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2004 2 September :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: I like that...
Random
I am currently a soccer mom in training. yes i take my two younger brothers to soccer practice and heres the schedule:
taha monday
weseem and taha wed.
weseem thursday
my life is so sad
Omg i had this randomly awesome thought and i totally forgot it hold on let me think....shit i cant think of it. ARG...it was the reason im updating my journal.
Whatever adios amigas.
Yasamin
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2004 2 September :: 8.14pm
:: Music: Elton John
And Jesus
He wants to go to Venus
Leave Levon far behind
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2004 2 September :: 12.22am
:: Mood: Not
:: Music: Brick- Ben Folds Five
I'm a sad pathetic person. Don't ask me why.
You know when you feel like you have millions of things to write, but all you can get out is..umm...Yeah.
Yeah.
-Patrice
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2004 31 August :: 1.22am
:: Mood: Rebelious
Next summer I'm getting a tattoo. Don't know what. Nothing too big. A small one. But I'm doing it.
Who's with me?
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2004 31 August :: 12.35am
:: Mood: blank
Notes adn talks
My brother was like strangly hyper today and forced to stay at home so we talked, i made fun of him. I honestly miss when we used to be able to talk cuz its sorta weird but at times hes not a complete jack ass, i know amazing. Anyway.
Couldnt finish h/w i failed miserably...omg did i tell u, the first take home quiz of the year in bio i lost, yea man, i was so pissed off. I drove all the way home adn didnt find it, i think mr. bomgaars thinks im a complete idiot. Yea it sucks.
I read two notes that i wrote last year, adn they made me tear up. I can't believe im such a sad adn desperate person. one was written for me adn the other one i wrote intending to give to patrice. The incredibly sad part about the two notes is that they are 100% accurate. Like my predictions so came true, that made me even sadder than teh fact that i wrote a note to myself. So my goal is to stop teh process of what the notes said woudl happen. Yea, um makes no sense to u but i wont tell u what was written in the notes b/c one was for me self adn the other one i guess was sorta for me cuz i knew i woudl never give ti to patrice.
Creative writing is going ok, i havent had to share anything in class yet, so thats all good.
Adios amigas
remember life only sucks for a few hours after that it gets fun and then starts to suck again....but the fun part is so worth it. :)
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2004 30 August :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: confused
first, i must tell you, neil and i got in a sort of fight. more like i was yelling at him.
i wont get into it.
but then i couldnt sleep...first cuz i was crying...and cuz i always feel bad for yelling at him...
then i had a dream.
::gets out notebook:: i wrote it down in study hall.
I was with jackie, patrice, jill, sandy and the same guys as a few entries before. We went to dinner and afterwards, visited another school and listened to their band/orchestra play. They were actually really really horrible, but we thought they were okie...maybe it was some circumstance we knew that i didnt actually know. we went to the parking lot and the girls got in the car but the guys decided it was nice and stayed out there so we got out too. we started looking at the stars and they were shooting...but not just straight across.
"Do shooting stars change direction?" I asked, as if no one else could see them (my dream is beginning to sound narrative-like).
After a while, they got boring and we all trotted down to the dock. Two signs saying 'play dog #1' and the corresponding number two on the higher level of the dock. i took the first one out on a leash...he was a happy playful dog. then he started to get growly and i got more cautious. he randomly ran and jumped in the water (we're on a dock, remember) and we were like, "hey we should pull him back"...but it was really casual...until we saw the tail fin of a dolphin (beluga whale; white, small) and the dog tried to bite it. We kicked it into high gear, attempting to pull the dog out of the water. Eventually succeeding, the dog approached me, glaring at me and circled me, growling. i got scared and pulled my arms and legs into my hoodie and woke up shaking uncontrollably at five thirty five in the morning in the same position i was hiding from the dog. i couldnt go back to sleep for a while. i was afraid to close my eyes becasue the dog was going to get me, which, of course, i know is dumb, but my subconscious would catch me everytime i got halfway rested.
yea....thats all really i wanted to say.
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2004 29 August :: 2.29pm
oh btw yasmine is the 521 most popular name. OH YEA!
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2004 29 August :: 2.25pm
:: Mood: busy
school
School is ok, some of the classes i thought i could get an easy A in are turning out to be a lot of work...grrr...im updating my journal because i have to write to things (one in french other in english) so i aint excited adn i have to read a chapter in bio and do the take home quiz. i honestly dont want to be stressed out this year, but i might have to be and that is really annoying.
i havent started college applications yet. WHICH SUCKS. stupid senior year.
my family is going to ravina tonight so that means i have to finish h/w before then and me is avoiding it likeits the plague. AIght adios amigas.
Yasamin
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2004 28 August :: 1.46pm
so hello...
today im going to a five year olds birthday party!
last night i had a dream...
i was at some kind of building...and for some reason we were laying on the floor...waiting for something to start i think. and i felt really lonely so i started smelling people...like hul and wender. then i smelled bentons cheek...which was really weird cuz i was smelling everyone elses shoulders. and then i kissed benton, and it felt wonderful...like the loneliness drifted away. and i started hoping no one saw...but kyle hul and wender were all over at the ticket booth asking a question, and although there were more people around me, i only cared what those three thought and so i kissed him again.
::shrugs:: i dont know...
um...let's see...in other news...(can it be news if its not quite new?)
i still miss neil...gee, you needed to hear that to know...ill write another entry about that...
um...yea this was mostly for the dream...
oh yea and im going to give the link to neil...
all the ones i dont want him to read, ill 'friends only'
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2004 27 August :: 8.14pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: radio
gerbilness
my gerbil is dying.
shes got a lazier eye now and her paws were bloody the other day.
she also was really fat and now shes super skinny.
shes gonna die
shes old
::sigh:: i want another pet though...
on a happier note...
my birthday is sunday!
woo!
ill be r-rated and able to stay out late!
yay!!!
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2004 27 August :: 7.40pm
I Don't Want To Be Me
~ Amanda Clemens
I'm not feeling so bold
Can't you see I don't want to grow old
And my photograph's an epitaph of parody
I don't want to be me
I'm not feeling so sure
It would help if you offered a cure
If I wait, it's too late for the remedy
I don't want to be me
You won't save me
Cuz I'm not the fortunate one
So don't blame me
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run
I'm not feeling so well
Maybe we could just sit for a spell
And make amends, it depends on my injury
I don't want to be me
I don't want to be me
I don't want to be me
You won't save me
Cuz I'm not the fortunate one
So don't blame me
If I decide to just run
You won't save me
Cuz I'm not the fortunate one
So don't blame me
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run
I really like that song...it was on Degrassi.
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2004 26 August :: 12.36am
dont care how many days
Going back into the past is bad. There's a reason its in the past its over. But I cant believe it still makes me mad, makes me want to throw up. Finding out things that someone did behind my back that i never knew about...always great im going to be sick now. i cant believe i was so dumb.
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2004 24 August :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: accomplished
random quiz
Where do you fall on the liberal - conservative political spectrum? (United States)
brought to you by Quizilla
I so thought i would be a conservative!
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2004 24 August :: 4.09pm
So i think im addicted to changing my hair. I cant go into the hair cutting place with out changing something... so...i got bangs. They are like side bangs though, and fairly long...but its still different. Its weird.
School today was weird...a lot of people i havent been in classes with since 8th grade are in my classes now. Ahhhh. I like Mr. Curry and Mr. Mann. They are cool. I think im going to switch 1st and 8th periods.
Im worried about choir... she wants to test people in the next few days... ick. I cant do scales...as i learned at Joseph....blah! Oh well... thats all i got. You guys should see my hair! lol Ok. Byebye.
~Jackie
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2004 24 August :: 12.14am
11/12 days til i see spencer
not sure when he's coming but he's coming back for labor day! :) im excited, i already took off work....hehehe i went out today...not sure it was alright i still feel an abscense, i like staying at home by myself then my saddness doesnt rub off on others and just make people mad and uncomfortable i hate that. so i really dont want to do it so if i decline your offer to hang out im sorry, its probably for the better of you becuase if your stuck home doing nothing there's at least potential to have fun and do cool things by yourself as i have discovered...yes that is my story bye
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