I’ve been so tired this week it’s crazy. I was sleeping but I got rudely awaken to do dishes. I didn’t even eat dinner tonight, nothing sounded good, so I made myself some coffee instead so I can stay up and do my homework later tonight and watch tv. I hope these next few days go by faster. School has been a drag. I really hope this whole semester goes by fast and I’m going to have to work on some stuff. I think I’m going to give up the internet for a while so I can spend more of my time on homework and studying so I can just focus on my grades. I need something structured to focus on..then I don’t think I’ll feel so scrambled and overwhelmed. Then make a new diet consisted of coffee and water lol. This summer is going to be good. I’ll probably hang out with friends here and there but I just kindof want to really take advantage of this summer to appreciate my time off and sleep in, maybe get a job, redo my bedroom, then spend more time in my room writing and what not. I’m doing my room in whites, a deep purple, and silver. I’ll paint my ceiling a periwinkle color so it will tie in with my carpet then my bedspread is going to be dark purple with purple sequin lines on it. Then I’ll paint my furniture a chocolate color and I’ll have like baskets for shelves and I’ll paint those silver. Then I’m painting all the wood work in my room white also like my closet, window, and the inside of my door. I can’t wait to do it its going to be so cool. I’m going to find some art and have like art on the walls and stuff, maybe like black and white pictures and frame them.. Then I’ll get floor pillows. Its really going to be a calming room. I kindof have the next few months planned out in advanced…more like a blueprint of plans if you will… but nothing ever goes as planned. I’ll try to make it go my way though. And even coming sooner than summer, Spring Break! I’m not “exited” to go I just really want to get out of Michigan for a while. A week is not enough though. I’ll probably just do what I did last year, stay in the condo, walk down to the ice cream shop and internet café. I really want to go to the flea market though, last time we went they had some kick ass hats and sunglasses for cheap. You just have to love flea markets….they appreciate thrifty people, and who doesn’t have a thrift side?

“Why can’t you see that I’m drowning in a pool of misery…”- Puddle of Mudd

Ugh I don’t want this night to end.

Later

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.