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2004 3 February :: 5.55pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: ..As U sLeEp--SoMeThiN CoRpOrAtE..
. GuNa Be a LoNg EnTrY .
Hey Hey!! So0o FriDaii nyte, me nd EriN went t0 the track, met these 2 h0ttiez but we ended up leavin cuz 0ur m0vie was guna start nd theii were kinda b0rin. We saw PeRfEcT sCoRe..well, EriN did cuz i fell asleep. But newh0, the ticket guii was hittin 0n me nd it was s0o0o funnii nd we juss started laughin at him. So0o then we came h0me, drank a lil bit nd then passed 0ut. SaTuRdAii, we went t0 the mall nd chylled at JaX'z h0use f0r a while nd then we came h0me. 0mg, we were 0n 0ur waii h0me nd it was rainin relle badd nd thiz CADILLAC st0pped in fr0nt 0f me nd i hit her. So0o she called the c0pz nd we pulled 0ver nd waited f0r them. I was cryin s0o i called GaViN'z dad RoGeR cuz he'z a c0p nd lyke the best guii ever. So0o he came 0ver nd g0t me 0utta the ticket nd he didnt rep0rt it. But there were 4 c0pz there cuz the ladii was sayin i was high nd all thiz shyt nd theii were guna search my car but RoGeR didnt let them! Thank God cuz i had LuChi'Z weed nd a b0ttle 0f HyPn0tiQ in the back fr0m JuStiN, EriN, nd JaX! Yea, s0o it was prettii scarii nd the ladii was a bytch but n0w i have a huge dent in the h00d 0f my car. But newh0, SuNdAii was s0o0o0o0o GREAT!! 0mg, i went t0 madd partiez. First, i went 0ver JuStiN'z nd we drank a c0uple beerz nd i met sum 0f hiz friendz nd then i went t0 JuNiOr'Z nd we juss chylled nd watched the game but i didnt drink cuz i hadda drive all the waii t0 my sis' nd i alreddii drank at JuStiN'z. So0o i get t0 my sis' h0use nd BoBbY iz lyke madd drunk. I take him t0 the st0re nd iz juss me nd him nd we were juss chyllen. Shyt happenz but N0, we didnt fuck! LoL, then we sm0ked nd went back t0 RiA'z h0use nd chylled wit evrii0ne. 0mg, RiCky was there nd h0o0o0olii shyt i didnt kn0 he was guna c0me nd he l00kz s0o0o0o g00d n0w but he'z g0t a gurl he'z benn wit since AuGuSt! Yea, but they're relle relle cute t0gether nd i'm happii f0r him. I kinda miss the waii we were. Lyke even th0 we 0nlii went 0ut f0r a week nd i br0ke up wit him cuz i'm stupid, he was relle relle sweet t0 me. But newh0, me nd BoBbY g0t in a fite cuz we were b0th drunk nd all i member iz he'z an assh0le! LoL, s0o i went h0me ar0und 11 nd then left nd went t0 EriN'z h0use nd met her friend HaiLee..aWw, she'z relle relle sweet. So0o i t00k HaiLee h0me but bef0re we t00k her h0me we went t0 HoLLyWoOd BeAcH nd g0t ice cream nd juss hung 0ut. Then thiz kidd was hittin 0n EriN nd it was funnii s0o she callz FANFAN! AwW, their s0o cute. She'z lyke heii babii, i l0ve u nd FaNFaN was juss sweet talkin wit her. Then we dr0ve HaiLee h0me nd went h0me nd went t0 bedd!! YeStErDaii was c00l. I t00k LuChi, JaX, nd JeNNy h0me nd it was all g00d. Nd 0f c0urse FaNFaN hadda make funn 0f my car..hehe, i l0ve u th0 my h0e! 0 nd after sk00l me nd EriN went t0 JuStiN'z h0use nd me nd him g0t in a fite nd 0mg, i cant stand him nd i'm seri0uslii guna be pissed 0ff at him f0r a l0ng tyme. Nd i talked t0 ReYnaLdO..we're g0in 0ut sumwhere FriDaii. I relle relle lyke thiz kidd..i never felt thiz waii b0ut ne0ne. I seri0uslii think he'z the 0nlii nice kidd in LauDeRdaLe sidez FANFAN!! Yea, nd t0daii was crazii..i g0t my rep0rt card nd i cant believe h0w g00d i did since i NEVER d0 my h0mew0rk nd hardlii studii. But w0w, im s0o upset cuz 0ne 0f my best friendz, JeNNy iz guna get kicked 0utt cuz she has a 1.6 gPa nd i swear all my friendz cant keep leavin..iz 0ne after an0ther nd s00n iz guna me my twin, JaX, nd that DEF cant happen cuz i l0ve her t00 much..l0l, she even wr0te she l0ve me 0n her ID tag. Yea, s0o0o that'z prettii much it. G0tta g0 call EdDy cuz we g0t in a fite last nyte nd he made me feel badd f0r sayin wut i said s0o imma saii s0rrii..i kn0, i'm waii t00 nice t0 him but heii, i l0ve him t00 much t0 let him g0. LaTa -->> (( oNe ))
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2004 30 January :: 11.06pm
good day & week.
chem = ugh.
stats = the Z score wuz playin' it slick 2day. thats the funniest time i've ever had takin' a test. <3
econ = sum1 get rid of epstein and his stupidity... just... move him to another school.
lunch = felt lyk an art hist pow wow. good stuff.
art hist = test. bummer. we got love fo' jesus. lol. kinda boring without carlos -n- the whole note passing and annoying stecker thing.
game = atl vs boca, we lost. baddddd game. screwed up so badly. o well... just laughed about it in the end.
got home and went over to jb's house. hung out with him and ryan... phew i miss spendin' the boring nights with them. even tho we all hate being here... we learn to make the best of it. <3
now i am sitting here with the various songs from the Blink182 CD popping into my head. thinking about jonah, missing jonah, dreaming about jonah... going nuts because i haven't talked to him. i <3 my boyfriend. about 13 days left til 4 months of love... and i will b ungrounded too. congratulations!
hmmm i should get going, i have work tomorrow, which means more time with michael and walter threatening to throw me in laundry bins, of course... my mom will just watch them do it too. <3
xoxo
==+==EDiT==+==
^^ me (left) & jackie (right): jax just got this pic back from CheeR CamP w/ NCA from summer <3 BB4e
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2004 30 January :: 3.55pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: ..WaRpEd ToUr 2oo2..
. i HaTe StA s0o0o MuCh!! .
Yea, all my friendz r gettin expelled. Now, LuChi w0nt be there nd he'z lyke the m0st awesumest kidd at my sk00l. I think he'z guna get back in th0..i relle h0pe s0o. But my wh0le gr0up g0t in madd tr0uble yesterdaii cuz we g0t caught by the c0pz..0mg, it was s0o crazii..i was lyke s0o0o pissed 0ff cuz the c0p was a dick but g00d thing we 0nlii had cigz nd n0 weed. Jax was in I.S. yesterdaii wit Mr. B nd i went in there lyke a milli0n tymez yesterdaii nd hung 0ut wit her! Newh0, sides yesterdaii, sk00l'z benn 0k. I t00k LuChi h0me yesterdaii nd t0daii nd he b0ught me sum cigz cuz he the BEST!! HaHa, i l0ve the kidd. So0o thiz wkend iz guna be s0o great. Tonyte, me nd Er r gettin relle relle drunk 0ff 0ur assez wit madd pe0ple. Then SaTuRdAii, we were sp0sed t0 staii at JaX'z h0use but she'z gr0unded cuz 0f wut happen s0o we're guna g0 t0 the m0viez nd then chyll wit FANNY!! HaHa, i think him nd EriN r funa h00k up..yAyErZ! Then SuNdAii..sUpErBowL!! I'm g0in t0 ReYnaLdO'z h0use (( Now kn0wn az JuNiOr..heh! )) nd get relle drunk again. He g0t in an accident lyke TuEsDaii nd fucked up hiz car nd he was relle pissed 0ff s0o i gave him a hug nd t0ld him t0 feel better nd that he'z awesum! Yea, he'z s0o0o fuckin h0tt. Nd w0w, he DEF has the best pers0nality! Todaii was crazii..i hadd D lunch nd it was crazii..w0w, i met a shyt l0ad 0f SenioR'z nd me nd FaN juss chylled wit Mr. B! Yea, then me nd JeNNy went t0 fill my car up nd we met thiz kidd LeO nd hiz friend..0mg, hiz friend l00ked juss lyke EmiNeM nd he was a crazii h0ttie but he was relle shy! Newh0, i'll write after the wkend nd let evrii0ne kn0 wut'z g0in d0wn. 0 yea, EdDy iz guna be a daddii s00n..yAy! PeAcCe -- (( oNe ))
-->> For all the pe0ple that started spreadin the shyt that happen yesterdaii relle needa get their st0rii rite 0r shut the fuck up..sum0ne changed the wh0le st0rii nd made it h0rrible nd it g0t ar0und t0 the DeAn s0o t0 all th0se pe0ple..fuck u, u werent there s0o u dint kn0 wut relle happen! Iighty, im g0ne juss hadda get that 0ut.
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2004 27 January :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: fallen interlude - blink182
idk why i feel... like this. i feel like i am slumped. in the pits. ever since sum1 hit me with sumthin i thought he wud never say "i felt like slapping u" .... ouch.
but on other notes, my boys are growing up damn it. its funny... but avi n i... great stuff <3 ..... always gonna b there.
chem = gay.
spanish = the drill wuz the only good part.
lunch = i'm sick of jb hitting me, i'm about to take sum action.
english = thank goodness lord ol' mighty, but i read the book all night for nutn.
bio = kayli -n- i... laughed so hard. 1st ones done tho. ghetto foot. <3 damn finding the right foot in the end.
bus home = boring as a mutha. thats sumthin new, at least jb wuzn't abusing me... i swear, i can't take it anymore. asshole.
did my running, ran into mrs. florscher. interesting. now i am studying for chem... a pain in my rear.
i still feel s0o0o hurt after wut he said. i'm so imperfect.... to think that he wanted to slap me. sick of being abused.
yesterday tho, i had the greatest feeling for him... lyk my heart wuz in the best place... his name wuz everywhere. it hit me... this is love. and i enjoy it... s0o much. but then again... love is also... lyk today. ouch.
wut goes up, must come down = murphy lee.
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2004 25 January :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: hung over
:: Music: ..JeW cD..
. ToTaL CrAziiNeSs nD iM CrAzii HaPPii!! .
So0o0o yesterdaii was madd crazii! EriN came 0ver nd we went t0 JuStiN'z h0use nd we chylled there..he gave me a jacket t0 keep cuz i was s0o c0ld nd yea, i l0ve the jacket! Then we went 0ut t0 eat nd we were guna g0 t0 the m0viez. 0n 0ur waii there i was talkin t0 ReYnaLdO (( I want him s0o badd..i have the hugest crush 0n him!! )) cuz he called me nd my car startz sm0kin s0o i pull 0ver nd iz fixed n0w but ReYnaLdO staiied 0n the f0ne wit me f0r 2 fuckin h0urz juss t0 make sure i was guna be 0k nd i g0t scared cuz i th0ught my car was t0tallii dead s0o i was cryin nd he calmed me d0wn nd t0ld me it was guna be 0k. Then he was guna c0me get me cuz i was scared nd he livez all the waii in HoLLyWooD nd i was in 0akLaNd but he was guna d0 it juss f0r me! Then thiz 18 yr 0ld kidd c0mez nd fixez my car nd yea, n0w iz all g00d. Me, EriN, RiA, nd AnDy saw BuTtErfLy EfFeCt last nite..w0w, it was such a g00d m0vie. We went t0 the drive-in nd there was a huge ass fire lyke 2o feet fr0m uz nd theii were evacuatin evrii0ne but we dint leave..HaHa, we alm0st g0t burned!! Me nd EriN g0t h0me ar0und 12.3o nd then we walked 0ver to JuStiN'z nd drank sum g00d shyt. We g0t back t0 my h0use ar0und 1.3o nd ReYnaLdO said t0 call him wen i g0t h0me s0o i did nd i w0ke him up cuz he was sleepin but he dint care that i w0ke him up nd i talked t0 him till 5.3o in tha m0rnin drunk az fuck! Me nd Er made these drinkz nd it was 3/4 vodka nd juss a LiL bit 0f orange juice..theii were crazii str0ng. At lyke 3am, ReYnaLdO said he was guna c0me get uz nd take uz t0 hiz h0use s0o we c0uld watch a m0vie nd juss pass 0ut there but i started feelin relle sick s0o we ended up n0t g0in. He was s0o sweet wen i was feelin badd..he was all lyke if i was there i w0uld take care 0f u nd i'll c0me 0ver if u want me t00. Then we started talkin b0ut past b0iifriendz nd gurlfriendz nd yea, it was a g00d nite. I'm relle feelin thiz kidd..A L0T! He'z perfect..he d0esnt d0 drugz, sm0ke, nd he barelii drinkz. Nd he'z s0o0o fuckin rich..AhH! N0t t0 menti0n, crazii h0ttie! Newh0, we talked a l0t t0daii t00 nd me nd ErBeAr went t0 BB wen he started w0rkin at 5 nd chylled wit him nd then we left nd went t0 JuStiN'z again..LoLz! It sux that we c0uldnt g0 t0 ChiLi CooKoFF but iz cuz i hadd n0 m0ney t0 buii the ticket cuz i used it all t0 fix my car! But newh0, i talked t0 EdDy last nite nd he asked me 0ut nd i accidentallii said yea cuz i was drunk nd he'z lyke c0me pick me up..i wana be wit u nd live wit u f0rever nd get awaii fr0m evrii0ne here nd i alm0st went t0 get him but i c0uldnt drive cuz i was s0o fucked up. Madd hang0ver thiz m0rnin!! Yea, s0o i dunn0..we're guna break up cuz i want t0 be wit ReYnaLdO rite n0w. We're g0in t0 hiz h0use f0r the SuPeRb0wL..guna be s0o0o crazii! Yea, iz benn a great wkend but n0w i g0tta d0 h0mew0rk nd sum laundry..sk00l t0m0rr0w..UgH! (( oNe ))
-->> JaX, i h0pe ur t0ngue startz feelin betta..i missed u t0daii! ErBeAr, we r such pimpz! I l0ve u lyke a fat kidd l0ve cake nd ur the bestest!! U kn0 h0w much i lyke ReYnaLdO..he'z perfect!
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2004 25 January :: 8.46pm
got home around 4:30am last night. babysitting is a bummer. 6 kids, 8 hours. still haven't gotten paid. argh.
the best parts of the night:
+ dancing with the girls.
+ smart convo with felipe.
+ talking to jonah allllll night long <3
woke up @ 8am and went to work @ 9:30am. was bothered by walter. <3 cool dude, and i went home around 11:30 ish.
did the SHAW V RENO junk, and the art hist hw. i have... the feeling of accomplishment.
i've got the feeling of lonesome. the feeling where i just want to see my lover boy. its so heartbreaking to think about him when i'm awake and then when i sleep, and not be able to see him for another 3 weeks. +screams+ i love him so much. more than my lil' ol' heart can handle.
ur smile, ur touch, ur personality, ur looks, ur thoughts... everything about u... i love. u know how to make me the happiest girl in the world, and because of u, i am also the luckiest.
she's so lucky...
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2004 24 January :: 11.09pm
another bad day in the neighborhood. mr. rogers won't u come cheer me up today.
bad day... don't feel like talking about it. wut happened, happened. and well... its over now. s0o0o... michael and i hung out at work today =) cool guy...
michael: "call me a redneck if u want, but i like beer!"
o and i ran up 2 jay and got a big hug, i didn't even hafta ask... he just extended his arm and grabbed me and lifted me up! =)
jay: "my baby girl!"
all in all, i think today turned out decent in the end. now i am babysitting 6 kids... watched the boys play video games, and i danced with the girls and they did my nails while i did theirs. <3 plus i wuz studying the mind of children.... so interesting... makes me wonder if i grew up a certain way, wud i be more prone to being that way my whole life... idk i wish i coulda grew up that way tho. wut dreams are made of?!
but besides all of that... i had quite an intellectual conversation with buddi... felipe. not to shabby. music, school, art... the whole nine yards. really cool kid.
i miss jonah. i saw him monday, its now saturday around 11p.m. ouch.
daddy mentioned that i have 3 more weeks left of being grounded. +jumps 4 joy+ and the first hug will go to jonah for going thru the suffering... just like i did... and he didn't do anything, but he did pick a stupid girlfriend.... ouch.
listen to this conversation between me and the girls that i am babysitting:
Natalie: who has a boyfriend?
Brittany: i do... +smiles+
Natalie: yeah me 2.
Nicole: me 3.
Briana: me 4! i love my boyfriend.
Brittany: eww... do u kiss him?
+the lil' girls giggle+
how funny is that. <3 i'm out... very bored. and lotsa ppl 2 talk to. i love u... and u, and u, and jonah =)
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2004 24 January :: 11.40am
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: ..CaLi--PhAnToM pLaNet..
. ThiZ wKeNd hAs BeNn ThE FaShiZzLe!! .
HaHa, i havent wr0te in a h0t while! ThuRsdAii, me nd EriN went t0 bLoCkBuSteR (( BB )) again t0 see ReNaLdO! Yea, nd he gave me hiz number nd then he asked f0r mine nd then me nd Er left cuz i t00k her t0 her friend'z h0use nd 0n the waii back he called me..l0l, but i dint answer s0o he called me again nd i was 0utside sm0kin a blunt wit my sis nd AnDy nd he left a message. YeA, s0o i called him back nd we talked f0r awhile. Then i went t0 g0 pick EriN up at lyke 9.3o nd then g0 0ver JuStiN'z but that never happen cuz me nd her g0t in a stupid fite..l0o0o0ng st0rii but iz all g00d n0w. So0o0o, yesterdaii was fuckin great. I sm0ked the fattest blunt wit my sis in the m0rnin nd i went t0 sk00l high az fuck nd i c0uldnt drive s0o i picked up FaNFaN nd let him drive nd g0 get JaX nd we all juss chylled..me n JaX were s0o0o0o high!! Then after sk00l, me, JeNNy, JaX, nd LuChi all went t0 LuChi'Z h0use nd evrii0ne g0t high cept f0r JeNNy. HaHa, it was s0o0o funn!! Nd LuChi f0rg0t that he hadda cat nd we juss sat there f0r an h0ur nd juss talked b0ut stupid shyt. 00 nd i let him drive my car 0ver t0 thiz place t0 get cigz f0r me..hehe, ilu LuChi!! Then me, JaX nd JeNNy left nd i dr0pped JeNNy 0ff at h0me nd then me nd JaX went t0 my h0use. We were s0o0o fucked upp! Yea, s0o0o we left my h0use nd went t0 thiz kidd StEvEn'z (( he g0es t0 my sk00l nd has madd RED hair..but such a c00l kidd!! )). His friend was guna pierce 0ur t0nguez but i dint want mine dun cuz i dint have enuf m0ney nd after watchin him stick thiz big ass needle in JaX'z m0uth, i decided i w0uld wait..HaHa! Then we chylled at StEvEn'z wit him nd a bunch 0f 0ther p0theadz..theii were c00l. We left cuz JaX was in pain nd went t0 get lyke m0uth wash nd stuff. We went t0 her friend AuTuMn'Z h0use nd chylled there f0r awhile..aWw, i luv AuTuMn..she'z such a sweetie!! HeHe..then we went back t0 my h0use cuz i was spendin the nite at JaX'z nd i g0t my shyt. We g0t t0 her h0use nd ate dinner at lyke 11.3o..LoLz, nd then we went t0 get ice cream. Then thiz 0ther kidd fr0m 0ur sk00l (( JaCk )) br0ught 0ver sum pillz s0o we c0uld get all hyper..yea, u kn0 wut kinda pillz..l0l! Nd it was c00l. We passed 0ut nd w0ke up earlii. We went t0 a P0RN0 st0re thiz m0rnin!! 0mg, fuckin sick ppl..haha, it was s0o funnii th0. Then i left nd n0w i'm h0me. Tonite, me nd EriN r g0in t0 JuStiN'z nd the RaCetRaCk nd then she'z stayin 0ver. Tom0rr0w, me, EriN, JaX, JoHn, BriAn, HaNnAh ((fr0m sk00l)), ShEa, CaRoLiNe, ChAd BuRkLeY, CamEroN DeSanTiS, nd RyAn DiDhArt are all g0in t0 the CHiLLY C00K0FF!! 0mg, we r guna have s0o much funn wit all them ppl..iz guna be great nd n0w ErBeAr getz t0 meet all the 0ther pe0ple i chyll wit. We're guna drink lyke madd crazii!! I cant wait nd i'm n0t drivin s0o i get t0 drink cuz JaX'z man, JoHn, iz pickin me nd EriN up..such a sweetie!! HaHa, wut a crazii wkend..dun u wish u were me?! HaHa, juss playin. Iighty, i'll write after the wkend! (( oNe ))
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2004 23 January :: 10.32pm
:: Music: c0me CLean = HiLARY DUFF
i dont know why there is a purpose for updating today. i feel very pampered and relaxed. i slept til' around noon, woke up and laid out til' 2pm. watched my soaps [passions] then mommy came home. i took a shower, and then got all pretty by doin' my nails and hair and light make up. boy i looked so famous. i ate sum din din and then mommy n i went to blockbuster. rented underworld and a league of extraordinary gentlemen. i haven't watched underworld yet, but the other one wuz good. now i am awaiting a phone call or online arrival from prince charming. i need sumthin to complete the night. but perhaps... i won't get that tonight because he might not show. however, i am talking to giggles, and that is keeping me content and is a rather better replacement for prince charming =)
everyone loves those of the happiest in society, but she, whom is also happy, seems to feel as though she is among others who find her of an annoyance.
lots of words for a simplistic meaning. <3
i love all of u. and miss u dearly.
bri -N- jonah 1o.12.o3
[if u own hilary duff's cd, listen to it closely. note how many different background singers u hear, especially during the choruses and the higher notes.]
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2004 22 January :: 9.20pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: FREAK A LEAK = PETEY PABLO
slap happy.
i have no other way of putting it. i'm just insane in the membrane today.
i <3 jonah.
{smackin' my own booty over the phone always gets a laugh... lmao}
no escuela para mi manana. 3 days of school is enough for me =)
school wuz hilarious today. jokes galore. there is proof of stupid indians. just use avi as ur example.
HaPPy biRtHdAy 2 ARi! <3
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