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2004 11 April :: 9.50am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: EvEr-BoDy In Da CluB GeTTin'....
TIPSY.
last night was lovely too.
jess, danielle b, danielle g, brittany, shane, jb, emma, and me all went bowling but we didn't set this up until 9pm, and then 9:30 we finally left home. <3
in the car, i got a call from jonah, i didn't know what to do, i was so happy! so i... intelligently, answered the phone. i practically hurt his ear, but that released everything that was stuck inside me... all the love i couldn't give him. he accused me of not being friends with alex, but... i am, because i don't have anything against her & she's sweet. but, we got to the bowling alley, and i needed to get off the phone with him, so, i did. ha.
in the bowling alley, we got everyone together, said our "hellos" and hung out. got our shoes, and paid for our game.... which brittany jipped me $12 for... but its something that always happens. nothing new, thats why i always hated stuff like that. but it was well worth the time spent together. everyone dancing to the music... scoring zero's on every other turn, laughing at random things... <3 this is the life i love.
seTTin' uP Da GaME, G.
Fo' RiZZle
SiStErLy Love <3
Cha, DeFiNiTeLy WaNTed ShAne'S bOOtY
WoRdS CaN'T eVen BeGiN To DeSCRiBE ThiS piC. <3 on OlD TiMEs
2 CooL 4 ThE DiGi CaM.
KiDs, uSaGe oF DruGs MakE u LooK lIke ThiS eVeN if U STOP uSinG thEm.
FriEndS 4eVEr 2.1.12 (sHanE's eYes R ShuT)
EXpReSSiNG LovE 4 ThE VoDkA haha <3 ya Jess
STaTe U ReaCH AfTeR DriNkiN ThE SuBStAnCe iN tHe Cup: TiPsY lol
BriTTanY & EmmA BBFL xox
came home at 12. scared my bro to get the front door open... +shrug+ i forgot my house keys lol <3
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2004 10 April :: 8.40am
:: Mood: accomplished
last night was all i was looking for. (except if neil could have stopped himself from throwing me in the bushes) lol
i pretty much spent the day sleeping, and neil told me i was going to alex galani's house. now, being that neil always makes up my schedule, i went. jb picked me up, we went to pick up logan, met his parents and his dog, (which isn't really a dog because its the size of a mouse but it is so cute) then headed over to alex's house. logan grabbed alcohol from his house, stuck it in his pants which turned out super funny. at alex's, neil was starting junk with the 8th graders across the street, although alex & i were in the house. jb was knocking over things on the walls in alex's house, and neil was being amused by the fake geese under the table. we went outside too & neil decided to eat a coconut... i didn't know the stuff inside a coconut was called "meat". o and neil threw my ass in the bushes. i almost forgot about that one. jb said there were thorns in the bushes, however, i didn't feel any. but, i ended up sleeping over alex's house. my parents kept questioning me, "ARE U SURE UR SLEEPING AT ALEX'S AND NOT NEIL'S??" they were trying to catch me in a lie... haha, o well, that didn't work because i REALLY did sleep over alex's. she's a real sweetheart, we talked for like 3 hours last night. we definitely have to hang out again because... we relate pretty well. anyways, i have to go get ready for work <3 ttyl xoxo
p.s. i'm still collecting money for woohu, so anyone who wants to pay for it, go ahead and hand over the $2... i'mma send it in this friday (April 16th)
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2004 9 April :: 10.27am
:: Mood: gloomy
our memories are long gone from here. left in the bushes, they've been cut down to the size of a tree stomp. can u see what life is going to be like if u stay on this concrete path for the next ten years? can u see the clouds above ur head, and ur high school acquaintences with their major success? do u feel the longing for making new memories because the old ones are of no meaning to the friends u feel for?
i want to go play with the little kids and babysit and get straight A's. i don't want to work and frustrate myself with classes that i'm taking to impress colleges when i can't even take on the work. i want to have close friends who i can call at anytime during the day, and right there... we are out the door to go see each other and the rest of the day's boredom is cured. i want to know that i can walk outside and go to the mall. i wish i could be able to have billions of names & numbers of people in my cell phone that i met one night while hanging out and can randomly call them 3 weeks from now and just be able to hang out with them. i want to take my camera and snap pictures of crazy moments and then have everyone complain about how bad they looked, or that we took so many pictures that the flash made them go blind. i want to be able to take all the money in my name and spend it on improving myself, green eyes... laser scar removal. i want to take my hard earned money and blow it on clothes and food, and buy everyone with me a new outfit or 2 and take them out to dinner. i wanna have those inside jokes that i can laugh with friends about like crazy, and we can die in laughter over the phone for endless hours and have pillow fights or sit on the back porches of anyone's house and make so much noise that we have to run because the cops are coming. i want to come in at 3 am and be wasted and hit my head on the toilet seat while my friend watches so we can laugh about it in at night. (morning and afternoon i would be hung over) i want to re paint my room whenever i want and buy whatever i want to satisfy me. i want to make friends who will be there for me throughout the rest of my life, and make memories that we will always remember, even if we end up having alheimzers and have to make a scrapbook in our teenage years so we don't forget.
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children, this isn't a sense of depression, so don't think i am so down. its just what i have been feeling the last few days, and the things i have noticed that are taking change are hitting me a little harder everyday. i realize how far away i am to getting more best friends. and i realize how far away i am from old friends and how if i wanted to laugh about something a friend did... i couldn't... because i... don't have any. i mean... there are all u IB people who i love to death, but... look at how many people are fake. how many people shit talk. how many people sit and do homework on weekends instead of make plans with each other to hang out with. don't any one of u ever wish that we can hang out... outside of school? like... ALL of us. just hanging out. making memories. maybe its because i've seen all these Roosevelt middle kids and how good their friendships are... but its because they were all willing to take chances and do stupid stuff. u think anyone in ib would do that considering ur scared of disobeying ur parents, or upsetting them? think. life is great if we make it that way. nobody is ever going to be a perfect child or student or success, so just chill out and enjoy this. because the more u go out and have fun, the more people u meet, and the more chances u will have to get to the top.
i have no clue where any of this is going... so imma stop here.
i just wanna life, with u in it.
3 more days 1o.12.o3
o by the way... does the word "body" consist of Head to toe, or like... ur features (muscles, butt etc.). leave ur opinion in comments please. someone and i are having a discussion of this... and we need to see who is right lol. <3
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2004 8 April :: 9.40pm
lately i've been thinking about a future career... and i kinda came up with a plan.
Cheer for Atlantic & Graduate, go to UCF & tryout there (study psychology & physical therapy, try-out for NCA & the Spring Audition of Miami Dolphins Cheer Team. From there, work on getting to playboy, but i'd probably become a playboy rep... considering... yeah.
the greatest thing is that i am actually thinking realistically. this would be something that i would enjoy, and then to top that off.... its not dreaming. cause dreaming would be dancing, singing, modelling... which i would get nowhere with... considering that we are talking about me here.
but anyways... it just so happens that a lady is coming to my house on monday to discuss college... my first question will be... should i stay in ib?
The bell was about to ring, i had to walk to class pacingly. Opened the door, stepped over the threash-hold, and the thoughts of that day just flashed through my mind. Back when the event occured, i had no knowledge of where the buildings were located, or what they were for. I recall sitting in the back seat of Laura's car and her mom repeating, "A plane crashed into the WTC, a plane crashed into the WTC...". Thoughts raced through my mind like, "Ok, plane crashes occur everyday."
Laura and i were already late to school, on that day, Wednesday, and it was a half day. We just walked into school, up the stairs, and on the blue line of the right side of the hallway, something our school made us do. As i walked into Ms. William's 8th grade science classroom, I glanced at the television, the news was on. The anchors continuously talked about the plane crash. Ms. Williams left the room and went to spread the news to Mr. Kolarich, Mrs. Stoughton, & Mr. Gianatiempo. By then, Mr. West was sitting in our doorway staring at the television, watching all the gray fog, and people running for cover. Kyle, Justin, Alexie & i were finishing our Lego Spaceship project, and another plane hit another building. From there, i just remember finishing school, coming home, and not being able to watch cartoons or anything... because this top news story was on every channel, however, i found no importance of it.
So as i walked into Mr. Epstein's classroom this morning at 10:33, i had deja vu. The first thing i saw was the television on, and everyone watching it like something horrible just happened. My mind went blank, and the first thing i said to myself was, "Dear god... i'm praying that everybody is ok."
turns out... the students just found amazement in the government issues that they were discussing about 9-11.
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2004 7 April :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: ..AnGeL'z VoiCe..
. HaPpY BdAyy FaNFaN !! .
Well, t0dayy was my h0medawgz bdayy nd 0f c0urse the st0ner clique hadda celebrate .. damn, i was m0re fuckedD up than i ever benn t0dayy. It was the craziiest dayy at sk00l. Newh0, me nd JaX talkedD yesterdayy nd we're kinda friendzz but we're g0in t0 chyll sum place next week. SpRiNg BrEaK 'o4 startedD t0dayy. This will DEF be the best break ever .. i kn0 it. After w0rk t0dayy, i went t0 Lo0nAm'z partyy nd it was straight. Drank a little then left. Me nd eRin went t0 BB nd chylledD wit MaTt nd EriC (( HaRrY )). It was c00l. Saw angeL .. l0l, i see him all the tiime n0w. We talkedD f0rever last niite. Yea .. well, i'm n0t guna write pr0llyy at all during SpRiNg BrEaK cuz i'll be t00 fuckedD up 0r t00 hung0ver 0r suttin but everyy0ne .. SpRiNg BrEaK 'o4 iz guna be s0o0o crazyy!! x0x <33
Nd f0r the bytch wh0 left that c0mment 0n my last entryy .. t0ld u that u were t00 pussy t0 put ur fuckin name. HaHa, h0lla back. LUCHii, i miss u nd i wish u were wit us this m0rnin!! We l0ve u!! (( oNe ))
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2004 7 April :: 4.42pm
any1 who is planning 2 pay the $2 for woohu, (check the main page) we will just bring the money to school, i will collect it, and make a money order, and then send it and everyone's usernames to andy all at once. <3 Call my cell for any questions.
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2004 6 April :: 8.28pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Do iT To ME:: Usher.
i WANT to be Usher's Bad Girl.
Kayli and i are playing the Yes/No Game between bands, hehe.
no school for danielle or kayli today. crazy. wish i could have stayed home, i'm in like... some sort of stage where i'm striving for the mall, and to talk to my boyfriend. i haven't talked to him since sunday... and he's not answering his phone at home... gosh.
LiLsHorTcaKe2315 : where's prince charming..?
SmilingChica2006 : prince charming.... he's in the forest on his white horse...
LiLsHorTcaKe2315 : far away from earth.
i'm in like that mood too... where i want love right here, right now. hugs, kisses, sweet romance.
i could also go for one of those days where i go to school and everyone says i look cute. i prefer wearing a dress, or something i haven't worn yet, but i can't seem to find that. i'm searching for change and it just isn't working.
can u handle it? can i go there baby with u?
can't wait til' 2morrow. 5:30pm. my first varsity parent mtg. i'm lovin' it. haha. if there was a team above varsity... erin said i would make it! <3 the new coach, nothing like ellis. but maloney was wonderful to me, like i was her daughter. <3333
peace. <3 and chicken grease.
6 dias. 1o.12.o3.
NOTE TO SELF: Bring Twista & Usher to school, for Sameen <3
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2004 5 April :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Watchin' the Inferno.
if there was ever 1 test i could pass... it'd be a test of cheerleading.
today i was given proof of that. came out above over 30 girls, some of them in which have been classified as "better than i". however, with proof from: NCA, UCA, and University of NC... i'm ranked the highest of Atlantic Cheerleading this year. FINALLY something i can do, and come out ON TOP of everybody else. it feels great!
thank u for the compliments i received today. i know i got one from ms. jackie <3 and i didn't hear other people's opinions... but those of u who mentioned to me that i was "cute" today, or that i got "tanner" (hehe thank u liz) thank u. (if those were compliments, +shrug+ <3 )
i still didn't appreciate pocahantas. lol.
finished my homework early, and even did art history homework that is due for the following class. hehe i feel good. guess that's what happens when ur boyfriend isn't around to talk to. whatever he is doin' now tho, i loveeee him. iweescreem lol. MUAH!
Siete dias mas. 1o.12.o3 <3333
i'm outtie, like poca-hant-ti. hehe... don't ask, my love.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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2004 4 April :: 11.45pm
:: Mood: conceited.
:: Music: Si Ya Se Acabo:: J to The L-O
way beyond self confident.
i'm probably more conceited than this world will ever know. i actually think i can make it to playboy, and there's no shame in my game fo' that 1, because with a lil' make-up, training, and a lil' camera adjusting (fo' da height, u kno, u kno, haha) i cud do it. i love the camera, i may not show it, but haha. it's my best friend. thats the life i need. a hawt boyfriend that wouldn't care either... +shrug+ hopefully jonah doesn't care. hehe. he's mighty hawt already, but i wonder if he would... flip. o well.
jonah & carlos definitely knocked me out of that... "i may have problems, but they're too stupid to worry" stage, because naturally my problems are stupid... like the shit talking... haha, those people can suck my left nut. JUSTTTTT KIDDDDDINNNNNNGGGG. i hope u found that humorous... because i really don't have a left nut. i have a right one only. lmao woot. i feel like i'm on sumfin right now, but i'm not.
n e ways, shhhhhh. i'm bored. and talking to carlos, which is neat-o. but imma bounce, cause i've got sparknotes callin' mah name. peace homiez. xOx
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2004 4 April :: 10.27pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: ..LoVe SoNg -->> 3 1 1..
. LyKe WOAH .. i'm HiGh .
HaHa, me nd eRin juss sm0kedD a fatt ass j0int. Newh0, thiz wkend was g00d .. lyke alwayyz. friDayy after sk00l, me nd jeNny went t0 CoRaL SqUaRe mall nd b0ught sum shyt. I g0t a big wind0w sticker f0r the back 0f my car. It sayz CiViC wit butterfliezz 0n b0th sidezz. l0l, thiz iz DEFiNiTLEY wut it l00kzz lyke :: } ) i ( { C I V I C } ) i ( {. l0l, we hadD a funn ass tyme. fRidayy niite, me nd eRin went t0 ToWeR sHoPzz nd i saw LucHi there wit hiz friendzz jaKe nd miKe. We all chylledD nd it was s0o0o0o much funn. We hadD sum great ass mem0riezz fr0m FriDayy. miKe was s0o0o fuckedD upp nd he was juss bein crazyy. Then i t00k them all h0me nd gave LucHi a bigg hugg nd t0ldD him he better be c0min back t0 sTa cuz he g0t expelledD cuz he st0le $1oo fr0m sum FrEsHmEn. Yea, but he has an interview t0 c0me back t0m0rr0w. He'z such a badD ass. 0h, nd FriDayy was maTt gonZales nd juStin baRe'z funeral s0 angeL went. i wantedD t0 g0 but i didnt. I knew juStin nd i miss him a l0t! LucHi knew juStin t00. Newh0, saTurdayy, chylledD wit jeNny nd we went t0 b00merz nd hadD sum crazyy ass funn wit them ghett0 pe0ple. l0l, then i went t0 my sis' h0use f0r the nyte. toDayy, me nd eRin went t0 the beach nd tannedD. It was straight nd then we came h0me nd watchedD TeXaS cHaiNsAw MaSsAcRe. Nd yea, that'z my wkendD. SpRiNg BrEaK 'o4 iz guna be s0o0o incrediblyy funn az hell!! I cant wait till FriDayy .. i get paidD. 0mg, my car iz guna be h0tt az hell by the beginning 0f MAY. I have an app0intment f0r tintz thiz saTurdayy nd then i'm puttin the wind0w sticker 0n it. Nd then 2 weekz fr0m the tintz, the b0dyy w0rk iz gettin d0ne nd then a paint j0b the next dayy. I'm als0 gettin blue chr0me windshieldD wiperz t0 match the lightz 0n the tirezz. Yea, my car iz guna be crazyy PiMP!! l0l, well, i g0tta get sum sleep cuz thiz wkendD has benn hella busyy. Lata h0mezz -->> (( oNe ))
RIP _ Matt Gonzalez . Justin Bare -->> We l0ve u nd we DEF miss y0u. x0x
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