"If you live to be one hundred, I want to live to be one hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you" ~Winnie The Pooh "Life isn't fair. It's just fairer then death. That's all." ~William Goldman Always look on the bright side of death! Just before you draw your terminal breath Life's a piece of shit, When you look at it. Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true, You'll see it's all a show, Keep 'em laughing as you go Just remember that the last laugh is on you! -Spamalot

 

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sweetyas

:: 2004 17 January :: 6.15pm
:: Mood: LaLaLaLaAHHHHHHHH

Yea, i need to write a journal entry so it would get the weird one out, but i dunno. i dont have anything to takl about. Oh, i messed my check ordering thing, im an idiot i know. Finals were ok, well not really i didnt study for any of them so it was like OH shit, i knew i shuda studied, and now im worried that i gots a F- on my us history final::crosses fingers for a F:: Yea, im tired. I gots to leave work early again, i feel bad though, during the week htey only have 2 ppl work till two, but on the weekends they have like 3 b/c i have to work adn they dont exactly trust ill do a good job, but i probably wont work there over the summer, hopefully. Im excited, im going to work all summer but its going to be like work and learn. I really wanna get into that summer program, it would be a ton of fun, not really but i really wanna get into it, i know its going ot be two hours every other day just to get there but hey who knows maybe ill discover a short cut. Im done. Ill talk to you later, i hope u ugys r havin fun in where ever you are now. oh, anyone want to do something on monday give me a call! I need to get out of the house. I gots a straightner, but its too much work, so the back of my head stays curly, its queit interesting. Ok, i hope u guys have a good day, and please shop at CVS pharmacy when it opens in Mundlein, i MIGHT work there. Itd be fun, id be like _ _ _ _ _ is on birth control, called Yasmin. Ofcourse that would be in my head cuz if i tell itd be technically illegal. GASP. ok. i wrote more than i thought i would.

Does your brain ever stop thinking????

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 12 January :: 12.03am
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: iuno

theatre fest
okie so this is a long story, and if you went, chances are you know it all and wont need to read this......well....no one needs to read this, its more a matter of curiosity. yes...done analyzing.

so we left after seventh period on thursday...and i had to pee the whole trip. we watched blues brothers, well i talked mostly...brittany mead slept and casey slept on angelique...wender fell asleep doing his latin and chris nearly fell asleep...eventually jackie ended up next to wender (who would have guessed) after he woke up and they talked and brittany woke up too...okie...so enough of that...um...we stopped to pee....um...then we arrived and we went to the hotel, which was several seperate cabins, each containing eight rooms. the downstairs rooms, i believe, are smaller, but the upstairs rooms had two levels, a bed on each, a couch and two tv's, a kitchen with a fridge, dishwasher, sink, stove, microwave, pots and pans, cutlery, a strainer, a measuring cup, a spatula, a serving spoon, and a ladle! twas exciting...oh yea and two bathrooms...twas nuts..it was a large apartment...patrice and jackie slept upstairs, jill and i slept downstairs, and angelique slept on the pull out couch.

spencer, neil, wender, nick, and chris slept in a room in the next building upstairs on the other side of the building....its difficult to explain...well...they went to the gas station to stock up on food because, well, you know guys...and i had gotten sick the day before and complained and blew my nose the whole time...my throat hurt and the only lozenge i had i accidently swallowed...so we had twenty minutes or so before we had the orientation meeting...thats when the guys went...but they didnt tell us so i couldnt get any soft kleenex's (my nose really hurt) or sore throat things...then we went and it was sort of boring, but meh...the lady told a story and she spent too long on the introduction part so it was like blah! but it was a good story otherwise. then we went back to the hotel (motel?) and i asked if neil and spencer would go with us to get food and my stuff from the gas station...and they told us after they figured out what we were doing because we had about twenty minutes between returning and going to the meeting where we would get our tickets for shows. but we didnt end up going and then it was nearly lights out...but jill wasnt feeling well and they had hot chocolate (the guys) and so we wanted some, but we all had changed into our pajamas already, and they were still fully dressed, at least, everyone but neil. when i called he said "hold on, let me put some pants on" ::rolls eyes:: he was wearing shorts. so they made us go over to their cabin (gr) to get food and then spencer was like 'tell jill to feel better', which, he probably should've come himself to tell her that but no matter.

the next day is another longer story, so ill tell that tmro...i need sleep. finals are this week.

1 Hermaphidite | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 7 January :: 4.42pm

I scored a 59% on the "How Vernon Hills are you?" Quizie! What about you?

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 7 January :: 4.07pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: incubus

i found her!
so i found jen! i lost her...she went home...she wasnt feeling well...im sooo excited for theatre fest!!! yea......thats all i got...

4 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 6 January :: 4.22am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: matchbox twenty

bah! bah to my own head!
you know how you have those habits and you try so hard to get rid of them...but you cant stop? but then once, you finally succeed, or maybe you havent yet...my habits were chewing my nails and eating too much...so i stopped cutting my toenails, which goes in with chewing fingernails...and i got sick and got off my normal eat everything in sight schedule...i lost ten pounds and got real toenails...but i gained the weight back and my toenails are gone again!! gahhh fuck the holidays...fuck being bored (jen lol salt will!) aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh am so pissed....so now i gotta start all over on everything!

8 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 6 January :: 4.14am
:: Mood: playful
:: Music: matchbox twenty

lol
battlestarre: i love you to death but your stress isnt going to kill me lol
BlkCandy: i like that quote it makes jen sense
battlestarre: the i love you to death? lol
BlkCandy: lol
BlkCandy: ya
battlestarre: i dont know if i like htat phrase tho....."i love you to death" is saying....the moment you die...i wont love you any more...and everyone and his brother knows that you miss and still love people when they die
battlestarre: right?
BlkCandy: i love you till complete death
BlkCandy: i duno
BlkCandy: we gotta make somthign up
battlestarre: til complete death lol?
battlestarre: does that mean til youve checked and are shur?
battlestarre: lol
battlestarre: i love you to my death :-D
battlestarre: its kinda hard to love when youre dead
battlestarre: its kinda hard to do much of anything
battlestarre: you can lay
battlestarre: you can look like yourself...maybe a little discoloured and stinky....well.....maybe a little discoloured......lol
battlestarre: the smell doesnt always change much
battlestarre: we shud shower the dead people
BlkCandy: jorie
BlkCandy: shh
battlestarre: what?
BlkCandy: read waht you wrote and then tell me that's a normal conersation
battlestarre: it is with myself
battlestarre: i always think about weird stuff like htat
battlestarre: lol i just forget before i get to tell anyone
battlestarre: and theyd only have that reaction anyway
battlestarre: but the girl who used to race oreo o's is telling me am strange
battlestarre: ::sigh::
BlkCandy: yea that's why i dont' talk to her
battlestarre: lol
battlestarre: hey jen...i was thinking about dead people and that brought to mind the book pet semetary cuz the animals come alive....and smell and they cant wash away the smell...and that made me think of animals i had and that made me think of my hampster and that made me think of my hampster from today and that made me think of loren and then i rememberd how you said you wanted to go to church....well if i dont go...cuz you know how things keep ending up...ama pray for you....you and lisa...but more for you...lol........lisa to find something....anything to hold on to that will hold her back
battlestarre: you to relax a bit
battlestarre: all that thought took like a second
battlestarre: then i was just hinking how youre sick so much* and you could be a pharmacist and i could just imagine you pulling out a prescription and going cannibus...hey wait...um....i know what that means in latin! lol
BlkCandy: lmao
BlkCandy: i love you jorie
battlestarre: yea i love you too!
battlestarre: wait why do you love me now?

*with asthma and allergies

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 5 January :: 5.02pm
:: Mood: excited

MAIL'S HERE!!!
EEP! ive never gotten so much mail in one day! not even on my birthday! i ordered a book from b+n online...that came...and for xmas i asked my parents for a subscription to national geographic so i got a thing...it was just to order more but it was exciting and then if you ordered a subscription you got a free stuffed polar bear so i got a box and i was like ::gasp:: and its soo soft and fluffy!!! and cute too! and then i got college stuff for carthrage...which i dont even know where that is but ill look at it later! it was sooo exciting! okie am done...:)

1 Hermaphidite | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 5 January :: 4.54pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: buzzz

horoscope
Greetings Virgo!
Here is your horoscope for the week of January 5 through January 11 You will feel a rush of relief as Mercury turns direct. Many of your precious plans and organized timetables may have been disrupted, and you had to go with the flow. But from Tuesday you will notice a real speeding up in your affairs. On Wednesday there is a Full Moon in Cancer, which may bring a number of issues to a head concerning aspects of your social life. Venus aspects Pluto, and brings a touch of intensity to relationships and your interactions with others

*Cuz you know, i was short on those.

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 5 January :: 4.30am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: ::swishh:: {cars driving by in the SNOW!

::rolls eyes:: this is stupid.
This entry is to all who think that I am in a fight with lisa.

I’M NOT


that’s all there is too it. She called me a bitch and decided to make several other accusations, some true, some entirely out of nothing…and I wrote back telling her exactly what I thought. There is nothing left. I was never really pissed off, just a little flustered that someone who hasn’t talked to me honestly in so long can say that. If you are reading this lisa, stop telling people that we wont get along. You can handle sitting in the same room with someone and not speak to them. You started this…you are “fighting” wasting your energy. I'm not scared. Its stupid. You havent talked to me in ages, and suddenly you make accusations as if you talked to me yesterday. Seriously. If you were mad at me “months ago” you should have told me…but you didn’t, so its your own fault. And honestly, if people are mad because I told them they should get a haircut, or because I said their dress makes them look younger (I did not say five), then people need to get problems. But I doubt that is all they are mad about if they are mad at all…and if they are mad, they should tell me. Otherwise, nothing gets resolved yup.

Sweet dreams to you all!

2 Hermaphidites | Are you a purple cow?


sweetyas

:: 2004 4 January :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: B96

Jorie's Quiz's
SCHOOL IS TOMORROW, IM SAD!

Quiz One:

strawberry
Strawberry-Syrup Milk! Sweet and Pink...too girly
for me...know what though? you should put some
strawberries on one of those toothpick sword
things...hm...


What kind of milk are you?
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Quiz Two:

hottopiclogo
Hot Topic. Hm [i love it! it has JTHM
stuff!]...dark...i like it...you might want
some lights tho...


What Store Are You?
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THat was unexpected! I wanna be walmart, im disappointed. Ghetto Walmart, where i buy my ghetto duck tape.

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 4 January :: 5.49pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: foo fighters

mas quizzies
Carefree
You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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HASH(0x8718f74)
Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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kidnap
You're goin' down! FOR KIDNAPPING!
Please rate if you liked!


If you're a goth please visit
groups.msn.com/gothicteensoftheworld and join
up cause it rules!


What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)
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::(a picture of a lil man wearing bumpin' head sets and whistling)::
WOW! You're a lot like me! You're fun, caring, and
just life-loving! You dont let bad things keep
you down for long and you always try to get
through things the best way you can! (please
rate this)


.:.:.:.WhO ArE YoU?!.:.:.:.
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Earth girl
You are a true nature girl!


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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^ ooh...i took that one before...
You Are Romans
You are Romans.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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fbbfb
Complete sincerity: You believe in being
straightforward with others, and you expect the
same from them. People would consider you a
good listener, and one who is calm and mostly
serious.


Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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You represent... hope.
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


What feeling do you represent?
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cho
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
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11
Fire Fairy
Please rate my quiz I worked very hard for this


Which Fairy are you?(for anyone many out comes)
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tomboy
Tomboy


What's your sexual appeal?
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another one ive taken before^^
kjkj
Your serial killer name would be Diablo! You would
be a mastermind in what you do. You would come
up with perfect plans on how to do your bad
stuff, and send out your minions to do it for
you. That would prevent you from getting
caught, because for one reason, they would not
rat you out. Your real name might not be known
and you would be greatly wanted, because as
long as you're out on the hidden streets, there
will still be danger! You're the big guy/girl!


What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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You really would not kill anyone because you find
human life to be valuable. It's just not in
you. If you slew someone, it would be by
accident or out of defense. That's good for
you. You know that people live their own lives,
and you live yours. Killing is bad. Very bad.
Unless of course, you're in a situation where
you must.


WHY Would You KILL Someone?
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HASH(0x88411d0)
You have the eyes of a hawk. You're very much aware
about your surroundings and the situations that
you're in. People can't touch your things
because you would immediately notice what's
been touched or what's missing. You can analyze
people's thoughts and actions quite well.
That's good for you. Don't lose that sharp
vision of yours.


What Animal Eyes Do You Have?
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HASH(0x874b544)
I'm sorry, my friend, but you would have been
quartered. Ouch! Your arms and legs would have
been strapped to four different horses and they
would all run in different directions. Your
hypocritical and backstabbing self would have
caused you to get to that horrible fate. You
would have turned your back on your masters.
Shame, shame.


How Would You Have Been Executed Back in the Day?
brought to you by QuizillaHASH(0x88741a8)
Yes, you will always be remembered for your good
ways. You seem to be close and caring around
your family and other people you really know.
You will be a major loss for them. There will
be an empty spot once you are gone. It may
sound morbid to you, but it could also be good.
Keep on with your great ways. You will have a
beautiful funeral.


What Type of Funeral Will You Have? Will You Be Missed Once You're Gone?
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Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 4 January :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: stp

quizzies...
i made some quizzies!

this one is old...if you haven't taken it, you should...

What Kind Of Milk Are You?

and this i made today

What Store Are You?

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 4 January :: 3.55pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: staind

quizzies!
sdfsdf
perfect. thats why guys like you. you are perfect!
plain and simple! you are a little bit of
everything...tomboy, cute, sweet, innocent and
sexy all in one! and you always know the best
things to say! [please vote]


whats your sexual image?(anime pictures and lots of results)
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eyebrow
EYEBROW piercing. you are kind of unique but once
in a while you feel like you need to follow the
crowd. you have a bit of a spunky, hyper tomboy
and you are probably well known and well liked,
but you don't let yourself become too popular.
you hate how they act so preppy and cute.


What Piercing Is Best For You? --PICS!--
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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 4 January :: 4.02pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: "like the coldest winter chill..."

SNOW
omg its snowing! woooooooo am soooo incredibly excited! did you see did you see!?!? its deep! and white and B-E-A-UTIFUL!!!!!! ahhhhh! ooh and incubus is on and i went to world market today and got my cinnamon bamboo blinds!!!!! eep! am trying to hang them up but the hook is too big so my dad is going to bring home wire cutters and then ill finish and neils coming over after the game. i need to clean...
ooh last night, i hung cds in my door; the ones i put in the microwave and the ones i burned on the stove and the ones with the lighter and the one that i melted over a can...they look awesome...i even have some blank ones that dont have anything done them. yesterday i went to world market too and was looking at the home stuff and bought pillows for my bed and the blinds (had to return one today) and i drove and then i went to target with neil later on and got a lampshade and plastic drawers for my art stuff. we saw stainless steel garbage cans and he said that he wants his kitchen to be stainless steel...and i sayd "and black" and he agreed...so we ended up walking all thru the aisles saying black plates and stainless steel and black with medium gray counter tops...and i told him my bedroom is going to be asian...i dont care what my husband says. [my comp screen is freaking out] then we came home (my house) and he took the "What's Your Signature City?" quiz and got seattle, just like me. so it was an odd day. i started thinking about college and leaving and neil leaving and it made me cry. so he left soon cuz his dad sayd if he didnt come home before one (it was one ten), he would be grounded (::rolls eyes::) and i went and talked to my mummy and she sayd i could get a puppy cuz they took away sydney when we moved here, who was bought especially for me. and then i took a shower (i smelled and my hair was yucky) and then came to my room and painted chinese and japanese and korean characters on my new lamp shade in black; the lamp shade is a parchment colour with a black rim at the top and bottom and its square. its pretty-ful. ooh yea i also got pictures for my bathroom because its really plain and they are pretty too! i just need frames now. there was this one picture that i really wanted to buy for jennifer but then i didnt because i didnt want to spend money...im doing my best not to spend on unnecessary-ness...so yes...thats all folks. :) adios.

1 Hermaphidite | Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 3 January :: 10.21pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: radio

cleaning room
why are we here?
You think about things more than anyone you know.
You have a fresh perception about things and
are ultimately very clever and intelligent. You
tend to think you are superior without actually
meaning to, which can come off as slightly
annoying to others. You also tend to think your
maturity is far superior to those around you.
You also can be shy at first, but then charge
into rampant discussions about God at any given
moment. You tend to be independent and
original.


Which Words Do You Live By?
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Are you a purple cow?

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