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emptyness

:: 2004 27 July :: 1.38am
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: postal service - brand new colony

i would love to write a nice long, interesting journal entry but i find nothing to write about, so i'll write about my weekend and some thoughts, maybe it'll turn out to be lengthy.

so we went to orlando. we being tina, her little cousins, megan and morgan, their mommy, the grandparents, and the parentals. we arrived in the early afternoon saturday and headed for the mall, only to find it overcrowded and not fun for shopping due to long lines and such. so we went to the hotel and went swimming and hot tubbing. then went to anne's more private pool at her house. swam for a good hour. tina likes taking advantage. the kids were fun. chicken fights with the girls... haha. tina got slapped accidentally. morgan and her no fear. went back to the hotel, showered and changed for dinner. went back to anne's house and got pulled over in the process. whew. scary. thank goodness for being "tourists". ate dinner, watched vietnamese music thingys, got abused by the little kids. silly kids, trying to jump on danielle's back. went back to the hotel and slept in the freezing room. interesting dream. woke up sunday to go to blizzard beach. boy was it cold in that room. got dressed and ate breakfast at perkins. people sitting behind us were muy interesante. they sounded like they had a fun saturday night. went to blizzard beach. got settled and just had an enjoyable day at a waterpark. i love disney. everything about it. especially those great looking guys in bathing suits. mmm... i'll take one of those. ate chinese food afterwards then it was back home. good times.

current thoughts:

the dmc started tonight. sadly, i watched a lot of it. listened to all of jimmy carter's speech and al gore's. i hope their optimism for the future works out cause it sure does sound like they want to make this world a better place, so vote kerry if you can vote.

thats another thing, why can't we vote? i imagine a lot of us are just as smart or smarter than a good portion of the population that can in fact vote so why not let us?

i don't get guys and their bullshit. whatever works for you. good luck in the future.

christina and i figured that i should just baby-sit kids and not parent them since i have a problem about being mean and disiplining. i will just be the favorite aunt.

i love no sales tax week and shopping in the dark except for the no ac part. dance party in the dressing room with the flashlight!!

imissyoutoomuch.

<3
not as lengthy as i would like. whatever.

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boricuababy

:: 2004 26 July :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Sunshine-LiL Flip

my birthday is a week from today...:D
im homeeee!!!..i just got back today..it was definately a train ride from hell..err..it was delayed frickin 2 hours..almost three..i wuz pissed..lol..the reason was "train traffic"..wutever..lol..my week in tampa was greattt..the grandparents were fun to hang out with..they spoiled us..lol..not my fault tho..we went out to eat alot..chili's, bennigan's..some italian place with the best food ever..omg...so good..lol..im glad to be back home tho..i missed my mommy..lol..and roxy..i saw the notebook on saturday!!..that was the best movie..yea i cried..lol..it was saddd..i saw spiderman 2..i really wanna see catwoman..that looks hott..and i wanna see the bourne supremacy..and i wanna see i robot..lol..therez so many movies out now..i wanna see em all..lol..gotta get started..ehh..im boredd..i just finished unpacking..fun stuff..my mom bought me a new pair of KSwiss..and she bought me new clothes..cute stuff..i wouldnt normally wear the tops she bought me..but i like them..there cute..im so ready to go back to school shopping..lol..i wanna go to sawgrass..if u wanna come with me..hit me up so we can figure something out..x0x0

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playmate101

:: 2004 26 July :: 11.02am
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: i got u babe

brrrrr. i'm outta florida thank goodness. =)
heyyy people. updating this journal from ---> chicago =)

we got here sometime around 1pm yesterday. the flight was smooth. we got off... got our luggage after waiting awhile cause the luggage door was stuck & they couldnt remove the luggage from the plane. grr. but papa picked us up & we went to Nikobee's for lunch. i coulda gone for some traditional real white castle, but eh... w/e. then we went to grammy's work & looked at houses to buy. we found one we really liked, its 2 story with a basement n its b-e-a-u-tiful. i shoulda took pictures of it, but i left the camera in the car. anyways... afterwards, we went to visit uncle joey & everyone. it's chilly up here. nothing like florida. everything is made of wood & bricks... it looks like the 1970's all over again, and it felt like it too when papa was playing his oldies music in the car. but yeah.... so we went to uncle joeys... i saw little milly & maddy all grown up, they're like s0o adorable & they look like twins.... then there is matt who is 16 & acts like my brother. i find that sick, but i talked to him & his friends for awhile... i didn't find out the name of the cute boy cause he was kinda quiet, but there was courtney who is carls girlfriend, which sux cause carl is cute hehe. but matt.... idk he's like my brother... the pictures make them look cuter than they really are lol. anyways stacey should be coming home 2night or 2morrow. so i'm excited to see her. omg lil' brandon = adorable.... but he has this obsession with pitching butts. kinda scary. he pitched my butt like a million times... n it hurts lol, but he is so cute. n lil' chris is adorable too. & he's sweet & funny. auntie mary & chris are funny as hell. aunt paula is kinda weird, but she is sweet. anyways... i'm sitting here on the computer cause i am waiting for my mom to finish getting ready before we go pick up some starbucks & head to pick up auntie trixie & go to portabello's for lunch =D i just lost a ton of weight from cheerleading and i get to gain it all back. ha. nice stuff. anyways.... it is an hour earlier here than it is over by u guys in florida. =/ but i have to give jonah a call tonight, and ashley.... ur letter is in the mail <33 o it doesn't look like i can go to hollister to shop..... its farrrrr away from here. in the woodfield mall which sux. o well <3 hope u enjoy the rest of ur humid summer.... cause the rest of mine is gonna be kinda chilly, and we don't even know when we are going to be leaving here... just praying i will be home on the 7th for the orientation. <3333333

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playmate101

:: 2004 24 July :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: rejected
:: Music: la la // ashlee simpson

you make me wanna la la in the kitchen on the floor. <333
today was the last day of cheer camp. awesome fun. talked to mike this morning, n worked on stunts most of the day... um... i didn't do much of anything else. we threw mike up into a basket toss... which i have a picture of. haha. and then for lunch, karen, me, brittany, michelle, heather & angie decided to get some chili's for some drink stealin'. lol. umm... then, we finished up practice & i finally got home.. and packed & jackie came over then i showered n we headed to the mall. afterwards we came back & ate some food & doug called jackie. since he had nothing to do, we picked him up @ taco bell... after jackie wanted to repeatedly take left's lol. umm... so we all came to my house... jackie hit doug in the eye with a marker & we laughed at dead baby jokes... which was filthy. doug beat me up with my pillows... & ummm we just had fun talking. but yeah... that was my night, they just left like around 11:40 which was like 5 minutes ago. and hmmm. now i am talking to jonah, who is now going out with whitney = awwww <3 congrats. but, i need to wash up & get my rest so i can sit on the airplane for awhile. ya know... i'm not sure when i'm coming back... but i have a performance on the 7th so my dad wants to leave like... the 5th s0o we can be home on the 7th? idk but its bedtime now... and if carol gets me my dooney & burke purse, i willllllll be happy for the next... month. who needs a boyfriend if u have clothes & purses? lol <3 bye byes

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boricuababy

:: 2004 23 July :: 10.39am
:: Mood: smiley
:: Music: Toss It UP

i'm coming home on mondayyy!!!
hey buddies!! hope everybodyz enjoying themselves and having fun!! i miss u all..:(..wen i get back we gotta chill..emir sent me this really cute email..sayin he misses me and all..he apologized too..so thatz straightened out..i dunno if i mentioned this..but i found a dress!! itz really pretty..a really light blue..itz long..to the floor long..tz hard to describe but itz so0o pretty..it's a lil dressier than i has wanted but i fell in love with it..lol..i bought shoes to go with it..so im set..my mom already made all the appointments..hair appointments..nail appointments..all that good stuff..i finally convinced my mom to let me get acrylics too..i cant wait till the party!!..itz gettin closer n closer..:D..so yea i get home on monday..in the afternoon..we're takin the train..which sucks..i didnt like the train last time we went..oh well..alrighty guys!!..talk ta ya so0n..x0x0

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