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2004 28 July :: 1.26am
:: Mood: maybe not exactly shit
my mood
ok maybe its not that bad (my mood) i just feel horrible but otherwise i had an awesome day i got to hang out with lisa and we really talked (i got ot complain) and i dunno it was fun we had jamba juice and then mcdonald's ice cream and we really talked and it was fun.
i know im a selfish brat but i dont want to forget that i had a good time today.
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2004 28 July :: 1.21am
:: Mood: shit
being a bad driend
im talking to my friend a few days ago she imed me telling me "why havent u called me" in caps likes shes mad and i was like wtf is wrong with u so i didnt call her.
i was worried about her and u know im a lazy butt as a friend so i didnt call or anything.
she just told me her mom is in icu omg i feel horrible i know i shoulda called. shes one of those people taht mean a ton to me. im such a horrible friend. ARG.
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2004 27 July :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
chilled water
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday it's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection someone I don't know
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with the need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
Yay!!! The Sandy Kim finally gets to perform her song in front of a live audience on a real stage!!! Who's excited? Not the Sandy Kim....of course not.....Oh shut the hell up....I'm superly excited...I finally get to perform this song!!! Ah!!!!!
Always, Sandy
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2004 26 July :: 10.23pm
:: Mood: drained
wunder studios
I hate this. I absolutely hate this. Bah on a stick...a big fat hairy stick sitting on a log full of dead ants at that. People really do suck, don't they?
I should delete everything in my voicemail shouldn't I? Yes, I probably should...I don't even know why I save everything....it doesn't do me much good.
Once again, people suck.
Always, Sandy
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2004 25 July :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: tired
crushed cookies
Yay we made finals for the talent contest! Our group was one of 11 group out of 18 contestants to make finals...not bad, eh?
Headache....ahhh I want milk. I'm eating chocolate...yes I actually found some.
Always, Sandy
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2004 25 July :: 3.57pm
What makes me happy:
Talking, hanging out but really doing nothing, being with friends, hugs, kisses, theatre, crew, props, getting a's, talking to people at 3 in the morning (which hasnt happened much lately) , getting mail and...
um...more to be added later
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2004 25 July :: 3.55am
late night...goin to bed now
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sweetyas
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2004 23 July :: 11.40pm
:: Mood: content
Im always content
i've just realized that everytime i go online and actually post in my journal i make my mood content...i like the word and i think its very descriptive of me.
i'm gonna have a jessica kong moment and tell you a story which you really dont need to hear but must....So i got into my first every car accident (collison) i was not to blame :) a guy backed up into me (he was tlaking on his cell phone) he didnt damage anything at all but you know what he hit me and thank god for the seat belt. we werent hit hard enough but i mean without it i dunno...if it had happened at a faster speed it woulda been more useful. Anyway Lisa's an awesome person to get into an accident with she called her mom instead of me calling my parents (who dont give a shit, when i talked to my mom on teh phone she ddint even ask if was ok). But i was shaking right afterwards like when i was talking to the guy and getting his info i was shaking it was weird, i mean come on it wasnt bad at all but u know whatever.
After taht we had the movie party at me house adn we watched the company we were unable to find the deeper meaning it was way to hard for us (me lisa and jessica) to understand and we assuemd we were idiots and the movie did actually have a very deep plot.
i've been gettting these horrible headaches but i have no idea why...i htought it was because of my contacts but i changed them last night and i still have them i mean ARG.
Im babysitting sunday which should be fun. i hope the guy wont stay there the whole time cuz he sorta scares me.
Im almost done with my shift at the really slow store (thank god) i was dying i mean it was so slow and me and that guy dont work well together and so it was like AHHHHH. but i only have one more day (unless i agree to it again) But there is a cute guy who works there but he works in the front store i work in the pharmacy...so sad.
im reading a book called the geography club adn i hate it. AHHH. i dont understand the concept of being gay (im not homophobic or anything like that:do whatever you chose to do) it doesnt make sense to me how ti works adn why. So i thought ti was disgusting when the guy was like i had my first kiss with a guy adn it was awesome i was like OKAY and shut the book and then i read more later on.
that is all i hope i work more cuz i want to have 1000 in my bank account which means no spending any money till the end of october. (yea right)
~yasamin
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2004 23 July :: 1.45am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: fan ::zzzzz...fffffff...zzzzzz...fffff...::
Play-Doh (acutally fun-dough, but eh..)
im playing with play-doh yay!
i just wnat neil
yes.
thats all.
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2004 23 July :: 1.29am
:: Mood: hurt
dead batteries
Which do you value more?
Friendship or your newest crush?
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2004 22 July :: 5.10pm
Paitence
Guns & Roses
Shed a tear 'cause I'm missing you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt you're in my heart now
Said woman take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said sugar make it slow
And we'll come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(inhale) Patience...
Ooh, oh, yeah
Sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes, I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said sugar take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it, Oh never break it
'Cause I can't take it
...little patience, mm yeah, ooh yeah,
Need a little patience, yeah
Just a little patience, yeah
Some more pati... (ence, yeah)
I've been walking these streets at night
Just trying to get it right (Need some patience, yeah)
It's hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like being stuck in a crowd (Could use some patience, yeah)
And the streets don't change but baby the name
I ain't got time for the game
'Cause I need you (Patience, yeah)
Yeah, yeah well I need you
Oh, I need you (Take some patience)
Whoa, I need (Just a little patience is all we need)
Ooh, this ti- me....
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2004 21 July :: 3.13pm
:: Mood: annoyed
nail clippers
I wanted to apologize to whomever I spoke with last night....especially Jorie and Patrice. I have it written in my Xanga but not in here....I've been having so many mood swings it's crazy. I'm easily pissed...just about everyone irritates me and apparently it shows because Jorie asked me last night if I was mad...I assure you I'm not mad...I don't know what I am but I promise I'll get over it in a couple days. And last night, I was being extremely stupid and started whining and complaining too much. I'm always saying how it really bothers me to hear people complain so much about their lives when they really don't have it all that bad...and that's exactly what I was doing last night...I was being extremely hypocritcal...so I'm really sorry. It's not a sarcastic apology. I just felt so stupid once I got offline. ::Sigh::
Well, I'm gonna go call Goli and then practice some more...our official recording was postponed to today....yipee.
Always, Sandy
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2004 21 July :: 11.48am
Everlast
What It's Like Lyrics
We've all seen the man at the liquor store beggin' for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dreadlocked and full of mange
He ask the man for what he could spare with shame in his eyes
Get a job you fuckin' slob's all he replied
[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues
Then you really might know what it's like [X4]
Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom who said he was in love
He said don't worry about a thing baby doll I'm the man you've been dreamin' of
But three months later he said he won't date her or return her call
And she sweared god damn if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls
And then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walkin' through the doors
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner, and they call her a whore
[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose
Then you really might know what it's like [X4]
I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I've seen the good side of bad
And the down side of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
Smoked the finest green
I stroked daddies dimes at least a couple of times
Before I broke their heart
You know where it ends
Yo, it usually depends on where you start
I knew this kid named Max
He used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late at night
Liked to get shit faced
And keep pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big gun fight
Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45
Talked some shit
And wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of his pain
You know it crumbles that way
At least that's what they say when you play the game
[CHORUS]
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose
Then you really might know what it's like [X4]
To have to lose...
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2004 21 July :: 2.15am
:: Mood: contemplative
so im going on vacation from the journal for a while.
all my entries are going to be restricted for a while...mostly becasue they'll probably be about you...yes thats right...no bullshit here
bye
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2004 20 July :: 2.24pm
It's quite apparent that she hates me. She might as well say it to me face.
Don't ask me who.
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