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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 16 March :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: ben folds

It's not that I'm unhappy. I would say this is my favorite year of high school. I just hate winter. And school.

School+winter+me=mrs. grump

And I hate all these conflicting feelings. Sometimes I think I shouldn't make decisions anymore because I change my mind so much. You can make most things sound like great ideas if you think about it hard and long enough.

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 14 March :: 5.09pm

Rainy Sundays are the worst kind of days.

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 12 March :: 11.32pm

I am way lost.

but I do know that you really have to sit back and figure out the real reason why you're upset.

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 March :: 11.55pm

It's kind of funny how I manage to break my own heart.

I'm freaking Arthur Stupidsdale.

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 March :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable

beautiful day



except for the angry part

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


thedarkerside

:: 2004 10 March :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Blindside- Endings

Another OK day..I think
Welll, Its not good to start your day off with Spanish for many reasons. Who can understand that shit early in the morning anyway? How do you free write a 100 word essay in all spanish at like...7:45 in the morning? I don't know but I got over 200 words crazy enough. Wrote a story ending up having to do with Ricardo y Susan va a manejar al mercado. What an interesting story. They both ended up comprar un hamburgesa lol, hey I was hungry at the time I couldn't help it. Mucho hambre.

Math was better, even though I have like a 58% in that class. Hey pretty soon it will be a D- and thats all I care about its one step closer to just a C. Then Kyle and I gave 3 dollars to muscle distrophy just so we could get shamrocks to put funny stuff on, one said WHAT and the one next to it said WHAT and the last one said OKAYYY(lol lil jon from the dave chappelle show) We taped them up above Nick Funk's locker lol. After we went over a new lesson and got homework assigned Kyle came back and sat on the floor by my desk so we could chill (since I got moved from behind him lastweek for talking too much).

English we revied for the HUGE ass mythology test we have tomorrow that I WILL study for trust me. I have an A in that class I dont want to ruin it. Plus, English is my favvvvvorite subject right now. We got done watchin The Oddysee the "made for tv movie" Hell yeah Tellemicus looked hot in a loin cloth. Lunch was ...lunch.. Then science was..science... Gym..was gym

Design was fun, I like that class because I get more time to hang out with Carinna and Samara. It's just a good class to end your day off with.

Went to champion after school. I saw Steph, Frank, Kyle, Brittney Dixon, and David. I was waiting for a machine and I turned my head and looked around and it was weird my eyes locked on Ryan and it scared the shit out of me. I think Wallace is taking this whole "sneak attack" thing to a new level. LOL stalker


x DrAGoNregina x: he doesnt like girls lol
Crazy BaBy101388: nothin wrong with tappin a gay guy
Crazy BaBy101388: LOL


I'm out, long ass entry today.

Later

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


graffiti

:: 2004 10 March :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: pissed

And don't for a second think that you know about everything that's going on with me, because you sure as hell do NOT.

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 March :: 1.23pm

Hey...stop being a such a crappy person. You big meanie. I won't be used. Thanks.





And yay, I get to come home for real tomorrow.

3 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


thedarkerside

:: 2004 9 March :: 8.08pm

Well, ofcourse I didn't end up doing my homework lastnight so I did it in the morning. I always look up because you can hear people coming/ going by when your sitting in the halls and I looked up and the first time it was Ryan trying to sneak attack me but the second time it was *heavenly noises* ******. lol he>always looks at me I swear! I always pass him in the hall and he'll stare at me and on my way to design today I thought hey, I always get here early maybe I'll act slow to see if I'll see ****** and I turn around and he was walking behind me staring at me, yeah I tried hard not to laugh lol God damn he is fiinnnne. I've said like one word to him..but hey, we might have classes together next year or something.

Gym was ok actually all we did was Tae Bo. Fun stuff with Billy Blanks and his man boobs and spandex outfits. Ew. It made gym go by faster. Oh and I'm starting to looovvee english because it is so damn hillarious because of David, Taylor, Tom, and Pat. We have a student teacher in there and the whole time Dave was like pulling a dave chappelle on her like going WHATTT WHATT WHATTT WHATT WHATTT? after everything she said and hes like OOKKAYYYYY lol God I love the chappelle show. I'm hoping the kid who sides infromt of me will be gone so ****** can sit in front of me, hes pretty hot. He always plays with my hair..scary enough as that is..lol Then we got on a sex topic in Design because the paper mache looks like "jiz". An ofcourse this conversation had to take place without my girl Samarah, god she would have made it so funny! Anyways, Jake for some odd reason got on the topic of orgasms? How I dont know but hes all like "you know you like to fake them" I'm like what the hell do you even know what that means lol This year so far has been quite interesting. Everything we talk about leads to sex which is a good thing -winik-

I'm out, but like carinna would say, "Usher makes me cream my panties" lol god that girl cracks me up

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


thedarkerside

:: 2004 7 March :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: amused

Yesterday was fun...I woke up and went tanninggg which is always nice, then later went grocery shopping..

When I got home Carinna had called so I called her back and I ended up going to her place to spend the night there with Arie too.
We talked to Zach online and persuaded him to come over with guilt lol. Yadda Yadda Yaddaa he came over we watched the Matrix Reloaded which was an ok movie even though I fell asleep in the beginning and like drooled alittle on myself, needless to say, I'm not a big matrix fan.

Her parents came home, zach left, we went to bed, good times. Woke up ate doughnut then my dad picked me up. So I got home went tanning and then...took a shower..

Now i'm workin on my laundry. Fun

I hate school. I hope we get that freak inferno tomorrow and the school gets burnt to the ground

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


Tbaby92588

:: 2004 6 March :: 5.35pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Playground Love [Air]

Love is all my soul.

You came upon me carving some kind of little figure out of wood and you said, "Why don't you make something for me?"
I asked you what you wanted, and you said, "A box."
"What for?"
"To put things in."
"What things?"
"Whatever you have," you said.
Well, here's your box. Nearly everything I have is in it, and it is not full. Pain and excitement are in it, and feeling good or bad and evil thoughts and good thoughts- the pleasure of design and some despair and the indescribable joy of creation.
And on top of these are all the gratitude and love I have for you.
And still the box is not full.

-Written by John Steinbeck to Pascal Covici.




5 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


graffiti

:: 2004 5 March :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Fuel || Shimmer

"..You see, I take everything personally. I will give many second chances but your last chance will certainly be your last chance. I tend to always remember when I have been hurt by another."

How true.

4 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 4 March :: 10.47pm

I should stop everything.

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


rachelle

:: 2004 4 March :: 9.47pm

i dont think they really get it

sometimes you think they might just understand where you're coming from, but then they say just one phrase and you go back to thinking....they have no idea.

most times, after a while, you begin to see where they were coming from. but there are always certain times, like now, where its impossible to see it.

you know who im talking about--- sigh

anyway, we have our research paper rough draft due on monday. things are changing around for that, we see the light at the end of the tunnel now, yet it is still a long ways ahead of us.

yout revival this weekend was loads of fun. i got to meet lindsays friends! and i was right, they are as wonderful as she is :)

im gonna try and pick up the ol' harmonica tomorrow and play a "little" something. we'll see.

the news didnt air today. i was upset, and my *amazing* report didnt work either. grumph....oh well.

rachelle and i talked to mr. vanbragt today about our papers. he helped A LOT. im glad we talked to him. i think he gave us a whole new light to look at this assignment thru.

no school tomorrow! yay:) going to rachelle's at 11 till whenever. hopefully we'll finish our research papers. wish us luck.

my bones itch and i have a cramp in my eye , so i'd better flee.

~this was for lindsay and whitney

<3 you very, very much
-forever and for always

2 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


thedarkerside

:: 2004 1 March :: 7.04pm
:: Mood: disappointed

Long time no Update
Well, I made up my mind to update today.

I had a nice talk with Steph this morning..It made me reassured about some things I've been feeling about something.. I thought maybe it was just me and I took it out on my self but maybe it's not all me.

I don't know, I kindof feel like I'm losing her and I don't know why I feel that way. Shes always been there for me and I love her to pieces..shes my best friend. I don't know if its just me feeling weird or what I just don't feel like we're that close anymore and I DON'T want that to happen ever, shes practicly all I have left...

2 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

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