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2006 11 April :: 8.38am
hmm...back at school today. this sucks kinda. I cant wait until summer. this summer is going to be great, I can feel it in my bones. I have about 5 more minutes to waste until 2nd hour. Anatomy...I cant miss that class anymore. I sorta have no idea what's going on really. There is a cramp in the arch in my foot and it hurts real bad. I really just got to school about ten minutes ago. Mariano is sitting next to me. He thinks he's hillarious but he's not and that just makes him even more funny cause he laughs at himself. Gotta love the kid though. He's going to lend me the new From First to Last cd which completely rocks because I guess they were selling them at the concert for only 10 bucks but I didnt realize that. I thought they were talking about the first band's cd...? op there's the bell! BYE!
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2006 10 April :: 10.18pm
My heart is beating fast, and I'm super nervouse and anxious.
Why?
I have no idea
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2006 10 April :: 9.16pm
I'm so happy Mindy is back...=)
I WON!! BOO YA!!!
Mindy got me a unicorn!!!!!! =)=)
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2006 10 April :: 8.21pm
I spotted this in Detroit. Our plane just flew in, we left the aiport and were on our way to eat when we seen this. I have no idea what it is but it was dancing and I called it a douche bag and my dad got mad at me for saying that haha..it just makes me laugh because I have no idea what it is or what they are doing!?!?!
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2006 10 April :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: crappy...
:: Music: Ready, Aim, Misfire - New Years Day
Somedays you just need to take off...
Lately I feel like I am wasting time with everything...
I really want a relationship. I miss the feeling I had when I was happy, truely happy. I want that feeling to come back. I want to smile again and mean it. But everytime I try to get into something and I try to be happy again, things get fucked up and I'm left alone and depressed. I hate this. I cant wait until high school is over and I can go find new people, see new things. I'm sick of the same old shit over and over again. I'm sick of getting my heart stomped on by the same people, well the same kind of people. I miss when things were awesome and noone could get me down no matter what. I dont think anyone really realizes how much I've changed over the past few years. I use to not let anything get to me, now it seems like the littlest things will ruin my day. I try not to let it show the slightest bit, but I dont know if I am doing such a good job at that or not.
And just to note:: I'm not one to forgive easily, I hold grudges, I'm not sympathetic, and right now I hate you...
"Shoot my cupid out of the sky. Break off his wings, and goudge out his eyes. And thank him for nothing, cause that's all that he gave to me. Your love is my heart desease..."
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2006 10 April :: 3.54pm
back to reality..
i tried to forget about eveything and i did... the sadness all come back today.
i hate ______.
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2006 9 April :: 11.30pm
:: Mood: Amused
Haha.... Funny!
So me and Sonego were talking about how were both hungry, well… I asked her what she was going to go get from her kitchen cuz its like 11:30 at night, and she said soup. So this is what I did…
Me: ‘Mom can I go to Ashley’s?’
Mom: ‘Why its like… 11:30 at night!?’
Me: ‘Um…. Well Ashley’s eating soup and I really want some!’
Haha True Story, So I Had To Tell You Cuz Its Just To Funny Not To<3
::EDIT::
Haha, So after getting a rain check on our little soup party I was saying goodbye to ash so I could go to bed and she goes…
Ashley: have a souper night..haha did you like that!? I hope you get it.
LMAO… I just thought that was way to funny not to post either…
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2006 9 April :: 9.17pm
PICTURES FROM FLORIDA:
Read more..
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2006 9 April :: 8.01pm
STACY I MISS YOU!
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2006 9 April :: 6.27pm
my voice is gone.
rampage game last night, bobby went with me. lets not get into the game though....
i stayed at keegans last night and this morning i woke up and one of my eyes wouldnt open. *sad face* what a BEAUTIFUL thing to wake up to... "baby, i cant open my eye" (keep in mind my voice sounds like a cat stuck in a metal pan) "aww, let me help you". i wont get into the sight he must have seen either... (now that HAS to be a test of our relationship!) i've got a really good one. and then of course his mom tells me to drink orange juice.. i think she thinks orange juice will cure everything. any illness... "ohh drink some orange juice." *smiles.... i love this family.
i went home while keegan went to work and my mom and me and shelby took jessie for a walk.. what a wonderful day. we even let shelbys bunny run around outside. then i took my NEWWWWW car in to town to vaccume it. THEN me and keegan brought shelby over so she could see sushi and we let him run around outside. he's not very fast.. it was so cute to see his tiny little self running around the grass. NOW we're waiting for keegans mom to get home to make us pork chops. i've been craving some pork chops for a couple days.. and sense im in NO condition to be seen, we're staying home tonight. i dont care though.. i just want to cuddle with my asian. :)
oh and stacy.. perhaps this will bring back some memories?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MAf8tNijuds&search=dane%20cook
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2006 8 April :: 11.40pm
:: Music: Again - Jennifer Lopez
work sucked so much butt. I had to stay an extra hour. I did counter for like the 4th time in my life and we had a bus come through. I felt bad cause I messed up this girls order. I accedently gave her a whopper and she wanted a jr and when they were ordering she was picking on her boyfriend for getting a whopper. she was like "that's a huge sandwich! you must be hungry!" but Matt explained to her that I was still learning and she was like "oh it's okay hunny! no problem" I was like "I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Sorry!!!" I felt terrible...lol. but yeah...it blows. I guess I didn't do too bad though.
Matt is sucha good guy...what a sweetheart...lol. I found out yesterday that he was going to try to date me until he found out I was 16. (he's 23 mind you!) haha! I thought that was pretty funny. Made me laugh for quite a while.
I work tomorrow from 10:30 till 8. ugh...and I'm probably doing counter too cause the new girl will be there and she does back cash because she sucks at counter. errg...I'm so tired. I cant wait until Mindy comes back.
My back hurts....=( I wish my mommy was home so she could rub it for me, but noone's here cause noone cares. lol
OH MY GOSH!! I came home to find The Cronicles Of Narnia sitting on the table! I'm soo happy! I LOVE THAT MOVIE! and now I dont have to go out and buy it! yay!!! =)
welp...bye
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2006 8 April :: 11.03am
errg...fuck putting sidding on the house, fuck cleaning up dog shit...I'm trying to sleep!!!
I hate things that make life not work out the way I'd like it to. But I'm bitchy like that I guess..
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2006 8 April :: 6.18am
Born2bOnStage x3 (6:14:13 AM): please tell me you are not up right now.
mish is electric (6:14:23 AM): I'm not up right now.
Born2bOnStage x3 (6:14:33 AM): me either. i'm sleeping.
ahaha I just had to.
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2006 7 April :: 6.25pm
I'm happy about that but yet I'm not. I'm not waiting around again. Clearly waiting around doesn't help me at all. I waited around for months for someone and that just wasn't good enough for them. If there can't be any commitment made then what the hell are we both doing?
I miss you and as much as I shouldn't say that, it's true and it's even worse when I can't do anything about.
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