How Wonderful Life is While You're in the World.

:: 2004 29 April :: 3.39pm

Anyway, So last night was pretty fun. The talent show was hillarious, Jeff Blackmore did ribbon dancing to Total Eclipse. Then Mr. Denton did a whole thing on the Star Wars kid ahh it was great.

I'm going to the show tonight too so that should be fun, I hope my mom doesn't come again though..lol Gay..

Today was ok. Tomorrow is going to be fun because its movie day and I'm in the LGI with Carinna, Tara, and Kyle AND WE'RE GOING TO WATCH FINDING NEMO!! lol hhaaha
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BEyERK 6 90: im jackin tho brb
Crazee BaBy040: lol i hate u
Crazee BaBy040: I mean so am I
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lol

I'm out, later

:: 2004 28 April :: 10.16pm

. . . and we sit and we marvel at the other. . . and i believe it's one of the nicest feelings I've ever had.

:: 2004 28 April :: 9.53pm
:: Music: Jay Z- Dirt off your shoulder

Wooo
The RHS Variety Show was OFF DA HOOK!! lol

Spotted a lot of hot guys. Can't wait till next year -wink-

I'll write more about it tomorrow....

Night.

2 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2004 27 April :: 8.52pm

Just floating along a cloud of vauge niceness.

How am I even supposed to get through a day tomorrow when I'm so excited about other things?

but in other news....I finished the Great Gaysby. bllllecccchhhhhkkkk. Worst Book EVER. No emotion, no erotica, no happiness at all. Just a bunch of crazy characters that are supposed to represent the badness of consumer culture of the 1920's while F. Gay Fitzgerld was the same freaking way. What makes that a classic? It's supremly rotten. The only good part was where Gatsby and Daisy made out. But even that was below the good reading material line.

Thedarkerside

:: 2004 27 April :: 8.12pm

haha
Oh god lol
Andy drove past my house.

Andy..you're a nut... and a stalker lol

2 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2004 27 April :: 7.10pm

Stolen from Tom
LAYER ONE:

-- Name: Amy Elizbeth Baird..haha I know you're laughin
-- Birthplace: Grand Rapids, MI
-- Gender: female
-- Eye Color: brownish greenish
-- Hair Color: light brown?
-- Height: 5"7'
-- Righty or Lefty: Lefty baby
-- Zodiac Sign: Libra
--Chinese Zodiac: damn I don't remember

LAYER TWO:

-- Your heritage: SWEEDISH, IRISH, and scottish BITCH!! lol
--language: English,
-- The shoes you wore today: Black Elle girl platform sandals
-- Your fears: Dark..and bugs
-- Your perfect meal: Subway Turkey sub on white 6' lite mayo lettuce and sweet peppers with a Dr. Pepper.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Take pottery or painting this summer or just do something new and fun

LAYER THREE:

-- Your thoughts first waking up: GOD D-A-M-N-I-T Seriously is it Friday yet?!?!
-- Your best physical feature: haha I don't know
-- Your bedtime: I pass out around 11ish on weekdays, then whenever on the weekends
-- Your most missed memory: Elementary School. Playing with that giant parachute in the gym..good times. And 4/$1.00 popcorn sales.

LAYER FOUR:

-- Pepsi or Coke: Eh, not a big pop drinker. ICE WATER BABY
-- McDonald's or Burger King: eh..either is ok
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: nike
--usually wears: depends on what...jeans..hoodies..skirts...
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

LAYER FIVE:

-- Smoke: hell no
-- Cuss: Yes
-- Sing: in da shower ..haha
-- Take a shower: Yahh...
-- Have a crush: Sure
-- Do you think you've been in love: Nah
-- Want to go to college: Sure
-- Liked high school: It can kiss my ass
-- Want to get married: Yeah sure in the future..
-- Get motion sickness: Depends
-- Think you're attractive: Surrrreee....
-- Think you're a health freak: Nah
-- Get along with your parent(s): No
-- Like thunderstorms: Yes
-- Play an instrument: Air guitar

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...

-- Drank alcohol: No, god damnit
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: No
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreo�s: no
-- Been on stage: no
-- Been dumped: no
-- Made homemade cookies: Yes
-- Gone skinny dipping: haha not exactly
-- Dyed your hair: No
-- Stolen anything: No

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..

-- Best eye color?: Doesn't really matter
-- Best hair color?: same
-- Height: Tall
-- Best weight: Doesn't matter really..just not like obease lol
-- Best articles of clothing: Undies baby hahha
LAYER TEN:

-- Number of drugs taken illegally: umm. 0?
-- Number of piercings: 1
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: I don�t know
-- Number of scars on my body: like 7
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: A lot

:: 2004 27 April :: 6.07pm
:: Music: Nirvana-Half the man I use to be

SPEAKERBOXX...LOVE BELOWWWW!
Today was another fucked up day. We had homeroom for like 2 hrs and did gay CAT testing I was like the 3rd one done and just sat there the rest of the 40 minutes.

Barnes blew kisses at me and obsene gestures with his tounge...It scares me.. a lot then it was followed by an end of the day "I hate you ugly whore". Wow.

Guess whos Artist of the Month.......Meeee. lol I was a little caught off guard and shocked...wow my first award of some sort. and I thought all my stuff looked like shit...? hmm...

Chineese food makes my stomach hurt.

later

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2004 26 April :: 8.05pm
:: Music: Seether- Fade away

Today's the day when I fade awaayyyy......
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Possibly the best song ever..for now..
Seether f. Amy Lee- Broken

I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I want to hold you high and steal your pain
Away
I keep your photograph
I know it serves me well
I want to hold you high and steal you pain
Away

Because I'm broken
When I'm lonesome
And I dont feel right when your gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here
Anymore

The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I want to hold you high and steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn
And no one left to find
I want to hold you high and steal your pain

Because I'm broken when I'm open
and I don't feel like I am strong enough
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
and I dont feel right when your gone away

:: 2004 26 April :: 7.28pm

All this talk of being lonely, Is getting me down my friend....
I'm tired.

Cam sang good today. He has a very nice voice. It's hot. lol I still say "Drugs Dont Work" was his best preformance.

I laughed alittle at Andrew Hawks when he started tapping his feet. Then felt bad because I realized that they have talent and I don't lol.. Then I laughed quietly to myself.

I owe jesse $5 because I bet him that the girls volleyball team would beat the boys bball team. WELL thanks a lot. I'll blame this one on Carinna like I use to blame everything on her last year lol haha only kidding.

Goodnight

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

graffiti

:: 2004 26 April :: 5.19pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: LostProphets : Last Train Home

But there's still tomorrow, forget all your sorrow
Yep, my Woohu's a keeper.

"Oh, and thanks for smearing it in my crotch."

".. no escape from cheealipee.."

" Yeah well, she's a ho."

:: 2004 25 April :: 1.33pm

Yesterday was cool I guess. I went to Kohl's and Target on Alpine with my Mom only because she said she'd buy me something if I helped Ashley with her paper, which I did. She's a fucking senior why does she need my help writing papers. Jesus. Anyways, I got a cute skirt and a halter to wear to Ash's graduation and I'll probably wear it to the wedding shower I have to go to next weekend. This whole trip with my mom and me was gay. It was the typical silence also filled with random questions asked. I kept the answers down to short answer. I think I held my own.

I saw Stephanie at Kohl's. She was looking all hot and cute as usual! haha. I was caught off guard to see her so I didn't know what to say but we talked for a while then I left.

Well, now I just got done watching the Texas Chainsaw Massacare..which was an OK movie I guess..kindof gay they could have made it more interesting and explained it more. Ashley's was crying because my mom finally yelled at her for the like 100,933 time to go get a job. Finally jesus. Go get a fucking job thats rediculous. Don't cry just because you have to go get a job...seriously Don't give me 101 reasons why you shouldn't cry for that reason or I'll wear myself out. I was tempted to give her a piece of myself but I held back because I have too much cleaning to do and don't need her complaining about me to her "online" friends

I'm out to do laundry and what not...

This week my schedule is going to be fucked up... GREAT!

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2004 24 April :: 11.27pm

+ LAST PERSON WHO...
`Slept in your bed: emily slept in my trundle and griffin is sleeping there right now
`Made you cry: caleb
`You shared a drink with: roman, kind of...sometimes i have sips of his pop at lunch....or wait maybe it was jab
`You went to the movies with: i can't recall
`You went to the mall with: renee? well i'm going with jab tomorrow
`Yelled at you: robuck, actually i'm not sure if he was yelling at me or not
`Sent you a comment on Xanga: what zee hell?
`Said they were going to kill you: probably jab or becca

+ HAVE YOU EVER
`Said "I love you" and meant it? i tell griffin everyday
`Gotten in a fight: yes
`Been to New York? yes, twice
`Been to Florida? Yes, three times
`Been to California? no
`Been to Hawaii? No, but my parents have
`Been to Mexico? no
`Been to China? No
`Been to Canada ? yes
`Danced naked? no
`Wish you were the opposite sex? sometimes when i'm mad at my sweater puppies or having my period
`Had an imaginary friend? yes, it was a green dog with glasses and there was sam who lived in a hole at hilltop
`Red or Blue? red
`Spring or Fall? Spring
`Santa or Rudolph? santa
`Math or English?eww
`What are you going to do after you finish this survey? wash my face
`What was the last food you ate? strawberries
`High school or college? i hate high school
`Are you bored?no
`How many buddies are on? 10
`Last movie you saw? kill bill two
`Last noise you heard? space heater
`Last time you went out of the state: two weeks ago
`Things you like in a guy: there are lots of things
`Do you have a crush on someone? yes
`Do they know? i tell them everyday
`What's his/her name? everyone
`What do you think of ouija boards? marie
`What book are you reading now? gap creek
`What's on your mouse pad? supreme gayness
`Favorite board game? 13 dead end drive
`Favorite magazine? maxim
`Worst feeling in the world? there are lots
`What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? this isn't working
`How many rings before you answer? at least two.
`Future daughter's name: Rebessicarly
`Future son's name? Lyndon B. Johnson
`Chocolate or vanilla? gay
`Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes, boom the frog
`If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? professional sit arounder that gets paid to do whatever she wants
`Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? righto
`Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? Yes.
`What's under your bed? bed
`Favorite sport to watch? hockey
`Hair Color: aburn
`Eye Color: the same colar as a brownie
`Height Currently: 5�2 practically 5'3
`Glasses/contacts: contracts
`Current Age: 17
`Siblings: one brother
`Siblings age: 14
`Location: office
`Any Piercings: Yes
`Best Friends? oh lots and lots
`Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Boyfriend, girlfriends, fiances, wives
`Hobbies: oh yuck.
`Are You Timely Or Always Late: timely
`Do You Have A Job: Yes
`Do You Like Being Around People: sometiems

+ STUFF
`Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: no
`Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: der
`Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: crazy person?
`Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: no
`Are You Lonely Right Now: no
`Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no, i'm afraid that i will and then not be esp. satisfied
`Do You Want To Get Married:yes
`Do You Want Kids: yes

+ FAVORITE
`Room In house: my room
`Type of music: umm....i'm into the grunge latin polka thing right now
`Song: no regrets by molly
`Memory: lots and lots...it probably has something to do with making out or laughing
`Day Of The Week: saturday
`Color: green
`Perfume Or Cologne: um, that sparkle gel musk that jarma gave me
`Flower: eh
`Month: June or July or August.
`Season: Summmmmmmmmmmmmmmer!
`Location for dates: i don't really go on dates

+IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU
`Cried: no
`Bought Something: food
`Gotten Sick: no
`Sang: yes
`Said I Love You: yes
`Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: yes
`Met Someone New: someone new checked me out and i met someone new
`Moved On: ...? didn't need to
`Talked To Someone: der
`Had A Serious Talk: that was more like four days ago
`Missed Someone: yes
`Hugged Someone: yes
`Kissed Someone: yes
`Fought With Your Parents: no
`Dreamed About Someone: yes
`Had a lot of sleep: not
`Wanted This Survey To Be Over: yes

3 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2004 23 April :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: contentedish

I would give today like six thumbs up.
If I had six thumbs.

so...yay.

:: 2004 23 April :: 9.32pm

Maybe there isn't going to be any change at all.......