hmmm....
You can only take so much. And I couldn't take it anymore. No one deserves to be treated like shit, And I take time out of my life to see her, and she treats me like shit. She won't even look at me. At one point she pushed me off of her. I couldn't take it, so I ended it. Maybe someone will learn a lesson or two out of this. who the hell knows.

I don't want this, but I can't go on with her doing this to me every fucking time. She's been pushing my buttons forever, and so it's over.

hmmmmm....

Talking on the phone with Taryn
first grade teachers name: Mrs. Matz
Last words you said: Hey Taryn, what were the last words I said
Last song you sang : Say it ain't so
what's in your cd player: Dashboard Confessional - The Swiss Army Romance
color socks your wearing: Tan, wait, those are my feet
What's under your bed: the monster
what time did you wake up today:9:39 A.M. if I remember correctly


future
where do you want to go: Tahitii
what is your career going to be: professional musician
where are you going to live: somewhere with sun, a beach, and a hammock.
how many kids are you going to have: depends on how horny I am
what kind of car are you going to have: a '69 camaro Z-28

current mood: annoyed, Taryn keeps making cat noises.
current music: Sugar Ray - Stay On
Current Taste: Tooth Paste
current hair: Kind of free, yet stylish, not spikey though
Current clothes: khaki pants, Nike Polo, with a structure button up long sleeve shirt
Current Annoyance: not going to say
current smell: nothingness
current longing: warm weather and the beach
current desktop picture: a picture of all the guys from 311 on the set of come origional
current favorite artist: nick hexum
currrent book: I don't read
current color of toe-nails:eh?
current worry: that I'm going to fail a class
current crush: JASON JOHNSON!!!!!
current time: 9:30 P.M.
current wish:that Taryn will stop making gay ass noises
current hate: Taryn's stories
current situation:eh?


1.what's the story behind your screenname?
when I was 5, I heard some kids talking about the wutang clan, but it came out tuwang when I said it, so it just stuck with me
2.name your five favorite foods.
asparagus, tomatoe, brocoli , mushroom, and bread
3.have you ever had a makeover?
maybe , maybe not
4.name all the members of the beatles.
John Lenon, Paul McCartney, Ringo Starr, George Harrison.
5.What's the longest time you've stayed out of the country/where?
I was in england for a week
6.one thing your greatful for today.
Stuff

haha
I was at Robby's house, and the entire time I was there Robby was making out with Jessica.
Infact I think at one point I was playing brainstew for them while they were making out, and I was playing mario brothers while they were. Okay, PDA is one thing, not worrying about the people are around you is another. But you can't do that while someone is playing super Marios brothers. It's like sacreligous or something. Right. I saw Star Wars. Natalie Portmans hot, but hey. Yep yep.

wierd

eh
we're on this rollercoaster ride
hold on I'll stay here by your side
we head up to the skies
then we slide back down
upside down trying to figure out
not sure if we can work it out
I wanna be alone but you feel like home

Answer the phone
I know that your home
I wanna get you alone
and do it again
do it again
Answer the phone
I know that your home
I wanna get you alone
and do it again
do it again

The signals all a flashing red
it doesn't matter what was said
this bed is much to big without me and you
this all seems so ridiculous
why cant we just get over this
don't make me say the obvious
without you

Answer the phone
I know that your home
I wanna get you alone
and do it again
do it again
Answer the phone
I know that your home
I wanna get you alone
and do it again
do it again

I practice all my lines to a telephone while you were sleeping
I practiced all my lines to a telephone while you were sleeping
I practice all my lines to a telephone while you were sleeping

I remember the way you curled your toes
on the side of the stage at all our shows
and the glow on your face
just because of one rose
when I wake up in the morning and your wearing my clothes

Answer the phone
I know that your home
I wanna get you alone
and do it again
do it againAnswer the phone
I know that your home
I wanna get you alone
and do it again
do it again
do it again
do it again
do it again
do it again
do it again
do it again

strange, yet good
yeah, today was a wierd day. It happened so fast. I noticed today that if you do something very constructive during this, then time flys very fast. just a tipper. anyways. I'll talk to you later.

Feelin real great cuz the weathers mild, so you re evaluate your personal style what makes you laugh, stand apart, what makes you feel good what's in your heart.
yeah, I'm bored. On a normal day I'd run or something, but it's all wet out, and I'm tired, yet I can't sleep. blah. I need something to do. Things are getting better. little by little the pieces are being put back together. I wish I was in 8th grade again. that would be cool. oh well, you can't reverse time. whatever. later

eh?
It's too early, but I can't sleep after 9 ever anymore. I'm so groggy and eh..

yep yep, very tired, but Tom's still sleeping. damn him and his periodic mode of rest.

well, nothing big else has happened in my life. got yelled at by schaffer more. I'm almost immune to it now.

OH welll, later,

today was just a crappy day. no other way to put it, as soon as school is over my life can be good again.

lyrics
yeah, I asked mikey what a good song was that I didn't know about and this is what he gave me.

I just remember that time at the market
You snuck up behind me
And jumped on my shopping cart
You rolled down aisle five
You looked behind you to smile back at me
Crashed in to a rack full of magazines
They asked us if we could leave
Can't remember
What went wrong last September
Though I'm sure you'd remind me if you had to

Our love was comfortable
And so broken in

I sleep with this new girl
I'm still getting used to
My friends all approve saying 'She's gonna be good for you'
They throw me high fives
She swears the bible is all that she reads
Prefers that I not use profanity
Your mouth was so dirty
Life of the party
And she swears that she's artsy
But you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane

Our love was comfortable
And so broken in
She's perfect, so flawless
Or so they say

She thinks I can't see the smile thats she's faking
And poses for pictures that aren't being taken
I loved you
Gray sweatpants
No makeup
So perfect

Our love was comfortable
And so broken in
She's perfect, so flawless
I'm not impressed
I want you back

sometimes I wonder, hm... I need a hug