: dfjkl;sdfsdfjkl
:: Music: shout to the lord

It wouldn't be like this if he had done the job right in the first place. Maybe if he had thanked me instead of acted like an asshole. Maybe he hadn't been talking and being stupid all through church.

You think people would take a hint and just leave you alone when you're in a bad mood. But he just has to keep bugging me and then he says I'm bitchy when I tell him to shut up.

And now I have to hang out with him all day. And take him places.


Stupid poser is too big for his breeches.

Ha ha ha haha haha

I'll give him a knuckle sandwhich.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 5 April :: 11.21pm
:: Mood: irked
:: Music: my fair lady-wouldn't it be loverly

A-ron is such an ass. I really hate him a lot sometimes. Just because he's mr.pubert poser boy now he thinks he can be a jerk to everyone.

I cleaned his stupid room. Not even that. I just dusted and put his junk in a drawer. And I made his closet look nice. Mom didn't even ask me to do it. I was just being super nice because he didn't even do a good fake job. It's not like I went searching for his drugs or anything. I didn't go through anything. I just made it look nice. And he gets MAD at me. That's right. His emotion was anger instead of gratefulness. What an assface. I did him a big favor. Why does he think he can get away with stuff like that? Mom and I worked hard to get the house really nice looking for the open house tomorrow. And he didn't even bother. And it's even worse that he knows he's an ass. But he doesn't care at all. Then he goes around like I'm not unhappy with him and farts and says annoying things. Then says I've been in a bad mood all day. Which, even if it was true, makes no difference because he's was being an ass somewhere else today.

rivem. brother=dumb

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But anyway. The house does look really nice and clean and elegant and cozy. I wish it was like this all the time.

And I never realized how much art, and how many photos and books we have all over the place.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 3 April :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: down

I have that bittersweet feeling about losing something again.

I'm happy that I don't have to spend two hours a day with moody, kids who won't shut up or sit or stop spilling milk or talking about toilets and eating with their mouths open and hitting and rocking and demanding and being mean and frustrating me.

But I'm sad that I won't get to spend two hours a day with really funny, sweet, cute, smart, innocent, rowdy, laughing and oblivious six and seven year olds. I won't get to read to them or have them read to me. I can't play Chutes and Ladders with them either.


And I'll miss Erin and Katie and Hilary and Mrs. Potter. Even though it was awkward. They're nice people.

I guess I won't miss making copies. Or waiting for the pick-up kids to get picked up. But I think that's it.



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So the computer is in the basement now. This is kind of strange. But it will help me get over my fear of the basement

maybe.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 3 April :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: mya-case of the ex

He's been discharged.

I have all these get well cards and no address.


Must use my super sleuth skills.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 22 March :: 11.27pm
:: Mood: aggravated

She makes me so boiling mad.

I've never felt such loathing for anyone.

I've never known anyone so oblivious either.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 21 March :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: contrary and spoiled
:: Music: edwin mcain

So "they" say that we're lucky and we should enjoy what we have because noteveryoneintheworldhasallthewonderfulthingswehave.

"They" also say that we're selfish and we don't deserve all the things we have.

So what do "they" want from me?

Be thankful or feel guilty?


So going shopping for me is this big moral debate. I hate spending money because you're supposed to be thrifty, but I want new things. But then I don't end up enjoying the new things because I feel guilty about spending money. Or I don't buy anything and feel bad because I:
A). wasted my time
B). don't have anything new

And being Miss Picky Fickle, I can't find anything I like. Clothes are too tacky, too ugly, too tight, too lose, too plain, too showy, ect. And being picky is a bad thing, I guess. Other people don't have this problem finding something. I have this awful ideal of how clothes should look on me. It rarely happens.

And then I feel ugly and act like a complete brat in a public place. And then I pout. Mom gets mad and calls me selfish, but in reality I just don't want to waste her money on something I don't deserve and won't enjoy anyway.

And then! She offers to buy me something anyway, but I'm too stubborn and refuse to pick anything out. So I sit and brood and really want what she offered, but it's too late. Then there's this horrible compusive feeling that I've missed out on something.


!!!!!!!
dumbdumbdumb

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 21 March :: 6.25pm
:: Mood: bad

uglybadselfishvaindumbgirl

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 20 March :: 9.29pm
:: Music: vertical horizon-best I ever had

I feel funny.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 17 March :: 8.54am

What is it good for?

Absoulutly nothin'

Sing it again.

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