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playmate101

:: 2004 31 May :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: amused

summer has been treating me g0od since the last update.

sunday i worked. it sucked tho.
then at 11pm i decided to sleep over danielle's house. s0o many laughs, & talks. g0od times.

today - (monday) - woke up at 12pm. went to the pool with danielle & ryan. left at 2pm. then i went home. showered. was a cam whore... took pictures cause i was bored. talked to jonah. then ryan came over. and then we waited for danielle. then danielle & i got ryan's car keys. unfortunately we couldn't keep them because he stole my house key. fuckerz. then we walked to mike's house... got his lazy ass up & went to the pool again. swam, hung out, had fun... being our retarded selves that we used to be like last summer. hopefully it will be fun.

anyways... now i am on the phone with jonah. holler if u wanna do something this week. <3

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spoiled-kisses

:: 2004 31 May :: 10.28am
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: ..n0ne..

. c0uLdD laSt niiTe be aNy w0rse?! .
0k s0 i t0ld my m0m that me nd eRin we're g0iin t0 niCk'z partyy wen we were relle g0iin t0 phiL'z. Well, phiL nd chAz were 0ut all niite nd dayy the niight bef0re s0o we let them sleep nd then we were guna c0me 0ver nd g0 t0 sum partyy. We hadD nuthiin t0 d0 f0r lyke an h0ur s0o decidedD t0 g0 t0 riA'z h0use .. it was all straight till we left.. My m0m calledD my sis nd the babyy pickedD upp the ph0ne nd said that eRin nd shaWna hadD juss benn 0ver there. Well, my m0m fuckiin went crazyy .. she calledD me nd was bytchiin me 0ut nd telliin me t0 c0me h0me. So0o we startedD 0n 0ur wayy h0me nd i n0ticedD that sum guyy was f0ll0wiin me. I g0t 0ff the highway, he g0t 0ff the highwayy..i turnedD, he turnedD. I calledD my m0m nd t0ld her wut was takiin s0o l0ng but she didn't believe me. So0o i hadda g0 h0me .. the car f0ll0wedD me right t0 my fr0nt d00r nd then juss left .. scariest thiing ever. I g0t h0me nd i g0t bytchedD 0ut badD nd n0w i'm gr0undedD f0rever nd my parentsz dun trust me at ALL. Lyfe suxx s0o badD. My parentsz w0nt even speak t0 me .. i hate beiin here .. i wana leave s0o0o badD. Newh0, yea .. that was my niite .. great. Saturdayy, me nd eRin saw a m0vie then went by the beach .. didn't get h0me till 1.3o am .. rentsz didn't care. g0tta g0 .. lyfe DEF suxx. (( oNe ))

<33 shaWna

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playmate101

:: 2004 29 May :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: bills bills bills // destiny's child

updating woohu for summer. <3
more details... later. xoxo

[[edit]]

today was harsh. went to bed at 4am after being on the phone with jonah & spending the last night with my kitty. woke up at 9:30am & said my final goodbye. cried myself to sleep & then woke up around 3pm. ate some cereal. went back to be til' 6pm. went to the seafood store & publix. came home, baked cookies, muffins, and a cake. ate dinner... talked with jonah... took a shower, redid woohu... now i wanna get some sleep. its been a long day. i miss my kitty.... crawling on my back & head to fall asleep. clawing me everytime i walked passed her... knowing that i would never pass her up without petting her. bringing home dead birds & snakes & lizards. eating my pizza or sticking her nose in my cereal. making my bed & making her part of the bed by putting the sheets over her. dancing & hugging her. meowing back at her like i knew how to speak her language... she always seemed to meow back at me...? when she used to nudge my hand while i was writing & she would draw pictures. when she would run away from my sister and come to me. her waking me up on christmas eve cause she knew she smelt her treats under the tree. sharing the same birthday. she was 17. i've spent my whole life with her. its so unusual not seeing her around my house. =`(

r.i.p. 5.29.04 -- mookie. i love u with all my heart. xoxo ur the world's greatest kitty.

mommy is sleeping... i have no shoulder to cry on anymore & i don't want to bother anybody about my whining. s0o.... off to bed i go, but enjoy my new woohu. xoxo

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spoiled-kisses

:: 2004 29 May :: 6.15pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: ..i miSs y0u -->> inCuBuSs..

. alL dReSsedD uPp nd n0wheRe t0 g0 .
Heyy playasz! Wut's crackiin?! Newh0, thuRsdayy, i w0rkedD nd then me, jeNny, j0n, nd miKe chylledD. g00d niite. jeNny spent the niite nd we juss chylledD nd then crashedD. fRidayy, i babysat wit eRin nd then went sh0ppiin wit jeNny nd then we went t0 T0WERSZ nd the beach. t0dayy, i had a haiir app0inment. i g0t my hair a LiL bit lighter bl0nde nd i g0t it angledD nd layeredD nd cutt sh0rter iin the fr0nt. l0l, iz relle c0nfusiin but i lyke it. It's relle bl0nde n0w th0. Newh0, t0niite i'm g0iin t0 the m0viesz wit eRin nd then she's sleepiin 0ver. t0m0rr0w, we're tanniin, then g0iin t0 the beach, nd gettiin 0ur nailsz d0ne. t0m0rr0w niight, we're g0iin 0ut wit 0ur h0ttiiesz phiL nd chaZ. It will be funn as hell! wh00p wh00p. m0ndayy .. hMm, juss dunn0 yet?? YaYy .. dun have t0 w0rk m0ndayy .. great stuff! havent talkedD t0 edDy but it dun matter nem0re .. i relle dun care .. i hardlyy thiink b0ut hiim .. thank g0d! last niite at T0WERSZ, me nd jeNny were findiin a place t0 park nd maLcoLm c0mesz upp nd putsz his hand 0ver my m0uth .. scariest thiing ever .. i th0ught sum0ne was tryiin t0 pull me 0utta the car nd rape me .. scaryy shyt! Iighty, imma b0ut t0 g0 eat my dinner nd get ready f0r t0niite. l0vesz y0u! x0. (( oNe ))

<33 shaWna

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playmate101

:: 2004 28 May :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: contemplative

school is out. o-u-t. good bye atlantic. many memories. now tears. i will miss all of u very much.

y did the bus driver want a pic of me and danielle 2gether? *shrug*

y did the bus driver take amanda out to lunch? rape. *shrug*

s0o 2morrow... i'm going to the vet. no. not for MY shots.... not today anyways, j.k. but i have to put my cat to sleep. 17 years we've had her. i've only known her 4 16 years. but still... she has the same birthday as i do too. gosh. its sad. she's not a normal cat. she gives u hugs, she loves u.... she's wonderful. but she must go. *cries* my mom can't stand to see her in pain. but i just don't want to "kill" her. i'd rather wait until she dies in my arms. disgusting, but i love her. and then... i've got to make sure she will sleep in my bed tonight. i don't wanna lose her. i want another cat. just for comfort, but its not the same, s0o i don't. but... gosh its so hard. what a great way to start off summer.

on a brighter note. we had fun tonight. ashley c hit a mailbox. gave them $60 to fix it. lmao. duct tape for the mirror. zach's jokes. "AND ALL THE SUDDEN SHE WAS RIDING HIM" +kids look over+ coleslaw flying across the steak & shake lol. the beach & pictures, "what the hell were u guys on?"

danielle: "what's THE DAY AFTER 2MORROW?"
zach: "it has tornadoes and stuff"
briana: "o i thought it was sunday."

<3 - - - - - - - - <3
time well spent. i will miss u ashley. xoxo

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playmate101

:: 2004 28 May :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: awake

survey. before i actually write an entry.
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :::Briana
Birthplace :::Chicago
Age :::16
Age you act :::8
Current location :::in front of my computer
Eye color :::hazel
Hair color :::dirty blonde
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::righty
Zodiac sign? :::pisces
Height? :::5'
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::italian, & idk the rest.
Your hair :::thin, straight, a lil' past my shoulders?
Your fears :::death
Your perfect room :::contains a bed, couch, and a door that will let u out to the beach
What you practically do in a day :::sleep, eat, cheer, school.
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :::yeah.
Phrases you overuse :::no way.
Your first thought when you wake up :::i don't plan on getting up.
Your greatest accomplishment :::varsity cheer @ PVHS
Something you want to do :::dance
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::water
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::subway
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::britney spears
Chocolate or vanilla :::vanilla
Adidas or Nike :::nike
Black or white :::black & white.
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::bills
Burgers or hot dogs :::salads
Egypt or France :::France. Egypt is in Africa (something i learned this year)
Rock or rap :::both
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :::no
Cuss :::yes =/
Sing well :::sing ok.
Sing in the shower :::definitely
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::not often
Believe in yourself :::depends on what i am doing.
Like taking these longass surveys? :::only when i'm bored.
Play an instrument :::no
Want to go to college? :::yes
Want to get married? :::yes
Want to have children? :::produced in a bedroom.
Think you're a health freak? :::tend to be
Get along with your parents :::for the most part
Get along with your siblings? :::not often
Think you're popular :::people know me, and i know them.
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :::no
Drank alchohal :::might have
Smoke :::no
Get high :::no
Done any drugs :::no
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::hell no
Been on stage :::no
Gone skinny dipping :::no
Been dumped :::no. almost 8 months with Jonah <3
Dyed your hair :::no
Stolen anything :::no
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :::danielle
Loudest :::jb
Most shy :::probably me.
Blondest :::ally
Smartest :::pretam
Kindest :::ashley p & ashley c
Best personality :::all of them
Most talented :::christina
Best singer :::haven't heard anyone sing
Most ghetto :::jb
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::brittany
Pain in the ass :::no comment.
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::not telling
Funniest :::adam
Best person for advice :::anyone who's been thru the situation i'm in.
Dependable :::anyone
Trustworthy :::anyone except logan lol j/k
Druggie :::britt & jb
Most likely to end up in jail :::britt or jb... maybe neil
Person you've known the longest :::ashley escamilla
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::can't remember, its been forever
Last nightmare :::can't remember, its been forever
Car ride :::ashley c, zach, me, danielle, camilo
Last time you cried :::today. last day of school @ atlantic
Last movie seen :::mean girls
Last movie rented :::gothika
Last book read :::an egg on 3 sticks
Last word said :::visit.
Last curse word said :::shit.
Last time you laugh :::in the car... the guys looking at danielle. damn mexicans.
Last phone call :::ashley c
Last CD played :::mariah carey - charmbracelet
Last song you listened to :::something on 94.9 in ashley c's car.
Last annoyance :::the mexicans.
Last IM :::chance.
Last weird encounter :::hm...
Last person you hugged :::idk, whoever it was that felt that i bugged them.
Last person you yelled at :::camilo for not giving me his shirt to wipe my sandy feet off.
Last time you wore a skirt :::tonight
Last time you've been evil :::*shrugs*
Sarcastic? :::*shrugs*
Last time you fought with your parents :::hm... today. with my mom. i don't want my cat to be put to sleep.
Last time you wished upon a star :::the night i was sitting outside with mike, & patti... shooting star
Played Truth or Dare :::long time ago.
Spent quality time alone :::usually do.
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :::no i have an away message on to ignore someone.
Do you feel lonely :::yes. especially after that couple on the beach.
Ever TP'd someone's house :::no
How about egging someone's house :::halloween.
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::say... what???
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :::just hot.
Yo Momma :::yo daddy.
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::no, i don't like meat.
What do you think of George Bush? :::small penis.
Any secret fetishes? :::i like handcuffs.
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :::no.
How many languages do you speak? :::2. me habla espanol pequena.
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::no. typing helps ur nails grow faster.
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :::it is?

Bored? ((Over 100 questions)) brought to you by BZOINK!

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spoiled-kisses

:: 2004 28 May :: 2.16pm
:: Mood: busy

eLeCtRiK cRaYoN: 2 hoses from my hookah i waz ripping at once and he walks in and im like OH SHIT! blowing smoke every where
eLeCtRiK cRaYoN: that smoke trail from my hit waz like from my window 2 my walls when he came in i felt the sweat drop down these balls

(( best thiing EVER! l0l, i g0tta get readyy th0 .. g0iin sh0ppiin. Later h0esz. ))

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playmate101

:: 2004 26 May :: 4.19pm

So it goes. - Kurt Vonnegut.
i think i've found my favorite author. need to go buy another one of his books other than Slaughter House Five.

we are all just picking our noses hoping that nobody is watching, or pooping in the bathroom stall hoping nobody will walk in and smell it. and we are all just looking for a way to find acceptance into this society that craves perfection and peace during "World War III". some of us high school students are looking to make it out alive from the rest of high school to succeed in the future, while others are just looking out the window & hope to make it out alive from their exams. but of course, why are we all looking to succeed? some are trying to overachieve others like the competition between two different species living in one niche. whatever happened to that phrase "we are all treated equally." this place would not consist of competition and attempts to bite your competitor's ear off, if we were all treated equally. but in the end... we all die, and our lives end, maybe not our souls or spirits, but the majority of us are put into a coffin and buried six feet underground. and even then, the size of our tombstones and the amount of money that your family pays (to let it sit there in an open cemetry where anyone can walk in and take a sledge hammer & smash it to tiny pieces) can determine the social status that you were once living for. "Equally".... that's a word that you just... don't put in an American dictionary. but as i was saying before, we all figure out what perspective we are going to look at life through. the one where you are going to drive somebody insane wondering about what lies ahead, or the one where you intend on complaining about what is going on at that very moment. either way you have a tendency of bothering somebody else. and in doing so, you begin to realize it and then you also realize that not everybody is going to like you and you are not going to get along with everyone else. then you are going to become afraid of being unliked, or you are just going to use profanity and announce to the world, "i really do not give a fuck of what you think of me." and that... is where it begins. where arguments take place, where war becomes a conflict and world peace is no longer going to exist. not saying that it ever has in the first place. writing this is just like giving you a historical background of jesus' death or hammurabi's statement, "an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth." because in probably the next few weeks, or even days, you may have an argument with a friend or foe, and instead of arguing about it, you might just want to find the real cause of the problem and stop. because after all, you want world peace too, right? i don't think your family members, or neighbors, or just soldiers are too happy when they are standing against a target with their hands raised above their head and their feet digging in the sand of Iraq, awaiting their merciful death. and i, among others, won't be too pleased if you find that amusing. i did not envision so.
------ yours truly, Briana K. Evenson
Daughter of Mr. & Mrs. Thomas Evenson Sr.




ur hiding something cause it's burning thru ur eyes.
i try to get it out
but all i hear from u are lies
And I can tell you’re going through the motions
I figured you were acting out your part
Once again, we’re playing off emotion
Which one of us will burn until the end?

Catalyst, you insist to pull me down
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it’s all downhill from here
And it’s all downhill from here

Your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness
Reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss

-New Found Glory = ALL DOWNHiLL FROM HERE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANAND!

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playmate101

:: 2004 25 May :: 10.20pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: watching Real World

missing my boyfriend. iwescream. <3
school = boring.
spanish exam = totally unfair. whatever.
tomorrow = no exams, period 2 & 5. already took stats & english. done. w00t.
got my course selection for park vista... which reminds me. i have something online to look up. anyways.

cheer gym = "if u can do that again, i'll give u a free t-shirt" damn. i could have gotten it, if i counted right the first time. i wanna cheerformance shirt!

1.5 days 'til summer is here. haha. i want to live on the beach. s0o happening. monday-sunday. and alllllll over again.

wanna make a cd. no time. too lazy.

i miss jonah.

real world = franky is going insane =/

i feel like putting something emotional and make a point in this journal today... but i can't seem to do s0o. s0o, with that, i'm out. xoxo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUAN!

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playmate101

:: 2004 24 May :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: bouncy

i wanted to make my mix for 2morrow's classes... but i realized briana doesn't have anymore blank CD's. o well.

s0o many more people read this than i thought. people that don't even know what woohu is. cool cool.

daddy is yelling for me 2 take cough medicine. i refuse. lol.

practice for ATLANTiC tomorrow... i have no ride. shit.

chem - talked. thought about jonah.

stats - i don't remember what i did. i know watched avi & anand play chess... and listened to avi's music... and talk to pretam, avi & anand, but i don't... o yeah i do. i looked at every single page in the yearbook. thought about jonah.

econ - slept & read my book. yes... i read. thought about jonah.

art hist - need to find something to do for my project. its due on friday. thought about jonah.

time to watch the inferno.


----> i love jonah. xoxo
think i thought about him lots today.
if u put a sprite on the top of ur monitor and leave it there for like 2 hours, it gets warm.

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