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2004 9 November :: 4.00pm
I want to quit my job, that would make my life a lot easier! but then where would the money come from? i have to pay for gas...and college! i just need to get a full scolarship and win the lottery...that will solve all my problems. (or so i'd like to believe)
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2004 9 November :: 3.52pm
Death is the first dancing turtle...
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2004 8 November :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Shrek II music in my head
sick, again
so now i want the soundtrack to shrek II.
im sick again.......how odd...ear infection i think. i think i can sense it and the doctors dont see it until its actually an infection. i wish they'd see it the first time.
i also wish the nurse at school would be nice and let me in just to check my ears. no. "you need a pass."
so my throat hurts and my ears and it hurts...
um all is well....im sooo excited to see the noo noo...he's coming on thanksgiving. i have to work tmro and wednesday.
i have a trig test tmro and have to pick my author for contemp fiction.
i think ill do E.L. Doctorow. he wrote ragtime which im supposed to read anyway. if not ill see if i can do gregory mcquire, but i think he's just a novelist. if i can do neither, ill pick one from the list. i have an idea because of stories we've read in class already.
::shrugs::
im liking the lazy week, although im slacking off more...oh, bad jorie. it's okie cuz once things start up again, ill do more homwork. :).
makes no sense eh?
now off to do forty five minutes of trig and read two more chapters of ragtime....
adios to all!!!
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2004 6 November :: 4.34pm
:: Mood: cranky
I love Rock 'n' Roll
Hey look I'm finally here. Hoorah.
I've been preoccupied so apologies for the lack of update.
Saw Molly Sleeps and some weird band last night. They were....yeah. Molly Sleeps was, of course, rockin' awesome.
Alright, I'm gonna come off and say this. I'm PMS-ey so I don't give a fuck. The egos need to stop now. They're fucking pissing me off. Theatre's no longer fun because everyone's trying to out-do everyone else. Why do you think I cared so little about Dracula. Oh I know, because maybe everyone single in the cast was so egotistical. Every single person. I lost respect for nearly half the people in the cast. Everyone but Kenny, Reid, Zak, Steph and Vlada. I've come to respect them a lot more because they were so humble. Everyone else is just so urgh. Everyone is so goddamn egotistical. And it really sucks because everyone there is going to do the musical and it's gonna be hell trying to work with people who think they're the best thing out there. But what can I do? Not a whole lot other than to suck it up. By the way, people need to learn to do that too. Just suck it up and move on. I'm so sick and tired of this. Choir pisses me off too because it's so freakin segretated: the egotistical theatre freaks and everyone else. The theatre freaks consisting of about a whole 2 people and everyone who follows them. Just gr...ok?
I'm sorry for my venting, but I haven't' vented in long time and I really needed to. People just need to get off their high chairs and come back to reality. YOU'RE NOT THE FUCKING BEST OUT THERE SO STOP THINKING THAT YOU ARE!
Sorry. But I know more than half the school agrees with me here.
Always, Sandy
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2004 4 November :: 12.17pm
:: Mood: distracted
:: Music: dryer ::woosh,woosh, clank::
aw...i love the soothing sounds of the dryer...as sarcastic as that sounds, im being sincere. it used to annoy me and wake me up but now its calming.
i miss home sometimes.
the shows over now. its sad. i miss it, despite how incredibly hectic it was. yay set go up in a week....set come down in a day. i agree with patrice...this show was awesome especially backstage.
i hopped over the running crew, helped fill a rat with his intestines and other bloodiness, crushed on a guy for the first in a long time, havenized with costumes, took notes on the third day of the show, ate candy, ate blood, took in the show for one of my last at vhhs, enjoyed myself, super-stressed (which ultimately cleaned me) and over-all loved the show.
i should be writing my paper now but im really distracted. neil called and left a message with i miss you exactly a month ago (17 minutes since it became the fourth) and played "i miss you" on his guitar. i sent him a sweetest day card that said "if you ever forget that im stuck on you" on the outside and "then here's a reminder" with a magnet that says i love you on the inside. then he sent a card that arrived on our seventeenth month (1 nov) that said a bunch of stuff like "when i cant hug you, wehn i cant share with you, when i cant talk to you..." and beside every one he wrote "kiss you" and on the inside said simply "i miss you". the next day i got a potted miniture rose and they are so pretty and i can keep them alive. i sent him red cupcakes the same day in the shape of a heart with a letter. so right now neil and i are doing fine.
right now is fun because i sort of still have a tad of a crush on zak which is weird. it was more during the show when i saw him a lot because for some reason in the dark his long powerful cape and height and fangs and it was overwhelming. i liked it. i miss it too. (Note to self: add to list) neil needs fangs and a long black flowy cape but an attitude like i have soemthing to do im not trying to show off cuz he would try to show off instead of just be hot about it.
okie i should be done. i need to be cuz the more i think about it, the more i want the picture in my head.
i need to finish this paper.
g'night all
sweet dreams.
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2004 3 November :: 11.52pm
Cheryl is a butt! I REALLY dont want to work on friday!!!!!!!!!! and i have to work on thursday when we have no school which also sucks, but im working with patrice that will be cool and interseting
Kathryn is awesome i love kathryn i tell her all my problems and she makes everything seem so simple, and i like it i stop freaking out its crazy i need to talk to kathryn a lot more.! thanks kathryn...even though your not reading this...humpty dumpty
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2004 3 November :: 11.30pm
:: Music: Eminem
Nada
I havent updated in a while, sorry. There really hasnt been much in my life. Such a boring life i lead. I'm screwed for school. thats always a plus. So i still hate my dad. Oh i have a story to tell, i know excitment.
So my dad comes home right and he and my mom are just being asses right, and i say something like yea whatever. And my dad turns around and says a religious quote "if you even say hmmm (the evil one) to your parents then you'll go to hell" and hten he continued to say "even an evil look can get you to hell" So i stood there and i was like really just wanna ask him why should i try, why is it thta everything in religion has to be so negative, why is it if you do this you'll go to hell, why can't it be like live a good life and go to heaven. I think i lost my faith. I truely do. Im so confused. I love my religion in its purest form, i believe it. But people like my father make it poop. Islam is such a beautiful religion, you can tell by the name (it means peace) but shit heads like my dad find ways to make this religion so difficult. You do this you go to hell. You don't do this you go to hell. You never go to heaven, just hell. Arg. I don't want to go to hell, i dont want to go to limbo, i want to go to heaven. I really do try. i ended the whole patrick thing cuz you know what i htought it was morally wrong. i dont know i hate this stupid religion what not, i do prefer if the world was filled with clones, i like to know all the facts. ARG. I dont like this.
Au revoir, je sais ce n'est pas très interassante mais il est important a moi. La vie est très difficle mais VIVE.
Yasamin
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2004 3 November :: 11.19pm
big fat ugly dilemma...shit
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2004 2 November :: 11.50pm
Holy shit...
My stomach is twisting in all sorts of knots.
::Bangs head on the desk::
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2004 2 November :: 8.55am
i only haave 1 application left to send in...well that i know of at this point, if im forgetting any thats really bad but whatever, i tore a bunch up yesterday because i decided not to apply there anymore and save $70.
The second part of this entry is going to be blocked, sorry...
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2004 1 November :: 6.46pm
Death is the first Dancing Turtle
woo i got in more applications today, im good now. So i should do my genetics projct...i will, will dont worry blahhhhhhh. so new internet...i have to re-set all my favorites bleh. but hey one acts is going great today we decided on the shirts, and the order and tech stuff and its kinda cool im excited, so i think im going to work now, maybe ill update later. SO MUCH has happened since i last updated but thats cuz my internet was messed up but ill make it up and write stuff laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr bye bye now
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2004 1 November :: 4.59pm
Thanks goes out to Patrice... Missing Trig today was fun :)
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2004 25 October :: 12.05am
So i figured out how my internet works...dont hate me for not updating in forever, i got it no, so ill update all the time again. woo!
So Friday was awesomly amazing! IT WAS SO FUN! I WAS SO HAPPY! EXCEPTTT when Bellito pronounced my name wrong... :/ bah to him. oh well, i need to get my sleep because everyone knows i will not get much of it for the remainder of the week :) byeeeeeee
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2004 21 October :: 5.40pm
I hate you.
Yeah thats right.
You...and you...with the funny face.
But esspecially you.
~*~
And we always say,
It would be good to go away, someday
But if there’s nothing there to make things change
If it’s the same for you
I’ll just hang
The same for you
I’ll always hang
Well I always say,
It would be good to go away
But if things don’t work out like we think
And there’s nothing there to ease this ache
But if there’s nothing there to make things change
If it’s the same for you, I’ll just hang
Hang- Matchbox20
~*~
Tuesday's horoscope
Jackie,
You may be feeling a bit too dry as you long for a deep emotional connection. The problem is that your nervous system has been on high frequency alert. It's like you've been taking an exam with only one question on it -- an unsolvable mathematical equation. Take the pressure off yourself and take an incomplete on the test. This is not a failure; you can come back to it later when you feel refreshed. This frees you up to attend to more important issues.
~*~
Yesterday
Jackie,
You have tools that allow you to go into deeper emotional realms than many of your friends. Now it is time to use whatever tricks you have in your bag as you dig further into the roots of your own needs to control emotions. As you discover the sources of your fears, you'll be able to better loosen up the blockages in your life.
~*~
Today
Jackie,
Tension arises from your own lack of clarity about your feelings. You are still feeling the intensity from yesterday's Venus-Pluto square, but now it's time to find your way back up to the surface. Even if your perspective is a bit clouded by your own fears, move past your uncertainty. Head directly into the mists of your own illusions, for it is there that you will find the blessing of self-forgiveness.
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2004 20 October :: 12.35am
List of things to give up this year for new years:
Quality conversations...the kind where you talk about stuff that is actually important and meaningful.
"Love" or the idea of it
Lonliness
Jealousy
Hate (or strongly disliking...)
Meat or possibly just cheeseburgers and fast food.
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