home | profile | guestbook


Devil Incarnate

recent entries | past entries


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 6 November :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: bah
:: Music: tom pettty-she's a good girl

ClariMatrix says:
howd the chromatic scale go?
les luss de Clarinet says:
i got up to the G when i played by myself, but when I actaully had to do it today....no dice
ClariMatrix says:
how highed you get?
les luss de Clarinet says:
i think the E
ClariMatrix says:
that's still really good

I am really sick of school. It's just too much.

2 bullhorns | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 6 November :: 4.53pm
:: Mood: refreshed-and that after nap feeling
:: Music: semisonic-singing in my sleep

Classes that sucked today:
1.Band
2.Chemistry
3.Civics
4.Geometry

Classes that were boring but not as bad:
1. English
2. French

I felt very sick for most of the day. Mostly right before lunch. I got that feeling that I get when I'm really really hungry...nauseas

I lurched on the chromatic. In a bad way. I would kill Estelle, but I took a nap so it's not a big deal anymore.

The obsessive-compulsive in me is trying really hard to make me crazy.

6 bullhorns | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 5 November :: 10.03pm
:: Mood: sleep sleep sleepy, and slightly disgusted
:: Music: AFRICA! WOOT WOOT

SHANGO! BAND AD LIB! TRIBESMEN FIGHTING AND THEN CONTINUE DANCING!
I have an impression on my lip that has not been there since band camp. My thumb looks like it's been at camp too. And I'm very tired. And I've been playing band camp music.

Yep.

2 bullhorns | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 5 November :: 5.17pm
:: Music: NFG-Dressed to Kill

I GOT THE DESENDING SIDE!!!!!!!





Start your yay-saying!

4 bullhorns | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 5 November :: 10.15am
:: Mood: still nervous, but relieve

yay!

Look at me! I'm done with my expressive piece! I'm so sick of it too. I guess I did pretty good too. Although I squeaked and started shaking really hard. But once my heart and stomach moved out of my throat I was okay and I could breathe again. And it's over! Sometimes having a last name that starts with C isn't too bad. All those Ws still have to go. HA ha ha! And I have more time to work on my stupid chromatic. Maybe I'll get up to the stupid G#.


In other news...Chemistry is getting worse. I don't get it. I don't care. I don't believe it. The teacher is bad. The book is bad. I was pretty close to tears today. Bah.

I want to riot with my Beans. Right now

5 bullhorns | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 4 November :: 5.42pm

I GOT UP TO THE G!!!

Clap clap pinch hug kiss slap clobber slobber love pinch!

6 bullhorns | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 3 November :: 3.59pm
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: bnl-the old apartment

The chromatic scale is so freaking stupid. I hate Estelle today. She's being stubborn and untalanted. I hate stupid unnaturally high F, G and G#. and like some idiot I worked so hard to get those high notes that I didn't even think about the desending side. I'm really bad at it. Roar.

4 bullhorns | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 2 November :: 2.07pm
:: Mood: runny nosy
:: Music: rockabye

God-Fearing%20Virgin
What Kind of Virgin Are You?

brought to you by Quizilla

Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 2 November :: 12.30am
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: nfg

You're not here and I can't stop pretending that you're forever mine. I can't dream anymore.

God. It hurts, hurts, hurts. This isn't right to feel like this.

Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 2 November :: 12.01am
:: Mood: sick tired bleh reh, slightly pissed,
:: Music: nashing teeth angry sighs

Gosh this is so dumb! So freaking dumb. I can't be COMMITTED to someone!From previous experience I'm afraid of stagnance.



*please pause for sayings from the lust:
Whoa! Hey there...oh boy oh boy oh boy, sucks in breath, oh boy oh boy...
*thank you

I couldn't possibly get involved with anyone...possibly nonchalantly, but not seriously. My one true love is Griffin. He never lets stagnance come between us.

*pause for irrelevent list of people I'm in love with
1. Edgar J. Moose
2. Estelle
3. Mary-Anne
3.5. Sam
3.74. Robear.
4. Jessie
5. Tap
6. Roger Crab
7. Christian from M.R
8. Ginger
9. Peaches
10. Flamin' Becky
11. Eskimo Twins
12. Austin from Krispy Kremes
and I lvoe Beansy


Right now I have a list of mean things to say. But I shan't. I'm too tired.

There's my answer. Please take it and welcome awkwardness and cold shoulders.

7 bullhorns | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 30 October :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: sickie
:: Music: bryan adams-summer of 69

You have more talent in your left pinky, Water-bearer, than all the left pinkies of all the other signs in the Zodiac. So why are you always trying to hide it? Show off your skills! You don't have to be an attention ho to share your talent with the world. You just have to love whatever it is you do so well.

1 bullhorn | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 29 October :: 10.03pm
:: Music: new found glory

what is the deal yo?









PFT!!!!!!!!

4 bullhorns | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 29 October :: 5.47pm
:: Mood: stuffed up
:: Music: coldplay in my place

come back and sing to me!
GENERAL INFO
Time: 5:48 PM
Birth Date: 2-31-22
Name on Birth Certificate: Beansy Weansy
Age:15 and a halfish
College: Colorado State
Location: My compaq
Email : upyourwahzoo@beansrocksmysocks.com/squeezemeisqueak
Color of Eyes:red
Hair: soft and luxiourious
Fantasy Height:7'
Shoe Size: 6
Brothers/Sisters: A-ron
Bedtime: now

--HAVE YOU EVER--
Ever been so drunk you blacked out: yes
Put a body part on fire for amusement: I almost set my hair on fire once
Been in a car accident:several times
Been hurt emotionally:everyday
Kept a secret from everyone: everyday
Had an imaginary friend: Don't you mean have? Yes I have one
Wanted to hook up with a friend:yeah
Cried during a movie:yes
Had a crush on a teacher:yes
Ever thought an animated character was hot?Aladin!
Had a New Kids On The Block tape:I was too young
Cut your hair: yes

FAVORITES--
Shampoo: thermasilk
Color: vert
Day/Night: depends
Summer/Winter:summer
Lace or satin: Latin!
Cartoon characters: Power Puff Girls, the simpsons
Food: fried bread
Advertisement: Those GUmmie bear ads
Movie: Molin Rouge
Ice Cream: Home made from band camp
Subject: band

--RIGHT NOW--
>Wearing: Nothing
Drinking: nada
Thinking about: sleeping
Listening to: temptations and mom
Talking to: mom
Watching: the computer
>*--WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS--
Cried: no
Worn a skirt:no
Met someone new:yes
Cleaned your room:yes
Done laundry:no
Drove a car:no
>
--DO YOU BELIEVE IN--
Yourself: of course
Santa Claus:yes
Tooth Fairy: yes
Angels:yes
Ghosts:yes
UFO's:yes
Jesus Christ:yes

--FRIENDS AND LIFE--
Like anyone?:yes Who's the loudest?: Edgar J. Moose
Who's the weirdest?:SPud
Who do you go to for advice? Beans
Who do you think about most when you're not online? Beans, Troy
Who do you cry with?: Tap, Ginger, Griffin
When did you last cry?: Last monthish
What's the best feeling in the world?: Laughing
Worst Feeling?: there are too many


Time:to run

14 bullhorns | Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 29 October :: 5.34pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: africa! woot woot!

School feels like some sort of strange commune for very loud people.

I feel very funny right now. I can't put my finger on it.


sugarmouse0587: there is a hair salon in lowell called moose
danibean05: REALLY?>!
danibean05: whoa
danibean05: crazy
sugarmouse0587: i wonder if cal ever sees it and thinks "moose.....that reminds me, i'm a complete ass and i broke poor girls heart, maybe i should find some way in our age of pay-phones and friends who have internet to call her and apologize and if she finds it in her heart to forgive me we can make out and get married"

Sound off


sugarmouse0587

:: 2002 27 October :: 10.52pm


What Pattern Are You?

2 bullhorns | Sound off

Woohu.com | Random Journal