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brad

:: 2004 2 January :: 8.35pm

this computer fucking sucks.

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brad

:: 2003 31 December :: 1.41pm

hey people, sorry i havent updated in a while. i havent had a computer, chris works slow as fuck so he had it for almost 2 fucking weeks... anyway im at chris's right now waiting to go home for my party. EVERYONE MUST COME TODAY!!!!! anyway, i have my computer fixed now and everything. but yeah im still alive and missin everyone. i hope to see most of you today, but i must be leaving now. goodbye friends.

Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 20 December :: 12.23am

im sitting here at chris's waiting to go home..i dont get a computer till after christmas..this fucking sucks, the computer chris is working on fucked up and now its not working at all and it pisses me off. anyway i wont see anyone till after christmas, i get to see kelly christmas eve which is awesome but yeah theres like a 4 day period in there i dont get to see her at all..and thats not cool. anyway ill probley talk to some of you online from my cousins..goodnight.

Bradley (kelly's)

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brad

:: 2003 16 December :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: Tears running down my face
:: Music: Silence

"For You"
The more I think about it
The worse it feels
The thought of our future
It disappears
All we've been through
Nothing compares
The look on your face
Opens and glares

I give you my heart
Its all I can give
Don't take it for granted
It will easily chip
Away peice by peice
I'm yours for the taking
Put the peices together
My hearts slowly breaking

I love you my dear
I'm here by your side
Forever and ever
Till our pasts collide
Into the present
Little by little
Love is a mystery
An unsolvable riddle

But for you I'd do anything
No matter what the price
I'm with you forever
Our love carved in ice

~Another shitty attepmt to express my feelings. *is giving up on writing*

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brad

:: 2003 14 December :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: missing you
:: Music: blink 182 - go

howdy folks. i just got back from big boys with nate. he showed up and i was hungry and yeah..we went out to eat. but now im here and bored. this weekend was actually pretty good. kelly, neilee, and jay all got to stay the night last night. jays parents dont mind me so much anymore woo. we just sat around, cuddled and watched a couple movies, i enjoyed it. the x-box party thing went pretty well, finally got to whoop some ass on halo. i also went to the magrical dinner yesterday, i enjoyed that also..the food wasnt that great but it was still worth it. i got to hang out with kelly's mom and grandma, oh yeah! heh anyway..i cant wait till christmas. its going to be great. well thats about it, goodnight kids.

Bradley

Should i die my hair brown and get blonde highlights? give me your opinion!

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brad

:: 2003 13 December :: 9.03pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: tenacious d - i dont know the names of then songs....so yeah..a good one!

and set fucking fires
just because, im going to keep kate and stacy's little thing going. this might be fun and entertaining to keep going. well anyway...

-i love music...its pretty much what my life revolves around and always will revolve around
-im 17
-my birthday is february 11th 1986
-i believe kelly is my 12th or 13th girlfriend...the first 10 or so were just those fake relationships that you have in middle school
-i love kelly with all my heart
-ive cheated on one girlfriend ever, i will never cheat again
-i love playing the guitar
-i own two guitars. one acoustic and one electric
-i like wearing hats
-i am obsessed with blink 182
-if i could meet anyone in the planet it would be tom delonge
-diet pepsi twist is my favorite pop
-i like to read only if the book has killing and cool things in it such as lord of the rings books
-ive always wanted to go on a road trip
-i hate annoying people
-when im depressed i hate it when people always talk to me and ask me whats wrong when they dont truely care
-i have few friends that actually care about me and my feelings
-i hate it when people bash on blink 182 just to piss me off
-i hate when people take credit for things they didnt do
-i love being loved
-i like it when people can be comfortable around me
-im a picky eater
-i hate being forced to do things
-i hate being rushed to do things
-i have about 10 pairs of shoes
-i like being clean and organized
-i hate it when people call me a pussy for not doing what they want me to
-i love movies
-my favorite movie is gangs of new york
-i dont like being ignored
-i like shopping
-i like buying and wearing new clothes
-i like pictures and putting them on my walls
-i enjoy being on the internet..most of the time
-i dont really believe in having a religion
-i like being free
-i only like school because i get to see my friends
-i like having longish hair
-i prefer brunets over blondes
-i can be shallow at times
-i dont do drugs
-i do drink..on occasion
-being called a druggy pisses me off
-my sister is a bitch
-i love my mom
-i barely ever see my dad
-i have my dads "figure" or so my mom says
-i want to be in a band more than anything
-christmas is coming up and im gonna get everything i can out of my family because im greedy
-my best friend is jay ruster
-my girlfriend is kelly metzger...most of you know
-i want to be a singer/guitarist but im too much of a pussy to sing in front of people because i dont think i can sing
-converse is my favorite shoe brand
-i cant stand wearing shoes without socks
-i dont like wearing anything under my pants..i bet you all wanted to know that one
-i love chocolate milk
-my favorite food is pizza
-i like video games
-im not conceited
-i was raised kind of normal
-i wasnt what you would call a normal child...i was kind of differant..but in a good way, like i never cried in public places and i was always nice to people i didnt know
-my mom brought me up right
-i will never hit a girl as long as i live
-elvis IS the king
-cash is the man in black and no one will be like him
-i am ashamed how girly i can be..for example:
>always messing with my hair
>always worrying about what i look like
>caring about what other people think of me
>not liking to get dirty..sometimes
>i dont like acting like a complete idiot in front of girls
-im cheap
-most parents hate me
-i dont want to be like everyone else
-my bra size is 34-C.......jk
-i always like to have a guitar pic with me
-i can only bench about 135 lbs
-i look scrawny but im sure i can kick the shit out of alot more people than you think
-i love kelly
-and lastly....kelly ownes my heart for as long as she wants

i hope you all felt the need to know a little more about me, and hopefully this helped a little, tell me what you think. later children

Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 11 December :: 11.24pm
:: Mood: happy

bradley loves kelly, bet you didnt know that
time: after school
place: my house
day: tomorrow..friday
occasion: x-box gathering
if your planning on coming then let me know.

hurray, i got to spend the entire day with kelly after school today. i loved it very much, i had fun. i hope you all had a good day today.. thats all, see ya folks!

your friendly neighborhood ||D || ||\/|| ||D

Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 10 December :: 4.49pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: blink 182 - voyer

fucking socks...my toes are sticking out
pointless update: kelly came over yesterday, it was nice. we didnt do much, we hung out and watched league of extroadinary gentlemen since she hasnt seen it. but it was nice to be with her no matter what we did. i felt like shit today! we had a really bad day in weight training. everyone was actually sore and tired after class..i had a really bad headache and i was just sore all over..and it still continues, but i slept during 5th and 6th hour in the little room with the couch in the art room..that was needed. im slowly starting to feel better. anyway i need more plans for this upcoming winter break. i have the pleasure of going to kelly's house christmas eve..i was really shocked when i found out that her parents wanted me to come over and we could all open presents..they wanna get me presents, im really excited. but i must firgure out what to get them. my moms getting about $800 to work with this christmas. its gonna be good, one of our best christmas'. i get to go to my dads and kellys christmas eve to get presents and then on christmas i get to go to my aunts for the whole family deal. im finally getting a new desk, hurray. jay and chris are coming over this weekend to have a little x-box gathering. whoever wants to come and play with us can..i think. just talk to me or jay or chris if you wanna join. anywho i think thats about it for now. i hope you all enjoyed reading my exciting journal. later kids

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brad

:: 2003 7 December :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Blink 182 - here's your letter

Brad loves Kelly
Party: could have been more fun! all we did was sit around and play x-box....besides watching pirates of the carribean. i wanted this party to be better than the last one but it just wasnt happening. but i did have fun most of the time. and almost everyone got to stay the night, im real glad kelly got to. this morning everyone left and i was stuck here with no one..and i had a big mess to clean..which still hasnt been taken care of. i felt so lonely and depressed after i was left alone...i still am..im gradually getting better..little by little. but i miss everyone alot, i wish we could all just live together, then i'd never be alone..that would be a dream come true. anyway, i cant wait till tomorrow so i feel like i have a life again. i just ordered pizza so its on its way..sounds real good right about now. nate brought everyone pizza last night, THANK YOU NATE! im glad what little party i had turned out ok. hopefully winter vacation isnt stupid. im hoping to see everyone at least once and kelly more than once! but yeah ill be getting a bunch of new movies then too since ill be going to my cousins for a couple days. it shall be decent...but i best be going. goodbye everyone. I love kelly.

Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 5 December :: 8.55pm

weeell, the "big day" is tomorrow. if you can come, come damn you! and if you can, please bring pop or something drinkable, we have barely anything. im poor and im a loser so i have no money to get supplies this time. so if your coming try to help me out please. i keep hearing about people not going...this blows..i wanted this party to be better than the last one...its not looking that way so far. and just so you all know EVERYONES INVITED!!!!!! but yeah i want as many people there as possible. bring someone if you want! but yeah just keep that in mind. you can show up tomorrow as early as noon. i will be up getting the house all clean and everything. so yeah if you wanna come over early people will be here and up. but thats all i have for now. if you have last minute questions, call me or talk to me online or leave a comment. goodnight kids


Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 3 December :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: happy/tired
:: Music: tbs - bike scene

dont believe me, when i tell you. its just what anyone would do
hurray, a day spent with kelly, a day well spent. yeah ive been with kelly pretty much the entire day, it was enjoyable except for a short while which i still know nothing about but thats ok. anyway yeah i had a nice day today. i just got home a little while ago, im real tired. make sure you all make it to my party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna be upset with whoever doesnt come! remember that. anyway, let me know if your coming!! just so i know. but im gonna get going to sleeeep! goodnight kids.


Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 2 December :: 11.26pm
:: Mood: tired and achy
:: Music: tenacious d - fuck her gently

because im talkin about the road
yeah im just sittin here talkin to nate and robby...im pretty bored and tired. i just got out of the shower. i get to go to kelly's tomorrow, i cant wait. i think shes mad at me...it sucks..but im sure things will get better. so yeah nate might be getting me a job at burger king sometime soon when hes manager, which will be awesome since i need a job pretty badly. kelly figured out my birthday is in 71 days, so this means all you people best start counting down cuz im expecting lots of happy birthdays and presents!!! jk....but yeah it'll be the big 1-8..then ill get my liscense and ill be able to finally drive my beautiful car. well im gonna go to sleep now, i hope your all planning on going to my party! goodnight, I LOVE YOU KELLY!!!

Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 1 December :: 10.06pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: TBS - cute without the e

HAVING A PARTY THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weeelll im chillin here with my sister in my room. shes sitting on my bed talking to me and whatnot. anyway, after school i got to hang out with my Kelly!!!! then yeah i hung out with her a little more at neilee's. but yeah im learning 4 songs to audition or whatever for i think. im gonna have to set some kyle kid on fire to get rid of my competition. but yeah the songs are:
TBS - cute without the e
TBS - great romances of the 20th century
brand new - jude law and a semester abroad
finch - what it is to burn
yeah those are gonna be a pain to learn soon. well yeah IM HAVING A PARTY THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it'll be from saturday to sunday, if your coming make sure to bring pop if you can, or anything else you want to bring! make sure all of you talk to your parents and get everything set so you can come. if you plan on staying the night you best bring a blanket or something if you think you'll need one, you probley wont but yeah. if theres anything else anyone needs to know just talk to me at school, online, or call me. but yeah everyone let me know whats going on, if your coming on or not. anyway, thats all im leaving kids.



Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 30 November :: 8.14pm

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Power Rangers Movie!


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hah....thats kinda funny, go me!

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brad

:: 2003 30 November :: 1.24pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: la la la

da do da
woo, movies, went to the movies yesterday. it was pretty good, i got to hang out with some cool people and my kelly. i guess today im supposed to hang out with kevin dustin and stacy or something like that. maybe we can get kelly along. i dont know!!! im waiting for a call or something. but yeah i gots me a bunch of onion rings last night, mmm, i had a medium one, and 2 king size onion rings. it was alot..right now im just sitting here listening to tenacious d w00t. but yeah im gonna get going cuz iiii dunno. i need to find plans for today. so ill see you all tomorrow!!!! farewell children!


Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 29 November :: 3.15pm
:: Mood: blah

I LOVE YOU KELLY!
*sigh* i hate the internet...i can barely get my stupid ass internet to work...and the other day fucking woohu had me banned...that made my day worse...but last night i went to joeys..we just sat around and watched movies...wasnt too fun but yeah..i guess im going to the movies today with kelly, dustin, stacy, and kevin to see gothika...hopefully it all works out. im real bored right now, i got another big lecture from jason today..that was no fun. now im sittin here waiting to leave or something. yeah i think im done, once again this is goodbye. *waves* farewell friends.


Brad

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brad

:: 2003 27 November :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: da do da

ooo baby
hurray thanksgiving!! yeah i went to kelly's this morning, i got to hang out with her for a little bit till neilee pounced in the room for a hand check. hehe today was good, i really love spending time with kelly, her family is pretty crazy, i love it. im so tired, im watching bruce almighty cuz im bored..and im talking to stacy cuz she seems to be the only cool person on!! annyway my movies over now. im so tired, and im also very bored so i think this special edition of bradleys journal (that you all love) is over. goodnight everyone.

Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 27 November :: 2.22am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: tenacious d - fuck her softly

da do da
ahh 2 in the morning and im dead tired. i stayed up to watch blink on tv. it was good. justins passed out on the chair, he was watching cinimax porn....no need to explain. anyway i get to wake up around 9 to get ready to go see my kelly for thanksgiving. it shall be ejoyable. if you all go to robby's journal you can see the new logo for forever december his new band that i drew!!! im glad he likes it. i was talking to him a little bit ago about stuff..i wont discuss anything now because i dont wanna get my hopes up but yeah things are good. gah, im too tired to think of shit to say..i love you all, have a great morning. goodnight

Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 26 November :: 6.10pm
:: Mood: boored!!!
:: Music: blink - violence

like violence, you have me, forever, and after
wow today has sucked! god...i fell asleep last night at like 9 and i woke up to one of ashleys fucking friends calling at about 3 in the morning, i was pissed. i think im gonna start pulling the plug on this damn phone...now ashley knows how to kick me offline using the phone. now that little slut keeps doing it whenever her or her little shit head friends need the phone, i swear im gonna kill them all. anyway...i woke up at 3:30 today...im still a little tired, i cant get a hold of justin perry cuz i dont know his number, dammit. and ive been trying to get a hold of kelly all today to find out about tomorrow but thats not working either dammit. and i cant get a haircut today cuz jason's an asshole and my moms poor....man life sucks. i guess today is a stay at home day being bored as fuck. hopefully i wont fall asleep and miss my show today, blinks performing on the jimmy kimmel show tonight at midnight. that aughtta be good. anyway i think thats all i got. see you later people.

Bradley

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brad

:: 2003 25 November :: 6.52pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: tbs - cute without the e

i wont feel a thing
thanksgiving woo!! yeah i went to kelly's today after school, we hung out for a while..i really enjoyed it. then i came hoome, here to be bored and put up with my stupid computer working like shit...at least i still have a cool room. anyway, i dont think i have aanything planned for tomorrow, but hopefully im spending thanksgiving with kelly and her family. i made a couple logo's today for forever december, dusty and robby's new band. i hope they like them, we i know dusty does but i dunno about rob...i really need to find myself a band....its getting to be hopeless. someday...someday...ill finally be in a band, i guess they need a replacement rythm..but i dont want to ask dusty to be in his band...i think if ill ever have a chance it'll have to be them talking to me about it..otherwise i feel like a burden. *sigh* oh well..gah, i have to be going kids. goodbye all.


Bradley

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