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2004 27 February :: 11.33pm
honey got me hooked on you.
i just updated livejournal, so i don't know why i am updating here... i guess that entry was about my day, and here i guess i'll write about my feelings.
i'm kinda in a slumby [¿is that even a word?] mood. just tiredsome & quiet. but today, i felt so out of place in school. there's like 2 circles in the morning right. the one where the guys [avi, jb, carlos, britt, logan, anand, pretam, sunil, & lawrence] are. also, sometimes ashley treu is in there, as well as amanda, but i am the only girl that is ALWAYS there... and for some reason it bothers me. like sometimes amanda will hang out with sam & kaila, and ashley will hang out with heather, danielle, ashley c, christina & everyone else... and i will talk to jackie the last five minutes before the bell rings... but it just irritates me like i am one of the guys idk what it is. ugh. like everyday when i'm feeling pretty & cute, everyone is in a big circle... but when i am normal... i'm aparted with the guys, & all the girls are hanging out in another circle. if there's any reasoning or symbolism in that.... idk, i am missing it. i can always explain what is happening i just can never quite figure out what it is.
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SoWhatIfImBrown: i think u underestimate how pretty u really r
SoWhatIfImBrown: and i am telling u
SoWhatIfImBrown: right now
SoWhatIfImBrown: u r beautiful k
SoWhatIfImBrown: drill THAT in ur fuckin mind lol
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now that all these people are IMing me & jackie, jonah, dominic, & carlos are making me laugh so hard that i'm going to piss my pants, i'mma go. xoxo good night <3
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2004 26 February :: 5.29pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: ..WoKe UpP iN a CaR--s.C..
. AdaM j0nEs = PeRfeCt .
I never actuallii described him..l0l. So0o here'z sum thingz b0ut him -->> >
- He was b0rn 0n 0ct0ber 1, 1987.
- He has bl0nd hair nd blu eyez.
- He iz lyke 5'1o 0r 5'11.
- He has a NIICE b0dii.
- He has the cutest smile!
- He iz scared 0f scary m0viez.
- He l0vez carz.
- He g0es t0 DiSnEy al0t.
- He iz relle sweet.
- He dun sm0ke 0r nethin.
- He has 1 sis.
- Nd hiz best friendz r StEvEn nd StEpHaNiE.
l0l, i l0ve thiz kidd..he'z great. 0 g0d, i cant wait till t0m0rr0w nite! Here'z sum shyt we talked b0ut..l0l, aWwNeSs!
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: lol hey stevens coming over...
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: wha should we do 2 get him 2 stop likin u
x BaBigUrL387 x: l0l he lykez me?
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: lol yaa
x BaBigUrL387 x: aw..i dunn0..i'm n0t relle feelin him
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: whaa bout me?
x BaBigUrL387 x: oo i'm feelin u
x BaBigUrL387 x: wut b0ut me
x BaBigUrL387 x: l0l
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: i feel somethin fo ya
x BaBigUrL387 x: thatz a g00d thing
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: yaa
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: fo spring break do u plan on going anywhere?
x BaBigUrL387 x: i dun think s0 but i dunn0 yet..r u
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: yaa im going to orlando...funa hit up universal studios and disney world...
x BaBigUrL387 x: n0 fair..l0l
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: lol...u should go 2
x BaBigUrL387 x: yea..thatd be funn
x BaBigUrL387 x: i havent benn there in lyke 2 yearz
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: im going up there sum time in march...
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: lol i love going up there
x BaBigUrL387 x: aw..im jeal0us..l0l, d0 u get lyke free passez?
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: naww
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: lol i wish i did
x BaBigUrL387 x: l0l yea
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: i need ta get me an annual pass
x BaBigUrL387 x: tru..ud save m0ney
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: yaa i wouldd...
x BaBigUrL387 x: i lyke islandz 0f adventure 0utta all 0f them..l0l
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: lol mee 2..thas where i was at fo new years...
x BaBigUrL387 x: oo..thatz c00l
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: yaa its madd funn...next new years...ur comin with me
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: lol ok?
x BaBigUrL387 x: l0l 0k..thatd guna be crazii
x BaBigUrL387 x: i cant wait..l0l
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: lol itll be madd tight...
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: and fo halloween 2 ur comin with me
x BaBigUrL387 x: l0l 0k..nd spring break..haha
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: lol yaa
HeHe, yea..he'z great! l0l, iighty im g0ne. (( oNe ))
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2004 25 February :: 6.58pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: mesmerize:: Ja Rule -N- Ashanti
things seem to be getting better around the home... haven't fought with daddy in awhile, in fact, he took me driving outta his own will today... mommy & i have been getting along well, nothing new. and my bro & sis just get the idea of when to stay out of my way. (ex. while i'm doing hw, or on the phone)
school is no different tho. tomorrow is a half day. Wee. surprises. lotsa ppl that don't belong there want to show up. yes!
seniors made their "juvenile deliquent prank" today. how dumb... spray painted words of "c/o '04", missing tires off golf carts, & goo-ey door handles & locks. nothing special. nice try, but try again.
i didn't whiz the chem test... o well, i didn't want to, i was expecting a failure. even people smarter than i couldn't do it, meaning i most definitely couldn't. spanish went by smoothly tho, although ms. french insisted that last class she tried calming kristie down with the wasp on her leg. except, ms. french really didn't calm anyone down, she just kept teaching the lesson & didn't care about the wasp. english class is getting old. but i like the interesting conversations that we seem to have <3 in bio, everyone was ready to grab the umbrellas & go to the scrubs... only mr. murnan was joking. darn. s0o we played games against mr. dickhead's morone's class. o0o how we had fun.
now i'm sitting here.... procrastinating on statistics homework. o how i need an A on her test. but darn, why must i work for it? stupid question, i know, i know. <3 well, here we g0o0o, i'mma give it a try.
hopefully tomorrow will be a day of surprises & enjoyment.
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2004 24 February :: 10.53pm
:: Music: Short People:: Randy Newman
if u can't download this song, read these lyrics... <3
Short People got no reason
Short People got no reason
Short People got no reason
To live
They got little hands
And little eyes
And they walk around
Tellin' great big lies
They got little noses
And tiny little teeth
They wear platform shoes
On their nasty little feet
Well I don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
Round here
Short People are just the same
As you and I
(A Fool Such As I)
All men are brothers
Until the day they die
(It's A Wonderful World)
Short People got nobody
Short People got nobody
Short People got nobody
To love
They got little baby legs
And they stand so low
You got to pick 'em up
Just to say hello
They got little cars
That got beep, beep, beep
They got little voices
Goin' peep, peep, peep
They got grubby little fingers
And dirty little minds
They're gonna get you every time
Well, I don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
'Round here
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2004 24 February :: 8.20pm
Dobdo72: so i heard you n shawna r going to tower shops friday?
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: yaa..i think were guna hook up
Dobdo72: what do you mean??
OxXopLaYboYoXxO: i think shes guna be mah girl
WoW, DEF hadd t0 sh0w that!! That'z JeNNy nd AdaM iz the plaiib0ii s.n. WoW, i'm s0o0o happii rite n0w. God, i h0pe i dun screw thiz upp cuz f0r 0nce..a kidd i RELLE lyke iz lykin me back!! l0l, newh0..g00d g00d stuff! Juss hadda saii that but i g0tz t0 g0 s0o i'll write m0re lata.
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2004 23 February :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: jubilant
:: Music: no better love = young guns
"you look extra pretty today"
i've got most of the rap for this song down. wut now. lol, but when u hear me rapping to it on the bus... cover ur ears =)
school sux. chem test tomorrow, & the rest of the day will be boring. grr. however... today...
+ curled my hair. everyone loved. thank you for the compliments.
+ those in english that heard me say, "if i was a guy, i'd stare @ my own booty all the time," i was only kidding.
+ the talk of my butt wuz the highlight of lunch... grr.
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LiLsHorTcaKe2315: but no... today... i got many compliments... it wuz awsum. & i wuz like... haaaa all them guys trying to hit on me.... i'm like nah u cant have this i've got jonah's name written all overrrr.
Dmx504boyz: yah ok sure u said that lol
Dmx504boyz: no i did!
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: lol yeah ur right... i wuz like... "come here u sexy haitian & do me"
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i hate chemistry. but bio was fun today. mexicans looking for dirt lol. put it in. lol. wow.. freshmen aren't bad at all... if u find the good ones =)
yeah, and mr. cody daniels is back. o man is that good news, too bad he doesn't go to atlantic. i miss him. +sighs+ those were the good days. i even talked to manny today. how kewl. cuz... usually i would just say hi to him in the hallway. <3
i'm waiting to talk to jonah again... i love him, seeing him makes me miss him more. and his lil' teases hurt because its just not fair. grr. lol... i betcha $5 danielle... $5. from the way it looks like. o man i think i've fallen for good.
time for studying... chem test 2morrow... i should be good on the multiple choice... but as far as the written... o hell nah.
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2004 23 February :: 5.05pm
:: Mood: touched
:: Music: ..tHe EnD wiT u--B c R..
. ReaLiZiN sUm ThiNgZ .
WoW, i've learned al0t juss thiz year. I learned that u cant alwaiiz get wut u want, sumtimez u juss need new pe0ple t0 hang 0ut wit, h0w l0ved i am by my friendz, h0w luckii i am t0 have such an awesum best friend (( EriN )), h0w u cant juss fuck guiiz that u think r nice, h0w it takez hard w0rk t0 earn m0ney, h0w ur 'cl0sest friendz' can leave u f0r stupid drugz, h0w sumtymez weed iznt alwaiiz the answer..but 0ne thing i learned that i will f0rever remeber iz that ur first w0nt be the 0ne ur meant t0 be wit. It t00k me a l0ng tyme t0 realize me nd EdDy juss werent meant t0 be..but i'm finallii realizin it. I used t0 think he was the best i c0uld get, the best i c0uld ever be treated, the best pers0n in the w0rld f0r me..but sumthin changed that. I met sum0ne..sum0ne special, sum0ne i have verii str0ng feelinz f0r nd i havent even kn0wn them a week. Nd thanx t0 0ne 0f my cl0sest friendz, JeNNy, she has DEF made me realize al0t. Wit0ut her friend AdaM, i w0uld still be the same pers0n i was a m0nth ag0. I dun need weed t0 make that high c0me back everiityme i take a hit 0r t0 make me happii wen i'm feelin lyke shyt cuz i SWEAR T0 G0D i get th0se same feelinz wit AdaM. I have never felt thiz waii b0ut ne0ne ever. He'z perfect..s0o perfect i'm startin t0 think he'z t00 g00d f0r me. But the strangest thing ab0ut it all iz he lykez ME. Thru all my imperfecti0nz nd all the tymez i've came cl0se t0 ruinin my lyfe..he dun care b0ut my past..but he wantz t0 be part 0f my future 0r s0o it seemz. I think i've finallii f0und 0ne i wanted t0 be wit f0r a l0ng tyme..i finallii f0und him nd i never wana let him g0. Nd i pr0mise myself i w0nt d0 nethin t0 screw thiz upp nd i w0nt change my mind b0ut him the last minute. So0o fr0m here 0n..i quit. I quit sm0kin cigz nd weed, i quit drinkin nd partyin everii fuckin wkend. I quit bein the stupid gurl i was that dint give a fuck b0ut wut happen t0 her. Now i feel i have sum0ne t0 live f0r. To let me kn0 iz 0k t0 screw up 0nce in awhile nd that carez either waii. I f0und that sum0ne special that i've benn waitin f0r ever since i was little. I'm prayin he'z the 0ne f0r me, i'm h0pin he'z the 0ne i'm meant t0 be wit. It'z indescribable h0w happii i feel wit him. I feel lyke i have everything..i feel s0o in heaven. I juss h0pe it lastz. I'm feelin hiz vibez nd i juss am waitin f0r the daii he askz me 0ut. I'm tired 0f screwin upp..i want sumthin t0 live f0r..t0 be a g00d pers0n wit a g00d heart nd st0p lettin pe0ple d0wn.
So0o i've benn talkin t0 AdaM nd he'z perfect in everii waii p0ssible. He makez me feel s0o0o g00d. I'm s0o thankful that i met him..i juss feel lyke he'z t00 g00d f0r me. I feel lyke he deservez sum0ne s0o much better. We're g0in t0 ToWeR sHoPz 0n FriDaii nyte. I cant wait..iz the 0nlii thing that'z guna get me thru thiz week. Honestlii, f0r the pe0ple that kn0 me..it takez a l0t f0r me t0 n0t think b0ut EdDy, t0 ign0re him..nd i can tell u i knew my feelinz were DEF leavin f0r him wen i picked up the f0ne nd dialed hiz number nd az it was ringin i hung upp..f0r 0nce, i dint listen t0 hiz shyt b0ut h0w badd 0f a pers0n i am cuz he putz me d0wn nd i realized i can get sum0ne better. I thank GoD f0r everiithin thiz past wkend. WoW, i'm s0o incredibly happii. I juss h0pe it all w0rkz 0ut nd lastz! (( oNe ))
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2004 22 February :: 10.26pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: i'm lost without you - blink182
as the scent of his cologne still lingers.
today turned out b-e-a-utiful.
hung out by the pool with MY best friend danielle. what more could a girl ask for? we got hot lil' tans. +sweatin' us now <3 +
had a hard time with jonah for a lil', but in the end it turned out ok. i saw him... maybe only for an hour. but he looked s0o hawt. i wanted to bite his ear, & whoa... bad girl. all those people were around. damn them. but he looked s0o darn hawt. i couldnt control my hormones... yes, i am a girl, psh... who cares. and all thank you to brittany... i got to see him. i love brittany. and my friends, and my boyfriend.
can't explain what a wonderful feeling i get when i am with him... its just... speechless. <3
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2004 22 February :: 11.27am
:: Mood: good
:: Music: ..DeAd eNd Cd--MeSt..
. GuEsS wHo HaS a NeW CruSh?! .
WoW..thiz has benn the craziiest wkend in a l0ng ass tyme!! FriDaii, i dr0pped HaNNaH nd JaX 0ff at HaNNaH'z nd i g0t 15 d0llarz f0r it. Me nd EriN were sp0sed t0 g0 t0 StEvEn'z (( madd redd haiir )) h0use FriDaii nd meet JaX nd HaNNaH there. 0n 0ur waii there, we saw ChRiS nd we sm0ked wit him nd saw ShAwN nd we havent seen that kidd since he was all 0ver JaCki that 0ne nite. Then we g0t t0 StEvEn'z nd there was lyke 2o pe0ple there. NiCk MatThEs nd WeiNeR wanted t0 g0 get FaNFaN nd sum weed s0o me nd EriN nd them left. Well, we ended up n0t gettin FaNFaN nd g0in t0 WeiNeR'z h0use nd then we left t0 g0 t0 a W33D partii nd get sum weed..w0w, it was s0o0o crazii. Everii0ne was s0o0o fucked upp. Then we left t0 g0 t0 an ind00r skate park nd sm0ke 0ut wit thiz kidd DaNNy that g0es t0 my sk00l. So0o we went in the back nd sm0ked nd g0t s0o0o fucked upp. Then DaNNy left nd me, EriN, WeiNeR, nd NiCk were g0in t0 thiz kidd ChRiS HoLLeR'z h0use f0r sum partii. WoW, we were s0o0o0o fucked upp. We were talkin b0ut sum crazii shyt but it was s0o0o funn. Well, HoLLeR livez in WeSt0N s0o we g0t 0n 595 nd we sumh0w ended upp in fuckin aLLiGaToR aLLeY..l0l, s0o we turned ar0und nd finallii made it t0 HoLLeR'z h0use. HaHa, HoLLeR was 0n h0use arrest s0o he hadd sum pe0ple c0me 0ver. We sm0ked sum m0re nd we als0 sm0ked 0n the waii 0ver t0 hiz h0use. Nd we g0t sp0tted by 0ne 0f th0se search helic0pterz..it was s0o0o crazii bright. We left HoLLeR'z ar0und 1.3o am. My m0m th0ught i was stayin at JaX'z h0use s0o she never called me. So0o we left nd went t0 McD'z nd a gas stati0n f0r f00d cuz we hadd the munchiez. Then we g0t back 0n 595 t0 g0 sumwhere nd it was s0o0o fuckin weird but in lyke 1 minute..we were in HoLLyWooD. We still cant figure 0ut h0w we went fr0m WeStoN t0 HoLLyWooD in 0ne minute..we musta all lyke blacked 0ut. So0o we went t0 0ne 0f NiCk'z friend'z h0use but he wasnt h0me nd we left t0 g0 t0 WeiNeR'z cuz it was lyke 3.3o am nd we were tired az fuck. So0o we g0t there nd sm0ked AGAiN nd juss passed 0ut. Me nd EriN w0ke upp ar0und 5am nd went h0me. It was s0o0o much funn. There r s0o0o manii detailz but i dun feel lyke typin that much but we left StEvEn'z at lyke 7.3o nd never went back nd we called JaCki nd NiCk said we were in GA nd it was s0o0o funnii. 0 yea nd StEvEn nd JaX r g0in 0ut..c0ngratz! So0o0o manii j0kes wit the 4 0f us lyke ::
- I need PEANUT BUTTER!!
- SHR00MZZZZZ
- Holii shyt i'm panickin!
- American Hist0ry..42o..hell yea!
- Yea, JaX started talkin b0ut GA
- MADD dairy queens!!
- Freckled dick..FRED!
- I dun wana marry MoNteL.
- Yea, WeiNeR went t0 StEvEn'z. FOREAL??
AwW, great nite..i l0ve WeiNeR, NiCk, nd EriN. We sm0ked lyke 6 tymez..it was great. So0o 0nt0 yesterdaii. g00d g00d nite. Well, there wasnt relle a daii cuz i dint get h0me till 5am s0o i was sleepin. Went 0ver JeNNy'Z h0use nd we went t0 the m0viez t0 the drive-in t0 see EuRoTriP but the m0vie never started nd everii0ne was beepin nd it was relle funnii..LiVE ENTERTAiNMENT! No JeNNy, he dint mean the h0rnz! HaHa, s0o we g0t 0ur m0ney back nd left. We went t0 thiz kidd AdAm JoNeS' h0use cuz JeNNy relle wantz t0 h00k me nd him upp nd 0mg, thiz kidd iz lyke perfect f0r me. Bl0nde hair, blu eyez..0mg, he'z great. He t00k us t0 oLiVe GaRdEn but we left cuz it was t00 l0ng 0f a wait s0o we went t0 fLaNiGaN'z nd it was relle funn. He walked 0ut wit the plate nd evriithin. I dint get h0me till lyke midnight. JeNNy iz guna ask him t0daii wut he th0ught 0f me..keepin my fingerz cr0ssed. So0o t0daii, i dunn0 wut i'm d0in yet..i'll juss have t0 see. But great wkend!! Nd EdDy nd me r juss weird..but i relle lyke AdAm s0o i'm n0t w0rried b0ut EdDy n0 m0re. IiGhTy, i'm g0ne. (( oNe ))
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2004 21 February :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: i feel... chubby
the world is my stage, and i'm its performer.
work was cool. i * jay. (lol i got the star from kayli, thats s0o her thing)
i got into work and it sucked cuz all these new ppl are there, and they just... are annoying. but michael came in. thank goodness. but he has a real problem with keeping his body parts to himself. dragging me around forcing me to go with him to get carts. attempting to trip me, mimicking me, trying to give me a back rub (i got his hands off like a good girl). but anyways, yes, jay was working and i walked up to him, gave him a hug, (the guy is so tall that i'm like only up 2 his waste) but he gently kissed the top of my head, u know those kisses that fathers are supposed to give u... thats wut it was, and it just made me feel good. <3 but then i came home and fell asleep oops. jonah n i were going to make plans, but when i woke up, it wuz too late. i didn't mean to, i wish i could see him. i wanna car so badly. o well. now i am sitting here, i just figured out how 2 work livejournal s0o... go and visit. <3
CLiCK hErE 2 ViSiT!
alrighty, i'm out. ttyl xoxo
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