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2004 23 April :: 6.25pm
:: Music: Usher- Nice and Slow
Well Well Well..
Well Well Well..
Lastnight I couldn't sleep at all. I just had soooo many weird things running through my head it was almost like I was dreaming about the past 5 months with my eyes open...But I've come to a conclusion I think?
There are a lot of things I need to let go of, desperately, and to be able to let these things go I think the only way I can go through with it is to like maybe write a book. I don't want it to be like dialogue..just like writing...all in a form of some sort. If I had like 500 pages full of my mind like I would be totally amazed. SO, I'm going to be working on this for the next few weeks, months, years, or however long it takes me to achieve this goal, but school comes first at the moment or atleast for the next month or so because I need to get through that and not cause myself anymore reason to be pissed off and back to the way I was 6 months ago..I think I've done a complete turn around and I have all my friends and new friends to thank for that. Maybe something good has come out of this year after all?...
Well on to today, It was Friday and I was soooo anxious to get outa there so I could be home and just do whatever the hell I wanted to do..(sleep) lol So my cheat sheets I made for spanish and science worked out good haha, and they always do.
Well, I think I'm going to find somethin to do I'm talkin to Samara right now, she's so funny! Samara I'm glad I met you this year lol haha
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 22 April :: 8.37pm
:: Music: n.e.r.d- she likes to move
Wowwww
Ok. Today was just like everyday for the past like month. This end of the year part is going to suck because all the days start to blend into eachother and I only get left with waking up tired and feeling like I slept for like 2 hours. Why does school go by so slow but when I go to sleep thats the fastest part of the night/day..ugh. I'd sell my left nut if I had one just for a night of sleep. It's Thursday just be apreciative for that.
Carinna when are you having your party?!?!!?!!!! I'm anxious. Micah better get alcohol lol I'm telling you I will leave early if there is no alcohol. just kiddin I love u.
I got 100% on my math quiz. Be happy for me. Atleast I won't have to retake math now lmao. uhahhahaha downside to slacking off, sometimes you fall behind. I was never a math person anyway. As long as I can write thats all I care about. I'm not going to use math after I graduate. I know how to count...thats all I need right? lol
I need to find a really good book to read. Maybe I'll go to Barnes & Nobles or Schulers Books sometime. Find a book then get some coffee. Sounds like a plan too bad I'm pressed for time. Maybe I'll have to wait until summer.
Thinkin about going to bed early...probably will never happen but I can always think about it....
later
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Tbaby92588
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2004 21 April :: 10.36pm
:: Mood: Forlorn
:: Music: Umbrella [The Hollies]
Bus stop, wet day, he's there asking, "Please share my umbrella."
I should be sleeping, but instead I'm missing you.
How about that?
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 21 April :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: way awesome
:: Music: blink 182
Ho ho ho...guess who's not in trouble anymore?
me. that's who.
and that other thing....it's solved too.
so the big ones are gone.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 20 April :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: tragic
I have to do it tomorrow.
Or I'll burst with displeasure.
God, I'm so sick of myself lately.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Tbaby92588
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2004 20 April :: 6.45pm
I'm not quite sure you know who the Bee Gees are. They sing Stayin Alive.
You know, Night Fever.
Have you heard Tragedy?
...Jive Talkin??
Who are you? Who am I?!?!?!
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Tbaby92588
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2004 20 April :: 6.42pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Tragedy [Bee Gees]
I'm listening to the Bee Gees. What does this say for my mental state?
Not much, I'll tell you that.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 20 April :: 6.32pm
I'm extremely irritated to the point where I'm ready to lock and load into my temple. H-o-l-y s-h-i-t sometimes...seriously.
Oh and I'm liking this whole no comments in my woohu lol.
As you can tell already today pretty much blew. Everyday blows. The last day of school I will be happy probably only temporarily. Then I'll sit and rot from the inside out all over again, I can see it happening now. Carinna you better have that party soon I need to get wasted you have no idea how long I've waited. Uugggghhhhhh I'm incredibly frustrated to the max. Exhale Amy, exhale.
There's so much more I could complain about but I'll spare you and myself from further frustration..I need to write or draw or something before I go insane.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 20 April :: 5.00pm
:: Mood: unreal
Either God is playing a fantastic joke, or he's seriously pissed.
What are the odds? Or is it stress?
I'm going to have to be sent away or shame my family.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 19 April :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: stiil kind of scared
I mean, I have a serious problem here. But for now it's kind of a private matter, cause it could be something stupid and I don't want to freak out for no reason.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 19 April :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: scared
My mother was horror striken when I asked if it would be okay to wear flip-flops to prom. She looked as if I had told her I was going to renounce subject pronouns forever.
I don't want to spend money on shoe-oos.
It's all so banal.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Rob
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2004 19 April :: 9.46pm
:: Music: Here Is gone
I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late
To save me
You're too late
You're too late
You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
The last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion
And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Rob
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2004 19 April :: 9.45pm
:: Music: Here Is Gone
I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me
It's too late
To save me
You're too late
You're too late
You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
The last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion
And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 19 April :: 7.51pm
:: Music: Usher-Nice and Slow
hmm
I scared myself today. I actually did most of my homework at home. Yes, I know very scary.
Today was okay I guess as usual. We played indoor soccer in gym and it was fun for once. I'm hoping its shitty out tomorrow so we wont have to go run on the track. Haha.
Eh, I'm out
Later.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 18 April :: 10.56pm
:: Music: dc-a6r
So, it's like one of the ultimate things.
i feel a sin coming on!
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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