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2014 5 June :: 10.13pm
Continuously using me is one thing.. Stealing my shit is quite another.
I wish it wasn't so late. I want to stay up and pour out my emotions. But I don't want to be dead tomorrow either :( fuck being an adult. Ugh.
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2014 3 June :: 7.48pm
I adore all these sweet, perfectly romantic moments. Where I accomplish life goals, and remember the innocence of my first real love.
I am so delighted. Not even stress from others can bring me down for long! I even doodled a little... I drew a monster. No fucking shit.
It's nice to be complimented, doted on, to easily spread joy and happiness on another's face as easily as breathing. It just brings me such an excitement.
I'm trying not to let negativity and doubt take over my headspace. I am so suseptible to those thoughts, I have to be very aware of myself. It's hard to go blind down this exciting path when I have to keep my eyes open to make sure I don't trip on the way down.
ya kno wat im sayin ?
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2014 30 May :: 10.51am
I'm so proud of myself for getting my homework done on time this week :) hopefully it's a trend I can keep up on bahahaha I need to be more serious
It's finally motherfucking Friday!! Even though this was a short week, it still has felt like it dragged on forever. Every day felt like one day ahead, so it should be Saturday! I almost didn't come in to work today, since bed was just so nice. Haha
But I've been so on task this week! I've gotten all my work done, I've been on top of things. I just feel good. Other than assholes at work haha
I want some sushi god damnit.
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2014 28 May :: 5.15pm
Everything is so small here.
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2014 23 May :: 6.38am
I'm getting really fucking sick of being treated like a child and being taken advantage of.
I'm really fucking tired of people treating me like shit and then expecting me to continue being nice and like them.
I'm tired of people doing fucked up shit and not expect damage to happen.
I AM SO FUCKING TIRED.
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2014 22 May :: 9.53pm
Do I say things in an extremely condescending manner? If yes, how frequently would you say I'm condescending?
Would you say I'm supercilious towards my friends?
Please be honest.
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2014 19 May :: 11.14am
I love getting a clean bill of health :)
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2014 16 May :: 3.16pm
I've decided I love growing plants. Every morning I am so sxcited to see how all of my plantlings are growing, seeing their real leaves star growing, watching their little bodies gracefully arch up through the soil. I love how green they are, and how they respond to my love and care.
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2014 9 May :: 7.24am
"When she thinks she's pretty..."
"Why do I have to find the people I sleep with attractive?"
"Do you think she's prettier than me?" "I think it's a personality thing."
Why should I even care anymore?
I realize being pretty isn't the most important thing, and I know there are a few people who do think I am, but my self esteem is so far in the shitter right now I don't even want to try and look nice anymore. Apparently all people can see me for is my fat disgusting tummy and that is the deciding factor in my attractiveness.
/end pity party
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2014 8 May :: 7.24am
The last few months I've been living with this couple
Yeah, you know the kind who buy everything in doubles
Yeah, they fit together like a puzzle
I love their love, and I am thankful
That someone actually receives the prize that was promised
By all those fairy tales that drugged us
And still do me, I'm sick, lonely
No laurel tree, just green envy
Will my number come up eventually?
Like love's some kind of lottery
Where you scratch and see what's underneath
It's sorry, just one cherry
I'll play again, get lucky
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It's easy to fall in love
It's easy to be alone
It's easy to hate yourself
when all your love is inside someone else
It's easy to take it all
It's easy to give it to
when there's more people out there to love
than people who love you
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