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2003 23 February :: 8.06pm
i cut my hair, it looks really good
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2006 19 January :: 6.24pm
Oh my goodness! AHHHHHH It's killing me!
I just got a letter from GFS (Gordon Food Service) asking for chefs to work in their test kitchen. That was the job I was striving for! And get this:
$20/hr.
For only 4 weeks of the year, we choose which weeks. For 10 hours a day.
Add that all up, that's $1000 a week! $4000 a month.
And so I'm writing them back. I would love to work there. But I don't have all my years in yet for the requirement. But I'm writing them anyway so they keep me in mind for the future. I would've been able to work both jobs, too.
Dang.
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2006 19 January :: 2.46pm
i don't know. ugh. i don't feel good enough. tonight's going to be fun though.
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2006 19 January :: 12.21pm
:: Mood: pissed off
Ahh, I don't know why I haven't updated. Haven't felt like it I guess. Anyway, Amy and I went to the mall last night. After that we went to Wal*Mart and then went somewhere to get something to eat.
Today has been a really bad day since I woke up. Not to mention, Kristen and I are fighting again. We were sitting at lunch today; and she said:
Kristen- "Becky, I've been meaning to ask you something. What did Sam say about Randi & I being friends again?"
Me- "She didn't say anything."
Kristen- "You're lying."
Okay, so that's when I flipped and cussed her out. First of all, nobody will ever sit there and call me a liar to my face and not expect to get a bad response out of me. I'm not a liar, and I don't appreciate someone calling me one. Second of all, Sam really didn't say anything because she doesn't care. A lot of people are really self conscience, and think everyone talks about them. But actually, they are worthless and nobody could give a rat's ass about them.
Becky.
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2006 19 January :: 10.25am
One of my biggest pet peeves is when people can't, or arn't allowed to think for themselves. I only know a few people where this really shines through, and it's people that I truly feel sorry for. I'm so annoyed by them, I just wanna throw them into some bushes or something and make them realize what a huge mistake they are making in their lives. But since I can't do that, I'll just continue to pity them.
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2006 18 January :: 8.48pm
:: Mood: Sad*
January 18, 2006* :(
Holla Dawgs! Lol. I’m turning GaNsTa. Rachael is making me this way, haha.
Anywhooo: so this past weekend definitely didn’t turn out the way that I had planned since like last Monday haha, BUT it still was a good weekend. Friday, the game, I had sooo much fun. As everyone knows by now, we beat Sparta. I ended up going to the game with Kyrstal and Alex because Rachael had to work… blah. Then after that I went over to Krystals for a while then left and came home and did absolutely nothing. What a wonderful Friday huh lol? Saturday, I so didn’t even wake up or even start getting dress for anything until like 2:30. It was awesome. But Saturday afternoon(ish) I went over to David’s and we watched movies. Then Steven come over there. Definitely haven’t seen him in awhile. Then I left David’s and came home at about 11:30ish. Sunday I did like nothing and Monday we didn’t have school thank gosh. I don’t remember, it was either Sunday or Monday that I went and seen my lovely Ashley. She’s sick and I love her so I brought her a flower and ice cream. I went over to Kevin N Lee’s for a bit, then hung out with Rachael for a little bit on Tuesday because we had a snow day and it wasn’t even snowing haha, and I seen her puppy Mya! Awwwwwww, is all I have to say. I’m gunna take a picture of her next time I see her and post it because she is the cutest thing I have ever seen.
And well today… school. I friggen hate school. I’m trying to get switched out of my first hour (sorry Amanda), but it doesn’t seem to be working out and its pissing me off. But yeah so today after school I went and seen Ashley again because I missed her. This week is gunna suck without her. She’s writing me a note tomorrow though and putting it in my locker when she comes in to get her homework, yay lol. Oh and tomorrow im going back over to ashleys just because… I can and we need to finish our movie that we started watching today… “Red Eye”. So yeah this weekend don’t really have anything planned just yet. Probably game on Friday. Saturday I don’t have a clue. Sunday… mmmh maybe hanging out with David, not sure. And so yeah that’s all I got really.
Leave Comments Bitches.<3
PS
Happy Birthday Sara! (On Friday)
((EDIT))
R.I.P James Fitzgerald. Kari Ann I Love You And Im Always Here For You Hun. You Know The Digits.
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2006 18 January :: 8.34pm
a bit emotional
i really feel like i havent done such a good job as to being a good friend lately. i feel as if i've drifted away from some of the people i felt i used to be around that made me feel like i couldnt go two days without seeing them. it's quite sad really. i really wish things were like they used to be. me and ari arent close like we used to be. i miss her, i miss her a whole lot. bri too. ha...that girl and i had some good laughs between us. i miss that. i feel like noone really wants anything to do with me anymore. like...i dont know...i felt like that before me and ash became so close that everyone just wanted to be friends with other people and i was like whatever. than me and ash became friends and now they are all mad at that. its just ash is one of the bestest friends i've ever had and i havent had a friendship like that in a while. like sister, ya know? but it makes some people upset to see us together i think. i dont know why....i hate high school drama. i really cant wait until i turn 18 and leave. it really makes me sad. cause i miss all the friends i used to have. like yesterday i was thinking i wanted to call someone but the only people i really ever talked on the phone to on a regular basis was ash, mike, and ari. now me and ari...i dont really know what happened. and then you know that whole mike thing is over, so now it sorta feels like i only have ash. which i am not saying is a bad thing. i love ash to fricken death but still...i would be nice to a few other good friends around when me and ash cant do stuff. and i know i have you guys (mindy, jessica, and eddy) but i mean like tc people...it just sucks. i wish things were....easier...*sighs* but...in the words of Mick Jagger..."You cant always get what you want.."
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2006 18 January :: 8.42pm
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie- Passenger Seat
Wow. Crazy stuff happened today. I feel kinda bad... Oh well.
Char and I had fun today. It was just overall a really good time. I think we needed to laugh more. So that was good. :-)
We're in love. It's nice. I got some pics developed today, here's a creepy one I took...
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2006 18 January :: 6.59pm
Today was a long long day. I haven't slept very much today. I had a lot of friends come over to visit me :) I love them. They're too sweet.
Now my sleeping schedule is off track. At around 3:30 am my mom wakes me up to so I can take my medicine. I fall back asleep. Then at 7:30am she comes and wakes me up again so I can take more medicine. I sometimes get up and go visit everyone who's getting ready for work and school or sometimes I just fall back asleep. I sleep until around 11:30 when she wakes me up again. I get up..she makes me eat something..I watch a movie...I sleep until 3:30..usually by then someones here to see me..I see them for a while...I usally sleep some more..wake up..i'm forced to eat..I watch tv for a while then I sometimes fall asleep and at 11:30 before my mom goes to bed she wakes me up again and makes me take more medicine...
Haha im going to be addicted now.
I pretty much didn't do that at all today so tonight's probably going to be rough.
I'm going into my 3rd hour (drama) for like 20 minutes just so I can talk to H and see what I'm going to do about the play and I have to get all my homework from the rest of my teachers. Ugh..
Josh's letter he wrote me was so cute. I'm so sad for him. He has to face Ms. Eilola alone...oh well things happen. I'll write his letter tonight, and I can't forget to write Lisa's and Kelli's too.
When I got my picture taken for my license the lady was like "you could have at least smiled" since I was complaining about me looking horriable and then she said that and I just wanted to slap her and be like "umm maybe you should shut the fuck up I have mono and I've been in the hospital" and then I also just wanted to lick her or something so then she'd get mono too.
Anyways I don't really have much to say and too many people are talking to me and my brain still can't function very well and im getting too confused so I can't do all this at once.
~mCaLa~ says:
bummer....so H found out today, did u hear this story yet?
*ASH*-forget the things we swore we meant <3 says:
no
*ASH*-forget the things we swore we meant <3 says:
lol
~mCaLa~ says:
oh...well he was in shock..he's like "are you serious? lil one has mono?" we're all like "umm..yea" he let out a yell..lol
Hope this was fast enough Stacy!!
<3 ashley
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2006 18 January :: 3.52pm
Today turned out all right. I didn't exactly start the morning off well, but I tried to get over it and just get through the day.
Last night was a lot of fun. I went shopping for some people, then hung out with Lisa, Chris, and Devin. I love how whenever Devin and I hang out we never do anything, but we still end up laughing the entire time and just having fun. And nooo, we're not dating, just to clear that up for some people who've been asking. I just love being around him and we're good friends. I mean do you really have to be dating to have sex? Really now, ahahaha.. I crack myself up.
So, I get to Econ today and we get our tests back... 102% BIOTCH.
I cannot believe it. I was $7,000 off, when we were only allowed to be $1,000 off! Did he just not notice?! Ahaha.. hey, I am not complaining. I am passing that class and I'm extremely happy about it.
I am excited for the new semester simply because that class is OVER.
Anyway, Dani's going to be getting me and we're gonna go visit poor Ashley in hopes of making her feel better!
Today was good. I need to just remember I have so much to look forward to and stop living in the past. It's over and I need to accept that. Hey, I'm working on it.
Oh, and Jess.. thanks for the poem. It made me smile, haha. I love you, my bitch. :)
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2006 18 January :: 1.22pm
I miss someone that doesn't even exist anymore.
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2006 17 January :: 11.23pm
I'm not really mad at you. I just don't think you meant what you said. You lied to me and from now on I can no longer believe anything you say.
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2006 17 January :: 10.50pm
That kid is great and he deserves people to give him a chance.
Why do people judge on looks all of the time?
Try to understand a person for once.
I'm just pissed and surprised.
Ya know what? He's an awesome kid. And I'm sorry that you don't see that. Just because someone isn't like you doesn't mean that there's something wrong with them. It means they're different and that's it.
I'm so fed up with all these people. Just, grow the fuck up. Being shallow will get you no where.
Ughh.. I don't even know. Nothing I say can express how entirely mad I am. Just.. change how you look at people. CHANGE. No, you're not perfect.
You're far from it.
Edit>> No, RON I am NOT talking about a retard or deformed person. He's normal!
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2006 17 January :: 9.45pm
SWEET, i found out tonight that i will be goin to a prison on a trip in my class at GRCC, thats fuckin ausome
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2006 17 January :: 9.34pm
Tomorrow class is at 7:30. AHHH. Then Charlie and I are going out to breakfast together. Yippers. :-)
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