High School Drama at its Greatest

:: 2005 19 October :: 9.29am

read me
http://www.slate.com/id/2128199/?nav=tap3

:: 2005 11 October :: 7.16am
:: Mood: awake

International Partnership on Avian and Pandemic Influenza
Is it just me, or are Bush's committees starting to sound like Professor Umbridge's declarations from Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix?

You all probably don't know what those are, I must be the only dork who reads those books...just trust me on this one :)

:: 2005 9 October :: 2.10pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: coheed

this is way too fun...THURSDAY BABY!

Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band
Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: My Chemical Romance
Are you male or female:: helena
Describe yourself:: i'm not okay
How do some people feel about you:: the jetset life is gonna kill you
How do you feel about yourself:: headfirst for halos
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: honey, this mirror isn't big enough for the both of us
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: this is the best day ever <3
Describe where you want to be:: skylines and turnstiles
Describe what you want to be:: i never told you what i do for a living :)
Describe how you live:: give 'em hell kid
Describe how you love:: to the end
Share a few words of wisdom: it's not a fashion statement, it's a fucking deathwish
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You've been totally Bzoink*d

:: 2005 10 September :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: stressed

9/11 Never Forget
Skylines & Turnstiles

You're not in this alone
Let me break this awkward silence
Let me go, go on record
Be the first to say I'm sorry
Hear me out
Well if you take me down
Or would you lay me out
And if the world needs something better
Let's give them one more reason now, now, now

We walk in single file
We light our rails and punch our time
Ride escalators colder than a cell

This broken city sky like butane on my skin
and stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here

Tell me we go from...

And in this moment we can't close the lids on burning eyes
Our memories blanket us with friends we know like fallout vapor

Steel corpses stretch out towards an ending sun, scorched and black
It reaches in and tears your flesh apart
As ice cold hands rip into your heart

That's if you've still got one that's left
inside that cave you call a chest
And after seeing what we saw
can we still reclaim our innocence?
And if the world needs something better
let's give them one more reason now

This broken city sky like butane on my skin
and stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here

Tell me we go from here...

:: 2005 5 September :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: sad

<3

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.

:: 2005 29 August :: 9.57am

To Earthward
by Robert Frost

Love at the lips was touch
As sweet as I could bear;
And once that seemed too much;
I lived on air

That crossed me from sweet things,
The flow of--was it musk
From hidden grapevine springs
Downhill at dusk?

I had the swirl and ache
From sprays of honeysuckle
That when they're gathered shake
Dew on the knuckle.

I craved strong sweets, but those
Seemed strong when I was young;
The petal of the rose
It was that stung.

Now no joy but lacks salt,
That is not dashed with pain
And weariness and fault;
I crave the stain

Of tears, the aftermark
Of almost too much love,
The sweet of bitter bark
And burning clove.

When stiff and sore and scarred
I take away my hand
From leaning on it hard
In grass and sand,

The hurt is not enough:
I long for weight and strength
To feel the earth as rough
To all my length.

:: 2005 23 August :: 6.47pm
:: Mood: amused

i love it when people make fun of this joke of a guy we call our president
http://www.slate.com/id/2124691/?nav=mpp

:: 2005 12 August :: 12.52am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: tbs-bonus mosh pt II

life is good..i <3 my job

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle I Limbo

PETA Members
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Rednecks, DMV Employees
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

George Bush
Circle IV Rolling Weights

General asshats
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Boston Red Sox
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Osama bin Laden
Circle VII Burning Sands

Ashlee Simpson
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Republicans, Scientologists
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

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:: 2005 25 July :: 9.14am
:: Mood: bored

i could not see
for the fog in my eyes.
and i could not feel
for the fear in my life.
from across the great divide,
in the distance i saw a light.
John the Baptist,
walking to me
with The Maker.

:: 2005 17 July :: 12.51pm
:: Music: blink182-not now

love this too much....
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dmlxoxo

:: 2005 6 July :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: Mikes guitar and Scary Movie 3.

This is Zacky G. posting in Dlit's woohu. BIATCH!
Zack on danielle:

Danielle is my girl for life. She really is the one person in my life i couldnt live without. Looking back on our friendship i really dont see where it first started.... It was like last summer something between us clicked. She was going through some tough shit and i guess i was just some one who understood what was going on with her life. The thing i found most attractive about her were her values. Unlike most girls at the time who were satisfied with hooking up with random guys she was more concerned with finding some one to loveand wouldnt settle for anything else. She really is a special girl. Her values and morals are so different than most ignorant shallow suburban girls. She is the deepest person i know. For some reason i am just so attracted to all these things that make her the person she is. I really am inlove with danielle, she is the one girl i love more than anyone else. I will go my entire life and never find some one as amazing as her. She is something deep and unique in a world full of shallow cookie cutter shaped individuals. Danielle, you will always be number one in my life.

dmlxoxo

:: 2005 1 July :: 12.30am

http://community.webshots.com/photo/359017792/382615277VbYjnW
this. is. love.

:: 2005 14 June :: 4.24pm

about as creative as 'the dave matthews band'
#41
Come and see
I swear by now I'm playing time
I against my troubles
I'm coming slow but speeding
Do you wish a dance and while I'm
in the front
the play on time is won
but the difficulty is coming here

I will go in this way
And find my own way out
I wont tell you to stay
But I'm coming to much more
Me
All at once the ghosts come back
Reeling in you now
What if they came down crushing
Remember when I used to play for
all of the loneliness that nobody
notice now
I'm begging slow I'm coming here
Only waiting I wanted to stay
I wanted to play
I wanted to love you

I'm only this far
And only tomorrow leads my way

I'm coming waltzing back and moving into your head
Please, I wouldn't pass this by
I would take any more than
What sort of man goes by
I will bring water
Why wont you ever be glad
It melts into wonder
I came in praying for you
why wont you run
in the rain and play
let the tears splash all over you

kloppy89

:: 2005 10 June :: 12.16am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: My Chemical Romance- Cemetery Drive

Random
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this night, walk the dead
in a solitary style
and crash the cemetery gates.
in the dress your husband hates
way down, mark the grave
where the search lights find us
drinking by the mausoleum door
and they found you on the bathroom floor

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

back home, off the run
singing songs that make you slit your wrists
it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
so i won't stop dying, won't stop lying
if you want i'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve?
is this what you always want me for?

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

i miss you, i miss you so far
and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down

way down

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kloppy89

:: 2005 9 June :: 11.30pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: Bloc Party- Helicopter

ARRRGGG
sorry i havent written in a while...finals and me ya know...TIME TO VENT

speaking of finals i took my english today and im really worried i didnt do well on it and im just really frustrated that ive worked this hard and in the end i just threw it away...i really dont want my mom to be disapointed in me again, last time was too hard for me. but now i just cant stop thinking about it. pleaz god make me do well on it pleeeeaaaazzzzzz...i wish i didnt have to dwell on things like this all the time. fuck. i probably didnt get into MUN either since im an idiot and forgot the time of the meeting...shit shit shit, it doesnt matter as much to me as much as english does but its just bothering me and sitting in the back of my head. now i have the pressure of math because i fucked up there and shit i have no idea of wat im getting in bio...i dont know how this happened, i cant believe im letting everything fall to pieces...

im really sad to see him go...more than anything i just enjoyed getting closer to him. it was hard for me for a while but its gotten better for me...not great but ive learned to ignore it. he'll soon be gone and i wont have to think about him anymore...but thats the thing, i think about him all the time now, im pretty sure he's gonna pop into my head from time to time...i wish i had never fallen for him, he prob doesnt feel the same way and im making a big deal out of nothing. i really really really want to know exactly how he feels tho...ive been so confused by him lately i dont know wat to think, he's driving me insane. tomorrow's pre-prom and im goin to have to see him...prob for the last time before he goes :( i guess its tomorrow or never to find out how he feels, but i dont know if ill have the courage to do it

on a happier note i had a good time tonight...its been a while since ive just hung out w/ friends and laughed...helped me get away for a bit. i also got to play my new guitar today since school is over. I LOVE IT SO MUCH...anyways i gotta get up early to STUDY more...shit shit i have to do well...damnit ok im out

<3 Kloppy

got some pics from spain! <3 you amanda!
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