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:: 2004 1 January :: .55pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: thats so raven

lalallalalala
today me n meana woke up early and said bye to dan and conner than me and meana chillaxed for the rest of the day than she left and i ran and conditioned for track for a few hours- first time i ran since who knows when... OW i am very sore now! after that me and my dad were figuring out something on my video game and we figured it out yay!! now i think i may go to bed early today... nothing too bad happened except my dad had a talk with me and yelled at me for i have no idea bc i was like playing with a stuffed penguin lol well ima go to bed or something im not tired my dads just making me bc i have to get up early and run 2 miles than do some sprinting and stuff like that! bye bye

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shorty4lyfe714

:: 2004 1 January :: 4.28pm
:: Mood: blah

bored as hell ~*HELP ME!*~

** basics **
Name:: taryn
Nickname:: shorty or lil t
Location:: cape coral, fl
Gender:: female
Birthplace:: cape coral, fl
Birthstone:: opal
Birthday:: october 7th, 1990
Sign:: libra
Righty or Lefty:: righty
Screenname:: litmisst714
** your looks **
Height:: a lil under 5'0
Weight:: 92 lbs.
Shoe size:: 5 1/2 to 6
Hair Color:: blonde
Hair Length:: long
Eye Color:: blu
Size:: 0 to1
Glasses:: nah
Braces:: nah
Piercings:: ya 3 in each ear
Tattoos:: nah
** fashion **
Where do you shop:: tha mall
What do you usually wear:: jeans n a t-shirt or short shorts
What kind of shoes do you wear:: sneakers, k-swiss or boots
Do you wear a watch:: nah
Color you never wear:: ummmm not much purple
Color you wear at least once a week:: blu
Something you wear everyday:: makeup
Do you wear make up everyday:: ya
Make up essential:: eyeliner, foundation, and maybe lip gloss
Most cherished piece of clothing:: idk, nething tommy
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:: nething from tha years be4 tha 90's
Do you wear belts:: ya sometimes
Do you wear hats:: ya
How many pairs of shoes do you have:: about 15
** music **
Favorite kind of music:: rap
Least Favorite:: oldies
How many CD's do you have:: alot
Last CD you bought:: murphy lee
Whats in your CD player right now:: 50 cent
Do you download music:: ya
** Favorites **
Color:: blu
Number:: 7 or 14
Season:: summer
Ice cream:: cookie dough or cookies n cream
Website:: hometown.aol.com/litmisst714
Quote:: the lower the pants the smalla tha d**k
Store:: jcpenney or victoria's secret
Band:: is disturbing the peace or g-unit a band?
Singer:: uhh don't kno
Rapper:: 50,eminem,nelly,murphy,chingy or trina
Group:: g-unit or disturbin tha peace
Song:: Back down lol elyse
Movie:: the haunted mansion heehee, wonder y? ;-)
Actor:: don't kno
Actress:: don't kno
Kind of movies:: comedy or action
Place to be:: home or tha mall
Time of day:: 4:20 heehee elyse! ;-)
Clothing Brand:: doesn't matter
Animal:: dont' kno
Food:: don't kno
Holiday:: christmas
Shape:: diamonds for the diamond princess
Restaraunt:: perkins!
Fast food place:: mcdonalds
Boy's name:: brad
Girl's name:: alexys
Word:: popin or hoeish
Month:: october
Candy:: not big on candy, but i like chocolate
** love and relationships **
Sexual Preference:: guyz
Boyfriend or Girlfriend:: boyfriend but i'm single right now, ikno it doesn't make sense but i'ma go out wti this guy for shure
Crush:: brad!! omg he's hot!
Do you believe in love at first sight:: no..sould i walk by again>? it's a quote:do u believe in love at first sight or should i walk by again (me ya i do)
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: body and personality
Best physical feature:: uhh i don't kno ty likes my ass, do u? j/m
Best hair color:: blonde
Best eye color:: blu
** randoms **
Do you paint your nails:: sometimes
What color is your tooth brush:: blu
What's on your desktop:: blu bubbles
Do you like roller coasters:: ya
Do you do drugs:: nah cough cough.. no
Are you a virgin:: ya
Do you have any pets:: ya a cat
What time do you go to sleep:: 10 or whenever i want to

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shorty4lyfe714

:: 2004 1 January :: 4.00pm
:: Mood: bored

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: taryn aka:shorty
Birthplace ::: cape coral, fl
Age ::: 13
Age you act ::: 2
Current location ::: cape coral, fl
Eye color ::: blu
Hair color ::: blonde
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: righty
Zodiac sign? ::: libra
Height? ::: under 5'0
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: german
Your hair ::: blonde
Your fears ::: idk
Your perfect room ::: big w/ cumfy furniture n all my shit
What you practically do in a day ::: eat sleep learn n talk
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: lol
Phrases you overuse ::: what's popin
Your first thought when you wake up ::: 10 more minutes
Your greatest accomplishment ::: life
Something you want to do ::: have a family
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: mcdonalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: neither TRINA!
Chocolate or vanilla ::: strawberry
Adidas or Nike ::: nike
Black or white ::: black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::: hot dog
Egypt or France ::: neither
Rock or rap ::: rap
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: .. maybe
Cuss ::: hell ya
Sing well ::: nah
Sing in the shower ::: nah
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: ...maybe
Believe in yourself ::: ya sometimes
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: bored
Play an instrument ::: nah
Want to go to college? ::: ya i guess
Want to get married? ::: ya
Want to have children? ::: ya
Think you're a health freak? ::: nah
Get along with your parents ::: nah
Get along with your siblings? ::: ya
Think you're popular ::: ya i guess
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: nah
Drank alchohal ::: ...maybe
Smoke ::: ...maybe
Get high ::: nah
Done any drugs ::: nah
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: almost
Been on stage ::: nah
Gone skinny dipping ::: nah
Been dumped ::: ya.. stupidass frank
Dyed your hair ::: nah.. i need to though
Stolen anything ::: ...maybe
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: james n eric, when they're hyper
Loudest ::: court or renee
Most shy ::: frank is he still my firend?>
Blondest ::: me!
Smartest ::: NO1 WERE DUMB!!
Kindest ::: lauren or one of tha triplets
Best personality ::: uhhh.. one of my guyz
Most talented ::: uhh.. elyse j/p i dk
Best singer ::: no1
Most ghetto ::: uhh i try to be but i think elyse is (horny hoe)
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: no1
Pain in the ass ::: everyone
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: DAVID FLECK OR FRANK , they ain't really friends though
Funniest ::: corrine
Best person for advice ::: elyse or eeric or james or courtney
Dependable ::: any1 thats y they are friends
Trustworthy ::: any1 thats y they are friends
Druggie ::: none cept heather lol i luv weed!
Most likely to end up in jail ::: elyse or james lol don't ask y
Person you've known the longest ::: james
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: last night
Last nightmare ::: i don't kno
Car ride ::: this afternoon
Last time you cried ::: at lunch when ya nvm my peeps member
Last movie seen ::: elf
Last movie rented ::: i don't rent movies
Last book read ::: the catcher in the rye
Last word said ::: fault or no problem
Last curse word said ::: fuck shit damn asshole muthafucka, it was a combination
Last time you laugh ::: on the phone wit courtney
Last phone call ::: courtney like 2 hours ago
Last CD played ::: murphy lee, murphy's law
Last song you listened to ::: this goes out to f/ nelly
Last annoyance ::: my sister
Last IM ::: heather
Last weird encounter ::: halloween, fuckin grapefruits
Last person you hugged ::: uhhhh i dont' remember too many!
Last person you yelled at ::: my mom ,and soon to be david fleck
Last time you wore a skirt ::: uhh 6 months ago i don't member o wait last may
Last time you've been evil ::: this mornin
Sarcastic? ::: always
Last time you fought with your parents ::: just now
Last time you wished upon a star ::: uhhh never
Played Truth or Dare ::: a week ago
Spent quality time alone ::: right now
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: ya heather, lauren, and yaminah
Do you feel lonely ::: nah
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: nah
How about egging someone's house ::: nah
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: wtf.. that was confusing.. no i don't like u
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: ya
Yo Momma ::: big boobs
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: no
What do you think of George Bush? ::: hate tha fag
Any secret fetishes? ::: no.. hot guyz!
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: ya.. cough cough wink wink
How many languages do you speak? ::: 1
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: no
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) ::: yes

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shorty4lyfe714

:: 2004 1 January :: 2.10pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: this goes out f/ nelly by murphy lee

boredem
i'm really bored right now, i'm talkin to courtney on tha phone. well not really cuz i'm writing so she tlakin to me subconsialy wow big word that's spelled rong neway ya i'm scurred cuz there was this phone call laast night when i wan't home some message on my answering machine, this girl was crying n some yellin no, and people partying n some gettin beat up omg it was freaky as hell.
i went to bobbies n we ate junk food then my mom called at 1:30 in tha mornin n freaked me out cuz she thought it was me on tha machine n iw as like no!, it was funny cuz at 12 we went to go play basketball n bobbie was pet sitting n we ate the people's food it was great! ne way have a happy new year luv all my peeps. I NEED A GUY! I'M NOT A HOE N IF UR HOTT instant message me: Litmisst714 on aol or aim

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shorty4lyfe714

:: 2004 1 January :: 1.57pm

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SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2004 1 January :: 1.55pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: ham

today was good but got pretty bad at the end.. first off i got into various fight with my parents bc they lie to me WAY too much and i told them i was sick of it and i yelled at them and i kind of tried to make them see how it felt- like my mom asked me if i told my dad if nikki couldnt come tonight and i said i did (which i did not) and than my dad said i didnt and im just like so how do you like being lied to? i know it was supid and all but idk any other way bc it just annoys me alot when people lie to me.. especially about loving me which supposidly i wasnt suppost to say anything about it in here but just to be annoying i did and i know you know who you are and i really dont care how mad anyone gets at me for anything i say anymore bc im not going to hide what i feel.. well maybe i will when it comes to somethings... dont ask im a loser ANYWAY today i chillaxed with ham ham lauren meghan danny and conner and we just like did nothing really but got really hyper but it was fun.. when the ball dropped i called people including my cousins angela and gina bc i havent really talked to them... i havent had a family get together with them since my grandpa died when i was 5... :0( more to the story but lets say my family is very broken i guess thats a good word? than i found something else out tonight about who got together with who tonight and 1 pair compleatly crushed my insides but its ok.. you know what dosnt kill me makes me stronger i guess? ahhhh danny and conner are leaving tomorrow for good and i wont be seeing them until like next year :0( it was awesome to hang out with them- there really good friends and i will miss them dearly :0( i do the :0( thing way too much lol oops... well im really tired and ima go eiter to bed or listen to the beyonce cd bc i love the song me myself and I ok before i get into that BYE!

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SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2003 30 December :: 1.55pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: mya fallen

LEAVE A COMMENT
hey out of curiosity... am i a good friend or like a nice person overall?? like leave a comment and tell me you dont have to leave your name unless you would like to i mean whatever floats your boat i just want to like know if i always been there when i was suppost to and instead of asking individualy i decided to put it here so yeah just leavve a comment

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MIZPRETTYINPINK

:: 2003 30 December :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: blue collar comedy tour

JOHNNY BOY!
got a new magazine hes so hott man dude i got only one thing bout jd for christmas from annalisse (thank you im still looking for a frame!) and im like woah whats with this!? lol bye guys!
I LOVE JOHNNY DEPP
~ANDY

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SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2003 30 December :: 9.66pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: alone.. i forget who sings it

okk everythings got so much better i kind of relized that i got really understanding and supportave friends! ok for the past 3 days i havent wrote.. i been getting my energy back :0) yay and im actually out with friends and family and stuff... danny conner sara and meana lauren meghan and lea and my cousin meghan (believe it or not she been kind of nice) were the people i saw.. tonight i baby sat jen's son tyrell. its so funny me and jen are like nothing alike at all she acts like shes like 16 and she looks like it too its really wierd i can tell her just about anything and its wierd having a relationship like this with your older by i think 15 years sister.. i have to count if its 15 but not now. even though her and leah are closer in age and probably closer sisters its ok im just the baby of the family.. one of them lol i helped jen pick out an outfit that had to perfectly match for her party i guess it was fun lol lauren jen has been in love with johnny depp for 15 years watch out!! hehe and tyrell omg that kid changed my outlook on kids i guess in a way he was ok but it was fun... yeah well night!!

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iamhated

:: 2003 28 December :: 3.21am
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: Marilyn Manson - Fight Song

Okay, fuckers.

Here's the poem I wrote. Please give me some honest advice on it. Whether it's good or bad, be honest you lying bastards.

Born To Die?

It's escaping
It's slowly growing
Feeling pain
But feeling nothing.
The feelings hide
No sign of slowing
Feeling hate
Loving nothing.

Feeling tired
I can barely move
Endless rain
My mind is through.
Feeling distraught
Always fighting to lose
No sun shines
There's nothing to do.

Giving it up
The battle is lost
Too much grey
A mental frost.
I start to cut
Can't feel the pain
I know nothing is real
Except the blood red stain.

Now it's over
I'm laying still
I am watching black
Escaping the chills.
With my final breath
I wonder why
As I look around
I was born to die?

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SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2003 27 December :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: nikki lol

today i woke up pretty late like in the afternoon and i woke up in a bad mood i guess bc i didnt want to be around anyone at all soo i played X-2 ALL day nothing else just that... im not a social person anymore for some odd reason, my dad said hed let me go to any friends house and sleep over but i was yelling at him bc i want to stay home and away from people and hes like 'im worried about you blah blah' grrrr dosnt anyone get it? I WANT TO BE ALONE!!!! god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to tell you the truth i want to know whats wrong with me i have no idea why im like this and its making me kinda mad...i am having bad eating habits- i used to be always happy- id have like endless energy- id always want to be out of the house and i wouldnt yell or snap at people but now i am and i have no idea why i am acting like this... but anyway on better note i started laughing at something that id normally cry about isnt that just lovely... its amazing how stubborn guys are these days! hehe what else happened tonight i found out that someone i thought i can trust bc i was so close to her i cant trust anymore!! hint it was the same girl as last night thats all i just had to let some of my bitchyness out now im on the phone with nikki and im giggling like non stop for some reason and im extremely mad ok j/ now the girl im not mad anymore i love this girl sooo much we talked it out and were still bb4l lol sorry everyone bye bye

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SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2003 26 December :: 11.88pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: tv in the other room

today got better... in the morning i went to the mall and saw tyler and these 2 other kids so i stayed with them for about and hour and went with my mom and spent time with her. after that i went to laurens and chillaxed with her annalisse and meghan than i left and went to my uncle and aunts for a pizza party it was pretty fun except i got a tummy ache.. after i went back to laurens and than i went home lol i got better except earlier my mom noticed my excessive depression and asked what was wrong and i just kinda said i havent felt good bc i thought i was sick but when i went to laurens and told her i was better so suddenly she got kind of suspicious.. uh oh lol i hope she dosnt identify the reason before i do... im still mad at one of my friends but she dosnt know it yet im only mad bc she dosnt call me after something idk what happens and i call her she DOESNT PICK UP!!! so yeah i guess shell figure it out soon ooooooooooook im not mad anymore at her but - yeah im in tears now i just got hurt so bad by the same person and idk what i can do about it i cant describe my feelings right now.. not to make anyone feel bad but it kills me that i try and try and nothing happens and it dosnt matter how much i care or how i cry like every night and how i think about only him or even how strongly i feel about him nothing changes anything and there must be something wrong with me maybe im not good enough or not pretty or perfect enough thats why i have to change myself and i will...im on the phone with matt omg hes screaming at me hes trying to make me laugh hes like goofing off and screaming 'its oppisite day i said stop typing blah blah and im kinda ignoring him (lol ilu matt) hes being kinda funny though the kid is laughing and singing you'd think hes drunk and im telling him to shut up lol.. steven imed me too and hes helping me yay!! go steven!! kelly i love you like my sis and dont worry about me i will be fine

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SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2003 25 December :: 11.2147483647pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: nothing.. silence

today was probably the worst christmas ever well the first part i guess i didnt know what was wrong with me i just wanted to be alone i was just really depressed and when people would ask me what was wrong i said i felt sick- lie.. i felt perfectly fine i just was depressed over SOMETHING i thought i was jelous of one of my friends.. yeah (i sinned today on christs bday) i was a little but i was depressed before i found out about that so its not that... that just added on to it all so yeah well i was alone just laying down in my room staring at the celing yeah than it got better bc my friends made me feel better than i got depressed again bc my parents yelled at me for god knows what than the best thing happened I THOUGHT FOR A SECOND I WAS GONIG TO GET THE ONE THING I WANTED my friend said it was surley going to happen bc it was said by the person but guess what IT DIDNT i really should have aited before i got my hopes up bc for real that was stupid of me for thinking that i can get that-- oh ok well i got kinda what i wanted now i guess an im is good too im just really happy that it happened my day just got so much better and wow idk im just all happy now this is probbaly like one of the best christmas's everr! even though it was only 2 words thats okk good enough! its better than nothing!!! okk love yas mwaaaaaa

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SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2003 24 December :: 11.6546546pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: vacuming

today was an ok kind of day first off i went to the store with my mommy and did really last minute shopping for the puppies than cleaned a little than went outside with danny and conner and we took a walk. than i saw meghan and we talked again and lauren came out and chased me with a camera lol it was fun except she got some wierd pictures of me and some of a lamp post she was really facinated at that lol i went inside and helped my mom clean a little more and helped my dad cook. we ate dinner than i started to not feel good so i layed down and went to sleep at like 9 bc i was really tired and i didnt feel good... woke up and i think im going to go to bed again lol tomorrows christmas and i hope i get the one thing i want... even though i doubt i will and dont ask what it is bc only 3 people know and it is something money cant buy well wish me luuuck merry christmas eve <3

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SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2003 23 December :: 11.54352543pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: banging and beeping somewhere in my house

today was okk wierd but good... well frist i spent most of the day chillaxing with danny conner sara nikki and meana.. than we went to the movies and met up with other people.. it was fun i guess but ahh i am proud i think that i am getting to be more as a friend to marcus bc i wasnt really depressed over him i was actually happy that we were kinda talking and i guess from what kelly said we got along pretty well... well thats good yay!! hmmm... well me and meana almost got run over by cars bc were dumb and we were on del prado which is a main road and i tripped and fell in the street and yaminah like grabbed me and pulled me lolol we were chasing marcus too but it was fun!! but the night had freaky parts to it too... but we wont get into that. okk anyway im getting these wierd feelings that christmas eve and christmas day arent going to be the best i dont know where its coming from i just have that feeling and i hate when that happens lol but i told my friends family and parents not to get me anything for christmas bc the one thing i want is something money cant buy and i know im not going to get it no matter what i do.. but instead of wanting that ill only have parts of it... like a phone call or email would be awesome but i know i cant even get that so why do i try? oh yeah i know bc i actually believed that that can happen yeah i had hope (thanks brittany for the candle and the the talk btw lol) but oh well if i dont get that maybe i can try next year or something or hey even for my bday lol yeah i wish! ok im done lol laterzzzz

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