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2004 23 May :: 2.07pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: ..sLoW m0ti0n -->> ??..
. WuT aN aWeSuMm WkEndD! .
0k .. s0 fRidayy i g0t payedD nd jeNny g0t her license. We went sh0ppiin nd t0 T0WERZZ. Saw maRteLLa nd ch0pskii nd a bunch 0f 0ther pe0ple. Then we pickedD upp j0n nd the 3 0f uss went t0 the beach. l0l, j0n is awesumm! We hadD funn nd i didnt get h0me till midniight. T00k a sh0wer nd then eRin calledD nd said there was c0ps at chRis hernanDez' h0use. So0o we dr0ve 0ver there nd i was cryiin cuz he was gettin arrestedD. But then i saw hiim satuRdayy..?? So0o yesterdayy was straight. Went sh0ppiin wit my m0m after my d0ct0r's app0inment nd g0t sum cute shyt. Then, jeNny pickedD me upp nd we dr0ve ar0und. We met al0tta h0tt ass guyyz. We met phiL at c0mmercial pier. 0mg, wut a fuckiin h0ttie. He has a 6-pack nd h0ly shyt .. he'z g0rge0us! s0o he gave me his number. Then me nd jeNny were guna g0 t0 deeRfieLd beaCh cuz there was a surfiin c0mpetiti0n 0ut there but we endedD upp an h0ur nd a half n0rth in weSt paLm. l0l, we DEF missedD it. So0o we dr0ve back nd we met these guyys .. they were straight nd jeNny dr0ppedD me 0ff at 1opm nd i wasnt b0ut t0 sit h0me f0r the rest 0f the niite lyke a l0ser s0o i calledD eRin nd t0ld her b0ut phiL nd i wantedD her t0 chyll wit phiL, me nd his friends. She was wit her h0megurl, haiLee .. but i t0ld her juss t0 bring haiLee. We all went 0ver phiL's nd met sum 0f his friendz .. ZaCh (( red )), daNieL (( funniest guy EVER! )), nd sum 0ther kidD. We sm0kedD nd then we all wantedD t0 drink s0 me, eRin, haiLee nd phiL all went t0 his friend's h0use. We g0t there nd his friend (( miKe )) was barredD upp nd s0o fuckedD. Nd his 0ther friend chaZ was there t00. We drank nd g0t fuckedD upp nd then haiLee was all upp 0n phiL nd i g0t pissedD nd left nd then phiL came 0ut nd saidD he didnt lyke her. Nd me nd her are s0 straight n0w .. she's awesum! Nd eRin nd chaZ h00kedD upp all niight .. l0l, it was great. I hadda be h0me at 2am s0 i did sum shyt wit phiL then t00k hiim h0me nd went h0me nd decidedD t0 spend the niite at eRin'z m0m'z wit them .. s0 i t0ld my dad nd it was straight. But eRin'z m0m didnt kn0 i was guna be there. Then we went bak t0 miKe's nd i triedD t0 call phiL s0 he c0uld c0me 0ver but he fell asleep. So0o we juss all chylledD at miKe's. HaiLee was passedD 0ut in the bathr00m after pukiin her brainzz 0ut nd eRin nd chaZ were practically fuckiin 0n the c0uch .. l0l, they're madD cute t0gether. But miKe was lyke hittiin 0n me the wh0le niite nd he was lyke 0h, y0u lyke phiL .. that suxx. Nd he was lyke damn, eRin nd chaZ r makiin me jeal0us .. i was h00k upp wit h0tt gurl lyke eRin .. that w0uld DEF be y0u. Nd then he pickedD me upp nd alm0st threw me in his p00l .. i was s0o scaredD nd then his m0m g0t madD cuz it was lyke 3am nd we were beiin l0udD. So0o we left after awhile nd i talkedD t0 miKe b0ut hiim nd me beiin friendDz nd he was c00l wit it nd i think me nd hiim r guna be tight .. he'z fuckiin awesum. So0o we left nd g0t back t0 eRin's at 4am nd her m0m didnt even care .. it was awesumm. It was such a g00d niite. t0dayy, me nd eRin are supp0sedD t0 chyll wit phiL nd chaZ nd pr0lly miKe. Nd we're guna try t0 h00k upp haiLee nd zaCh. Yea, g00d fuckiin wkendD. Newh0, later h0mezz. (( oNe ))
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2004 23 May :: 12.39am
:: Mood: blah
sleep til' 2pm. get a call from a friend. her car has been keyed. stupid american assholes with mutilated minds. s0o stupid. stayed in bed til' 5pm. britt called. went in the car with him. demanded him to take me home. sorry ur not getting me high or drunk, nor am i giving u sex. i'm a girl with a boyfriend and morals.
saw patti & jb. miss patti. xoxo. fought with my dad. headed to the clubhouse to see danielle, ashley & christina. <3 hung at danielle's house. then picked up camilo & went bowling. o how i loved. funny camilo. funny dancing. good times. next weekend? best for last? sounds perfect.
went back to danielle's house. was there til about 12 a.m. not bad. people making out in her lawn. +sigh+ where's my boyfriend and my high school year going? but i met some of her cool family members lol. <3
home. talking to jonah. don't want to work tomorrow. nor do i know WHEN i work. that's going to work against my advantage 2morrow morning. o well. off to getting ready for bed i go. xoxo. holler.
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2004 22 May :: 12.52am
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: YOURS // Mariah Carey
Results 0f a great day // night.
chem - free day. w00t. worked on stupid bio hw tho.
spanish - adam = handcuffed as a joke & jb pushed him to the floor. 00ps. did more bio hw.
lunch - 0ok a black kid sat in jb's seat. the avi & i told the kid not to move. s0o jb, frustrated, grabbed another chair and pulled it up by avi. turns out it was another black kid's chair & he wanted it back. s0o jb got his seat back & i told the kid as a joke, "beat the shit outta him" and the kid goes, "he already looks like shit" and continues doing his cafeteria duty. then he sneaks up behind jb and puts jb's trash on his head. funny i thought. but that kid woulda kicked jb's ass. s0o jb hadda let it go.
english - did more bio hw.
biology - got the answers to the test right before class from some freshmen friends. =) took the test. then, me & elise started makin' the boingy noise with paper. then she resulted in the noise with her pencil. lol it was a lil' band. and then... jamaal started throwin' jokes at me... s0o i hadda get him back. hater. lol <3 we had fun. kayli L L . hehe
bus - looked at the santaluces yearbook.
went to danielle's instead of home. ashley c came over. danielle cut her hair. lmao. it was amazing. it turned out great. came home. changed. went to city place.
free food, courtesy of adam. ashley p, ashley c, camillo, adam, christina, danielle, zach & i all had free dinner. then it was off to Macy's where camillo & i met a drug dealer. he didn't look like a drug dealer, but he definitely put it out there that he was. with his gray - haired self & asian girlfriend. we walked around, enjoyed the view. then left. went to John I Leonard. on our way... we met some interesting people. the old man that blew a kiss at ashley. and the younger guys that were in their backseats staring at us, then when camillo waved.... the waved & stopped staring lol. saw Michael Tampas walking, and then, watched 1 band play. they sucked. camillo & his comments. and his gay habits lol. then zach's band came on. good stuff. definitely c danielle & ashley gettin' with some of those guys =) after the police pulled the plug, we left. drove camillo home. "he doesn't talk a lot, he just has a lot to say..." - Briana. stupid blonde. o0ps. then, finally, i got home... now i am here. called jonah, but his dad picked up, s0o i hung up immediately. now, i'm talking to santos & danielle. s0rta sleepy i guess, but i enjoyed my night with them. perhaps we shall not make it the last <3 ashley, come and visit. thank god i'm going to school with camillo. i will definitely make that kid talk, he is just too funny. none the less, he is supposed to call me... 5:30am to wake us up for makin' him stay out late. let's just see if he remembers. did i mention i love ashley's hair? =X sry can't keep it secret. too damn cute. x0x0 ttyl i'm out for bed <3
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2004 20 May :: 11.31pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Boy // Mariah Carey
but secretly ur the only thing that lifts me up & makes me smile.
break time from bio hw.
chem test - i think i did good. i knew what i was doing for the most part.
stats - spoons. pimps = mike, stu & pj. <3 i'mma miss 'em. n everyone else.
econ - dispise this class. i only see mr. epstein 2 more times & i am done! hell yeah.
art hist - it was good. but i don't know if i'mma find something else to do for my project. i'm not liking the outcome.... damn i hate being a perfectionist.
slept on the bus - its been s0o boring lately. why? idk. i need some spice tho.
home - bio work. procrastination. phone with jonah, dinner. thinking. talking. sitting at carol's. yeah. got a cute outfit to wear tomorrow. hopefully... all goes as planned. x0x0
anyways... back to hw.
enjoy ur last few school days. then its all summer love & fun in the sun.
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2004 20 May :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: ..BehiindD bLuE eYeSs -->> LiMp BiZkiiT..
. PiXi STiX - my NEW addicti0n .
PiXi STiX are defiiniitleyy the new FUNDiP! l0l, me nd ChRiStiE are the best! <33
This wkendD sh0uldD be g00d. T0m0rr0w i'm gettiin paidD nd then me nd jeNny are g0iin 0ut .. she gets her license t0m0rr0w!! satuRdayy, pr0lly g0iin 0ver niCk's nd then guna chyll wit amBeR ch0psKi nd maRteLLa .. i l0ve y0u guyys! Nd that niite, i'm gettiin fuckedD upp at my sis' h0use. SuNdAy, i'm puttiin m0ney d0wn 0n the kitten i'm gettiin. It's 0nlyy 3 weeks 0ld s0o i cant get it f0r atleast 2 m0re weeks. It's the cat i've ALWAYS wantedD .. 0range nd white! I'm 0fficially namiin it CRUSH .. 0r SQUiSHY (( l0l b0neR )). It will be an awesumm wkendD. RaNd0mNeSs --
EvErY1zAnGeL02: hey butthead
x BABiGURL387 x: hey p00p
EvErY1zAnGeL02: are we going 2 get FUNDiP 2moro!
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l yes!
EvErY1zAnGeL02: so what time do u want me 2 come 2 ur housiieee
x BABiGURL387 x: lyke 7.2o or 7.3o
EvErY1zAnGeL02: okie dokie
EvErY1zAnGeL02: i'll be around then
x BABiGURL387 x: g00d stuff
x BABiGURL387 x: imma buyy s0 many 0f them
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l .. iz guna be my new drug
EvErY1zAnGeL02: MiNE 2!!
EvErY1zAnGeL02: we'll be the "dippers"
EvErY1zAnGeL02: ha wow..
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l yay! we can fundip addicts
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l dippers
x BABiGURL387 x: g00d 0ne
EvErY1zAnGeL02: i know i know
x BABiGURL387 x: y0ur a genius
EvErY1zAnGeL02: o my
x BABiGURL387 x: we're guna be super hyper in sk00l t0m0rr0w
EvErY1zAnGeL02: i know
EvErY1zAnGeL02: im gonna be loud and crazy
x BABiGURL387 x: oo n0 .. n0t a g00d thiing
EvErY1zAnGeL02: haha
x BABiGURL387 x: wuts a g00d name t0 name an 0range kitty sides crush
EvErY1zAnGeL02: AWW thats cute
EvErY1zAnGeL02: SQUiSHY!
EvErY1zAnGeL02: haha
x BABiGURL387 x: haha
EvErY1zAnGeL02: umm i duno
x BABiGURL387 x: n0 .. thats the name 0f 0ur w0rm, fish, fr0g nd starfish
EvErY1zAnGeL02: uhh AND clam
x BABiGURL387 x: 0h yea
x BABiGURL387 x: u kn0 all 0f 0ur animals r dead
EvErY1zAnGeL02: HOW CUD U FORGET CLAMMY SQUiSHY!
x BABiGURL387 x: we're badd 0wners
x BABiGURL387 x: i dunn0 .. i f0rg0t
x BABiGURL387 x: cuz clams are s0o squishyy
EvErY1zAnGeL02: hahaha
^ i l0ve chRistiE .. haha .. nd eRin, imma miiss y0u this wkendD .. but y0u'll be riight hurr!! l0l heart y0us. Nd anGie buRke .. we are DEF the 0nlyy whiite chix that lyke menth0l ciggs .. w00t! * is the GREEN * l0l, 0f c0urse that is DEFiNiTELYY the reas0n. riight!
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2004 19 May :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: ..NiCk MatHeS' h0tt ass v0ice (( HaHa ))..
. HaPpYy SwEeT 16 niCk .
l0l, even th0ugh his bday was yesterdayy .. newh0 .. juss g0t h0me fr0m w0rk. Yesterdayy was g00d stuff. ChRiStiE came 0ver ar0und lyke 7 am nd we went niCk sh0ppiin. l0l, we're d0iin it t0m0rr0w t00 nd we're guna buyy sum f00d. l0l, us crazyy bytchezz. SENi0RS leave t0m0rr0w .. sadD shyt.
Me nd edDy are 0ver .. t0tally 0ver. I endedD it t0day nd finally t0ld hiim exactlyy h0w i feel. Shyt will never be the same as it usedD t0 be wit uss. Wutever th0, his f0ne is disc0nnectedD s0 i hadda call his m0m nd she startedD bytchiin at me. DuMb bYtCh! Iighty, n0t much t0 sayy cept f0r i l0ve niCk! Nd me nd jaX r straight n0w .. kinda?! LatEr (( oNe ))
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2004 19 May :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: o0o0o0o
small? slut? yeah!
good day & i am definitely looking forward to tomorrow - art history. such peace.
chem - took our test. well the 1st half. i think i did alright. studied before class. and i was pretty sure of my answers. s0o its good. now i just have to study # 4,5,6 on the review sheet! SUPPOSIVELY they are SUPER similar.... hint to people.
spanish - handcuffs lol. dressing justin up in the bathing suit.... sexy. but yeah.. those handcuffs man... "look at the lil' slut!" - jb. "u looked very experienced putting those on justin...." - britt.
lunch - .... boring.
anand: "i'm so happy i only have to come for like 3 more days."
avi: "but then u gotta come back for 2 more years."
english - took our exam early. i definitely didn't finish. i definitely just wanna fail it and be done. 90/100 on the poetry analysis essay. woot.
biology - mr. hawk was there. he's cool. gave us study time. took our "quest". idk how i did, but i studied. i think i did well... i guess.
afterschool - picked up that good ol' cookie dough. they were s0o weak. not many of those girls could lift those boxes. w/e got in & outta there.
park vista - tried on a wholeeeee bunch of shit. bloomers, warmups, rain jackets, bodyliners, racer tanks, v neck tanks, shoes, socks, shorts, skort, lined skort, uniforms. michelle & i talked about the whole c00kie // james situation. yeah. i feel horrible 4 michelle. then chelsea definitely has an infected finger, yucky stitches. this lauren chick = slut? perhaps. angie = sweet, me & her are pretty much the same. mikey.... hadda leave the room cause he's a guy & we all hadda try on a buncha clothes. michelle & karen... GET THAT DAD OUTTA HERE! HELLLLLLLO! lol. good stuff. that uniform smelt like B.O. lol. 5-13 WOOT! 9-12, ta a 5-13. niiiice i like. SUPER cute uniforms. <3
anyways... i'm out. gonna watch this white girl on MTV be made inta a hip hop dancer. lol...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ELLEN!
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2004 18 May :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: driven
:: Music: through the rain // mariah carey
lemme take a breath & update.
school!
chem - don't ask for help unless its from a teacher. nobody is willing to help. it's IB. realize that these kids are all for themselves. nothing more. remember the days when we talked on the phone going over homework?
stats - played uno. went outside the class.. walked around campus. watched over the edge of the 2nd floor & just... thought... s0o0o many things.
economics - epstein woke me up... but i WAS paying attention. whatever. did some bio hw.
lunch - went to landaker's office. got my exit papers from IB. easy as one 2 three. goodbye atlantic. dunno whether to be happy or sad. thank god i missed most of lunch tho... because when i returned... adam was spitting on a napkin to create shapes of the continents... disgusting. i don't even want to know what else happened.
art hist - now that is a class. phew. i was more into watching everyone else work, than doing my own thing. i was eager to go and watch christina paint. but u know that an artist needs her privacy & peace, plus i think she would have thought i was strange.... s0o i watched everyone else. ari. sunil. carlos. sameen. sam. kaila. s0o interesting. then i helped anand.
bus - slept. torn. =/
home - got home, went to cheer gym in boca. woot. nice. work out with jumps.
ate dinner... and studied like shit. yuck i hate it. +sigh+ idk i don't care anymore. honestly.
pyce. shower & more studying. bedtime = i think.... not.
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2004 17 May :: 6.40pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Where A Dream Takes u// Mya../ Behind Blue Eyes// Limp Bizkit
beautiful day in the neighborhood.
School! .... almost over.
Chemistry: was boring, we wrote up our lab reports... only i still don't know what i am doing and we have a test on Wednesday and Thursday that i must pass to get a C in her class... anyone wanna help me?
Spanish: anyone who is willing to help me... do something to ms. french... i would be in great appreciation. we had a test today, and JUST reviewed the damn quiz, right before the test, and we weren't even in her class enough to learn anything. gosh. 3 more days with her. wed, fri, & tues. thank god.
lunch: let's just say i'm sick of hearing people complain.
english: i didn't feel very well... considering i'm sick... s0o i just rested my head. but i love how morone taught hawthorne. i enjoyed it so. i mean english literature is such an art. its not visual tho, it's s0o auditory. its like... beautiful. now if only i could understand it like i understand art history, i'd be good. but its beautiful.
biology: i didn't think that class would ever end. taking notes pissed me off... but i was learning and thats all that mattered. there is so much due... i need to work, i have the will to work.... i just dont feel like doing it, cause i know it will begin to frustrate me.
bus ride home: Charlie horses.... lol. but man, i fell asleep next to jeremy. b4 i fell asleep, he kept watching me play my BLUE BLOCKS game on my cell. but when i woke up... all the sophomores were sleeping... cute.
home: i rested. watched GOTHIKA. what a great movie. its something that brings my heart where i wanna go. like i imagine myself in it. me playing Halle Berry. just like DON'T SAY A WORD. the phyciatrist movies always get to me. its just... idk... i love it.
thank u 4 the compliments today for looking cute... somehow... i guess i managed to look decent even after i felt like shiiiiiit. and thank u to those who wish me better health.
i feel s0o calm, s0o free. no worries. no issues. no tension. clear head. <3 perhaps i will work on my art history idea.... s0o peaceful, with some mariah carey music. xoxo
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2004 16 May :: 5.43pm
:: Music: Watching// TRUE HOLLYWOOD STORY = MARiAH CAREY
went 2 work from 11-1pm. i was too sick. unfortunately, i left early, which sucked cause christian, michael & walter were there.
walter: go, go, go!
briana: +flicks off walter+
walter: i have a height requirement for those who want to flick me off.
briana: i'm goin' home early.
walter: nah uh. how?
briana: come here... i'll show u.
*coughs on walter*
walter: maybe i'll get lucky & go home now.
michael: sup?
my mom: don't piss her off... stay away... she'll get u sick.
briana: we tight, right mike? lol
anyways, i found some quotes online:
It's sad cuz everyday we have spent together iz slowly being
replaced by everyday we spend apart
If u* ..look.. inside a girl heart<3 n c
how MuCH she cries u'll find secrets,friends,n lies
but wha u'll c tha MoSt is
How HaRd it is 2 stay :StRoNg: wen *Nothig*
is !right! n ^Everything^is !wrong!
*WaNnA* b the gurl
that makes ur bad day b e t t e r
and the 1one1 that makes u say
"My life has c h a n g e d since I met her."*
**i KnOw yOu kNoW tHiS..
bUt tAkE iT fRoM mE..
CaUsE yOu dEsErVe sO
mUcH mOrE tHeN yOu
rEcEiVe.. LiStEn tO yOuR
hEaRt aNd LeT iT sHoW..
dOnT HoLd oN tO yOuR
pAiN.. JuSt LeT iT gO*
U dont get 2 choose
u juss fall & end-up with
someone in front of u who
is so wrong yet so incredibly
****RiGhT*****
>You< smile =) when >you< ...*feel*... like crying ='(
>You< ~act~ like your "okay" when you /falling\ apart >inside<
And >You< let it ...~go~... >You< move on..
Because there is (nothing) else >You< can do
d0n`t make sum1 ur priority
when u still remain their option
i wanna be like those girls in the movies:
2 have a man s0o in love it makes him drop 2 his knees
that's all 4 now... xoxo, i needa go lie back down +ahhh chew+
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