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2005 15 February :: 11.34pm
So my mother has been un-employed for almost a year now. My dad has been cut back to 8 hours a day. I lost my job about 2 weeks ago. We can barely afford to pay for our house. I went onto FAFSA filled out the information, but apparently, my parents can't afford to pay the bills, but some Genious thinks that my parents can afford to contribute 17,541 dollars to my edcation a year!!!! WTF!!! I have to go to college too, i can't afford not to, because if i don't then I am dropped from my parents health insurance, and my last operation cost 18 thousand dollars for 12 hours of surgeory! Life Blows!
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2005 15 February :: 6.16am
I went to Nick's last night.
We didn't do much and that didn't matter. It was still awesome.
We took a long nap together. That really has to be the best thing in the world.
I love you all.
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2005 13 February :: 3.15pm
I love you.
Sorry if I explode.
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2005 13 February :: 2.34pm
If you don't want to talk to me then fine I won't make you do anything you don't want to.
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2005 13 February :: 11.12am
Whoa boy.
PAX. This year.
Who wants to go?
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2005 12 February :: 6.14am
I took a four-hour long nap last night. It was nice. I had slept well with a little nap on Thursday so I thought it was a good idea and I'd get a good night's sleep.
Apparently not.
I woke up (what felt like) every half hour since I fell asleep last night at 11. It was probably more like every hour but it was still horrible.
So now I'm exhausted and sore.
And today I get to go with Nick to take the ACT for the third time. On our eight month anniversary.
This day is looking so fantastic already!
Actually, after that four-hour long test that is going to end up wasting a total of 12 hours (half a day!) of my life, I'll be happy to just get out of there.
I'm really dreading the whole lack-of-intelligence feeling you get afterward. I've already felt like a bimbo twice this week.
I love you all.
P.S. Downtown, the sounds of single people doing nothing.
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2005 10 February :: 10.16pm
Heaven is eating a twizzler in AP Lit, second hour, while blasting Mogwai and playing solitare on your iPod.
All while Mr. Watson is frustrated and angry that his new DVD won't work.
Ha! That's what you get for giving most of us D's on our smurfing papers that you took forever to grade.
I love you all.
P.S. I got a D-. Kelly the genius got a B. Everyone else I've talked to (well, minus two people) has gotten a D. Cool job, Watson.
P.P.S. We think he's bipolar. Or an alcoholic.
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2005 9 February :: 10.07pm
My heart...a very shouldn't-be-on-this-journal entry
Do you ever feel trapped inside your own body?
There are a couple things that go on in my chest that freak me out.
Sometimes.
I can feel my heart beating really fast.
I can feel my heart in my breast and it hurts. It feels like it's right near my skin and going to come out.
It feels like my ribs are poking my lungs and it hurts to breathe. My sister says a lot of skinny people get that. I hope so.
I feel my heart beating on the right side of my chest and I get that same feeling like it's going to pop out.
Really, it's kind of interesting.
I love Nick. Sometimes that hurts too. A lot of times.
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2005 7 February :: 9.28pm
Eisley's new CD comes out tomorrow.
Listen! Please! Or just click it and close it again. Whatever you want.
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2005 7 February :: 7.43pm
I miss Benjamin Arthur. That's sad. The only time I usually saw him was at lunch and before school. Sob.
In other news, I've been trying to beat solitare on my iPod since I got it. I thought it was impossible.
It says "We have a winner!" I just can't hold my camera steady or straight.
Story of my life.
I love you all.
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2005 6 February :: 12.09pm
Friday. Right after school, I went with Nick and Ben to pick up their paychecks. We went to Best Buy then went back to Ben's house. I got home at 1ish.
Yesterday. Ben picked me up and we went to Nick's. We hung around there then went to Ben's. Nick bought me a milkshake and I didn't fall asleep. I got home around 12:30.
Cool weekend.
Today I was thinking of finding stuff to put in the purse Ashley got me and maybe do my homework. Maybe.
I love you all.
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2005 3 February :: 10.55pm
"If people bring so much courage to this world the world has to kill them to break them, so of course it kills them. The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good and the very gentle and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too but there will be no special hurry."
Hemingway had a very pessimistic view of the world. I'm not surprised he shot himself.
I just don't see why. Why have such a negative outlook on everything?
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2005 2 February :: 6.09pm
It might be a good idea to stop reading now.
I weighed myself a while ago at Ben's house. I was wearing heavy jeans so it didn't really count but it came out to 106 pounds. The other day, I decided to weigh myself with pajamas on because I knew the other weight was faulty. I weighed 102. Which was perfectly cool because I knew I had probably gained weight.
Here's where you should stop reading if your 23rd pair of chromosomes aren't twins. I'm warning you. Really. If your sex doesn't begin with the letter "f" you should not read this. In fact, maybe no one should read it at all.
Read more..
I can't wait until I can get married. That came out of nowhere, I know, but it's been on my mind since I turned 18.
I love you all.
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2005 1 February :: 8.55pm
Just read the bold part for the important info and don't kill Rachel.
Hi, I'm Nick and I am ruggedly handsome. I am dreamy, cute and I have the most beautiful eyes ever.
I'm the best boyfriend in the world and the best guy you'll ever meet. It's hard to meet me though because you have to wait in line behind all my women. They worship me.
I'd be so totally more awesome if I updated more but I work a lot and World of Warcraft is too awesome. In fact, my only day off this week is Friday. I even have to work on Sunday.
I'm going to kill Rachel once I find out she updated my journal without my permission. Hopefully, I love her too much to kill her. I know she loves me a lot. That should make up for a brief lapse in judgment and happiness. In fact, I could just delete this entry and pretend it never happened if I really wanted to. After changing my password and telling Rachel never to mess with my things when she's in a really good mood, of course. In fact, reprimanding her might want to come first.
I don't know if you've heard about my totally awesome cat. She's totally awesome. So awesome, in fact, that we don't even know if it's a girl! She's been living in my garage for a long time and for a while we didn't see her and thought she had died! Rachel called the vet today because she loves my cat and wants to see what she'll have to do to introduce it to her house. It turns out that this great expedition of reintroduction will cost at least $60 and maybe even $143! That's a lot of money but my cat is so totally worth every penny. Rachel will have to get a job to pay for the kitty. I hope she does, she loves that cat.
Hey, I was thinking we'd all go to Qdoba's on Friday if anyone wants to join in on the excitement. You should come. It'll be awesome. I was thinking of having us all get together every Friday night and hang out. It'd be awesome once we're all in college and jazz. We could catch up on what's going on in people's lives.
So yeah. You should come. And not kill Rachel. Because she loves you. A lot.
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