thedarkerside
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2004 7 June :: 8.31pm
Hey Hey Hey
When you look you see right through me
Cut the rope, fell to my knees
Fallen, broken every single time
Always keep me under finger
That's the spot where you would (sue) me
But I see sometime pleasure in my mind
Yeah, here comes the water
It's come to wash away the sins of you and I
This time you see
Hey hey hey
When you seek me you destroy me
Rip my mind and smell the poppy's
Fallen blood in every single time
Always keep me under finger
That's the spot where you might linger
But I see sometime the pleasure in my mind
Yeah, here comes the water
It's come to wash away the sins of you and I
This time you see
Like holy water
It only burns you faster than you'll ever dry
This time with me
[guitar solo]
When you look you see right through me
Cut the rope, fell to my knees
Fallen and broken
Every single time
Yeah, here comes the water
It's come to wash away the sins of you and I
This time you see
Like holy water
It only burns you faster than you'll ever dry
This time with me
Hey, hey, hey
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 7 June :: 6.58pm
omg...
The doorbell rang and I'm just like shit. So I take of my hoodie so I was in my tank top and pj bottoms I look in the peak hole and damn 2 hot guys I'm like DAMNIT..but SCORE! LOL they came to the door to collect pop cans.. I told them we didn't have any since I didn't feel like looking in the garage. They said thats ok and then spanked me...
Yeah I know, that last part didn't happen.
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Good God have I been dreaming
This paralyzing feeling?
Was I left alone? Where have you gone?
Were you somewhere else just sleeping?
If I wait to wake you
I'll never ask you
Would you take my hand?
In the deepest end
Would you stay and drown in me?
My open eyes see everything
But I'm passing all the days
through a window pane
And as the scene would change
I'd stay the same
This paradise was nothing new
But the paradise gets tired of you
A single conversation
Stole my attention
My open eyes see everything
And you see nothing
And don't forget it
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 7 June :: 6.32pm
:: Music: smashing pumpkins-zero
I'm going to be a terrible mother. reading. yes. playing spiders? no thanks. you falling asleep because i'm not paying attention to you? right on.
and hello little monster pervert you make me shake. you are my number one fear. and i'm not planning on crying now so i'm not going to. pretend pretend.
AND?!!!!! this feeling of being exiled. it can't be helped. please...come back. thursday?
and now i feel better about my not liking big j very much. and not wanting to die for him. and feeling like a stubborn child when i thought that.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 7 June :: 5.35pm
Damnit because I was sleeping I missed out on going to steph's cottage with Danielle to tan and what not... damnit.......damnit damnit damnt
I was in such a deep sleep I seriosuly forgot where I was and what day it was..I could have sworn it was morning.
Salute Your Shorts was on Nickelodeon today for the old school pick...Ah, it was good seeing that show again.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 7 June :: 11.46am
:: Music: Usher- Burn
Can you feel me burninnn..
Lastnight/ This morning..was..interesting. haha. Arie I still need to talk to you.
I don't think I'm going to do anything today other than cleaning the dishes from lastnight...and probably going to take another nap because I still feel tired..but my eyes won't close lol.
later
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Thedarkerside
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2004 7 June :: 2.18am
I'm awake. I wish Arie was on
Back to tv watching I guess...
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 6 June :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: wizard!
:: Music: smashing pumpkins-to shiela
It's such a shame.
And I have no intention of honoring that promise.
ache ache.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 6 June :: 7.10pm
Wowww
Crazee BaBy040: Andy Volk was lifeguarding yesterday
Crazee BaBy040: I almost had a seizure he was so hot
CrinnyCaroo: yumm
Crazee BaBy040: I had to unload groceries and I was all like bending over
Crazee BaBy040: lol
CrinnyCaroo: lol
CrinnyCaroo: sick
Crazee BaBy040: lol
Crazee BaBy040: I'm kidding
Crazee BaBy040: No I'm not
CrinnyCaroo: jp, i love ur ass
Crazee BaBy040: lol
lol I love you Carinna
I did ABSOLUTLY NOTHING today... and it felt good I might add.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 6 June :: 9.54am
I kindof feel like I have to puke.
I should take a shower...just incase anyone wants to do anythin today/tonight. If not, I'll be clean.
Why did I wake up this early?
Shower..then back to bed.
Later
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 5 June :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: weak
:: Music: smashing pumpkings-luna
A few days ago it was my arms. Now tonight it's my stomach. It's going to fall out and I'm going to vomit through my eyes.
and a tommy bug? i yelled at it.
there are also bleach burns. alligator girl.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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graffiti
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2004 5 June :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: From Autumn To Ashes : Alive Out Of Habit
It's impossible for him to realize that he's hurting his family because he never stops so he can think about it. He does nothing, but it doesn't stop. He's either pitying himself and hating the life he's "worked" for, or he's tearing his family apart with his stupid habits. I've seen the good part of him: a hard working, loving, intelligent, grateful person; I know that he regrets a lot of the things that he's done, but why should I care if he does nothing to make up for it? Maybe all those good things are just the bright side of something terrible. Maybe I've never seen the real him? Maybe I don't even want to. Disappointment is one of the worst feelings in the world, especially towards someone I have tried to look up to for so long. I don't want to be like him anymore- having his nose is enough for me.
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Tbaby92588
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2004 5 June :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: intimidated
If not a sigh, then what? What words can I pick that I haven’t already spent? What letters can I string together to leave him wearing a genuine grin? I think I’m in need of a thesaurus.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 5 June :: 6.50pm
Wow.. I'd so do Adam Levine. You can feed my appetite..any day. lol
Dauuumnn.. my fettish for musician boys continues....mmmhmm.
ANNNNNYYYYWAYSSSSSSSS.. I am a dildo.. I forgot to get a new notebook.. well I didn't really forget I just didn't go to the store.. Now I'll have to wait until next weekend hmpph. Oh well..
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 5 June :: 1.58pm
Cloud my eyes and tell me what to see
I'm falling
Every way I turn the same disease
But I like it
Brace myself and hit the wall with ease
Colliding
I'm not minding the pain
I've been down here before
All my bones and joints are sore
Find my way out of the wreck again
I've been down here before
Lost myself and so much more
Find my way out of the game again
Open up my head and take it in
Just like always
Think about the bar and take a swing
Loaded trapeze
What you need the most from me is yours
I'll continue to deceive you my friend
You lost what made you you
Or maybe I never knew
I can't stay here anymore
Give it all or you're on your own
I will leave you
I will leave you
I will leave you
I will leave you
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 5 June :: 1.10pm
Andy Volk is lifeguarding at the pool right now. I'd tap that.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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