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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 23 November :: 9.22pm

it's really sad when you watch full house and the plot pertains to your life. but people actually learn a lesson. and then everything is okay again, and someone makes a joke.

i'm a loser. i can't ever deal with things the right way. i just lie.




1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


rachelle

:: 2003 23 November :: 8.40pm

im bored
Last Cigarette::never have, never will
Last Alcoholic Drink::ha, nope
Last Car Ride::after church
Last Kiss::last week sometime
Last Good Cry::friday
Last Library Book checked out::to space and back- sally ride
Last Movie Seen in Theatres::school of rock
Last Book Read::people magazine...does that count?
Last Movie Rented::monster's inc.
Last Cuss Word Uttered::the "d" one
Last Beverage Drank::diet coke
Last Food Consumed::turkey potpie
Last Crush::kevin :)
Last Phone Call::to sheely
Last TV Show Watched::rush hour
Last Time Showered::this morning
Last Shoes Worn::my neighbors
Last CD Played::train-phil collins mix
Last Item Bought::tuna sub
Last Download::phil collins- look through my eyes
Last Annoyance::dad
Last Disappointment::lying to lindsay's momma
Last Soda Drank::diet coke
Last Thing Written::my "eating blind" paper
Last Key Used::"tab"
Last Word Spoken::"minute"
Last Sleep::4 hours ago
Last IM::to landon
Last Sexual Fantasy::um....probably when i slept last
Last Weird Encounter::yesterday at the mall
Last Ice Cream Eaten::mackinaw island fudge
Last Time Amused::um, a couple hours ago
Last Time Wanting To Die::friday
Last Time In Love::now....now....now....now.....still am.......
Last Time Hugged::yesterday
Last Time Scolded::two seconds ago
Last Time Resentful::two seconds ago
Last Chair Sat In::my sister's
Last Lipstick Used::it smelled like coconut
Last Underwear Worn::blue ones
Last Bra Worn::my white one
Last Shirt Worn::that bright striped one
Last Webpage Visited::www.spaceflight.nasa.gov

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i love you kevin!

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 23 November :: 3.05pm

so things perked up after my mini insane fit.

stayed up till two and go up at 8:30.

sunday school was frustrating though. i can't be both. i really want to be neither.



and i think i'm going to make the strain over. i can't deal with it anymore.



blah. i worked out like a fiend.

2 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 22 November :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: craptacular

i'm just am not good at confronting things.

but the guilt just knaws at me until i start saying really stupid things to people who don't even bother to say anything remotely comforting.

i'm going to ruin someone else.

and i can't even cry about it.


4 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


thedarkerside

:: 2003 22 November :: 8.13pm

I'm sick of every guy letting her down. Do they even think to know how it would make her feel. Do they even think. I'm sick of always not having anyone either. Guys are jerks..thats all that needs to be said.

ARRRRRGGGG

2 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


thedarkerside

:: 2003 22 November :: 5.13pm

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

thats pretty much right except i hate children... arrgh lol

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


graffiti

:: 2003 22 November :: 4.37pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: [ 3 Doors Down ] : Here Without You

34 days until Christmas!

3 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 22 November :: 3.39pm
:: Mood: ASDLLDSFKLSDKLSD
:: Music: now that i can dance

I would work for SOUUOP! Custard! Ah! I love Curtis and Stinko. They rock my early bird special world.

grood stuff

i'm going to the play later...ready for another rockin' time.

2 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 21 November :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: NELLY-HOT IN HERE!

GIRL I THINK MY BUTT GET' BIG
so, i'm still getting that pain and it's getting worse and happening more often.

but tonight i don't think i'll be able to sleep. i'm so excited. two weeks can be a very long time...

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 20 November :: 10.00pm
:: Music: baby it's cold outside

Well, I was suprised i wasn't more angry. It's just kind of gotten old and pointless. It will be over soon and i'll be in spain with my love. speaking of...what's wrong with you guys? i want to do something. like shake you and make you happy. i love you truely madly deeply dorkily...

...on the other hand...i am only 20% body fat and my blood pressure is slightly under normal.

saturday is approaching...i am going to go insane between now and then. i am having withdrawl. ahggggggg

3 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


Rob

:: 2003 20 November :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: bleck
:: Music: Flavor of the week.

Do you ever just get sick of people?

This isnt geared toward anyone.

Its just something I have been thinking about this week

Sometimes people couldnt make you feel less unimportant.

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


thedarkerside

:: 2003 20 November :: 7.34pm

I dont know things are weird I guess. I don't feel as low as I use to. Sometimes i'd bing myself down soo low that it was like there was no end to it. I haven't really gotten that way in a long time. I'm sortof relieved that I'm able to hold back my tears just instead of getting sad I just get angry and annoyed..I'd rather feel that way then to feel how I did before. i guess. either way still sucks.

I've never had anyone really care for me as much as I've seen lately. I want to get use to it but I find myself rejecting it. I can't always have things the way I want...but I want to feel like someone actually cares so much about something that isnt really a big deal but to them is a big deal. I'd rather have someone call me the day after asking how things are and what is going on. I don't know..it was like one of those moments where you feel so different that you want to cry. Like..I dont know even I can't explain it.

Today went by pretty fast. Hell, this whole week did. I just have to do some studying tonight and I'll be all set for my weekend. I get my Gauge 32 cd tomorrow from Ryan. That should be good. That will be good.

Can't wait until another day is over.

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 19 November :: 8.37pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: shawn mullins

I dont even like smoking!



this week has been so slow. shouldn't it be thursday?


i don't understand chapter 14. why does everyone in it have to be such a jackass? i guess it's alright that andrew jackson isn't still around. he'd make it a whole lot worse. him a john brown would have a killing party.


homework club was grood. again we did nothing and patty v. is a cool chick.




and saturday should come faster. i want to build my fort and get my freak on. by that i mean go to russes for super fun. but someone should come up with a better plan.

8 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


rachelle

:: 2003 19 November :: 5.27pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: cant stop loving you//phil collins

its my turn to write something (rlg)
hey linds- thanks. lyf. cya tomorrow.

...love u kevin...

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


thedarkerside

:: 2003 18 November :: 8.05pm

carinna's recent entry gave me an idea....

Things I'd like to do in my life...

Get my own place
Become someone who makes a lot of money where I enjoy my job
Find someone who makes me happy
Live somewhere unbelieveably beautiful
Write a book
Live in another country for a period of time
Keep intouch with people from highschool
Meet Elsbeth, my knowledge source and party girl
Play Guitar and piano
Write my own music
Take a few years off to go on a road trip alone or with a friend or two
Go to Hollywood
Meet someone famous/ become famous
Change someones life unintentionally
Be remembered as a remarkable person..or just be remembered...

..you can tell everybody this is your song.

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