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playmate101

:: 2004 13 February :: 1.27pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: I'll Be There - Mariah Carey

Happy Valentine's Day Eve. I'd like to say that i love you, and i'd like to thank those that have done the deed of loving me. xoxo.
so, i went home early today, and ever since then i have been working non-stop on homework. this is my first break yippy. i've completed art history hw and 2 pages of bio bullets. good job. and right before this, i was choreographing a dance to "Bounce" by Sarah Connor. now, i'm simply listening to the CD Christina made for V-day. thank u sweetheart, awsum choice of songs. and Ashley & Carlos, thank you for the flowers. everyone else... i enjoyed the chocolate. Danielle i appreciate the borrowing of the mariah CD. gosh, what would i do... without u?! =)

"today feels like a cheaper version of christmas." <3

now, i am in the mood to finish up my journal, since i said that it would be finished this week. once i finish that... jonah should be home. and from there... +sighs+ who knows what feeling i will be in at the end of today. <3

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spoiled-kisses

:: 2004 11 February :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: ..JuStiN'z AsShoLe MeSsaGe..

. CrAzii WeEk!! .
Todaii was g00d. I was crazii nerv0us th0. In 1st h0ur NiCk nd me were freakin 0ut cuz there were drug d0ggz c0min nd i had weed in my car. So0o me nd him were guna g0 t0 the clinic nd g0 h0me earlii but i saw CaMeRoN nd after talkin t0 him i decided n0t t0 cuz he calmed me d0wn! l0lz, but d0ggz dint c0me newaii..we hadda a l0ckd0wn. AhH, my sk00l iz s0o gaii..theii get s0o seri0us 0ver stupid shyt lyke that! It was s0o hard t0 be quiet f0r lyke 2o minutez under a fuckin c0mputer table!! HaHa, but newh0, after sk00l i t00k FaNNy h0me nd 0mg thiz kidd has the craziiest h0use. WoW, 7 bathr00mz nd lyke 5 bedr00mz wit a huge p00l nd iz juss CRAZiiNESS!! HaHa, s0o i sm0ked wit him nd then me nd JeNNy left. I'm s0o jeal0us 0f hiz crazii bigg h0use. Yea, me nd EriN r chyllen there all FriDaii nyte cuz i dun wana g0 t0 JaX'z cuz n0 0ne'z g0in nd me nd her r..i dunn0..weird n0w?! But g0in t0 FaN'z iz guna be crazii!! l0l, i juss g0t h0me t0daii nd cleaned my car cuz 0f the weed but EriN l0st a j0int in the car nd we cant find it!! l0l, i dun even kn0 y we cleaned it 0ut cuz me nd FaNFaN r juss guna sm0ke 0ut in it t0m0rr0w m0rnin! HaHa, aLeX FriEdBuRg nd me r bec0min relle g00d friendz cuz we b0th g0t 0ur license plate numberz taken d0wn by securitii guardz s0o wen drug d0ggz c0me theii r sure t0 check 0ur carz..l0l, we're such st0nerz! But yea, we g0t in tr0uble cuz stupid FriEdBuRg lit up a blunt in fr0nt 0f the guii. Newh0, i relle dunn0 wut'z up wit me nd JaX..i miss hangin 0ut wit her..she juss chyllz wit HaNNaH nd n0w WeiNeR 0f c0urse!! AhH, it sux s0o badd. But she called me nd asked me y i was mad cuz i was bein such a bytch t0 her t0daii..l0l, nd yea, i was juss givin her a hard ass tyme. But yupp, i dun think me nd EdDy r guna last..i mean, he'z n0t tryin t0 make thiz w0rk at ALL nd i juss wish i can get in t0uch wit him t0nyte cuz we DEF g0tta talk b0ut all these pr0misez he'z n0t keepin. IiGhTy, im 0utt lyke a handicapp sp0t at the special 0lympicz!! HeHe (( oNe ))

-->> JuStiN iz DEF an assh0le nd w0w, i miss JuNiOr!! I havent talked t0 him in crazii l0ng! _TeAr_ AwW, i think imma call him t0nyte!

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playmate101

:: 2004 11 February :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: amused

constructing a new theme for my journal.

*lookin' good so far.*
time for a background -N- sum spiffy stuff that ain't nobody else funna have homie. <3

i'm gonna b famous one day, and it's not going to take an appearance on American Idol to make me the way i want....

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playmate101

:: 2004 9 February :: 9.27pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: fell in love with a boy - joss stone

its just that day where i felt so good.


another day where u don't try to look cute and ppl are commenting you left and right... and u get hit on quite a few times.


where's the kid i met in the lunch line last week that i ran into and said, "sup shorty?" i wanna be friends with him... he's not shy at all.


i'm buying a cloud... on cloud nine... where u -N- i can stay.


Dmx504boyz: eiungwobsruybsoryjubosyb omg i love u
Dmx504boyz: i want my baby...........
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: baby back ribs
Dmx504boyz: back baby back baby back.............chilis baby back ribs lol


u make my days worthwhile. i love u. wut other guy would remember that ur 4 month anniversary is in 3 days, that says dudette when he is super hyper, and gets the shivers when he thinks about u n him spending time together?!


if i c him on saturday.... 2gether on the beach on the most lovable day of the year. xo--ox

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spoiled-kisses

:: 2004 9 February :: 8.38pm
:: Mood: thankful
:: Music: ..ThAt 7o'z Sh0w..

. 00 yea, 00 yea .
HaHa, i DEF dunn0 where that came fr0m but newh0..let'z start fr0m SaTuRdAii. GrEaTt NyTe!! Me nd JeNNy hadd crazii funn..we g0t hit 0n lyke 42o tymez..l0l JeNNy! Yea, we have s0o manii j0kez fr0m that..C pe0ple!!, The BeAcH, 0mg TONY!!, SaVeR!, I lyke t0tallii missed the drive-thru, thanx sweetheart, 00 we r sum crazii bytchez! HaHa, craziiness!! I didnt get h0me till lyke 12.3o. Then SuNdAii, sh0ppin Daii!! It was c00l. 0mg, i g0t the cutest purse!! AhH, iz pink nd white nd it saiiz 'BaBii gUrL' 0n it..l0l, i l0ve it. But n0t az much az my c0ach purse. HaHa, but newh0, last nite was DEF crazii, but verii g00d nite. I decided t0 call EdDy nd we g0t in a fite cuz he was bein an assh0le nd he t0ld me him nd AshLeY r t0tallii 0ver n0w nd he dun want nuttin t0 d0 wit her at all! Yea, i guess she plaiied him 0r sum shyt. Nd i f0und 0ut she l0st her babii. So0o we g0t t0 talkin ab0ut h0w the last 4 tymez we g0ne 0ut, we alwaiiz seem t0 juss st0p talkin. Iz weird but he was upset b0ut that cuz he said he relle wantz me. He wantz t0 be wit me nd l0ve me nd he thinkz i'm the 0ne f0r him. He wantz t0 start a familii wit me nd he'd l0ve t0 be the daddii 0f my kidz. We talked b0ut a l0t last nite nd yea, we're g0in 0ut again. But thiz tyme it was different. Wen he asked me 0ut, he said n0 bullshyt thiz tyme we're relle guna d0 it nd nuttin iz guna get between us. I relle h0pe he'z rite thiz tyme but he t0ld me he will d0 nethin at all t0 make thiz w0rk nd he wantz t0 be wit me f0r ATLEAST 6 yearz..he said h0pefullii the rest 0f hiz lyfe. He said he thinkz b0ut me all the tyme nd h0w much he missez me nd h0w i've benn the best gurl he'z ever benn wit nd he respectz me f0r tellin him evriithin. He made me crii!! Yea, i relle am h0pin thiz tyme it lastz..i relle h0pe s0o. EdDy .n. ShAwNa -- 2.8.o4! HaHa, last year thiz tyme..it w0uld've benn 0ur 1 m0nth. But t0daii was strait. After sk00l, me nd JeNNy picked up ErBeAr fr0m sk00l nd we chylled nd went t0 the mall..hadd sum crazii funn nd st0le a c0uple thingz..u kn0, the usual. HaHaZ, then juss went h0me nd g0t McD'z!! I think me nd JaX r gr0win apart! JaX, please dun be madd at me wen u read thiz! But h0nestlii, her nd HaNNaH r relle relle cl0se n0w nd we dun hang 0ut that much n0 m0re. Dun get me wr0ng, i l0ve HaNNaH..but i juss feel lyke she'z makin me nd JaCki gr0w apart. I h0pe n0t th0. Newh0, JaCki nd JuStiN WeiNeR started g0in 0ut t0daii..HaHa, thanx t0 me!! U kn0 it WeiNz!! They're DEF the cutest c0uple at sk00l. Nd Er nd FaNFaN mite g0 0ut..im s0o0o happii..im such a matchmaker!! l0l, i als0 saw ChRiS, MiKe, JoHnNy, nd BrAd t0daii. EriN dr0ve by nd ChRiS t0ld uz t0 pull 0ver s0o we c0uld talk. WoW, he l00ked super h0tt t0daii..l0l. I gave him a hug..but i dunn0, im juss n0t feelin him n0 m0re. Nd then JuStiN called me fr0m a number i didnt kn0 s0o i answered nd he was madd cuz he saii i benn bl0win him 0ff nd all thiz shyt. Wutever th0, i aint guna w0rrii b0ut him nd the shyt he saiiz t0 me. Yea, that'z b0ut it. My lyfe iz s0o0o crazii..s0o0o much iz g0in 0n rite n0w..i'm crazii busiii. Newh0, thiz wkend iz guna be GREAT!! FriDaii, me, EriN, JaX, HaNNaH, JeNNy, AuTuMn, WeiNeR, FaNFaN, LucHi, NiCk MatThEs, DeSaNtiS, nd i think DeReK r g0in midnite b0wlin nd we're all all0wed t0 staii 0ver JaX'z h0use..iz guna be s0o0o crazii. Iz lyke my wh0le lil clique nd yea, iz guna be great. We g0t lyke 2 0uncez 0f weed nd lyke 80 beerz, nd b0ut 9 b0ttlez 0f alc0h0l..v0dka, Hq (( my fave!! )), HeNNeSy, BaCaRdii, etc. YaY, i cant wait!! HaHa, EriN iz 0fficiallii a p0thead..she sm0kez everiithin lyke craziiness n0w. HaHa, i l0ve u EriN!! Iighty, im 0utt..tired az fuck cuz i sm0ked t00 much t0daii. l0l, wut'z new?! (( oNe ))

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playmate101

:: 2004 8 February :: 5.33pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: FoR ALL TimE - SoluNa

s0o friday night: danielle n i did sum talkin' -N- walkin'. loved that.

Saturday: worked. phone with jonah, met up with britt n jb, then later danielle. had the best time, like danielle n i always do +cough+, walked with the boys home and talked to jonah on my way home. talked again from 10:30-3am. <3 him. strap on, lil rascals, lol

sunday: worked. sat around... all my hw has been done.. with the exception of chemistry. which i refuse to do cause i work all the problems and get the wrong answer anyway. damn. now... i'm talkin to jonah.


Dmx504boyz: omg im gonna die everytime i say i love u i get mad and sad
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: then don't say it... 4 ur safety
Dmx504boyz: no i want to cus i do


Dmx504boyz: i still love my short white chubby cheeked strap on loving munchkin! muah! that goes right on that big fat ass that i own lol
Dmx504boyz: wow
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: wow lol wut am i gonna do with u?
Dmx504boyz: make love to me everynite the rough way lol
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: boy i knew that wuz comin
Dmx504boyz: with chains and whips and tickle me elmos lol
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: l0l
Dmx504boyz: u didnt know that was comin lol


LiLsHorTcaKe2315: i love u
Dmx504boyz: woo! score one for the j-squad! woop woop



things to look forward to this week:
+ 2o min of espanol on tuesday.
+ should see jonah.
+ 4 month anniversary 2.12.o3
+ easy week. <3

ttyL... this week i should have my JouRNaL reDOnE, siNce i DonT liKE thE Way THiS TUrnEd ouT.

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spoiled-kisses

:: 2004 7 February :: 5.37pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: ..3-1-1 Cd..

. WeN hApPiiNeSs iZ BaSeD oN LiEz iZ s0o HaRd t0 TeLL tHe TrUtH .
^^ I l0ve that s0ng..it remindz me 0f EdDy nd h0w all hiz liez made me feel happii nd all hiz truthz made me upset. I d0 miss him a l0t. I havent called him cuz i finallii realized that i needa st0p callin sum0ne wen all their guna d0 iz bring me d0wn. Iz benn hard but i havent called him since the SuPeRbOwL! He kinda remindz me 0f JuStiN in a l0t 0f waiiz. WoW, me nd JuStiN havent talked either. Ever since 0ur huge fite but 0 well..he called me last nite nd i picked up nd hung up. EriN'z pissed 0ff at him t00. So0o yesterdaii was s0o straight! In the m0rnin, me nd FaNFaN f0gged up my car nd g0t high az hell. Then after sk00l, me, HaNNaH, JaX, J WeiNeR, nd NiCk MaTtHeS f0gged it up again nd g0t madd high! Nd last nite, me nd EriN went t0 her br0'z partii nd then the m0viez. We saw BaRbErShoP 2 nd it SUCKED ass! 0mg, it was s0o b0rin..we b0th fell asleep. But yea, we f0gged 0ut my car t00 nd w0w, EriN g0t high f0r the first time..damn, thiz gurl iz guna be juss lyke me relle s00n..she l0vez sm0kin..sm0kin NETHiN! We were leavin the m0viez nd my car w0uldnt start s0o thiz relle nice kidd jumped it f0r me. Then we passed 0ut at her h0use. It was funn. T0daii, we went t0 the mall nd juss chylled there f0r awhile nd t0nyte, me nd JeNNy r g0in t0 GaLLeRiA nd the beach..iz guna be l0tz 0f funn..cant wait! So0o i was talkin t0 FaNFaN thiz m0rnin nd i g0tta put 0ur c0nv0 in here..he'z the greatest nd him nd EriN = h0tt c0uple. LoL, i'm 0nlii typin in the c0nv0 in the verii beginnin nd then EriN iz talkin the rest 0f the waii:

BgBaller: shawna!!
x BaBigUrL387 x: hey
BgBaller: wat up dawg
x BaBigUrL387 x: nuthin..chyllen wit erin
x BaBigUrL387 x: l0l, my car br0ke d0wn last nite nd sum guy hadda jump it f0r me
BgBaller: y does that not surprise me
BgBaller: u realize u tell me ur car breaks down everyday
x BaBigUrL387 x: l0l..i kn0..im n0t even guna tell u n0 m0re..ull alreddii kn0
BgBaller: lol
x BaBigUrL387 x: s0 wut did u d0 last nite
BgBaller: went to a party then dipped before the cops came
x BaBigUrL387 x: barbersh0p 2 was a relle badd m0vie
BgBaller: yeaa nex time erin chills wit fanfan
BgBaller: lol it WAS?
x BaBigUrL387 x: yea..s0o0o b0ring
x BaBigUrL387 x: l0l..u can sm0ke her 0ut next time
BgBaller: lol nooo thass ur job
BgBaller: wit ur dads chronic lol
x BaBigUrL387 x: l0l tru
BgBaller: tell her i say hi tho
x BaBigUrL387 x: she said heyy sexy
x BaBigUrL387 x: h0l up..i g0tta get reddii u can talk t0 her
x BaBigUrL387 x: wutz up
BgBaller: chillin sweet thang u?
x BaBigUrL387 x: same here
x BaBigUrL387 x: wut did u do last night
BgBaller: went to a party but a couple fights broke out soo the cops came
x BaBigUrL387 x: sounds like fun..and you didnt invite us
x BaBigUrL387 x: haha
x BaBigUrL387 x: jp
BgBaller: lol i figured shawnas car wouldnt make it
x BaBigUrL387 x: hahaha
x BaBigUrL387 x: u got that right
BgBaller: i couldnt put my precious erin in danger
x BaBigUrL387 x: aww
x BaBigUrL387 x: im always in danger...im always with her
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: lol
BgBaller: yea its a danger juss standin anywhere near that car
x BaBigUrL387 x: hahaha
x BaBigUrL387 x: tru dat
BgBaller: i been drivin since 14!!
x BaBigUrL387 x: thanks for tellin me
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: lol and im a lot better than shawna!
x BaBigUrL387 x: i no way..shes just the greatest driver in the whole world
x BaBigUrL387 x: u cant be better than her
BgBaller: lol
BgBaller: do u got ur liscence too?
x BaBigUrL387 x: yeah since march
BgBaller: i love older woman
BgBaller: lol jkjk
x BaBigUrL387 x: haha...well i love younger men
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: ooo in that case i take bak the jk's
BgBaller: hah
BgBaller: lol u better remember my bday
x BaBigUrL387 x: ill get u a special bday present;-)\
x BaBigUrL387 x: hahaha
x BaBigUrL387 x: jk
BgBaller: lol ooo la la
x BaBigUrL387 x: haha
BgBaller: i like surprises
BgBaller: lol
x BaBigUrL387 x: oh ull like this one
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
x BaBigUrL387 x: r u havin a party
x BaBigUrL387 x: for ur bday
BgBaller: hmmm not that i kno of
BgBaller: the real party happenes when everyone leave except me and u
x BaBigUrL387 x: hahaha
x BaBigUrL387 x: wuts ur middle name
BgBaller: i dont have one
BgBaller: lol
x BaBigUrL387 x: according to shawna u do
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: shawna a liar
x BaBigUrL387 x: haha
x BaBigUrL387 x: she said ur middle name was chris
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: lol shes a liar
x BaBigUrL387 x: u might be right on that one
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: my name is not chris chris fanfan
BgBaller: lol
x BaBigUrL387 x: yeah it is
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: hah
x BaBigUrL387 x: dont u have a cousin with the last name wa wa
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: lol
BgBaller: nooo!!
x BaBigUrL387 x: hahaha
BgBaller: so wat are u and shawna doin after she gets ready
x BaBigUrL387 x: goin to publix to pick up a cake
x BaBigUrL387 x: then goin tothe mall and proly hangin with this kid junior
BgBaller: lol shawnas gonna get some
x BaBigUrL387 x: hahaha
x BaBigUrL387 x: i want some
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: how bout i come along to make the teams even
x BaBigUrL387 x: score
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: lol
x BaBigUrL387 x: then i dunno wut else we're doin
x BaBigUrL387 x: u?
BgBaller: hmmmm im bout to jump in the shower then i dunno
BgBaller: maybe watch a movie
x BaBigUrL387 x: sounds like fun
x BaBigUrL387 x: especially the shower part
BgBaller: lol u should meet me in there
x BaBigUrL387 x: name a time and place baby
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: haha i love this girl
x BaBigUrL387 x: wut movie r u gonna watch
BgBaller: maybe halfbaked cuz ive never seen it
x BaBigUrL387 x: barbershop 2 sucked by the way
BgBaller: lol yea shawna tol me
x BaBigUrL387 x: i never seen it either
x BaBigUrL387 x: i heard it was good
BgBaller: lol yeaa me too
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: but if we watched it together we wouldnt see much of the movie
x BaBigUrL387 x: haha
x BaBigUrL387 x: probably not
x BaBigUrL387 x: shawnas ready so we gotta go...im gona miss u sexy
BgBaller: im gonna miss u more!
x BaBigUrL387 x: call shawnas cell if u want
x BaBigUrL387 x: i dont know about that
x BaBigUrL387 x: lol
BgBaller: lol
BgBaller: call me if u get bored while shawna gettin some.... ill keep u company
x BaBigUrL387 x: shawna saiiz--bye fan the y0ga man..i l0ve u!
BgBaller: lol
BgBaller: bye love n bye shawna!!!

HaHa, a l0tta firtin g0in 0n wit EriN nd FaNNy..hehe, h0w cute?! Well, im b0ut t0 g0 get reddii f0r t0nyte. Guna be sum crazii funn. I'll write lata sumtime. 0 nd by the waii, im s0o crazii 0ver JuNiOr..i seri0slii wana be wit him m0re than nethin else rite n0w! AhH, iz drivin me crazii. Iighty, im g0ne. (( oNe ))




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playmate101

:: 2004 6 February :: 11.50pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Boom Boom = Britney Spears

i think... coming home afterschool, and staying inside after spending my last days of being grounded.... has been more fun than this week of school.


nothing bad happened in school... i'm just, well, done.
(u know, i wuz a total bum today, and i think i got more compliments about how cute i looked today, than i have when i actually get dressed -n- ready)

chem: great. another class where i hafta work hard. must do hw over the weekend. pretam n mitchel n the piggy back ride, and adam n jb fighting.


spanish: the fight for the goldfish... kinda scary when a lotta the freshmen watch the sophomores. i wonder if they look at us like i looked at shire, kristen, and clinton, and them.... u know when u look at wut a good friendship they all had -n- how i wanted to be like them at one point. well when u look at me, vanessa, britt, jimmy, ashley c, ashley t, and jb, its kinda the same thing in that class.


lunch: so sick of these immature guys. i hafta admit... its funny, but s0o0o immature.


english: i remember that we read... and morone looked at me funny because of the position i wuz sitting in today. but that class... eh.


bio: we hadda sub, and me and elise kept makin fun of her. the test wuz alright. sick of ppl talkin about how i failed it... who honestly cares? thats where the immaturity shows... again.


afterschool: came home, napped. ate sum pizza, talked to jonah (i love u) and we had sum funny conversations, and then danced around my room to britney spears in my panties... good stuff, and um... did sum art history homework. that is such an IB FRIDAY NIGHT. but... next weekend... i won't be grounded anymore! FUCK YEAH! <3 i'm out.

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playmate101

:: 2004 5 February :: 8.07pm
:: Music: Fell iN LoVE WiTH a BoY: Joss Stone

skip to my loo my darling.

damn where is that stinking Mariah CD?! i wish... it wud just pop up in front of me so i can stick it into the CD player and listen to her wonderful voice.

i'm so lucky to have u in my life. thank u for making me smile.

today wuz payday... thank goodness. i wanna shop!! TOMORROW IS FREAKING FRIDAY! YESSSS! and tomorrow is so easy too, just a bio test, which i can pass, cause i have.... FAITH! weeee! sooo happy.


chem: good stuff, i know if i had it for 2 hours i wud hate it... but i love it for the one hour we have. <3 2 those who make it fun... danielle, christina, jb, and adam.


Stats: hella boring... but pj said the funniest thing and i laughed soooooo hard.... i just cant remember wut he said.


econ: i actually participated.... and enjoyed it. it wuz cool... kinda geeky, but i lived.


art hist: i did sum good sleeping. but i wuz listening to stecker at the same time, so i'm sure i will do good. <3


i love u. maybe i will edit later, but me and danielle are going to go for a walk and follow the yellow brick road.

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playmate101

:: 2004 4 February :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: i miss my mariah carey charmbracelet CD. wherever it is.

Daddy: ur legs have gotten wider... that's all i'm saying.


Danielle: Those make u look skinnier.
Ashley T: It's just cause the bottom of her pants aren't big.


Sterling: Aren't those pants a little tight for you?


Sterling: Hey, hey... Peter called you ugly.


i don't know wut state of mind i'm in. i'm not down... or discouraged... i'm just wondering how ppl can be like that. i mean it might not have been intentional but... grr.


and the worst part of it all... Barbizon, a modeling company, sent sumthin to me, and my mom noticed it and thought it would be somethin 4 me to try... of course my first thought wuz.... similar to the thought that i am not pretty enuff to do that... but it wuz nice for sum1 to think that... u know?


even as i look at these pictures of my friends... i just sit and think... why can't i look as cute -N- hott as that? and i mean if missy elliott can lose that weight -N- start lookin' hot now.... o idk... wut i'm saying.


school today:::::::::
chem- short, and i can do the math work! YES!
spanish- failed that test, but the class went by in like 10 minutes! its about time!
lunch- boring, yet funny.
english- very stressful. i strongly dislike sterling. and... avi, ur the best bud. lol
bio- kayli n i had fun, as usual, she's awsum, i swear if i hadda take bio with any freshmen, it would be her, we get along 2 well. <3 2 ya girl


.................goodbye
i love u jonah. and i love everyone else too, especially those who took the time to read this.

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