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2004 1 March :: 11.13pm
:: Mood: meh
:: Music: my immortal
..you still have all of me
i got my hair cut and i'm loving it. well...it's about 3 inches shorter (yes i believe it was that much..or maybe 2 1/2 idk) it's lighter and it takes less time to wash it. but anywho.....
can you like someone you don't even know? i won't say who or describe who...and also i'm not telling anyone....but outta curiosity....is it possible to like someone you don't know...at all...just how they look like? i know that's bad and goes against everything i believe in...about getting to know someone's personality before liking them....but yeah. and no assumptions please because this may just be a one week thing....and you might not even know the person. so...yeah. leave me comments. i like it when i get comments...good and bad.
i got the pirates soundtrack...am extremely happy about that...
i'm kinda whooshed right now...i'm slacking...procrastinating...feeling extremely lazy.....i gotta pick up where i left off......alright i'll go finish my hw..goodnight.
Always, Sandy
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2004 1 March :: 2.21pm
:: Mood: bored
there's no more joe
joseph's over now and i'm actually glad. performances were wonderful...i never knew performing could be that much fun. i consider joseph to be my first real performance....well there was one acts last year but i don't remember it much and i was too concentrated on having my lines memorized...i didn't have much fun with the "acting" at all....joseph was different. i really put alot of hard work into Joseph and for that it means alot to me...the performances that is. good times backstage...the three tye-dyed rice and potato....mine and goli's fly eating thing during canaan days...telling everyone to shut up for being so damn loud....ah yes....memories....maybe not all good...but definatly many many memorable moments. i CANNOT wait until the spring show starts...i am so excited and hopefully i'll actually make it this time...i really hope i do...like i'm not afraid to act anymore....i feel comfortable onstage...and i really like that. i'm really looking forward to be part of a smaller cast (that is if i make it) who actually care about perfecting things...who are actually serious about theatre. it's hard to explain so i won't get into that anymore. i just cannot wait...just one more week.......ONE more week.
cast party was soooo slow. ah! there were just too many people. i think that was the biggest problem....having way too many people. it was just so blah. like it was fun during the first half....but then after speeches and stuff...it wasn't too great...i watche Pirates one and half times....don't get me wrong..i love pirates...one of my favorite movies......but isn't that kinda sad? watching a movie more than once at a cast party? another reason why i'm looking forward to spring show.
anywho..i have a vocal recital in a couple hours...i should go practice....cuz my voice has been crap for the past few days...and today's recital is kind of a practice run through for solo and ensemble...which also reminds me..i should go practice my flute solo because it's not sounding too great....i shall see you all on tuesday at school...thanks for stopping by.
Always, Sandy
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2004 1 March :: 12.37pm
:: Mood: amused
how ironic
my horoscope for today:
Aquarius January 20 - February 18
It isn't easy to move on, but sometimes, you just have to force yourself. Stop thinking about what you should have done differently in the past and get focused on the goals you want to achieve in the future.
holy hell. that's all that's been on my mind since yesterday...what i could've done differently. what i regret NOT doing. and no don't think that you know what i'm talking about because you don't because i have not told one person what it is that i regret not doing and i don't plan on telling anyone because it's kinda pathetic. and there's no way i'm posting what that is here either...i'm not that dumb. alright so i'll go back to my day.
Always, Sandy
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2004 24 February :: 12.35am
:: Mood: groggy
joseph's coat annoyed his brothers (well you know what? it annoyed more than just his brothers)
first dress run through....i thought it went relatively well....some things were total disasters...the incident with corey in potiphar...ouchies....it was really wierd changing into costumes and wearing them and having people help me....even though i didn't really have this huge ass costume change cuz i'm not a dancer.
i can't wait til this show is over...well like i'm excited about performing and stuff...but i can't wait til it's all over....too much drama man. way too much. maybe i'll make the spring play...i really hope i do....just once i would like to make a play. a play...musical...i've just accomplished that....now i wanna act. prove to not only to everyone but also to myself taht i can act. i'm not the world's greatest...i'm no where near the greatest...but i don't think i'm totally challenged if you know what i mean...i don't think i'm terrible but i don't think i'm good. i act well enough to get by...i think so at least. does that sound conceited...i don't know maybe.....that's not my intention...i'm saying what i think and if that sounds conceited...just accept it. just wahtever....i really don't care anymore.
i need to sleep. goodnight.
Always, Sandy
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2004 16 February :: 1.49am
:: Mood: bored
Turnabout
turnabout was alot of fun. it wasn't anything like what i expected. and thank god it wasn't the way i was expecting it to be because my night would've ended with alot of tears and anger. basically i was expecting a repeat of last year but actually going to the dance. thank you to everyone who made my night totally awesome...and i mean everyone...especially you matt...you proved me wrong....you weren't anything like robert.
::sigh:: robert....ha..how naive was i? 3 years of just pain. thank god nothing happened between me and him....cuz my views on that boy would be very different right. i love him to death and i always will....but i went through too much shit. ladies...never fall for a guy 3 years your senior....it's not smart. i'll leave it at that...
goodnight.
Always, Sandy
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2004 14 February :: 12.55pm
:: Mood: ARRRRRRRRRRRG
:: Music: Meet Virginia (101.9)
everything
Omg, everything is going so badly, everything! All my grades are down, like now im worried im getting straight C's. I dunno. Im so fucking frusterated. My famiy, is just so fucking horrible. My parents are like i dunno both pmsing, YElL YELL YELL, thats all they fucking do. Me and my brother like hate eachother all the time, i kicked him out of my car adn he walked half way home, i felt bad and went adn picked him up. Hes got some anger issues. I think i had a semi-meltdown in ghetto Wal-mart. I dunno why, all i knew is that i was walking "briskley" down the store with noor adn yasser yelling at me. I dunno what happened, i think i had enough of ppl telling me im worthless, $150 is way to much to spend on me, the next day i made my mom return the stuff, it felt like i lost a battle. I admitted defeat. Friends, i just dont see u guys, cuz im not allowed to do crew. ARG. im really sry u guys, im not goin to be happy yasamin like i was last semester. SORRy.
Yasamin
P.S. Jackie U DONT look like a MAN. :)
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2004 11 February :: 7.59pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
i am now a legal driver...thank you thank you....now if only i had a car of my own...::sigh:: it's ok...parents' cars still work...for right now....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKE SHINODA!!!!!ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(and me:-D)
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2004 9 February :: 10.36pm
:: Mood: annoyed
chemistry sucks
i left my chemistry stuff at school. yes i know..i'm a genius. i have a lab report due tomorrow and i left it at school....i guess shenk's taking off anohter point off my homework grade...oh well....i have an A in the class so no worries right? except i'm not coming home tomorrow until like midnight! ok well maybe 10 at the earliest....10:30-11 at the latest....supposedly we're getting out at 9:30...there's no way. when they say 9:30 they mean 10:30. so i'm not getting any sleep tomorrow....
2 more days til i get my license!!! yay!!!! since tomorrow's gonna be rehearsal basically all day...i get wednesday off which is perfect cuz i can go to the dmv right after school and get my license.....i even bipassed so i don't have to worry about taking the driving test. how awesome is that? for my birthday i get a driver's license. i'm so excited! i won't get a car right away (i know i'm getting one before junior year starts) but at least it will be legal for me to drive other people's car with people under the age of 21 and without a permit. how sweet...ok i go finish whatever work that needs to be done...and maybe even more so that tomorrow won't be too insane....goodnight.
Always, Sandy
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2004 7 February :: 3.42pm
:: Mood: drained
Yesterday
Im drained cuz im helping my lil bro with his arabic h/w.
So yesterday me and mel and noor were walking to the car right, so noor's on the phone, and mel was like the snow is up to my thighs or something like that, and we keep on talking about it right, and then i was like mel jump in, i was sorta kidding right, adn she was like no. Then i dunno why, i jumped in, and omg it was so much fun. yea, we walked around the snow infront of the skool ( i think some ppl thought we were crazy) and then when i dropped mel off, me and her went into the snow cuz noor was on the phone. The snow by teh school is cleaner then the snow by mels house, but the snow by mels' house is alot deeper. It was sooooooooo much fun, omg, i havent had that much fun since... ( idunno but it was fun) adios amigas
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2004 7 February :: 12.10am
anonymous
"Post anything that you want and post it anonymously (I turned off the log ip address thing). Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love...anything. Be sure to post anonymously (that word is spelled oddly) and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. (Yeah...right.) Then put this in your journal to see what your friends (and perhaps others) have to say."
really post anonymous comments to this entry...i did in someone else's entry (that's where i got that from) and it feels good...a sort of a public confession but no one will ever know except for you.
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2004 5 February :: 12.18am
i lied...mike shinoda turns 27 on the day i turn 16....so yeah...i can't subtract...
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2004 4 February :: 10.07am
:: Mood: sore
late start
i should look over my first class lesson again...so i know what i'm doing....but anywho.....
late start today and guess what? i'm feeling tired....if people went out for breakfast...i didn't go with them...i decided 2 extra hours of sleep does not hurt at all....so that's exactly what i did....got 2 extra hours of sleep....and i'm feeling more tired....like i wanna go back to bed...but still wanna stay awake....spencer and jill called me me while i was still asleep....probably asking where i was. i was in bed asleep thinking it's so warm i don't wanna get up.
should i go talk to freichels now about directing? cuz nick told me i should start looking for a one act now if i plan on directing next year. so i'm thinking maybe i should go talk to freichels about where to start and if she thinks i'm capable of directing next year or wait til my senior year to direct and just stage manange next year. see i wanna direct both junior and senior...like i have all these ideas but don't know how to express them myself (i'm not much of an actor) so i decided..hey how about if i direct? stage managing this year really made me consider directing....
ok i gotta go to school.
Always, Sandy
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2004 3 February :: 12.23am
:: Mood: lazy
ice cream is so good
never buy me ice cream. wait i take it back. buy me ice cream and i'll love you. i think it was a bad idea for my mom to go out and buy me so much ice cream. i'm eating vanilla fudge brownie now ::drool:: anything with fudge and brownie is amazing. tis so don't argue...you know it's true. i am still on my insane linkin park high....i'm like ooo pictures on this site...ooo more pictures on this page....print print print....my printer better not die on me now that it's finally fixed. i've only been on this linkin park diet for 3 days and my walls almost half covered. ::pats self on back:: ok gotta slow down.
i think it's wierd. when i'm at school i have this sudden inspiration to study and do homework and be productive...then i come home and all i wanna do it eat and sleep. i need to keep myself occupied so i don't pig out on so much junk food. i found that i open up a box of cheez its when i'm bored and don't want to do any work. hold on...brb...getting more ice cream....i'm back...with more ICE CREAM. just what i need at 11:30 at night....sugar. i should be reading huck finn...but i really don't wanna...i'm telling you...i would really enjoy many many books if i didn't have to read them for school...i used to like reading....then school happened.
i would write more but i have a headache...goodnight
Always, Sandy
oh yes...i said i would post this in some comment some time ago but i never did....i forgot about it....so here i am posting it....i don't like matt anymore ok? why? no reason. ok so let's all get over it. wonderful..buh bye
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2004 1 February :: 12.47am
:: Mood: tired
i woke up today after sleeping for about 12 hours which was really good cuz i'd gotten a total of that much sleep over 2-3 days. went grocery shopping with my mother. i was what the hell.....i need to get out of the house somehow. i got linkin park live in texas. i know sad right? it's a cd with all the same songs that i already have...but i was like i still want it. i'm on this linkin park high right now...i cleaned my room today and rearranged my posters...i even put up 2 new linkin park posters....and some pictures i printed off my computer. i'm telling you..i'm on this insane linkin park high....i have a whole half wall that's devoted to linkin park right now....i need to get out of the house. so yeah..i decided i should update....although no one else is. are people still there? no one's updated in days...i feel like i'm the only person updating...that's why i'm slacking like hell.....ok time to sleep...i'm tired...yes before midnight...gasp indeed. goodnight everyone...
Always, Sandy
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2004 30 January :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: linkin park!!!!!
linkin park is the bestest band EVER.
got back from peoria. we weren't all that great...i mean we were decent....but wasn't our best performance but whatever...we got through it. i slept on the bus. so sleepy.
linkin park is awesome. They're amazing.
mike's birthday is the same as mine. the day i turn 16, he turns 29. ::sigh:: oh btw i'm talking about mike shinoda from linkin park....not some random person.
ok i'm really sleepy...i'm gonna go now. goodnight.
Always, Sandy
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