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2004 11 January :: 11.14am
mmmmmmm pancakes for breakfast.
Today I'm studying my ass off.
shrink tomorrow..wish me luck.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 10 January :: 9.14pm
:: Music: Seether-Driven Under
I havent updated in Sooo long. I've been writing in my dland lately. Well, new woohu look for the new year. I really like this one I'll keep it for a while.
"Do you think I'm fakinnnnnn.."
Carinna spent the night lastnight so we woke up around 11:24 then ate some pizza rolls, watched Love & Basketball then she had to go home. I was going to go bowling with steph, frank, jimmy, and carinna, but I decided to stay home so I could get homework and studying done. Good choice Amy...good choice. I'm going to have to study my ass of for exams!! arg
I seem content but I know this feeling wont last for long..
shrink monday... I'm trying a new method to act like everythings ok so I can stop going there..think it will work?
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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graffiti
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2004 5 January :: 9.52pm
One day, I promise, you'll be everything you see in your dreams.
Too many hats, that's all I've got to say.
You could say, 6 in 1. A deal, even?
Oh well, I guess it's working for me. You never know what you're gonna get.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 5 January :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: distraught
I'm a nice girl. I don't see what the big stupid deal is. We're kids.
And maybe I wouldn't seem like such a slut bag if you would just leave us be for like three seconds.
You're so scary, you don't even know it. If you could just stop looking at me like I'm crazy and making up these stupid rules I could warm up to you, and you wouldn't suggest awful things.
And I'd like you to know that I didn't push anything. It just happened. Coercion and guilt were not factors here. I am not a crazy obcessive kid. School nights are crap and weekly visits...it's not a big deal okay? It's supposed to be fun.
6 sung. |
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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graffiti
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2004 5 January :: 3.25pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: [ The Ramones ] : The KKK Took My Baby Away
Surprisingly, it was a good day back.
Floor hockey is great.
That one time and that other time Katie was funny was great :D
Kerry's obsession with the Sex Pistols and Ramones is great.
Health is not great..
Band can be great.
Josh's fluffy seagull hair is real great.
Ryan's affair with David is just scary.
Limbo Boxx: Coochman is her name
aDoRKaBLeK8E: Lesbian is her game
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 4 January :: 6.12pm
:: Mood: hateful
i'm so annoyed right now. i don't want to eat dinner because i think i'll grumble at someone and then get yelled at.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Rob
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2004 3 January :: 11.55pm
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: Fine Again-Seether
i cant believe I did this
New Year's Survey
[01] What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? Alot
[02] Did you keep your New Year's Resolutions, and will you make more for next year? what resolutions?? Lack of fat, guess it didnt work last year, lets try again.
[03] Did anyone close to you give birth? Nah,
[04] Did anyone close to you die? not too close to me, but to my loved ones
[05] What countries did you visit? America bab-ay
[06] What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? Lack of teenage drama
[07] What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Dec 30! i beat FFX
[08] What was your biggest achievement of the year? Nothing, I suck the free world
[09] What was your biggest failure? Sam Dine
[10] Did you suffer illness or injury? My pacreas still doesnt work
[11] What was the best thing you bought? I love the presents I bought for people.
[12] Whose behaviour merited celebration?WTF?
[13] Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? Sam Dine
[14] Where did most of your money go? Movies
[15] What did you get really, really, really excited about? My birthday
[16] What song will always remind you of 2003? any Blink 182 songs or Staind Songs
[17] Compared to this time last year, are you:
>happier or sadder? sadder,
>thinner or fatter? take a wild guess
>Richer or poorer? Took a big withdraw for sam to go to college
[18] What do you wish you'd done more of? Optimistic descions
[19]What do you wish you'd done less of? Hurting people
[20] How will you be spending Christmas? This year? Family Stuff
[21] What happened to this one? I wasnt very excited
[22] Did you fall in love in 2003? yes I did
[23] How many one-night stands? are you shitting me?
[24] What was your favourite TV program? Buffy
[25] Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? prolly, I am a hater tho
[26] What was the best book you read? Fifth Harry Potter
[27] What was your greatest musical discovery? Blink 182 and older stuff
[28] What did you want and get? Better friendships
[29] What did you want and not get? Buffy on DVD
[30] What was your favourite film of this year? X-men 2 and Freaky Friday
[31] What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I had a party and I turned 14
[32] What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Lack of dumb descions
[33] How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? hoodies
[34] What kept you sane? friends and FFX and movies and Kate and Star Wars and Music
[35] Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Dave Matthews
[36] What political issue stirred you the most? politics pffff
[37] Who did you miss? I dunno
[38] Who was the best new person you met? Well meeting, The north kids was nice and Arie and Audrey and Libby
[39] Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003? Grass is greener on the other side, see the other perpespectives, if your not careful you will lose prescious things
[40] Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. Brand New Day-Forty Foot Echo
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graffiti
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2004 3 January :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: kiddish
:: Music: [ GNR ] : Welcome To The Jungle
It's good now. It's real good.
.. all I can do is smile.
:)
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 2 January :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: excited
things i am proud of today:
1. My reorganized closet
2. The things i bought yesterday
3. My feet
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 1 January :: 8.32pm
:: Music: sponge-have you seen mary?
i'm so hopeless with money. i think when i grow up i'm going to be very poor because i don't know when to stop. i do look considerably hotter though.
being with renee was cool, we had a lot of fun stealing babies and coughing and acting like seventh graders.
tomorrow will be fun too
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2003 31 December :: 6.04pm
the sky is really pretty right now, it's like the end of dusk and the light is still faint and i can see one star.
i guess i'm as disapointed as i thought. something like this usually happens. so maybe tomorrow.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2003 31 December :: 3.03pm
i am feeling the tremendous hurt right now.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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