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2004 24 April :: 11.13am
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: ..MiSs y0u -->> bLiNk 182..
. tHe TaSte 0f Ur LiPz aLL oVeR mEe .
l0l, i'm singin t00 different s0ngzz at the same tiime. Newh0, last nyte was g00d shyt. G0t payedD .. $230!! l0l, s0 me nd jeNny went t0 saWgraSs. We b0ught shyt f0r 0ur carzz. Then we went h0me nd g0t ready. Nd we went t0 ToWeR sHoPzz. WoW, lyke every0ne was there last niite. We chylledD wit LucHi, WeiNeR, DeMaR, NiCk, MaRteLLa, DaLy, AmBeR c, nd a bunch 0f 0ther pe0ple. l0l, then these 2 kidDz hit 0n us nd we juss kinda left them. I saw aDaM nd SteVeN there. I miss aDaM! l0l, but newayyz .. it was a great niite .. l0tzz 0f funn. T0dayy, my sis iz havin a partyy s0o i'm gettin shitfacedD! Nd sunDayy, me nd eRin are g0in t0 a tannin b00th nd then gettin 0ur nailzz d0ne. Iz guna be a g00d weekendD. Yupperz, it iz . . .
0 yea .. 0ne m0re thing. Pe0ple needa st0p talkin shyt b0ut pe0ple nd then pretendin t0 be there friendzz cuz iz relle 2 facedD. I cant stand pe0ple lyke that. Nd every0ne sayyz im such a biitch t0 pe0ple. Wen i dun lyke sum0ne, theyy kn0 it. Atleast i dun pretendD t0 be their friend .. i think that'z w0rse. Nd thiz iz f0r lyke 4 pe0ple but i aint guna sayy ne namezz. Iighty, laterzz. (( oNe ))
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2004 22 April :: 7.55pm
shopping til' ur dropping.
Carol :
+$200 in Hollister.
+$160 on a D & B bag.
+$ 50 on Makeup.
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=$410 total.
Booty Girl :
+$150 on Coach shoes.
+$100 on Makeup.
+$ 80 in Hollister.
+$ 50 on a Coach Wallet.
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=$380 total.
Me :
+$ 68 in Hollister.
+$ 95 in American Eagle.
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=$163 total.
spending g's.
i haven't eaten anything but two candy bars today. i'm so scared.
what i've tried to do isn't right... and i can't succeed... but i'm not going to give up trying. i need to feel good again. really good. not even shopping does me anything any more... maybe because.... yeah. i'm done. i'm going to do homework.
<3 Carol & Booty. i've found new people to shop with, and talk with. that's that. i don't need anybody else anymore. i've tried getting together with people & doing those girly things with someone for too long. i'm sick of searching. i don't care how old these two are. Carol = 36 & Booty = 22. they both look 19 yrs old & some guy thought we were all sisters. so i'm done.
"this doesn't do anything for me."
"b, u wanna sign?" +in front of the Coach Manager+ haha, <3
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2004 21 April :: 10.13pm
:: Music: listening to michael jackson sing on south park lmao
chemistry: did our lab write up. i nailed that. it was so easy. gotta have a good grade.
stats: 74% on the mock AP test. awesome. nooo cheating at all. <3
economics: listened to epstein lecture, & took the practice test 29/60. yikes.
art hist: passed notes all over. nothing special.
bus ride home: hadda boy talk between me, danielle, ashley c, and ashley t. nice stuff. i loved that.
came home, typed up all epstein's notes. now i'm stuck with writing morone's paper... which i don't want to. damn.
what to do, what to do?
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2004 21 April :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: grateful
An Email ThaT a FrienD sEnT me.
TO REALIZE
To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has
Given birth to a premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.
To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has
Won a silver medal in the Olympics.
To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.
Time waits For no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.
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2004 20 April :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: light headed
lalala
i'm walking on sunshine. so alone in this state of mind. someone join me? if u do, i'll wipe all the dirt off ur shoulders.
just be my friend.
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1o - 12 - o3
i love how u call during the bad times, like when i'm ABOUT to fall asleep. cause when i get off the phone, your simple talks release stress & energy... and it makes the world go round... much easier. i love u.
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2004 20 April :: 9.12pm
:: Music: crunked up
. HaPPy 42o !! .
HaPpY 42o eRrYb0dy!! l0l, t0dayy was the greatest!! G0t high az a muther fucker nd still am. Juss g0t dun havin my last b0wl. T0dayy was a st0netastiic dayy .. l0l weiNer. Me nd niCk hadd sum talkzz .. haha, wut were theyy b0ut again .. t00 st0nedD t0 member. I cant believe sum pe0ple didnt kn0 wut 42o meant. l0l, all the nerdzz in 0ur classezz. HaHa, they're missin 0ut 0n the g00d shyt .. l0l, member niCk! G00d dayy!! Cant wait till next year. Nd jaCki, i h0pe everythiin iz 0k .. she g0t in a car accident thiz m0rnin. LUCHI -->> our planzz f0r 42o never happenedD. I hate that u g0t kickedD 0ut. I l0ve y0u! 0k, imma b0ut t0 g0 pass 0ut. PEACE (( oNe ))
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2004 19 April :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: dreamy
2nd entry for today.
i was just over at Carol's house. and for those of u who don't know, Carol is about 32 yrs. old, and she is the coolest person u will ever know. she's a sucker for hollister, AE, A&F, Coach, D&B, etc. she's like my second mother. <3
anyways, i told her about my day. then we got into stuff about her marriage. and then we got into shopping... we picked out the purse that we are gonna go buy thursday after school. Booty Girl (22 yrs. old, went to atlantic, her real name is Carol *also* and she used to be an eagle ette) she is goin' shoppin' with me & Carol too. "how could u not tell me that u 2 are going shopping?!" hehe. so yeah, it should be fun. anyways... i'm out for the night, a nice bubble bath & the Usher CD will do me some good.
that college lady didn't come tonight. perhaps she will REALLY come tomorrow... considering she has cancelled two times already.
let me step out of reality
and into my fantasies
with just a touch of my toe
into the rippling flow
escape from my mentality
and enter my world of love.
this place is insanity
everywhere i go
someone is asking me
they just can't let me be
where can i go?
what can i see?
some place i can call home
have my love
and not feel so alone.
written = briana.
i want my... boyfriend. send me a kiss through your prayers and into the heavens, tell god to let it land on my cheek. when i softly rub down my cheek i will feel that love and know it was there.
heaven let me feel this good. i love... love.
1o/12\o3 jonah & bri.
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2004 19 April :: 6.14pm
:: Mood: love to love.
:: Music: everytime:: britney spears
ride or die. no in between. love or hate. nothing else matters.
i love to sing.
i love to dance.
i love to cheer.
i love to love.
i love to give.
i love to hold his hand.
i love to have friends.
i love to love my family.
i love to do things right.
i love to be pretty.
i love to try.
i love to succeed.
i love to listen to music.
i love to work.
i love to earn.
i love to kiss.
i love to flirt.
i love to have fun.
i love to shop.
i love to travel.
i love to sleep.
i love to write.
i love to be a girl.
i love to be me.
i love to live.
i love to conquer.
i love to have money.
i love to take pictures.
i love to love pink.
i love to talk.
i love to design.
i love to be with him.
i love to pay attention.
i love to argue.
i love to fight.
i love to have attention.
i love to have strong feelings.
i love to be ambitious.
i love to be optimistic.
i love to have creativity.
i love to have brains.
i love to have my personality.
i love to have my body.
i love to do the things i do.
i love to be girly.
i love to be strong.
i love to be bubbly.
i love.... to.... love... who i am.
I LOVE YOU LOVE IT OR LEAVE IT LOVE IS CHEAP MAKE LOVE NOT WAR LOVE HURTS LOVE STINKS GIMME SOME LOVE LOVE ME OR LEAVE ME LOVE FOR SALE YOU CAN'T BUY LOVE TRUE LOVE CONQUERS ALL I LOVE NEW YORK LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT I'M FALLING IN LOVE YOU NEVER FORGET YOUR FIRST LOVE ALL I NEED IS LOVE I LOVE YOU, TOO Y
i love to know who i am and how i feel at all times. i never like anticipation. patience is so hard.
i don't like to wait.
i don't like to attend school.
i don't like to be a whore.
i don't like to be the same.
i don't like to have imperfections.
i don't like to hate.
i don't like to hurt.
i don't like to cause problems.
i don't like to sit.
i don't like to become numb to pain.
be confident, like you are the only person in this world & that you are even better than britney spears. even if it isn't true. i wish everyone could feel as great as i do all the time.
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2004 18 April :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: some ReGGae Stuff on 103.5
HOLL-ER
up til 5:30am with jonah on the phone. i love him s0-o much.
woke up around 3:30pm. but i got up for like a 1/2 hour cause my sister made me cinnamon rolls. s0-o cute. <3
did hw. talked to danielle. junior came over after paintball. so when he walked in my room, i walked out =D (junior's dad, dave, got a DUI.... uhoh) then antonio came over later for dinner with his family. my dad made this huge dinner for everyone. i didn't eat. well.. i had 2 pieces of lettuce. +shrug+ antonio was a biatch,
antonio:(on the phone w/ his friend from a band) dude, i'm at this girl's house, she's so boring, she's not doing anything, but her homework.
HELLO... i have a boyfriend, and why would i touch u... or talk to u after the shit u've put me through???? i really wish neil had beaten antonio's ass last year when he had the chance.
neil is funny. game OVER. hehe. song sux i swear. but yeah... 9o mg=speed. u f*ing psycho, thank u.
¿what's ahead for this week?
+ MONDAY: Art History HW #1-7o due.
Stats Multiple Choice Test.
Economics Substitute. skipping to 3rd lunch.
+ TUESDAY: Cheerleading, uniform fitting & candy sale starts.
Spanish ACT Packet.
English= stupid test on analyzing poetry.
Biology=damn lecturing.
+ WEDNESDAY: Art History #71-14o due.
+ THURSDAY: 1/2 Day. Shopping with Carol <3
+ FRIDAY: Economics Test.
Stats Short Answer Test.
WEEKEND PLANS, HOPEFULLY: see jackie, alex, jonah, neil, hema. damn, mommy is going to chicago... 2 cars... one adult... the other car is free... MWHAHA. estoy bromeando.
peace. c u 2morrow.
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