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playmate101

:: 2004 24 March :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: crazy

wee. this is the time where i get 2 write & tell u the story of my night.
firstly i'd like to say that i got to see 3 of my best friends today. HEMMAAAAA! [i was more excited to see her than jonah =P]
s0-o today i watched paint dry. literally... while my mom painted my brother's room. well, tomorrow she is painting my room BRiGHT PiNK <3 i made s0-o many different plans today but none of them worked out. hema, me, ellen, jonah, neil... etc. were all gonna go to the beach, but hema couldn't sleep over & the day was ugly. so then groton was going to come over, but her dad wouldn't let her. so my last resort was to go to Ale House & the movies with jonah, mark, ellen, neil & 2 other guys. well, i called hema & she was gonna come & sleep over but since she couldnt sleep over she just came! omg! i miss her, and she got me a spiffy baby blue guess purse for my belated birthday with a cute lil' bracelet. thank u my love. she's my bestest friend... i don't wanna lose her. last best girl friend left. but neil was puking out tabsco sauce after he drank more than a cup full for $5. that's my idol. lol. & i must say ellen's outfit was super cute.

also i talked to patti today. i wish i coulda talked longer but i couldn't because i hadda run to meet up with everyone. but i was going to stop by her house after i got home.. but mommy said no. damn.

anyways, i'm off to talk to jonah online, call patti, eat some strawberry cake & take off all the stuff on my walls so mommy can patch them and paint them for 2morrow. <3 xOx

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playmate101

:: 2004 23 March :: 9.32pm

gotta call from danielle last night in cali around... 12am =) then around 1am i gotta call from valerie <3 however i was half asleep while i was talking to them. s0-o tired last night.

britney spears hurt her knee. hope she gets better <3

today was a day full of sleep. slept til' 2:30 & then did chores. slept some more & ate dinner. now i'm sitting here... pissed because my mom is being a bitch because i can't go see jonah tomorrow.. and begging her isn't helping... nor is her after-PMSing doing any good for anyone.

fuck my pet chicken & marry my holy cow.

anyways... if worse comes to worse & i can't go, danielle g will be hanging out around LOS so i will be able to see her <3 i miss her s0-o much w00t.

anyways i'm bored and i don't feel like pissing jonah off about my mom anymore...so, i'mma head to bed in a few. xOx peace <3

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playmate101

:: 2004 22 March :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: exhausted

trip to la bahamas mama!
now i can't say i enjoyed our cruise as much as lici, ally, jackie, and quinn did... but i did enjoy it. although the bad moments outweighed the good ones.
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friday morning: we woke up to a big expedition stretch limo in jackie's driveway after being up all night watching cody & beagan walking around messed up.

friday afternoon: roamed around the boat when we got there... chilled in the hot tub, set sail for the bahamas.

friday night: had our first dinner... casual night, then we roamed around with the 2 guys from across the hall... i think they were from... maryland? quinn & i went looking for lici because we couldn't find her, then we decided to give up & go to the hot tub, while jackie met taylor and ally stuck with her posse of mexicans. when quinn & i changed we ran into ally & she got ready & we all went to the hot tub, unfortunately it wasn't open ... so we kept walking. found lici! on top of a 25 yr. old. who bought her drinks and she hung out with. <3
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saturday morning: had breakfast, and got off the boat. roamed around while lici got her hair braided. we had so many people in our faces asking us for things. we found a licqour store & quinn bought some.
lici: "how old do we have to be to buy alcohol?"
guy: "money in your pocket."

ally decided she want her belly pierced, lici wanted a tattoo & quinn thought about a tattoo while jackie wanted her industrial pierced. s0o, we roamed around looking for a place to get that shit done... which kinda ticked me off because that can be done in america, who the hell comes to the bahamas to get that done when their parents would let them do it anyways?! and who WOULD get it done buy a buncha people like that from the bahamas? might get herpes or some diseases. o well. but, we couldn't find a place so we went to the beach. s0o beautiful. the sand is like pearls and the ocean was BLUE! s0o gorgeous.


saturday afternoon: but after the beach we found a taxi that knew where the tattoo place was. so we went. got there & realized that everything was a minimum of $50.00. now... none of them had the money to get any of that done and the taxi wasn't planning on coming back for another 2 hours.
s0o we walked down to quizno's and mcdonalds & got food. found a bus & headed back to the ship. we stopped @ the licquor store again where... ally, jackie & lici bought bacardi superior. headed back to the ship... ally & jackie got away with their alcohol but lici & quinn didn't. they people took it & said they could pick it up @ the port of miami after the cruise as long as the chaperone or parent came & got it.

saturday night: we all got "prettied" up for formal night, ate dinner, & took pictures. my tummy went bazaar on me. damn it hurt. afterwards, we went back to the room & got all hot looking for our 1st night with alcohol. i gave mine away because my stomach couldn't take it because of the pains i was having earlier. everyone else was tipsy. good memories. quinn hooked up with zach. we met melanie & christine who both go to jupiter & are best friends. ally tried her first cigarette. ally, christine, zach & quinn all did a triple kiss. jackie invited taylor back to the room to... (no need to explain) & that was the night. i recorded all of it... o we danced in the club... (18 & over) don't ask how we got in... <3
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sunday morning: woke up with jackie @ 8am, had breakfast & laid out. then ally, quinn & lici came... we were out in the sun until... like 2pm. i am now... BURNT... but tan <3

sunday afternoon: we all napped until forever. then began getting ready for dinner in which... nobody wanted to do because of the burns & lack of sleep that we had.

sunday night: after dinner, we went shopping... & quinn got someone to buy her absolut vodka. how awesome! i had 2 shots... but it was mainly fruit punch while everyone else had 3 or more & there was still some left. jackie found taylor & they went off while i videotaped hectic stuff from that night. we met more people. Dee (wants lici), Phil (ends up making out with ally), Austin (Quinn ends up begging him to make out), and other people but i didn't catch their names. melanie & christine ended up making out. and quinn made out with christine. also, she kissed her first black guy... dee. all this... is on tape... from me. lici and i went to the bathroom & talked. then dee took her to the club while i decided to leave & go put the videotape back because it ran out of tape. i accidently walked in on jackie & taylor. so i put the tape down & walked right out & went to go catch up with everyone else... they decided to do more million way kissing in which i was not down with.. so i left. i walked up to the top of the deck with the jogging track & grabbed a chair & fell asleep. some guy & his girlfriend woke me up & told me that i had fallen asleep. o well. i then realized that its 1:30am... we are docked in the port of miami & i get service without any roaming. hello! time to call jonah. unfortunately i didn't have ENOUGH service to reach him =/ s0o i went back to the room after stalling as much as possible & praying that jackie & taylor were done. unfortunately they weren't but... at that point i didn't care because i was about ready to break down. jackie had him leave & she got dressed. i returned after 10 minutes & she started talking to me about what happened... now, i did listen about it & she came outta the bathroom peeing her pants... (drunk & couldn't hold it) as i sat in my bed & cried myself to sleep as jackie took a shower. when she got out, she started talking, & as the good friend i am, i felt obligated to listen & respond to her comments. which i did. of course she asked if anything was wrong... she didn't catch the tears... s0o i said no. later after her & i finished talking, i heard banging on the door.. ally, phil, lici, & austin. quinn came in earlier but i didn't catch that one. ally & austin made out after lici went to get food & phil left. austin annoyed her so we got him to leave. i cried myself back to sleep again while quinn puked.

[this was the craziest night that they all seemed to have thought was the best... but i, however, thought it was the worst night, & its probably what made me feel s0o horrible.]
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monday morning: time to get off the boat. ate breakfast, waited forever for our color to be called... got off... grabbed the limo & went to jackies. i took a shower & we took a nap... finally my mommy came. <3
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:::-GOOD MEMORiES-:::

+stinkin' dickfor. what's a dick for? ur mouth!
+don't call somebody stupid, it breaks their self-esteem.
+how old do we hafta be for licquor? money in your pocket.
+meet freddy on tuesday @ 3pm in front of the licquor store.
+dancing around the dinner table.
.... and the rest of the good memories. i love u all. peace.

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spoiled-kisses

:: 2004 21 March :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: alone
:: Music: ..WiToUt U -->> MxPx..

. WaKiNg Up iZ hArD t0 d0 wEn NoOnE <3'z YoU .
Well, i hadda 'hard t0 describe' weekend. See, FriDaY, me nd eRin went t0 haNnah'z h0use nd it was juss me, haNnah, jAx, eRin, nd weiNer. We startedD drinkin nd i t0ld eRin n0t t0 drink t00 much cuz she dint eat nuthin nd she w0uld get sick .. but she dint listen t0 me. So0o then we all walkedD t0 get beer nd everii0ne sat 0n the t0p 0f my car. We met thiz kidD mitCh nd he was relle cute nd it was c00l. Well then we decidedD t0 g0 see a m0vie. Everyy0ne hadda pee s0o i st0ppedD at thiz chicken place 0ff SiStRuNk s0o we c0uldD pee. We hadda crazyy funn until eRin c0mez 0ut nd tellz us that the ladiee inside iz callin the c0pz 0n us. So0o we get in the car nd speedD 0ff. I t0ld haNnah t0 thr0w the beer 0ut the wind0w cuz if we get st0ppedD then we're screwedD .. s0 she d0es .. but then i findD 0ut lata that she never threw it 0ut s0o that t0tallyy br0ke all the trust i ever hadD in her. Then eRin startz thr0win upp all 0ver the place s0o we leave the m0viez nd g0 t0 haNnah'z. Well, eRin hadda g0 h0me FriDaY nite s0o we hadda take her h0me nd we g0t her in her bedD 0k but it was a crazii hard thing t0 d0. There was puke all 0ver my fuckin car .. i was s0o pissedD but iz all g00dD n0w. So0o then bef0re we g0 back t0 haNnah'z, we decidedD we DEF need sum cigz. Well, i g0 t0 the cage nd i g0 ar0und 0n the side nd the guy tellz me t0 g0 t0 the 0ther side s0o i back up nd fuckin hit his car!! 0mg, i was lyke i'm n0t gettin an0ther ticket nd it was lyke 1 in the m0rnin s0o i dr0ve 0ff wit hiz car alarm g0in 0ff nd everythin. I was s0o0o scaredD. Well, i was guna spend the nite at haNnah'z h0use but i left nd went t0 riA'z cuz i was s0o upset nd i juss relle neededD sum0ne there t0 talk t0 nd let me kn0 wut i did wasnt 0kay .. but make me feel better newayz. So0o i spent the nite there nd went h0me in the m0rnin. Then i went wit riA nd anDy nd my m0m t0 buy a car .. riA g0t a 2oo4 KiA SpEcTrA .. iz h0tt shyt! l0l, then i went t0 the drive-in wit jeNny nd lyke alwayz .. we have the craziiest tymez. l0l, 0 yea, nd FriDaY after sk00l, we went t0 the mall wit lyke 7 0ther pe0ple nd then me nd her went t0 thiz nature center nd fuckin scaredD the shyt 0utta 0urselvez nd triedD t0 get l0st in the w00dzz. It was s0o0o much funn. U wana t0uch MY snake?! l0l, i l0ve her. She'z s0o much funn t0 chyll wit. I g0t h0me ar0und 12.3o am nd went t0 sleep cuz i dint get t0 riA'z h0use the nite bef0re till 3 am. T0dayy, i l00kedD at carz wit my m0m cuz she'z guna get 0ne f0r herself s0o i can have the eClipse .. yAyErZ! Nd then eRin came 0ver nd we went sh0ppin at the mall the wh0le dayy. It was a busyy weekend.

Newh0, juss chyllen .. n0t wantin t0 w0rk nd g0 t0 sCh00l thiz week, but hey .. i get paid ThUrSdAy! l0l, i cant wait .. imma spend that shyt s0o0o fast. Iighty, well .. i benn thinkin b0ut eDdy a l0t lately nd i dunn0 but i'm missin him lyke crazyy. UgH, he'll never get 0utta my head. Well, g0tz t0 d0 sum h0mew0k nd then chyll ar0und the h0use. ERiN'Z BDAY IZ IN 2 DAYZ!! l0l (( oNe ))

<33 shaWna

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playmate101

:: 2004 19 March :: 10.45am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: jackie blowing her nose

boo ya... bahama mamas.
sup ladies my name is slim shady.... please marshall please let me suck your cock!!

omg jack & i are here chillin at the holidae inn. slept over here last night with alicia, quinn, and ally. baller! umm... we had super fun. beagan and cody came over... fucked up... o well. i talked to mommy last night. and also my lover jonah. boo ya! sucker. i am gonna miss him and everyone for like the almost 4 days we're gone. <3 woosh. damn my tummu hurts so imma take some meds and bounce baby out the door i ain't gonna take this mnore more... thats s0-o sarah connor. anyways peace out homie.... iweescreem. xOx

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playmate101

:: 2004 17 March :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: My Band:: D12 & Eminem

it's days like ToDAY ThAT i REMeMBeR Y i <3 2 LiVE.
no school 4 me 2day, like i said, mama ducks said i could stay home. we showered & went shopping. started at old navy.. getting tanks & a cute lil' white purse. ran to ross, YUCK, but i did find some dresses for the cruise. {check out livejournal} went to wellington mall... MY HOME. AEROPOSTALE iS COMiNG 2 WeLLY!!!! i can't wait! mommy & i had lunch from panda express, my treat, i recommend orange chicken, s0-o delicious. then, we shopped... hollister, pac sun, burdines, claire's, penny's, hot topic {gasp}, wet seal, etc. but i didn't even STOP in AE {BiG GasP}. +tear+ then, we headed to pick up my bro, i drove all day! w00t, although, mommy was GRASPiNG onto the door handle... she's s0-o chicken.

i finally get home, & my sis gets home, i offered to take her & her friend to the pool. how sweet. there wasn't much sun tho. but i did get VERY LiTTLE. s0-o around 3:30 we headed back home cuz the girls started to complain. & i then... talked to jonah. but then i left again to publix & then i picked up my bro from SKATEusa. i s0-o wanna chill there with all the hot sk8ter boyz. when they were outside, i got funny looks... like "that girl looks to lil' to be driving." hawtness. came home, ate dinner. then, i'm informed that i'm going to COLDSTONE's & JJ MUGGS with the WHOLE family. and when i say whole... this includes:
tim, melanie, mckensie, santos, dave, my dad, my mom, emily, tommy, me, carol (who was busy working @ JJ's), rick, natalie, brittany, daniel, booty girl, & her boyfriend.

that's not literally my family once again, but it's like... exactly my family. ok but anyways, i guess someone brought a friend, and this guy is a 16 year old HOT cheerleader. s0-o booty girl is talkin' to him... ABOUT ME! omg. lol, s0-o he starts talking to me, & then i get a call from jackie... COURTNEY BAILS OUT ON THE CRUISE. s0-o we replaced her with ally!!!! thank goodness. <3. s0-o after that is figured out, i come back & the cheerleader dude is gone. damn. but reminder... i HAVE A BOYFRiEND, but booty girl didn't know. s0-o i get back in, and she is talking to the guy that is behind the bar who hadda be like 18 to work behind there in the first place & he works with carol & looks like a cross between matt o'brien & colin farrell. HOLY SHiZZLE was he HOT! & i hear booty girl talking about me... TO HIM. now realize... i can't even go up to the hollister cashier because the guy is too damn hot & i'm not! but yeah... s0-o i talked to this colin farrell look alike. pretty cool i guess. but, then he hadda get back to work. HELLO! BRiANA HAS A BOYFRiEND WHO iS HOT AS HELL & i CAN'T ASK FOR MORE... but there was no harm in meeting 2 new hot guys. yeah. s0-o booty girl gave me her # & told me to holla. we talked about dr. weigel. considering she used to go to Atlantic. (she's only 22) she wants 2 go shopping w/ me, & she wants my butt, but she has one too. <3 she's s0-o like a sister. w00t. anyways, i'm out. peace. xOx

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playmate101

:: 2004 17 March :: 12.47am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Walking on Sunshine:: Jennifer Lopez

i have my woohu open in another window, just to listen to this song. it makes me want to PaRTay.

s0-o BRi isn't attending school tomorrow... not quite sure why.
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mommy duCks: "ur not going to school tomorrow... RIGHT?"
me: "whu?! if ur insisting i stay home... i will take your offer. thank u."
mommy duCks: "good. i don't hafta make ur lunch now."
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ToDaY:
morning: i love those guys. found out all my grades now.. and i'm not a happy camper. but i vow to get A's this nine weeks.

Chem: D
Spanish: C
English: A
Bio: C
Stats: C
Econ: B
Art Hist: B

still a 2.7GPA... i am such a ConstanT student. thats the same GPA i have had all year. just... the grades vary in all my class.

CHEM: boring. i'm remembering why i hate this class. after FCAT i missed it... but i see more of what pisses me off, and now i suddenly understand. but i love the work. i'm understanding that.

SPANISH: Damn. Don Juan. i think he was seducing me thru the t.v. not him literally but the script, the words he said, it made s0-o much sense.

English: s0-o many laughs. <3 4 pretam, mason, sterling, anand, avi, & logan. those are the guys. w00t.

Bio: it was a lecture day. but i was awake the WHOLE time. and it was dandy. i love learning about human evolution... s0-o interesting.

apparently ashley pasion was talking to one of the freshmen in our bio class.... somehow i'm popular? all the "popular" kids sit next to me? uMm... and i've got the kid scared to where he doesn't want to talk to me because i'm... "popular". and then to top that off... jackie's friend quinn knows who i am... and has seen me, but i have no clue who that girl is. wow.

quinn, lycia, jackie & courtney all smoke. do i? no. but i am going on this cruise with them. and i bet thursday night they plan to smoke out. do i? no. i am scared. because i don't want to drink, in fear of those BADDD hangovers i get, and i don't want to smoke because i find it unattractively repulsive. what do i plan to do? crawl in a corner and sleep.

when i arrived home afterschool... i slept. 4-7:15pm. woke up sick as hell. but talked with jonah on the phone. <3 irascreem. haha. muah! marry me please? i do. dude, do me. s0-o in Love.

o, i re-did my woohu. sexii, sweet, smooth & cool. nice work. +pat on back+ enjoy. xOx

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spoiled-kisses

:: 2004 16 March :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: ..aLL FaLLz DoWn--KaNyE wEsT..

. BuSy Az HeLL .
WoW! I benn s0o busy wit w0rk nd sch00l nd chyllen wit my dawgzz..l0l. Thiz last wkend was great. FriDaY, i went t0 GuY bRuGgEr'Z h0use wit WeiNeR, NiCk, nd EriN. It was funn..there was lyke 3o pe0ple there nd everii0ne was sm0kin 0r drunk. There was thiz 0ne kidD fr0m ChAmiNaDe..JoHn..l0l, he was s0o0o fuckedD upp..me nd EriN messed wit him lyke crazii. SaTuRdAy, i pickedD up JeNNy nd WeiNeR nd we went t0 the mall t0 get JaX sum presentz nd WeiNeR ended upp buyin lyke 1o thingz f0r himself..l0l, it was funn. Then we went t0 JaX'z h0use nd there was sp0sedD t0 be a party but it g0t cancelledD s0o iz guna be this FriDaYy. Newh0, s0o we juss pickedD upp JaX nd went t0 WeiNeR'z dad'z h0use which iz RiGHT 0N the beach nd we sm0kedD 0utt..l0l, thiz c0pp dr0ve by nd st0ppedD nd put his light 0n uss f0r lyke 5 minutez..but then he left..l0l, we g0t s0o0o paran0idD. We went t0 thiz kidD SeAn'Z party nd chylledD there f0r awhile nd then we all chylledD nd ate at JaCki'Z. SuNdAy, i went sh0ppin wit the best sis in the w0rld, RiA nd we hadD crazii funn. We g0t AnGeL (( her kitten )) her sh0tz nd we juss sm0kedD 0utt back at her place. Yea, s0o0o it was a g00d ass wkend..lyke everyy wkend n0w. I w0rk s0o0o much..iz craziiness..i never get t0 see my TRUEST eRin!! AwW..i l0ve u mamii. Newh0, im crazii tiredD nd i g0t t0 finish thiz lab s0o me nd ChRiStiE BoNeR get g00d gradez in Bi0. PeAcCe (( oNe )) <33 shaWna

0kK..here c0mez the part b0ut EdDy. Yep, he'z g0in back 0utt wit ASShley. We g0t m0re alike than i th0ught we did..see, EdDy will g0 back t0 her n0 matter wut juss lyke i will wit him..that'z suttin t0 laugh at..he'z WHiPPEdD! Newh0, we havent benn talkin lyke at all cuz i benn s0o busyy. But even th0 me nd AdAm r..i dunn0, weird..i still kn0 that EdDy iz juss n0t the 0ne f0r me..s00n, i'll find him..i h0pe..y cant it be AdAm JoNeS?!

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playmate101

:: 2004 13 March :: 10.07am
:: Music: Come On:: Ben Jelen

[....and andy is talking about shutting down woohu. +cries+ i love this journal & all my entries. all <3 & soul. maybe when he makes it official i will copy & paste all my journals to like... WORD or LIVEJOURNAL. o how i hate livejournal tho.]

friday was yesterday. damn it was long, and not a good one at that.

chem: work. i survived.

spanish: ms. french really doesn't favor me.

english: did my recitation & had morone impressed. turned in my daybook & he laughed at my funny pictures. pretam was pooping out books. i got love for pretam & anand. we laugh like hell in that class. w00t. i went to the bathroom during english too & as i was pulling out the toilet paper in the bathroom of the 700 hall... the metal cover of the toilet paper came off and chucked me in the lip. damn it. but of course, when i told anand, we laughed s0-o hard about it when i got back.

bio: murnan is accusing people of cheating. however, i took the whole damn class to finish that test, and not only that but when carrington offered to help me i turned him down. i sat there through the class while people were playing cards and talking as loud as they fucking were... and earned a good grade. if morone put my name on that list of cheaters.... maybe if he was looking through the door when i was the only one with the test talking to lindsay, telling her about tellin people to be quiet cause i wasn't done... then i'm gonna have to have a talk about it to murnan. because morone isn't gonna fail me again this year. i'm going for a B and damn... i'm going to get it.

as for friday night.... fell asleep afterschool, woke up, went roaming around jb's car with neil, jb, britt, danielle, & some kid chris... yes it was stupid... but it kept me from sitting here. s0-o i have no complaints.

10-12-03 ::: friday was also the 5 month anniversary of jonah & i. "... love is when u can't live without them." i love u.

xOx {sry 4 the Lo0o0ong EnTrY}

.*update on livejournal. cha-cha-check it*.

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playmate101

:: 2004 11 March :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: stuffy nose.
:: Music: tipsy

3, to da 2, to da 1.
where my homiez at?

today wuz a day that was surely worthwhile.
danielle and i laughed s0o much today. goodness. and this time... i don't think it wuz slap happy. well.. sorta lol. <3

stats test: easy. i knew how to do it. w00t. like... i did the short answers and the AP question without a problem. damn straight.

econ: epstein gave me a zero for falling asleep after in his class after i did the work he asked... he said not to even bother turning my paper in... but you know wut i turned it in... just to prove that i did the shit. wutta bubble-butt-ed asshole licker he is.

art hist test: o gosh that test was a killer. i guess i will just make it up with a buncha extra credits... ugh.

hema and i are trying to figure out whether to go to scott's house 2morrow night or not. its not anything big, just old friends... hanging out. scott, neil, me, jb, hema, danielle, britt, dom, ally, cassie.... all invited but yeah... who knows if anyone is really going? idk. <3

s0-o. i took a nap, and jonah called me like... twice. um.. but then i couldn't go back to sleep the second time, so i walked my happy bottom over to carol's house (my 2nd mother) talked to her for a lil'. shared the love life stories... the school stories... she even began to cry talking about her husband. poor her. i love her, she's never done anything wrong to me, and she called me her daughter today... i felt so... loved. the "daughter she wish she had"... close to heart. like... i talk about anything with her.. and its nice. just like i do with my mom... only carol & i can share clothes too.

guess what tomorrow is. yes... it is friday duh! but... there's something even more special about it. jonah & i.... 5 months. this month took so long to go by. but damn, i've loved this boy for 5 whole months... its somethin' else buddi. not one fight. all love. no hurt. nor sorrow.

alrighty, i'm out... <3 xOx

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