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2004 4 June :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: The Breaking Of The Fellowship
I know what my summer thing is going to be. Photography. I never get sick of it. It's fun and I like it. So there it goes. If I'm bored, I'll probably be outside taking pictures. Woo.
Anyone know if it's possible to take pictures of the night sky? hm..just wondering...
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toki
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2004 4 June :: 12.45pm
:: Mood: pissed off
I hate my dad. I hate him. He is such a jerk. He's so freggin anal and it's so annoying! I freggin spilled paint on the floor, so I try to clean it up and I get grounded for it! Amanda's done ten times worse and has gotten less then this for it. He's a dick. He's yet to yell at me, so we'll see how this goes. My mom told me to have a good attitude and just listen and apoligize. That really doesn't work with me. He pisses me off beyond belief...and well you all know hwo good I am at keeping anger in. Not good at all.
Harry Potter was good. if you didn't like it, you're insane. You should be more open. Sure, it's not Oscar material, but it was good.
It's officialy summer. I'm excited, but not. Because of this mostly, summer has been off to a *great* start.
I think I'm going crazy. Last night, Sandy and I were looking for Jorie's charm in the parking lot and this guy beeped his car horn at us and I couldn't breath for about two minutes and I was all shaky and blah. Hmm...I'm just easily freaked out. It was kinda funny though, but not.
Bah.
-Patrice
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2004 3 June :: 1.15am
:: Mood: exhausted
I'm tired. Too lazy to clean off my bed though. Picnis was fun. Romped and threw flowers. Saw Justin, he came to school, it was a party. Jorie came over tonight, Benny and Jackie stopped by to give me shoes. Jorie left. I'm talking to keister online. My neck hurts. Gradaution tonmorrw. I'm not excited. :-( I'm confused. I need a road map. So I know where I'm going. That'd be nice. Okay, good bye dudes. Summer is offically here ::yawns::
-patrice
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2004 3 June :: 12.58am
| What is your favorite.. | | gum: | Orbit | | restaurant: | | | drink: | Lemonade | | season: | Winter/fall | | type of weather: | Rain | | emotion: | Contentness..I guess..feeling like everything is falling in place | | thing to do on a half day: | Um..go to lunch, then eat at a park, watch a movie, sleep | | late-night activity: | just hanging out with people, outside is better in my yes.yeah, just relaxing and having fun | | sport: | Gymnastics to watch...running to do | | city: | Umm... Nags Head. Well, Outer banks area | | store: | World Market | | When was the last time you.. | | cried: | Really seriously cried? Kei's party | | played a sport: | I threw flowers at people today | | laughed: | An hour or so ago..picked my sister up from 8th grade dance..aww..it was funny, if you want to know, ill tell you the story | | hugged someone: | Um..Sunday when I left Jorie's house. | | kissed someone: | my puppy kissed me today | | felt depressed: | Today-Picnisish and after. Being alone isn't fun. | | felt elated: | After theatre tech finalish | | felt overworked: | All last week and beginning of this. but it's over for now. | | faked sick: | Week of the show, so I could sleep in | | lied: | An hour ago...to my mommy, she asked me if I danced with anyone at my 8th grade dance and I said no. Because he's gross now. | | What was the last.. | | word you said: | doo di dooo | | thing you ate: | 2 Cookies | | song you listened to: | 100 years | | thing you drank: | Milk | | place you went to: | Junior High to pick up Gabbie | | movie you saw: | LoTR: RoTk | | movie you rented: | um...Monkey Trouble | | concert you attended: | Other then school? TSO | | Who was the last person you.. | | hugged: | Jorie or Jackie..dude! No, it was sarah, I was invadign her bubble | | cried over: | stupid people who make me think too much and feel bad about myself and make me worry | | kissed: | My kitty? :-P | | danced with: | Jorie..we gorilla danced | | shared a secret with: | umm...Jorie | | had a sleepover with: | jackie-o | | called: | Jorie | | went to a movie with: | Jill, Spencer, David, Kyle, Jackie, Benny, Chris, Ashley, Wender | | saw: | Day After Tomorrow | | were angry with: | umm..my parents. they're dumb. | | couldn't take your eyes off of: | O.o;; | | obsessed over: | Johnny Depp | | Have you ever.. | | danced in the rain: | Yes! | | kissed someone: | Nopee | | done drugs: | No | | drank alcohol: | No | | slept around: | No | | partied 'til the sun came up: | Hm..not in a bad way..I'm a good girl O:-) | | had a movie marathon: | Yes'm | | gone too far on a dare: | Hehe, good times. yes. | | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | Hehe! yeah, that was fun. | | taken a survey quite like this before: | Actually, yes. |
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2004 1 June :: 12.22am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Friends..my sister's watching it
I hate chemistry. I'm tired. I didn't get enough of my notes typed up. I can't concentrate. I need to sleep, but I haven't finished it. I think I should just die and get it over with. Who's with me?
Umm..I just want to write, but I can't. I'm really hungry. No one's online tonight to talk to. Well, there's people. But not the people I can talk to talk to. If that makes sense.
I wish I was in a movie, even better...a TV show...things would be all weird for 20 minutes...with a few laughs thrown in..then it would all be solved. Everyone happy. Woo hoo.
(Big long speel I decided to delete goes here..if you're really interested, which I doubt, ask. If I want you to know, I'll tell you. Otherwise, I'll probably lie.)
My mouth is dry. I need water. Good night.
-Patrice
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2004 31 May :: 3.33pm
| A(n) ____ come(s) up to you, what you do is.. | | book: | read it | | Snake: | pet it | | Aunt: | do i like her? | | 4 year-old boy: | ask if he has a mummy | | 92 year-young man: | ask if he has a mummy | | 32 pigs: | run with the piggies | | Bush: | a bush? or the president...one id run in and the other from | | mate: | friend? say hello. | | ex girl/boyfriend: | say hello. | | friend you have a crush on: | turn red im sure | | talking mongoose: | lol yay! id try to talk it too | | inanimate object: | depends what it is... | | random survey: | do the survey |
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| justin timberlake or orlando bloom? | | justin timberlake or brad pitt?: | brad pitt | | brad pitt or tom cruise?: | brad pitt | | tom cruise or george clooney: | george clooney | | orlando bloom or heath ledger?: | heath ledger | | orlando bloom or viggo mortensen?: | viggo! | | ejiah wood or jake glyenhall?: | i guess elijah...whos jake? | | justin timberlake or colin farell?: | colin farell | | paul walker or vin diesel?: | paul walker | | paul walker or tyrese?: | paul walker |
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| What color do you think of when thinking of love?: | red or pink (p[ink is puppy love) | | What color is your favorite?: | orange (sometiems green) | | What color best discribes you?: | um...a quiz said gold...orange or green? | | What color best discribes your best friend?: | a dark green | | What color best discribes your life at the moment?: | brown, mucky like | | What color best discribes your life in the past?: | orange or yellow or any bright colour | | What color is your mood at the moment?: | grayish | | What color ice-cream do you like?: | brown! chocolate | | What hair color do you have?: | strawberry blonde (real though) | | What hair color do you wish you had?: | i like my colour | | What color eyes do you have?: | greenish brown | | What color eyes do you wish you had?: | i like my eyes | | What color dog(if any) do you have?: | had: many colours...gray and black and tan and white..like sydney was | | What color cat(if any) do you have?: | allergic | | What color is your bedroom?: | lol many colours...green, blue, tan, magenta, red, blue-gray,super colour wall... |
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2004 31 May :: 3.26pm
| The Generic Teenager Stereotype | | Do you drink [alcohol]?: | no | | Do you party a lot? How often?: | eh...not much | | Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: | no | | How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: | erm...only exemplifying my odd things | | Do you skip classes? How often?: | nope...well once...but it was gym... | | Do you have casual sex? Protected?: | nope | | Do you steal?: | no | | Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: | no | | Do you drool over celebrities?: | only brandon... | | Do you watch a lot of TV?: | no...only "what not to wear" | | Do you ever watch the News?: | every so often | | Do you even care about world issues?: | eh...somewhat | | Do you read books often?: | yea...super much in the summer | | Are you failing a lot of your classes?: | yes, actually... | | Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: | no...at home... | | Do you smoke cigarettes?: | no...eww | | Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: | naw...boring | | Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: | nope | | Do you cuss a lot?: | fair amounts | | Are you desperate to fit in?: | not relally. | | Are you intelligent?: | i like to think i have some intellegence | | The Goth Stereotype | | Black lipstick?: | no lipstick at all | | Black eyeliner?: | no makeup! | | Black eyeshadow?: | fuck you. | | Black trenchcoat?: | thats Q | | Black boots?: | ooh i want some... | | Black fishnets?: | nah...elisa has some | | Black nail polish?: | i have some...i chew it off tho... | | Cigarettes?: | eww | | Heavy metal music?: | i used to, not so much now | | Marilyn Manson?: | sometimes | | Kittie?: | at one time... | | Cradle of Filth?: | not really | | Constant frown and perpetual angst?: | lol the opposite | | Do you like to be seen as: | i dont know... | | Are you an intellectual?: | um. | | An atheist?: | not sure | | Horrible home life?: | of course...who doesnt?...oh! neil. | | Hopelessly depressed?: | no | | Suffering with suicidal idealations?: | no | | Self-mutilation?: | no | | The Punk Stereotype | | Plaid?: | no | | Big black boots?: | i told you i want some | | Mohawk?: | no | | Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: | no | | Loud, confident and opinionated?: | well yea... | | Wild hair colors?: | no | | NOFX?: | no | | Rancid?: | horrible | | Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: | no | | A: | Z | | The Jock Sterotype | | What's your IQ?: | ACT:23...otherwise, average | | Do you watch a lot of sports?: | no | | Play a lot of sports?: | no | | Talk a lot about sports?: | no | | Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: | no | | Are you arrogant?: | everyone is sometiems | | Are you a male or female whore?: | no | | Are you homophobic?: | no | | Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: | no | | But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: | i dont know...dont think so | | Boobs = yes?: | i have some? | | Parties = yes?: | not drinking ones... | | Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: | no | | The Girl Stereotype | | Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: | less than most | | Have you ever been on a diet?: | lol junk food diets... | | How much did you lose?: | lol...somehow i lost ten pounds on pizza and cookies | | Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: | no | | Make yourself throw up?: | no | | Make-up?: | no (yay patrice) | | Low-cut tops?: | no | | How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: | B-C | | Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: | no | | Giggle a lot?: | yea | | What's the deal with boys?: | they're cool to hang out with..but the world should be rid of them as an opposite sex | | Thongs?: | no | | Pretty bras?: | annoying as fuck... | | YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: | lol they're hilarious... | | Who's the weaker sex?: | girls strength wise, but enduring pain is guys | | Are you a feminist?: | not really | | Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: | no | | How often do you shave your legs?: | wehn i feel like it or going out | | How about your armpits?: | when it gets too long | | Are you emotional?: | very | | Especially when on your period?: | oh wow yea | | This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.] | | Originality or Acceptance?: | originality | | Independence or Companionship?: | independence | | Stability or Freedom?: | freedom | | Personal or Interpersonal?: | personal | | Introvert or Extrovert?: | extrovert | | Popularity or Isolation?: | i dont know...depends | | Unique or Loved?: | i think you can have both | | Understood or Individual?: | individual | | You or Them?: | you (me?) lol...i dont think i understand |
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2004 31 May :: 2.45pm
awww
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2004 31 May :: 1.26pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: green day (radio)
i just finished reading winnie the pooh....the real first story...
so saturday i had my interview
and sunday was the party at bertils
and then i invited people over
which was the whole problem in the first place
my mum and i went to get food
and we didnt ask my dad
and it pissed him off...
and understandably he needs to sleep
and they eat the food
but one must understand
i hardly see my friends
if at all
this is the first time in like five months that theyve come to visit me
so i get yelled at if they come over
and also if i go out
because i dont spend time with anyone
so i guess everyone my family wishes me to be a hermit, like every one of them.
i dont know...maybe everyone
because when some people whine about how they're never called, they dont exactly go through the motions to invite me...yet they can get mad...
that bothers me infinitely
but i suppose that doesnt matter...
ill be a hermit...again.
whatever.
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2004 31 May :: 12.27pm
News
So this morning i was eating breakfast and arab news was on i was watching it right 2 things that i saw that i cant believe are going on in the world right now:
1. A little boy six or seven years old is sitting there crying. So he starts to talk (this is an interview) and says i woke up this morning hearing odd noises and then i walked out of the house to see my grandma dead on the ground right infront of me. THen i felt alot of pain and looked down at my leg and saw a hole there. (this is the part of the interview i heard and the sad part is that this is normal,if you work in hospitla in iraq ur used to seeing little kids with "holes" in their legs, i will let you guess who put hte hole in his leg, it wasnt an iraqi)
2. As you guys already know there is a little dispute in palastine. So today the kids were protesting. Like people our ages and younger. Actually probably no one over 14. THey wanted to have normal lives, to be able to go to school without being searched. When over a 100 kids plan and carry out a protest then i think its a big deal, especially if the majority is smart enough to think for themselves. But omg, kids you guys have had enough think about their parents. How can a parent watch their kids go through enough shit to actually plan a protest?
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2004 29 May :: 6.10pm
humpty dumpty sat on a wall...
im so happy with my act score, its 3 points higher than last time, and for those of you that dont know what i got last time, im probably not going to tell you and for that im not going to tell anyone what i got this time either...im just going to say im happy. im going to isu now...with patrice oh yeah. and FRED! i love fred, he's gay, hes also a plant
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2004 29 May :: 12.28am
:: Mood: embarrassed
Want some body heat?
So today.. took finals. Three crappiest classes done. Thank God. Still got chemistry though. And theatre tech. Which is going to take up a significant part of this weekend. Yay.
So yeah, I went to Hobby Lobby with the double J's..not the jorie though..the other two..and yeah, partied at Jill's house. ACTs came out today. I'm happy with how I did.
Then movie. Lol, it was funny. Jill and I were flipping out, man. You gotta love disaster movies. Except the jerk, nerd, and (not to be racist..but..) black guy all came out unscathed. And the couple made out BEFORE the end of the movie and they both survived. It rose about stereotypes...well...kinda...
Then Wendy's...then home. Wendy's was funish, we played picture war. Some people don't like that game, I'm sorry. But it's all in fun. No seriousness involved. It was funny though.
I'm really worried. I know I shouldn't be, but I haven't heard anything for a while. I don't know. I hope it's all okay.
I'm gonna stop talking now because if I start where I want to go, I will be yelled at.
I hope you all have had a good day...that's all that counts.
-Patrice
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2004 27 May :: 9.44pm
:: Mood: Smartish Kinda
:: Music: Audioslave
Algebra..ahhh!
So finals start tomorrow. Must study math. Must get an 88. I'm going through this entire packet until I get everyone right and I understand why it's right. I refuse to go to bed until then. Then I'll study for history. Actually, I think I'll do that after my lit final. I'll have time. I already finished it. Ok. time to cram. Night.
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2004 27 May :: 5.34pm
Once upon a time I was of the mind
To lay your burden down
And leave you where you stood
And you believed I could
You'd seen it done before
I could read your thoughts
Tell you what you saw
And never say a word
Now all that is gone
Over with and done - never to return
I can tell you why
People die alone
I can tell you I'm
A shadow on the sun
Staring at the loss
Looking for a cause
And never really sure
Nothing but a hole
To live without a soul
And nothing to be learned
I can tell you why
People go insane
I can show you how
You could do the same
I can tell you why
The end will never come
I can tell you I'm
A shadow on the sun
Shapes of every size
Move behind my eyes
Doors inside my head
Bolted from within
Every drop of flame
Lights a candle in
Memory of the one
Who lives inside my skin
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2004 25 May :: 10.50pm
People
im not sure if this will even post but i wanna yell anyway. So people really suck, they are fucking jackasses. I dunno im just getting fed up with people. I mean noor shes all like avoiding me because I didnt take her to work on friday so she can pick up HER check, im sry get a ride from your mom. Its just really bugging me, shes my "best friend" um, yea i dont think this is a healthy friendship. And melanie, come on mel cant u tell when im pissed off and about to throw a freaking tantrum. Walk up to me on my horrible freaking day, and say "im getting a ride home with jessica" well guess what mel mabye i really wanted to talk to you, cuz i never go to a bathroom in school and cry. I never do that, and i needed to talk to someone and guess what you ditched me. im sry i couldnt drive you to school this morning, did you really wanna get in a fight with my brother as he was yelling at me. I know my brother he woulda been like so you wait for melanie not me, and than call u bitch or somehting in front of your face, i just really didnt feel like putting you through that, im his sister im used to it, ur my friend you dont have to deal with that shit.
you guys its really hard to stand on a line. You dont want to go to either side, but you cant stand there forever, and people keep pushing at me and im gonna fall off. i hate people.
on a better note, theatre thing tomorrow, i get out of the house. ANd i get to help jackie with her physics project, its gonna be fun. i hope we get it done in time so jackie doesnt have to finish it off by herself. it'll be ok. Im excited this weekend im going to 2 grad parties, and my lil brothers b-day party. And school is almost over. :)
~YaSaMiN~
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