How Wonderful Life is While You're in the World.

:: 2003 6 December :: 2.08pm

Parents and sista are going to be gone tonight ;-) hell yeah...

I cant wait...

I think I'll do some writing tonight...

I think I might have 2-4 hrs to myself..holy shit I didnt realize how nice that sounded until now.

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 6 December :: 8.02am

i don't want to be worried about this
.

:: 2003 6 December :: 1.53am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: none

We went to da movies!
We did end up going to the movies girls night out though. NO BOYS!! lol So it was just me, Steph, Carinna, and Dannie. We were going to go see Honey but it was sold out and we had to go to The Haunted Mansion. We saw Megan and Lauren Haik there and they just got done seeing the same movie and Megan said it was scary but what the hell it wasn't lol.

After the movie we took
pictures in the photo booth

I had so much fun but too bad Zach O'Connor didn't happen to be there because I snorted when I was laughing again lol haha

good times..

I'm out i'm exhausted lol

:: 2003 5 December :: 10.47pm

...and then i think, it really wasn't such an awful thing...it's pretty much meaningless.

:: 2003 5 December :: 10.01pm
:: Music: dmbcitm

there is absolutly nothing better in the world than laughing

but on the other hand, still no phone call. and i'm not giving in this time.
this was a really stupid idea. i should have been all, "screw you, you missed your chance."
but no, i had to be stupid about it. it seemed like everything was going to be okay. but it's all a mess.

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 5 December :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: down..

Young girl, don't hide, You'll never change if u just walk away

I don't feel good. Not like the sick feeling, the empty feeling and sad feeling..

"When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means".......

I wish I could go to the movies tonight to get out of this place...

graffiti

:: 2003 5 December :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: [ Metallica ] : For Whom The Bell Tolls

NOBODY FUCKING LISTENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

17 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

4 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 4 December :: 5.48pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: none

YAY
Everyone went out to eat so I could finally get the house to my self so I could do what I do best!!! (arie would know.. wink wink)

I've been waiting forever just so i could have this time to myself. To sit here and do what I want to do. Even though it is a school night what difference would it make anyways. They probably wont be home for another hour or so anyways.

Today was ok. Everyone liked my new pants so its all good lol. I cant wait until Christmas is here. I have to go christmas shopping for friends soon! I'll probably get stuff for Carinna, Steph, Arie, Kayla, Dannie, Emily, andddd..I dont know who else I gotta keep the list short so I dont spend too much money!!

I betta go!

Later

:: 2003 3 December :: 10.06pm
:: Music: vc-1000miles

flugflug.

i feel like it's gone, but i don't really feel sad.

and i don't want to bother with calling

:: 2003 3 December :: 7.37pm

I think I have an obsession with putting entries into my woohu ....
I was random journals surfing and I find it ironic that most people who have woohu say how much they hate their lives. The United States probably the most privilaged country in the world. We have everything. We have the power to have everything yet so many people are unhappy...
I'd give anything to know that I was going to be ok for the rest of my life. That I could financially support myself. That I wouldn't have to work my whole life just to live. As much as I want to be on my own it wont the be that easy..but I think when it gets to that time I'll still love being alone and on my own even if I don't love my life.

:: 2003 3 December :: 7.25pm

Sleeping makes me sad..does that make sense?

School was ok. After the bell rang I hung out with Steph until I went to look to see if my bus was leaving yet. I got home and because my sister didnt take me home I was locked out of the house so I sat on the steps for a while until she did get home which was around 3:30ish. I made myself some dinner arund 4 then slept till 6:30. Then I had to do the damn dishes which took me like a half hr. I'm still soooo tired. I have to study for some tests tomorrow and do alittle homework. Again, that will be saved for the 9-11 pm work time lol.

I feel pissed off/sad for some reason. Grrrrrrrr...I dont know. Tomorrow is Thursday so we only have like 2 more days until the weekend. I hope it goes by slowly. I think we're all going to go see Honey on Friday. I will go because I don't want to be in this damn house and I could use some gummy worms and popcorn..and not to mention a mountain dew freeze mmmmmm lol

I'm out

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

rachelle

:: 2003 3 December :: 3.38pm
:: Mood: A.D.D.
:: Music: the one i resited for you....

girl scout camp fire songs
down by the banks of the hanky-panky
where the bullfrogs jump from bank to banky
with an eepes opps opes oops.....
jump from the lilly pad
ker-plop

love you kevin!

6 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 2 December :: 7.19pm

Lastnight I was up till like 12:30 drawing.

+face+
+hand+

I got really bored. I think I'll actually do my homework tonight so I don't have to worry bout it tomorrow.

Today was ok. After school I went to champion for like an hour and saw jesse there. Then I had an ortho and I think i'm getting my braces off in a month or so..I hope.

Smooth and dark, you are potent and bitchy yet seductive and irresistible
Congratulations! You're a black velvet!

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I'm out.

:: 2003 2 December :: 6.09pm

much better.