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2003 25 October :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: spice girls~wannabe
going to church in 55 minutes...will spend mass praying for andy pettitte and the yankees
then i will go to the bronx and get even more worried when i watch prayerfully as the most amazing team in the world could possibly lose the world series, after an amazing alcs.
but u know what..its all good because we beat boston...so the red sox can go cowboy that.
but still 27 ws championships would be really sweet..
and i dont want to go miami in 2 months and be completely tortured either.
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2003 23 October :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Christina A~Walk Away
11 bad things in my life that are really aggravating me
1) all this fucking schoolwork
2) some certain 8th graders who i cant stand
3) one of my best friends i feel is forgetting about the amazing friendship we have
4) 1 of my best friends is really making me think things i shouldnt be thinking about her
5) the fact that i wont be in miami for another 2 months..a place that would make all of my problems go away..i miss my family so much..like briggy says there really is nothing like a close family
6) back problems that wont fucking go away
7) Trying to figure out what to do this winter
8) The fact that Christimas is a whole 61 days away
9) Friends of mine trying so hard to acheive something that is so stupid and pitiful
10) People in this town who don't really think that smoking/doing drugs is stupid
11) retarded bandwagon fans
10 really good things about my life
1) My old friends and new ones who i cherish so much and make my life so much better
2) Im still managing good grades in school
3) the fact that christmas is ONLY 61 days away and miami is ONLY 2 months away and thanksgiving/advent is ONLY a month away (gotta think positive)
4) Soccer is over TOMORROW thank fucking heavens
5) Williams, Matsui, Johnson, Rivera, Mussina, Pettitte (my fave yanks) giving me something to be happy about when there are no good shows on. (still cant get over boston :) boone is sooooo sketchy lolol kate
6) Ceramics best class ever..ms phares coolest teacher ever
7) family is only a phone call/email away
8) im stable .. i know thats not that big a deal but it seems like to be that in edgemont is a good thing
9) I have a roof over my head and a truly good life despite all the comlaining..nuff said
10) IT* is finally going away and it makes me crack up how stupid it was
11) God
alright gg
* dont take life so seriously and dont be so hard on yourselves people..life is good
God Bless*
~much love to every1~
--gabi
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2003 20 October :: 8.14pm
:: Mood: unsure
:: Music: Cry: Faith Hill
I learned something about myself today that scares me a little. my biggest fear is being let down. im one whos known for getting my hopes up too high, and today was a reality check. i get up on natural highs too often, and am let down just as much. i cant help it, i just wish and hope and pray that things will happen, my mind gets infauated with the thought of things, that i take it to new extremities within myself and i trick myself into believing that something will come out of my hopes. more often than not, my hopes are crushed, bringing me down to a low that lasts for a few days. i hate that, i hate being sad. overall, im a very happy person. i enjoy laughing and having a good time, and usually i can find good in bad situations, but its characteristic of me, a picies, a dreamer, to do this to myself. i cant control it. i want to stop, i dont know how. i dont want to get my hopes up for something that barely exists, only within the boundless mass of my mind. i dont know wats wrong with me these past few days but ive been so high and so low. i want to be happy all the time again. im sure it will come back, but i want the happy to come home now.....
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2003 19 October :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: satisfied
:: Music: seal~kissed by a rose
i had a really bad week. i got into a fight with my parents, not good with friends and school, and i was ready to throw up thinking that the yankees were gonna lose. things got better though, naturally the yankees winning totally put me on a high. it was so awesome. i could not fucking believe it, i was sobbing during the bottom of 8th, and they came back and it was so classic.
ive also had a really good weekend. yesterday i went to the mall with kate and brig for like 8 hours. we went to the cheesecake factory and had some good converstation and food, then we went back to the mall..lmao i lowered my cholesterol! so i said its not a tumor ... lol luv those girls!
today i have done absolutely nothing except hw and watch tv...its been great..weekends like this help get me ready for a stressful week, i just wish it was 3 days like the past 2.
lately ive really been impressed by one of my friends...shes a lot better of a person than i thought. its really made me feel differently, in a very good way.
soccer ends this week...which is a very good thing b/c of all the shit its caused in my life rite now. but it sux cos no more tbc :(
and its not going away...but its getting better, much less depressing..but still very mind consuming.
im just really happy with the way this year seems to be going..its not perfect but i think its gonna come close.
1 more thing..YOU piss me off so fucking much..you#1 u cant erase the past and dnt think im gonna forgive u without a freakin apology after all these years. you #2 ure so rude and obnoxious i feel so bad for u b.c ure disgusting and pathetic
(that was really bitchy but please dnt jump to any conclusions, these people have done things to me in the past im not being judgemental)
on the other hand, some people who i used to not get along with in the past i have been getting along with great, and realized that people judge them too harshly and theyre not bad people..funny how things work out and who really was the "bitch" in the end. but i really am glad with who turned out to be who
GO YANKS!
much love~gabrielle
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2003 17 October :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: perfect- simple plan
today, i found a friend in someone who i always had as a friend but never knew wat kind of a friend she could be. we had an awesome conversation about the stuff that goes on with the people we know, stuff we've experienced, heartbreaks, stuff that bothers us, and of course guys.
it made me feel a lot better to talk to someone about all this stuff bc i really feel like i found someone on my level and someone who really understands what im going through. it helped me to realize wat im really looking for. we talked about taylor and read thru some of our old convos and emails and stuff. it was funny to see how mushy gushy we were with eachother, but it was sad. i dont miss him in the slightest bit, but i miss someone like him. i miss the conversations, i miss tight loving hugs, i miss the way he looked at me, i miss the security of knowing that someone out there cared so much about me, i miss that i could tell him n e thing, and i miss having someone like that...a lot. i want it back. i wanted to cry.
tonite i felt like a loser...nothing to do on a friday nite, makin myself depressed over stuff from the past that made me realize what was missing from my present, and helped me to no wat i need in my future. thanks so much. u made my nite so much better ;)
shnell
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2003 14 October :: 8.25pm
:: Music: Stacy's Mom: Fountains Of Wayne
I was bored and had nothing to do, so i made this quiz. its something to do, and i think its pretty good....click here to judge it for yourself...
Danielle's "How Well Do You Represent Edgemont??"
http://quizilla.com/users/dmlxoxo/quizzes/How%20Well%20Do%20You%20Represent%20EdGeMoNt%3F
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2003 13 October :: 6.48pm
:: Mood: enthralled
:: Music: Rock the Red Sox-Stagga Lee
Boston
Boston was so much fun. i dont really know why we went but it was still awesome. i loved being the only yankee fan there and getting all these evil looks (i never took my hat off) and i love the fact that we won that game :) but i would rather not get started on all the festivities at fenway park on saturday. it just makes me so fucking mad.
im so excited for the game tonight. i cannot wait. i hate the red sox so much, i just hope we break their hearts...oooh lala my dad just said he saw mel stottlemyre and don zimmer (awww) at the track today and talked to them for a bit (he sort of knows them from his horse people) ugh why do i always leave when something cool happens??? stupid english project.
anyway i didnt realize how the yankees seriously change my mood. when they do good i am such a happier person. (on the flip side i might as well give up on the giants now...they played like shit yesterday) but my God I seriously love the Yankees. Moose has gotta be good tonight though.
when i say red sox u say nomar... red sox: noma(r) red sox: noma, snl lmao...those damn accents were gross.
Ewww this new Britney Spears song is terrrrrrrrrrrible.
btw everything else is good, i just really don't care about anything else at the moment.
GO YANKEEEEEEEEEEEEES 1 MORE HOUR!
~GABRIELLE
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2003 10 October :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: hopeful
FOR GABI AND ERICA AND THOSE OTHERS WHO WANT ME TO START UP AGAIN...
...i hope its true, and if it is, i think i want to...
...lets just leave that as it is.
wow its been a really long time since ive posted, i really dont have much to write about, but im sure that i will by sunday or even saturday. this is just to tell the ppl who have been wanting to scratch my eyes out bc its been liek a hundred yrs since ive updated that im gunna strt keepin up again.
love*love*love*love*love*love*love*love*
ur #1 rockstar: danmorgan
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2003 7 October :: 8.38pm
:: Mood: not sure yet
I miss this thing when i go a few days w/o writing it helps me a lot to get things out.
School: A lot of work..but still managing pretty well, some classes a little worried about but most fine. but its hard to stay steady like this...sometimes i just wanna stop working so damn hard.
Friends: Fine...friends are great, they piss me off once in a while but who doesnt piss me off ever
Soccer: OMG this has been an awesome season and it wouldnt be a 16th as good if it werent for TBC..u guys fuckin rock! funniest times!
Sports: OMFG THE YANKEES ARE GOIN ALL THE WAY BABY!!! im going to a game tomorrow nite and possibly in boston this weekend. i am so physced. the marlins too way cool... i went to the giant game this weekend..freakin offensive line was miserable, ugh kerry wtf were u thinking..ok dont get me started i could go on..
General consensis on life: good...optimistic, scared that my pessimist side will get the best of me though. and im still dying for christmas
and crazily enough i think im getting over this certain something..but im not gonna get too excited, cos i know itll come back
oh well my crazy insane great aunt is visting soon...itll be good to have a little cuban in my life
Forever&Always
Love~Gabrielle
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2003 28 September :: 6.30pm
:: Mood: confused
So it's been a couple weeks since I wrote and as weird as it may be I missed it, but everythings been so crazy and hectic. School is a lot of work. But nothing more than i had anticipated. I hate global so much though. I really gotta get used to it, but I really don't like it. Soccer, we're really good this year...I'm probably gonna come back soon, my back is doing very good.
last saturday i visited my baby cousin in nj omg shes so freaking cute! Today I went to see Hairspray it was sooo good. This weekend was exactly what i needed
Everything is moving so fast it took my a weekend to just stop and look at it all. I love the weekend...I hate Sunday night though...its just awful ugh.
And all i have to say is whyyyyyyyyyyyy???? whyyy???? whyyyy? Why does this part of my life have to exist? it makes me miserable...but so happy at the same time. but miserable for not being able to get over it after so long...but happy to be able to think about it....hence my mood: confused...i just wish it would go away, i really do ...(u werent supposed to get that..sry very confusing)
And every time I feel like Im gonna be okay and everything is fine, i think of something else that makes me so upest...
ahhh...i hate complaining seriously i do, but idk whats wrong...i really am happy i truly am but theres something holding me back and i just have to get over it.
Lots of Love to *everyone* (and i mean that)
Gabrielle~
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2003 24 September :: 11.31am
:: Mood: accomplished
word of the day
tautology.
Main Entry: tau·tol·o·gy
Pronunciation: to-'tä-l&-jE
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural -gies
Etymology: Late Latin tautologia, from Greek, from tautologos
Date: 1574
1 a : needless repetition of an idea, statement, or word b : an instance of tautology
in layman's terms: a circular definition that is unfalsifiable because it defines itself. for example, a female can be defined as that which is not male, and a male can be defined as that which is not female. or the famous saying 'survival of the fittest' - fittest can be defined as those who survive, so 'survival of the fittest' is also 'survival of those who survive.'
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2003 14 September :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: perfect
It's been a week since I wrote last.
A fairly good first (full) week of school.
I like my teachers so far. I'm not in love with any of them or anything but they're good. Schoolwork has been pretty average...A lot of work but it's still not bad.
Soccer, still can't play but we're doing great this season! yeah girls!
As for my friends..I really don't know what to expect this year...
One of my friends I'm feeling really underappreciated by, and I feel like she's been really rude lately...One I feel has changed a lot... One I feel like says stuff to me she doesn't really mean...I donno, I hope this is all in my imagination or just a phase
The dance was Friday. I really did not want to go, but it turned out to be alright. It was hilarious just to people watch.
And I don't know, I just don't feel...anything at all really. Everything is so dull and repetitive. I know I said I don't like change, but I'm contradicting myself now, I want change, I want something different, something new. I just wish something big would happen...whether it be good or bad...
AND I WANT CHRISTMAS AHHHHH!
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2003 7 September :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: pensive
so a lot has happened since last i wrote
first of all school...which came as quite a shocker. It was so unreal. It didn't feel like I was in school, or it did but it felt like there was no summer. Idk but it was weird as hell. Everything with school is fine. Nothing has changed. No one has changed. Nothing is different. I guess thats okay for me since im not the greatest handler of change. But besides that I think it'll be a really good year. I really have to put aside some feelings i have for certain people. It's hard but I don't want to be one of these people who dislikes someone for no reason.
Yesterday I had to get up at freakin 8 o clock to the soccer game that I couldnt play in. It was a lot of fun chattin on the sidelines and on the bus though lol. So I'm out of soccer for at least another week probably 2 or 3 more weeks. i fucked up my back really badly. Now I have to do this painful physical therapy and wear this uncomfortable belt everywhere i go. ugh i hate it. but i hate soccer more so i guess its not the worst thing in the world. hehe.
I'm really excited that football has started and the Giants won today. I'm not sure about the Dolphins though. I'll have to check into that. The Yanks won too!!! Hopefully they'll spank Detroit this week and stretch that lead against the Sox.
Wow, I sound like a sportscaster idiot. But oh well, i really love those 2 sports.
And as usual nothing too exciting going on in my life! No Drama! Sorry if I dissapointed anyone reading. I'm sure I did. I'd be bored as hell too. hehe. I guess my no-drama lifestyle is pretty good though. Things could be worse...
Peace Gabi
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2003 2 September :: 6.26am
:: Mood: tired
am i doing the right thing?
the subject says it all.
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2003 30 August :: 4.41pm
:: Mood: bouncy
Three reasons I am in a great mood right now:
1) No practice tomorrow, or the next day
2) Bottom of the 8th at Fenway. Yanks up 8-6. Not worried at all cos Mariano is in, and is gonna kick some boston ASS. Go YANKEES!
3) My shower radio. I got it for my birthday. It's soooo cool. As if my singing in the shower wasn't terrible enough I now have backup music to get me into it even more ha.
hahaha life is gooooood.
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