"If you live to be one hundred, I want to live to be one hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you" ~Winnie The Pooh "Life isn't fair. It's just fairer then death. That's all." ~William Goldman Always look on the bright side of death! Just before you draw your terminal breath Life's a piece of shit, When you look at it. Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true, You'll see it's all a show, Keep 'em laughing as you go Just remember that the last laugh is on you! -Spamalot

 

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mudpiegrl

:: 2003 2 November :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: chewing on candy
:: Music: radio

if you are bored as all hell...
You are The Cap'n!



Some men are born great, some achieve greatness and some slit the throats of any man that stands between them and the mantle of power. You never met a man you couldn't eviscerate. Not that mindless violence is the only avenue open to you - but why take an avenue when you have complete freeway access? You are the definitive Man of Action. You are James Bond in a blousy shirt and drawstring-fly pants. Your swash was buckled long ago and you have never been so sure of anything in your life as in your ability to bend everyone to your will. You will call anyone out and cut off their head if they show any sign of taking you on or backing down. You cannot be saddled with tedious underlings, but if one of your lieutenants shows an overly developed sense of ambition he may find more suitable accommodations in Davy Jones' locker. That is, of course, IF you notice him. You tend to be self absorbed - a weakness that may keep you from seeing enemies where they are and imagining them where they are not.




What's Yer Inner Pirate?
brought to you by The Official Talk Like A Pirate Web Site. Arrrrr!

The Lemonade Game You have a lemonade stand and you have to buy lemons and ice and sugar and cups and you see how much you can make...great for boredom

Pet Boyfriend if real boyfriends acted like this, i would boycott them (get it haha ::slaps knee::)


Cowsmopolitan "moo" just "moo"

Freaky Dreams Translator This is kinda cool; you type in words that descirbe your dream or specific words said in the dream and it tells you what it could possibly mean

LOTR Puppet Show a hilarious rendition of Lord of the Rings.

Rotten stuff some interesting, although not always pleasent facts about death and such

Water Spirit Legends i really like myths and fairy tale stuff so i put this

Cursor Skins they are so cute...they follow your mouse around

okie i might have some more another time

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2003 2 November :: 5.40pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: radio

dreams
so trix slept over and we both had dreams!

myn was about me.....i was a princess i guess...and we, being my court, my friends...something of the sort...were sitting in the courtyard, which was surrounded by tress and such...and the queen (my mum?)was talking about how the warriors/vikings/something? were near and she needed someone to fight for us...so she left and then came back and sayd how we have this....and we need this....we need this but want this and already have this....but were short of a leader...and am like ??? byt everyone else knows whats going on. and she goes you am like ::snort:: lol...she says "i tried to make you into a lady. i bought you white gowns and you got them dirty and i taught you to cook but you failed and told you to pick flowers and you couldnt do that you ended up rolling on them before you got home...(big long speech i didnt bore everyone wiht)" and then someone else, a guy i think sayd "collect flowers and pick grass" i laughed even harder and said "pick grass" {i guess i sayd it outloud cuz it woke patrice up} then later...we went inside the castle, which had a big chandelier with candles...and we sat on couches...all the girls leaned against each other by a window nad the queen/my mum sat in a chair opposite us by a table and someone suggested playing a game and so someone else says, then we need to pick grass. so one girl goes and comes back scared, so i go, frustrated with her childness. i go outside this big heavy door to this grassy hill...and i start picking and i have four pieces, all about equal length, but their bottoms am holding with thumb and forefinger and bottoms are hidden in my hand...and then i go back in and am like what am i doing? and so they all come wiht me, five girls, and one comes outside while the other three stand at the door. the one girl is patrice? and she starts brushing the grass with her hands..."you need one longer" so i pick one and am like okie got it....and she goes shhh....so i shut up and we hear banging like against rocks and so we think its only an old lady but we go in anyway and we nearly have the door closed and someone sees a guy with green on who patrice has recently like so they tell her and hes standing by a big rock all greenish (moldy) ~and you know how you know other peoples thoughts in your dreams~ i knew that patrice was thinking his body looked perfect in the green thing he was wearing. yes....thats my dream :)

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2003 2 November :: 5.10pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: pots and pans

HALLOWEEN! con't
okie so anyway... the other day was halloween...it was great!...at school, i was a sheeps.....well i was a sheeps all night but yea...and i was leaving cotton balls EVERYWHERE! everyone was like i saw you in every hall today! twas hee-larry-us! then we went to jills and sat around the fire. afterward we went inside and laid about her basement...spencer fell sleepy and i nearly did with jill and trix and sandy and neils band yak. who, outside of woodwinds, understands double toungeing anyway!?! then trix sleeped at my house. yay! we only stayed up til one thirty or so, getting home at midnight, and girls cant help but talk...but we didnt wake up til...

four! four o'clock in the afternoon! tlak about sleeping the day away... so then it was getting dark and her dad came at about 530 or so. i had to babysit at 7 or seven thirty, depending when they got home...which i agreed to only that day because i really ened money so i dont have to keep borrowing from jennifer, so i couldnt go to the youth group sleepover with small group that i said i would, because i need money damn it! but yea. so then i watched treasure planet after doing some of my art project...i got home and my bro was asleep and neil came over. i felt bad cuz i wouldnt let him kiss me really (sorry trix) cuz i knew he would get carried away...and i didnt feel like that. sooo yea. trix and i stayed onlyn til four...but then i slept cuz even after fourteen hours of sleep, you eventually get tired...o geez i forgot...o well next cont entry. um... i dLd loads of fonts! twas exciting! you shud go to Font Freak :) tis orange too!

so yes..then i slept til ten thirty or so...and woke up and showered and la de da...then my bro and mum woke up and my mum cooked eggs benny for breakfast and then we all went to world market and i didnt get any of th shit i wanted cuz wine is more important..but am patient...my brothers in town...am not going to whine...then my bro and i were supposed to go out driving...!yea fucking right!
my dad came home and i asked to go with him. and we did we got sugar and a movie..dreamcatcher jen...lol....and now am sitting...woo...sitting....jillian is bugging me about my paper but i dont wan to do anything! i dot even know wehn its due! arg....i ::sigh:: i wish i had my liscense so i could go somewhere where i wanted to go. like a cemetary..oo i love cemetarys...they are so pretty, peaceful, calm, serene, gentle, you feel like protected too...its weird you wouldnt expect so much...i love them...ama go read or eat candy ro something

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mudpiegrl

:: 2003 2 November :: 5.07pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: pots and pans

HALLOWEEN!
for all those who wonder, the last entry took nearly no time at all to change the colours...if you are questioning how to do so... type < font color = orange > i put a space between them all so that you may see them....the only thing that was hard for me sand was to spell colour without the u because it doesnt accept that. but dont forget to end it with < / font color > put a space between font and colour but not between everything else on both of them.

Are you a purple cow?


sweetyas

:: 2003 2 November :: 12.45am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: 50 Cent In da club

Halloween
OK, this is my first halloween memory so i wanted to write it before i forgot it so here it goes:

Way back in teh day, in the day means third grade, it was Halloween, my first ever. I was so excited ( i dunno it makes teh story more interesing) anyway, so me and my brothers went trick or treating. But when we went trick or treating we just rang ppls doorbells and got candy. We didnt say anything. So then we went to this house adn teh lady was like what do u say. And we were like "thank you". Shes like NO, before u get the candy. We had no idea what to say, i remember being embarassed and confused all at the same time. So she told us the lil trick or treat smel my feet (something like that) so the rest of the trip we kept on saying trick or treat.
I believe that that was the story unless we knew when we started but just forgot as we kept on going.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2003 30 October :: 6.32pm
:: Mood: playful
:: Music: perfect cirlce...i shud get a new cd

HALLOWEEN!!!
so am making my halloween costume....ama be a sheepsssss! am soo excited and trix will be a goose...(endless jokes/stories) and jennifer a cherrio, and laura a lady bug...(also joke) and jill a duck! its so exciting! am going to see the mhs play tnt..am hoping is entertaining......ive heard that their theatre sux....but kei is in it and danielle is doing costumes so...yea! um.....jackie wasnt in school today, how appropriate..and la de da....nothing much more to say~!

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2003 29 October :: 11.26pm
:: Mood: PISSED
:: Music: perfect circle

FUCK!
how could anyone be so cruel to ruin someone elses life! she crys and crys and takes her away from the fun to cry some more. and once she believes shes away from the tears, she rips her apart! she is fucking ruining her life i hate her so much before i just disliked the fact and told her so and she hated me big whoop i didnt give a shit but now she is ruining other peopels lives too and she wont even accept it! i want to bitch at her so bad but its ten twenty one and i cant possibly call her now.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2003 29 October :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: none right now

you know what i dont care if jackie is reading this...chances are she is in order to knwo why people hate her. yes its confirmed people cannot stand her right now! granted, no one knows for shur, emotionally what is going on in her head but the way she acts toward people. you would think that if one so desperately wantd friends, one would be nice to them and listen to them and at least pretend to be a friend. not her. as far as ive heard, she doesnt give a shit about waht is going on in other peoples lives, as long as she can cry. ~finish later

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2003 29 October :: 10.36pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: perfect circle

hul broke up with stacey ::applauds:: its about damn time.

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2003 29 October :: 10.32pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: perfect circle

so i dont even give a shit about who reads this! i know that people i dont want reading it do, and so whatever. jackie and wender are hilarious....i love how jackie blames neil for spreading shit, when he just says what hes heard...not like she would ever clarify anything if he asked. shed tell him it was none of his business, in fact, thats waht she would do to near everyone. so shes acutally encouraging the rumours! and wender...my dear friend wender... i dot know what is wrong with him...i suppose cannot keep himself away from girls. and denying things that are so blatent! oh my dear friends! this life is so entertaining from the outside...and you cry and pout and make yourselves sorry for waht you know you cannot stop because it was your fault in the first place! you cannot make out in a public place and not expect people to talk! o lord....you keep me laughing everyday!

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mudpiegrl

:: 2003 29 October :: 11.36pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: perfect circle

people
::sigh:: i thnk ama supposed to be sleeping now....its eleven twenty nine...i met some new people from danielle. clara and austin...they are her friends from mundelein. austin is quiet and stuff...and clara is really...i dont know she seems nice...and you know me i have an extremely biased opinion...but she seems like she is about to break down into tears and is just smiling to look like she understands herself. well anyway, they werent really important until danielle told me a little about each. well it turns out they went out and that somehow turned sour. so he wants her back, but she refuses...because she was hurt so immensly by him. he feels awful about it and somehow hopes that he can bring her back to spirits by talking to him, which danielle says isnt so much talking...so the interesting story is this...she intends to make him jealous, and so flirts with nearly every guy around. he intends himself to gain pity...and so tells everyone his sob story. i heard the sob story. it was just what i sayd, cept a load more of "it hurt so bad" "i cryed that night" which you would expect me to be like o am sorry but have grown to not sympathize wiht people anymore...only to empathize because what the hell is apologizing going to do? o am sorry your heart is broken...am sorry your love left you....am sorry that you missed out...am sorry you got knocked over in football....i hate when people expect you to say sorry...it doesnt make it any better, especially since sorry has become somewhat of a general phrase, its automatic. it no longer means much...it sort of goes along with "hakuna matata" you cant change the past....and you cant heal hurt with one word. its like putting on a bandaid and immediatly ripping it off...it doesnt do much. am also getting sick of people milking stuff and shit...understandably they have feeelings wehn shit happens but they make it worse...wehn they know the outcome will be awful one way and they pick that way!...ooo dont ask for too much pity.....well anyway wehre was i? ::scrolls::o anyway...i odnt know i think its really fake...like this guy is not a sensitive one, you can tell...its like he wants people to think he cryed so that they will be like, thats awesome hes got emotions...but arg....i forgot where...o yes....well anyway i dont really give a shit about him cuz i dont know him that well but it applys to neil somewhat....because hwen i told him i hate how he is basically emotionless (okie i was softer than that but thereabouts so), he was like if you died i would cry, am crying just thinking about it. i was like grr...you so arent understanding what am talking about ....i hate when guys are emotinless....how do you get shit out of them? all three guys i dated are/were fucking secretive......and i dont think they want to be its just how they were brought up...and they dont know how to put it into words and they think emotion means tears but it doesnt it means describing how you feel okie am tired ama sleep night night night nig htnighitng sweetd reamssssssssssss

Are you a purple cow?


mudpiegrl

:: 2003 27 October :: 1.20pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: fiona apple

dreams
yup...am sick...sorry i didnt go to school today guys. i feel awful ::blah:: i want to rip out my ears/throat/ nose. well anyway, am here to find the stories that i need to make up stuff for lit. and to write my half-dreams. it was weird. i first was trying to go to sleep and i started thinking about faults and how they are the depths of hell if you couldnt see the bottom of them...like the seven stages of Dante's inferno and thats why you couldnt see teh actual fires, because they were so deep...and then i got up cuz jennifer rang the doorbell...i called her but her phone was off...i came back to bed and started this dream, but it was like a movie. it was written "DIABLO" and then the scene was this kid and she started to rip up meat for her kingdom, who was all vegetarians, but it was her sixteenth birthday and so she got to make one decision that changed everyone else as well. so the meat was fed, and the parents refused to eat anything but fruit (imagine thier diarrea). there were curtains, with a sufficient amount of space between each, like in theatre...and someone went behind one for something and immediately turned around saying that something bad was there...so a knight went behind the curtain and came back partially singed and the girl, i think, grabbed a gun and tryed to shoot at it, which knocked it down to a puddle of black blood on the ground, with steam of a reddish orange colour coming off of it. the party resumed and the voice spoke, resulting in the rows of tables to turn thier heads. the black things began to grow into a somewhat human like figure, and strangely enuf, thats all i remember. okie well anyways, off to land of hmwk....

Are you a purple cow?


sweetyas

:: 2003 12 October :: 11.50pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Commericals

havent used this in a while
SECOND MOOD WOOO! anyway i havent written in this journal for a while. nothing has a happened, my life is boirng. Patrice is homeocming queen for junior class (one of two) go patrice!!

I have Quotes, this is what im using this journal for:

"A man is more complex, infinitely more so, than his thoughts."
--Paul Valery

"The door of opportunity won't open unless you do some pushing."
--Anon.

"A laugh is a terrible weapon."
--Kate O'Brien

"That white horse you see in the park could be a zebra synchronized with the railings." --Ann Jellicoe (from The Knack)

What u think the last one is talking about???

"That is what learning is. You suddenly understand something
you've understood all your life, but in a new way."
--Doris Lessing

If you would keep your friends, hold your tongue:

"It is important to our friends that we are unreservedly
frank with them, and important to our friendship that we are
not."
--Mignon McLaughlin

"Don't tell friends their social faults; they will cure the
fault and never forgive you."
--Logan Pearsall Smith

"If we all told what we know of one another, there would not
be four friends in the world."
--Blaise Pascal

I know im a loser, but those are good quotes!

Luv, Yasamin

Make sure what u see isnt what u want to see!!!!

Are you a purple cow?


sweetyas

:: 2003 4 October :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: accomplished

Quotes
Im going to try to go through every mood on this thing (including horny)

But this page is dedicated to quotes: "A wise man will make more opportunities than he finds."
--Francis Bacon

"Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact." --William James

"You must change in order to survive."
--Pearl Bailey
Survival of the fittest comes into mind
"Everything is funny as long as it's happening to someone else."
--Will Rogers

"Everybody likes a kidder, but nobody lends him money."
--Arthur Miller (Death of a Salesman)





Are you a purple cow?


sweetyas

:: 2003 18 September :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: Same as below

Oh
Yea, i started the last entry intending to go somewhere else with it, but that didnt work. I know its not a big deal problem but its right now important to me so u guys have to shut up and pretend its important.

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