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2005 29 August :: 3.19am
Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your Journal to see what others have to say.
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2005 27 August :: 2.18pm
:: Mood: angry
so tired, of fighting ..and not knowing what im fighting for
you yell && say things i dont understand
&& make me out to be a slut
im not
you tell me things that condridict others
&& expect me to know what to do
yes, mistakes have been made
but your blowing it out of porportion
making it so much more than it is.
your hurting me so much
--> i dont know if i should call, if i should say anything at all
<--- or maybe i should dissapear from your life
is that what you want ?!
&& i really believe you should help me .
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2005 26 August :: 4.45pm
:: Mood: cold
hope everyone was safe ♥
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2005 24 August :: 2.49am
wow . .
fuck you and everything you stand for .
im done . . i cant do this to myself anymore, im done and overwith !!
you had to be a pussy . .
you couldnt tell me the truth
truth is . .
the truth hurts
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2005 23 August :: 1.25am
. . in the words of ashh . .
asherzzz . . sorry i took this from you, but at the moment im feeling the exact same way and im doing everything in my power not to cry . . hope you dont mind i took this from you. it couldnt have been said better . . i LOVE you
i dont want to hurt && i dont want to cry
anymore
&& most of all i want to know what to do with myself
to let go isnt to forget, not think about, or ignore it. it doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. letting go isnt winning and it isnt losing. it's not about pride and it's not about how you appear. it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesnt leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. it's not giving up or giving in. to let go is to cherish memories but to overcome and move on. it is having an open mind and confidence in the future. letting go is accepting. it is learning and experiencing and growing up. to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, cry and grow. it's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will gain. letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. to let go is to open a a door, clear a path and set yourself free
. . i hate doing this to myself. i hear one thing, see another, feel another . . i hate hate hate feeling like this. i hate what you do to me, i hate that i have no clue. but i dont want to give up on you, i cant. i wish i knew what was best for me . .
i just want to know what to do with myself
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2005 19 August :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: pissed the fuck off
i hear two storys && parts of both seem to be true
i dont know who to believe && or trust
you both have your reasons to lie
&& tell me what you want
im not a fucking rag doll
&& yes i have feelings
tell the fucking truth
to whomever your talking to && what its about
&& everything will be how it should be
i dont want to hurt && i dont want to cry
anymore
&& most of all i want to know what to do with myself
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to let go isnt to forget, not think about, or ignore it. it doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. letting go isnt winning and it isnt losing. it's not about pride and it's not about how you appear. it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughs, and it doesnt leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. it's not giving up or giving in. to let go is to cherish memories but to overcome and move on. it is having an open mind and confidence in the future. letting go is accepting. it is learning and experiencing and growing up. to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, cry and grow. it's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will gain. letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. to let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free
i guess it`ll never happen for me then
JEESUS
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2005 18 August :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: depressed
atleast i went out fighting
miss me baby ♥
Miss me baby
When you hear our favourite song,
Miss me baby
and when you start to sing along
Think about all the times that we danced
In moonlight to it all night long, oh
Then miss me baby
And want me honey♥
Like you did the night you told me that you loved me
We couldn`t wait anymore
Left the keys in the door, took my hand
Pulled me down on the kitchen floor
Yeah, we were that crazy
Then miss me baby
Because when SHES
holding you,
know that it`s killing me,
let my memory be the reason
that you can`t sleep
and everytime you feel her touch,
I pray to God it`s not enough
and that I`ve touched your heart so deep
you can`t shake me
Cause I love you.
Yes I need you,
Miss me baby
Miss me baby
Until you can`t take it no more
Miss me baby
Pack your bags && hit the door
I`ll admit, I was wrong,forgive me ♥
Come back home
I`ll be waiting
Right here waiting
Miss me baby.
Everytime you hear this song,
miss me baby . .
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2005 18 August :: 1.47pm
:: Mood: cranky
do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend its all okay
or will you think of me tonight
And I swear if I could take your pain
And frame it and hang it on my wall,
Maybe you would never have to hurt it all.
Painting pictures in red and blue.
♥
&& i think you should download
miss me baby :: craig cagle
thanks for last night ♥
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2005 16 August :: 9.12pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Jamie O'neal - somebody's hero
&& so i broke my own heart && managed to ruin my own life
with in the past month i`v cried a few too many times
&& made to many mistakes
shattered two hearts
ruined half a million dreams
contridicted myself way past normal
&& started to hate myself
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i never ment it more when i told you i love you
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2005 16 August :: 2.05am
:: Music: tainted love
got it from ashh
you can complain because roses have thorns... or you can rejoice because thorns have roses.
If you stand in front of a mirror, with a dozen roses... there will be thirteen beautiful things.
A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back when you forget the words.
People always ask, "Why do you like him?" and "How can you love him?" But I dont want them to understand. Because if they did, theyd love him too.
If you never get your heart broken, you never learn to love.
Im going into this not knowing what Ill find. Ive decided to follow my heart and abandon my mind. And if theres pain, at least Ill know that I gave it my all. Because its better to have loved and lost. Than to have never loved at all.
The greatest thing youll learn is just to love and be loved in return. -Moulin Rouge
Dont take life so seriously. Its not like youre getting out alive!
Anyone can catch your eye. But it takes someone special to steal your heart.
Dont waste your life regretting all your wrongs. Know that in the end, youll get what your heart longs. Risk it all... you may stumble... but dont fall. Take the time to read the writings on the wall. Hold your head high, and dont be afraid to say goodbye. Stay true and be you; do everything you want to do. Live life to its fullest, and never look back... Theres a reason for the future and a reason for the past. Love until it hurts; laugh until you cry... And when your life flashes before you... before you die... be happy for what youve done and rejoice for what youve become.
A love that is denied only grows stronger.
In three words I can sum up everything Ive learned about life: it goes on.
Nothings perfect. Things just happen. -The OC
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2005 14 August :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: heartbroken
nice to know your over us.
. . i guess
nothing seems to matter to him anymore
i really cant get him off my mind
i think i made the biggest mistake of my life
cant he just call me
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2005 8 August :: 12.54am
:: Music: everytime we touch
i thought u were just another guy. but baby these butterflies dont lie // sometimes i wish i never met you cuz then i could go to sleep at night not knowing that theres someone like you out there !!
ya know, i never understood the whole friends with benefits thing.. you're friends, but you hook up occasionally? i mean whats the point of that? if you're friends you obviously like their personality, and if you wanna hook up with them you like their looks.. so why not just date? it makes things so much easier, and makes you not feel like such a slut. but i guess theres always those reasons you cant date, like distance or other people, or the guy doesnt want a girlfriend or some stupid reason like that.
but if you like them a lot, is it worth being "friends with benefits" .. or does the girl feel dirty and the guy agree that shes just a random hookup and dirty and easy? i just dont know. but if i could change the situation i would. i do like him enough to hook up with him and not go out with him, but should i? should i risk what him and other people think of me for a hook up? and when i say hookup i dont mean brain, or face, or anything really intimate. i mean a hookup, kissing -- tops. but i dont need to be considered easy or a hoe, because im definitely definitely NOT.
maybe im just thinking about this too much, and over analyzing it. maybe i dont even kno what the fuck im talking about, maybe i completely took this whole thing outta line and maybe my so called situation has nothing to do with this, but i just dont understand friends with benefits. the more i wanna hook up, the more i dont cuz i feel easy, but if you like a person a lot lot.. is it worth it? i need opinions here. but yea i guess ill stop babbling..
and nobody ask me who this is about or where this came from because my mouth is shut on the whole situation until i figure out a few more things. xoxo thanks for all the help in advance to the ppl who comment!
you can fall in love with anyone.. but the problem is -- he can too
im just a girl with a huge crush on a cute boy <33
before i met you i didnt know what it was like to look at a person and smiile for no reason
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2005 8 August :: 12.32am
ashh if you read this and have time to help me , will you please do my journal for me again?! id really appreciate it. i miss you && love you
if anybody else out there is willing to fix up my journal for me id really appreciate it. thanks a bunch!!
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2005 4 August :: 1.07am
:: Mood: misunderstood
it plays on my radio .. over and over . .over and over . . over and over . .it never ends. .the tears always fall . .my heart always races . .you my love my life my everything
it truley is the truth.
theres a but behind my words. .
you say
&& maybe so
but atleat you know
every word is true
For all those times you stood by me
For all the tuthyou made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through. .through it all
a few beat and a verse . .strikes the tears && dosent stop them
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me
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2005 2 August :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: pissed off
yea . .
nothing befor but matters . .
. . maybe to you
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