Halloween
OK, this is my first halloween memory so i wanted to write it before i forgot it so here it goes:

Way back in teh day, in the day means third grade, it was Halloween, my first ever. I was so excited ( i dunno it makes teh story more interesing) anyway, so me and my brothers went trick or treating. But when we went trick or treating we just rang ppls doorbells and got candy. We didnt say anything. So then we went to this house adn teh lady was like what do u say. And we were like "thank you". Shes like NO, before u get the candy. We had no idea what to say, i remember being embarassed and confused all at the same time. So she told us the lil trick or treat smel my feet (something like that) so the rest of the trip we kept on saying trick or treat.
I believe that that was the story unless we knew when we started but just forgot as we kept on going.

havent used this in a while
SECOND MOOD WOOO! anyway i havent written in this journal for a while. nothing has a happened, my life is boirng. Patrice is homeocming queen for junior class (one of two) go patrice!!

I have Quotes, this is what im using this journal for:

"A man is more complex, infinitely more so, than his thoughts."
--Paul Valery

"The door of opportunity won't open unless you do some pushing."
--Anon.

"A laugh is a terrible weapon."
--Kate O'Brien

"That white horse you see in the park could be a zebra synchronized with the railings." --Ann Jellicoe (from The Knack)

What u think the last one is talking about???

"That is what learning is. You suddenly understand something
you've understood all your life, but in a new way."
--Doris Lessing

If you would keep your friends, hold your tongue:

"It is important to our friends that we are unreservedly
frank with them, and important to our friendship that we are
not."
--Mignon McLaughlin

"Don't tell friends their social faults; they will cure the
fault and never forgive you."
--Logan Pearsall Smith

"If we all told what we know of one another, there would not
be four friends in the world."
--Blaise Pascal

I know im a loser, but those are good quotes!

Luv, Yasamin

Make sure what u see isnt what u want to see!!!!

Random Quotes
This is just a list of quotes i like alright here it goes:

"It's like magic. When you live by yourself, all your annoying habits are gone!" --Merrill Markoe
"If you want to do something, do it!"
--Plautus
"When everything has to be right, something isn't."
--Stanislaw Lec
"The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is their power to harm us." --Voltaire
"Jealousy is all the fun you think they had."
--Erica Jong

"Be what you are. This is the first step toward becoming better than you are." --Julius Charles Hare

"You are all you will ever have for certain."
--June Havoc
"Hope is a good breakfast, but it is a bad supper."
--Francis Bacon

I think those r enough for one day, yea i have been saving them up. But the last three are really good in my opnion.

My random thought
Ok u guys, i have though of this wonderfully intelligent thought, yes very intelligent. But i cant put it into words so bare with me alright, alright.

People say to leave ur mark in this world. That everyone wants to do this one thing that leaves their mark in this world. But isnt it by being alive ur leaving ur mark. I mean, all these ppl try to set records and do this adn that to be remembered, but isnt it existing that u leave ur mark. So why do people try so hard? I mean, i went into genetics and the room was COLD, it was freezing right, so i sat in my seat and it was all warm (ppl might say eww but it like made my day) anyway, so i was all like whoosh i dont have to freeze right. So, whomever that person is i was like wow, thanks! But then i went into APUSH adn the seat was cold, and i remembered that person and i was like darn it. And then this thought came in mind (actually something my teacher said which i completely disagreed with). Yup.

Now back to Yasamania. Crew was fun, but i dont feel "in" anymore, i dont think i ever did, but tis ok. OHHHH. Why do u say Bass Clarinet, when it spelled bass like the fish?? I think we shud help the less fortunate spellers and make life easy spell base (clar) bass clar, it simplifies my life. See this is why i failed almost all my spelling tests. Stupid english.

Yup thats all. Hmm. Yup. Oh patrice, the guys done painting, i think my brain is gonna stop working soon sry.

Yasamin

Anger but not
I GIVE UP! I aint studyin anymore tonight, i didnt study persay, but i opened the book and looked at it. So im done, i will fail i know, but i wana sleep at nine today, i dunno why i just do. my brain is tired ill just get up early, ive done it before, but i need to do a good job. But sleep, i dunno brain stop thinking, Im gonna sleep have everything ready so tmro. i get up at five (thirty i know myself) adn get dressed/shower, then study for APUSH, then during English review what i studied for Physics, then in physics take the test adn then review. THen in genetics review for APUSH and then take test for APUSH. Then feel free. Cuz right now i feel like im in a cage, cuz i have that test, actually those tests. i hate that feeling. Its like feeling u work adn work and u aint gettin no where. I hate it. But smile, tmro. will be a good day.

Itchiness
my nose itches as well as my ear, cuz guess what i think i have allergies. NO. i hope not. Well anyway, im really really awake, yup. crew started, im sorta excited but not, i am cuz i get to do props, but not cuz of the whole seperating crews thing, yup. First class training is tmro. OMG, teachers r so stupid, u would assume that they would be smart, and after year after year of having tests they would figure out that their mentality is the same, and choose a good day to have a test, not the same day. Yup im gonna be sorta stressed tmro. i dont want to be, but i will be, i actually started my h/w. Yup its an accomplishment. U know what dressing nice isnt a bad thing, it actually makes me feel better. Well actually 2 kinds of clothing types make me feel better, when i get dressed nice for myself and believe i look nice and when i wear a pair of jeans and a big baggie shirt, cuz it makes me look skinnier. U know what im obssesed with the way i look, i mean i would assume not cuz i always look like crap but i actually care, i just sorta have the whole theory of who am i impressing? (No one) Yup, hmm semi silence in my brain. I think im high on something, i swear i am but i didnt do it on purpose. My brain is like WOOOOO, it doesnt make sense, which is the sad part. yes it is. But life isnt sad (brain changing gears sry) i mean were like so damn special. U guys have no idea, i mean we have so many choices and options. Like we as humans r like magnificant creatures. we are very complex, we have something called perfection. what is it? What is perfection? does it actually exist? NO were idiots we all want this perfect life with no stress and awesome friends, but we are what we are adn in that since we have achieved perfection. But as humans we dont like it, we want a different perfection, the one that u never reach. I think we shud shut up and be happy. U know what really confuses me, religion. What makes u right and me wrong? I guess that is when faith kicks in. I hope i have faith, i do have faith, but im not sure, wait i am, im just lazy. So in conclusion: Life is perfect adn we are too but we look for something that is perfect, adn we dont find it that makes us imperfect, the fact that we look and look and look.

Tu amiga,
Yasamin

ADIOS HAHA

P.s. u guys are quiz CRAZY, u r! i used to actually read the quizes but i pass over them now, u guys need limits, i will set them for u only 5 a day! alright. (Ok yasamin we shall obey ;) )

Nemo
well, i was bored so i took this quiz so this goes with the quote on my phone!!!!!!


You're Dory! You're a total airhead! And you
probably even suffer from short term memory
loss. But you are a friendly, hospitable, and
sociable person. You love to chat with people
and probably even tell them your life story!
But sometimes you can get anoying with your
yapping so calm down a bit and take a deeeeeeep
breath.


What character from Finding Nemo are you?
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school
I dont know what it is about me that disappoints me, i mean when i look at myself i hate me. i wish i was better u know what my parents want, i dont think ill ever reach that. ive worked so hard, u know being in honors and everything, i mean i tried i cant stand it. ive honestly had enough, i wanna drop all my honor classes and just take regular u know. like math i actually like it because i get it, i can sit there and understand. but today was like crap. we had physics, we did our first lab, and i was the idiot of the group i had no idea what to do i mean honeslty i have no idea what a vector is adn what is its magnatide. i dont care. i honestly hate physics, stupid stupid teachers, why ddint they just let me take biology! i mean its the smae aint it, but no lets ruin yasamins life and not offer it at the right time. i wanna take chem again. i need more regular classes, where i dont notice my brain thinking u know. a class that i believe i can get a B in u know, not my stupid ol ass classes. i hate me. i dont want to be me. im not close to as good as my parents standards. u have no idea how much that hurts. when i asked my dad to switch classes i just broke down and cried, i cant stand that. i dotn want to worry about them, uknow they got my brothers maybe they can reach their expectations u know. i wanna just drop out of school and be a perminant tech. its so much easier u know, and slowly ill be in charge. i wanna sleep. ive had enough for one day u know. alright, im gonna do my hw now. oh god i hate school.

What movie Do i belong in?
Well this might be unexpected but...

Lord of the Rings!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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First 2 days of school
Today was crap, i mean i had fun talkin to susie in the car, that was fun, but then i came come feelin like crap and slept. I dunno why but i did, then i took my brother home, yesum, adn went to walmart, i came home adn i got yelled at. I found out why i got adddicted to Linkin Park, evil parents. Omg im soo pissed of at my dad, i come home and he starts to yell right whoooosh. Then, oh this is teh fun part he yells about cleanin right, os i do the laundry thats on my bed that hes to damn lazy to fold himself, and he says it just takes 2 minutes, and i was lthinkin so it takes 2 minutes do it urself, right so id o teh laundry folding part. and start my h/w then he yells at me adn tells me to clean the kitchen. Ok, thats bs cuz hes sittin down there drinkin tea, and is like come clean me and ur mom have been workin and cleaning. so its like em and brother r the onlly ones cleaning right! thats crap. I hate my parents i want to trade them. i wil too. Alright i shud sleep, iknow its only 1000 but i feel like crap. yup adn i have to get up at six so ican take a shower. Stupid school. i hate it. night.