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:: 2005 10 February :: 6.01 pm
:: Mood: Waiting
:: Music: Mozart - Moonlight Sonata

Debt
So...Ray Ray Owes Me One Dance :)

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:: 2005 8 February :: 9.22 pm

It just fucking clicked. I finally under fucking stand it. its all falling into place so easily now and i can stare at it and fucking laugh. this is wonderful. hahaha i love realizing how fucking stupid i am.

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:: 2005 3 February :: 9.28 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Bowling For Soup - 1985

Band Junk
I Made A Poster For Our Band. Tell Me What You Think

This Will Appear On All Stickers And Posters. Like It?

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:: 2005 2 February :: 10.56 pm

ever get that feeling in your stomach when you think "this is bliss and happiness" then you turn around and say "what the fuck was i thinking, fooling yourself only causes pain and wasted time" fuck this stomach of mine.

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:: 2005 1 February :: 7.46 pm
:: Music: Fading Beside You - An Atmosphere Of X's And O's

Rock It!
Good News Kids. So Far Fading Beside You SHould be Performing at the talent show this year. yeah you have never heard us perform so i just hope you dont fucking hate us lol.

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:: 2005 1 February :: 7.33 pm
:: Music: Something Over Played

Edit
Living Is Good.

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:: 2005 30 January :: 5.46 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Green Day - Time Of Your Life

Dear Friends Help Me.
Wake Me Up When April Hits.

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:: 2005 26 January :: 8.30 pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Whats Below

Comment Please
Tell me your fav. part or phrase. tell me your least fav. part. tell me what could be better. just tell me about it. Yes For Once I Care What Others Think About Me. and its supposed to seem simple, no metaphors for once. all the words plain and all the descriptions easy to hear. its just easier and rawer.lol the title is

Nothing Ever Goes Wrong

I'm gonna have a wonderful day
its gonna be free completely of pain
im gonna have a beautiful day
its gonna free me of this rain

the clouds are setting in
the storm is destined to erupt soon
but im under neath this umbrella
so my head wont get wet

Like i need a heavier head
to go right along with my weighted heart
lets find something to make this image lifted
do you have the cure?
something to make me pure

fall asleep, for once unassited
Only a cup of water next to me on the floor
maybe a head next to myne
to stare deep into my eyes

to wake up, refreshed
with thoughts of traffic and pain repressed
you know the day is gonna be hard
but you, you are gonna have a good day

im gonna have a wonderful day
its gonna be free completly of pain
im gonna have a beautiful day
its gonna free me of this rain

thats trickling down the side of my car
driving slower, watching the water bead
switching lanes finally
im almost home, from a day of hell

time to sit and let my head swell
from the thoughts of the day
thinking of a way
to wash them away

im gonna have a wonderful day
its gonna be free completly of pain
im gonna have a beautiful day
its gonna free me of this rain

that i see from this medicinal window pane
that i stare out of everyday
has become my best of friends
this relationship will never end

the trees end up blowing
and the leaves end up falling
and the grass ends up dieing
and i end up watching

all the stages and steps of death
happen right out side my door
we'll ive some place to go
so ill toss my care to the wind, blow

im gonna have a wonderful day
its gonna be free completly of pain
im gonna have a beautiful day
its gonna free me of this rain
im gonna have a wonderful day
its gonna be free completly of pain
im gonna have a beautiful day
its gonna free me of this rain
im gonna have a wonderful day
its gonna be free completly of pain
im gonna have a beautiful day
its gonna free me of this rain
im gonna have a wonderful day
its gonna be free completly of pain
im gonna have a beautiful day
its gonna free me of this rain
im gonna have a wonderful day
im gonna have a wonderful day

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:: 2005 25 January :: 11.07 pm
:: Mood: Fantastic
:: Music: Blink !*@

Feeling It Too?
Dude Some Of My "Friends" Fucking Suck

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:: 2005 25 January :: 6.52 pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Less Than Jake - Hotel California

In Dier Need
Does Anyone Know A Drummer Who Would Be Able To Do Something With Us For The Talent Show? So Any Drummers Known Please Tell Me.

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:: 2005 23 January :: 8.06 pm
:: Music: Less Than Jake - Beer

The Darkest Day For Night Time Television
Johnny Carson is dead. I dont know what to do. I mean we still have Cohnney to keep us awake late into the night with comedy and fun. But no one can ever be our Johnny. We will miss you Johnny.

Johnny Carson 1926-2005

Stop My Beating Heart


:: 2005 23 January :: 6.06 pm
:: Mood: accomplished



Your Icecream Flavour is...Chocolate!
You are the all time favorite, chocolate! Turning white kids black since the 1800s. Staining carpets, car seats, and bed sheets for centuries. One thing is for sure, you will never go out of style. You can't go wrong with chocolate!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

Find out at Go Quiz

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:: 2005 21 January :: 11.21 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Less Than Jake - All My Bestfriends Are Metal Heads

Random Question
If I Was Dating You....Would You Cheat On Me?

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:: 2005 20 January :: 10.36 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Less Than Jake - Look What Happend

Subjective Evidence
Are they out to get me? cause i really feel like it sometimes. like they are right next to me im hugging them and saying i love them....they could just be waiting to fucking slash me down. what if i say one thing wrong strike the wrong key cut the wrong wire so to speak. im afraid. i feel like im walking on eggshells around them. im really scared. the evidence is pilling up and im shooting it all down with concreate truths. but still, is any of it real? or would it all fall to peices and shatter around me if i said one thing wrong, one thing happened if just one note was sung out of key?

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:: 2005 20 January :: 8.26 pm
:: Mood: Fantastic
:: Music: Bright Eyes - From A Balance Beam

What Makes Me Smile
Mandy drew me another picture today *smiles super big* i dont know if theres anything else that makes me as happy as when she draws me pictures. it makes me feel special cause i know they are just for me. they make me so happy *hugs* i love you mandy. i love when she does it.

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