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plainmornings

:: 2002 7 September :: 9.05pm

wow i'm pissed off. Biology can burn in hell. Grrrr who gives a damn bout it anyways!! Because of stupid stupid biology i couldn't go to Drew's party :0( Andddd my mom was yelling at me and such and yet another night i'm stuck at home doing nothing. If I knew highschool was going to be this much hell i woulda stayed in middle school. I seriously considered dropping out & getting my GED and just living like a bum or something today. Not only is school a bitch, people are driving me insane! particularly guys.. christ, i understand that they like me but you know just cause you like me doesn't me that i'm obligated to like you or go out with you every weekend or talk to you everyday... seriously .. it seems like a guy decides taht he likes me and all of the sudden i'm his property, just cuz he likes me i'm automatically his. No. it does NOT work like that.

Yeah. A LOT of pent up anger... lots of people mad at me right now.. the freshman think i'm the devils spawn and urghhh this sux. Its all just not worth it anymore.

This really blows.

Anyways... we had a stupid Thursday night football game against Santaluces our main rivals. Our team sucked sooooo bad.. the first touchdown of the game was because our incompetent football players couldn't punt/catch the damn ball grr. I lost my voice over it too... screaming at them bout how freaking stupid they are haha Chris called me that night and I was like you guys suck. Regardless we still won 48-13 but the score should have been A LOT higher. Our teams good so why not have high expectations :0P I like teasing Chris about being a football player heh I think it'd be funnier if he was dumb though.. like Bear haha j/k .. or well. yeah.

I saw blast on TV yesterday. It made me happy. I watched it with Chris.

.T.H.E.E.N.D.O.F.T.H.E.B.E.G.I.N.N.I.N.G.

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plainmornings

:: 2002 3 September :: 7.17pm

Vivi + Sara B. + Abby D. = 30" hair :0)

haha.. Abbys guna go bald if she has to to give up her hair to make a wig for a poor child that has leukemia (sp?) :0) Vivi + Sara B. have enough hair to spare :0D

Yes. Theres a club at my school called "Hair to share" and we basically all grow our hair out all year & then donate it in May. Its something that i've wanted to do for a really long time sooo yay! heh guys don't like the idea that I'm cutting my hair though.. whats w/guys and hair? I think its cuz hair is very feminine.. yes well Vivi's hair is goin choppy! Actually i'll still have longer then shoulder length hair so it might be a nice change... in middle school i had rather short hair so i don't see how different it could possibly be. Hmm if you go to ATL and are interested in this hair drive talk to me, Abby D., Sara B., or Mrs.Maloney in room 724.

Today was not too eventful which is okay. Band nazis made me eat cold chef boyardee beefaroni :0( it was kinda gross ick! Umm tomorrow (i think!) is Drewish's bday! Yay for Drewish! He didnt' want me to announce it though sooo yea. band kinda blew but things are starting to come together which is good.

now.. homework.. joy.

themunkysman: cava mon deesse?
onelonelystarrrr: French is a sexy language :0)
themunkysman: ha ha
themunkysman: and it's "throaty"
themunkysman: must be all those stereotypical cigarettes they smoke
onelonelystarrrr: lol
onelonelystarrrr: so you're telling me pepe le'peu smoked?!?
onelonelystarrrr: haha
themunkysman: did he ever!
themunkysman: he taught me all I know on the fundamentals of smoking
themunkysman: french people have their own technique of smoking
onelonelystarrrr: :0( bad skunk. smoking = bad!
onelonelystarrrr: whats that?
themunkysman: the venerable "french inhale"
onelonelystarrrr: o boy

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plainmornings

:: 2002 1 September :: 1.29am

Is Canadian Dave sexy? <- he told me 2 do this :0)

OMGZ take me now!
I <3 Canadians w/hairy asses!
I have an ass like a yeti
Vivi.. bite my hairy ass
Dustin.. take my 8inch cock NOW!
Alex Taits > Canadian Dave
Sam is a sucky driver haha j/k
TacoPizza>Tacos > Pizza
TJT rox!
Jen thinks Vivi smells


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plainmornings

:: 2002 31 August :: 10.52pm

got home. Didn't get 2 the game till b out 10 after 8 . We saw the football players walk out & I got 2 exchange a quick hello w/Chris.. wow. guys look sooo cute in uniform lol anyways.. Nadia got there shortly after and we sat w/Andrea, Francesca, Shalane, and Jolanda and Alexandra and some other people i didn't know. Jenn got there a bit after and we were watching the dork and chris play. Chris (Z) and I left about an hour after we got there and went to Mizerak's to play pool. It was okay cept the guys he knew there thought we were together and i was like NO! heh now i'm home & on the phone w/Jenn. Fun eh? :0)

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plainmornings

:: 2002 31 August :: 5.35pm

Betty & Binh just left. Never got to the mall like I wanted but whatever. We sat around my house watching Harry Potter.. it was okay.

I just got Dus's letter :0) it made me VERY happy heh. You know Dus.. I don't have a cerulean crayon in my box ;0P

Tonight... I'm going to the football game against Pahokee with Chris Z., Jenn, and Betty. I promised Chris ..(ehh.. i suppose Country to the rest of you or my big. not so bald friend) that I'd come see him play. Bleh.. might as well.. it'll be the only game i'll get to go to in normal clothing heh (damn band :0P) I'm curious as to how good he really is... hes the starting center and to my knowledge those are the guys who like bend over and throw the ball to the quarter backs.. I'm not exactly sure what goes on after that.. o well should be fun anyways.

I'll be home around 11:30.. my mom is putting a curfew on me tonight :bleh: it sux. yeah. alright byee

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plainmornings

:: 2002 29 August :: 6.54pm

Hey Andy.. this is really annoying.. I log in and everytime a new screen comes up i have to log in again...

Anyways... I was feeling super good bout my AP US History test today till I looked at the damn essay... I swear I nearly shit myself :0( It really really really sucked :0(

I don't think I've updated but Chris drew me the most amazing picture.. I <3 it very much. he looked sooo cute today for "Tie it up Thursday" <- basically the football players have to dress up on the day before any game in order to get their uniform to wear in school the game day. Blah. There were 2 fire drills today.. it was great :0) ummm band.. i'm not even guna go there.. maybe later.

Troys mad at me... I really don't know what I can say about that though... School really sux. REALLY SUX.. theres a 4 day weekend <- thank god lol thats it for now.

RUFIO TOMORROW NIGHT!!!!

Drew.. red light on the way down there? heh <3

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plainmornings

:: 2002 27 August :: 7.25pm

i can't wait till the weekend... by that time all the tests will be over with and i'll have a 3 day weekend :0)

My big bald (not so bald) friend Chris drew is drawing me a picture :0) that makes me really happy. I like getting pictures heh Dave brought in the pics i drew for him the beginning of last year.. it was GREAT! there was a pic of me & him holding hands under this kik ass rainbow as well as one with a very random yellow brick road, yeti, and matt as half a bird. Dustin drew me a picture too but he won't tell me what it is bleh. Bio & Band tests tomorrow.. Fun i know. Study time. Good night to all <3

o yeah. for all of you who don't know.. don't call my cell phone for a lil while lol i completely went over... like $600 went over :0( yeah it sux. Its okay.

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plainmornings

:: 2002 25 August :: 8.15pm
:: Music: TBS

my golly goodness Taking Back Sunday is soooooooooo amazing!!!! TBS > everything... well maybe not more then TJT heh... in a good mood right now. Dus is drawing me a pic and its bugging me cuz he won't tell me what it is & i won't get it until Friday... talk about being anxious lol I drew him a pic too... its BEAUTIFUL! heh

Great Romances... a wonderful song.. they're all wonderful

I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT TILL OCT!!!

TBS, MIDTOWN & RECOVER!!!!!!!

AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING STUFF...

done ranting :0)

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plainmornings

:: 2002 24 August :: 9.41pm
:: Music: TBS

I feel as if I should update... school still sux I have 7 tests w/in 3 days next week. Fun I know.

I went out w/Whiggy last night, it was pretty fun. Chivalry is not dead ladies, he was really sweet, opening doors and such.. things that melt girls' hearts heh. Anyways we went to dinner then to see xXx. Today I have basically been half ass studying and talking to Dustin. Dustin is a really great kid although he wouldn't agree heh. Dustin wants me to put my pic up as an icon. I proceeded to tell him that I didn't want to scare people away & that I liked people reading my journal lol Well... I told him 2 put his pic up and he told me no for pretty much the same reasons soo possible compromise.. i put mine up if he puts his up.. ehh i don't know Bob's pretty pimpin heh maybe I'll put another clip from that night up :0) or rather haha omg he'd kill me ::devious grin::

Dus, watch out..i'm out to get you ;0P...
<3 your goddess "aka" Vivers

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plainmornings

:: 2002 21 August :: 11.15pm

Too bad ignorance isn't painful...

agreed
disagreed
impartial
Vivi rox my sox!


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plainmornings

:: 2002 20 August :: 9.36pm

Hi. well... I have a new found hate for football coaches etc. grr. ask a band person, they'll explain or maybe i will later. We marched 2 hrs through the rain today.. I was soaked and it was crazy cold. Fun let me tell you... ummm ... i'm on the phone w/Chris now "aka" Country or my big bald friend cept hes not bald anymore.. lol. ummm Chris says this isn't profound enough.. i'm guna go find something to do . later. <3

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plainmornings

:: 2002 19 August :: 9.18pm

thoughts of (you) cloud my mind, everything else is forgotten. I only see (our) future, one of happiness and orange juice with pulp. Premonitions of (our) future have been strongest in these last few days.

to choose your destiny at age 16...

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plainmornings

:: 2002 18 August :: 10.38pm

i don't remember the last time i've had this much hw... its seriously killing me... I have been doing work consistantly since noon and 10hrs later i'm still NOT done... what the hell do my teachers think i am?? grr. more US History reading and an Espanol worksheet to finish... I hope I finish in time... that would suck now wouldn't it. I hate school.

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plainmornings

:: 2002 17 August :: 8.43pm

do you love me??

yes :0)
no :0(
maybe so :0/


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plainmornings

:: 2002 17 August :: 7.43pm

heh ...
exitboot: lmao.. was it just your away message that got so many people going to your journal or are you hyping it up now as well?
onelonelystarrrr: what?
onelonelystarrrr: lol
onelonelystarrrr: lots of people went?
exitboot: 5 people have viewed your journal in the last 10 minutes.
onelonelystarrrr: awsome! lol
onelonelystarrrr: its cuz they love me :0)
exitboot: hah
onelonelystarrrr: what you don't believe me?
exitboot: hah
onelonelystarrrr: heh. i wouldn't either ;0P

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