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2004 1 November :: 8.29pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Tech N9ne-"Imma Tell"
FUCKIN AMAZING!!
LAST NIGHT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WAS THE BEST SHOW I HAVE EVEN SEEN, AND IM SURE I WILL EVER SEE!!!! FRIGHT FEST BABY!!!.. i had soo much fun last night haha... i love halloween.. i fetl bacd cuz i didn't carve my pumpkin this year... and i didnt get to go trick or treat..but the show made up for it...
yea well today was a shitty day... i felt liek shit after lunch cuz of the god damn nasty food at are school... then my mom made me go to work even tho i flet liek shit... sucked but i was doign work on the computer liek the whole time soo it wasent that bad.. tomorrow i have work again.. thursday too... sux but w/e...
well my tummy still hurst... lol i jsuted wanted to let all u ppl who didn go to the show that it was fucking amazing!!!
<3 Lizzy
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silentcriez
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2004 1 November :: 3.48pm
:: Mood: refreshed
:: Music: instant pleasure x rufus wainwright
alright so now its november first and everything is just.. passing me by so fast im not really changing or helping myself as i should im just the same moving along in time.. and i should be correcting my faults, fine tuning my vocals and aquiring new writing skills but everything is just.. the same...
i dont know what exactly im feeling right now, its awkward and i sometimes get these horrible feelings in the pitt of my stomache but dont even know what caused it.. some thought or vision emblazoned deeply in my mind perhaps?
who knows.. last night was halloween and it didnt even seem like it.. i as at fright fest which i may say was the best ever, damn it was so good.. i had a great time.. believe me ;-) it just didnt feel like halloween.. none of the holidays feel like holidays anymore.. every since my mom left.. this was my second halloween without her.. and soon will come my 2nd thanksgiving and christmas.. and birthday.. and none of them will hold any meaning..
why does life have to deal such a bad hand?
*light skin dark eyes*
light skin dark eyes
they move me and they do hypnotize
baby you could take it all away
and id still be sitting here just the same, today
light skin dark eyes
glowing in the dark like fire flies
the passion is growing from within
and i dont know where i can begin
light skin dark eyes
every moment with you is paradise
golden rays fall even sweeter now
across my tan euphoric spoiled brow
light skin dark eyes
each road that i take, holds a new surprise
twists and turns, i really dont mind them much
as long as i can always feel your touch
(chorus)
the moment i saw you
i knew it was true
knew i could feel it,
i knew it was you
since then i told you
id never let you go
your light skin, and dark eyes
drive me out of control
light skin dark eyes
mysterious while out of your disguise
i feel like i have touched these forbidden fruits
fed the fire to the beast, my heart ran loose
(chorus)
light skin dark eyes
envelope me and take me for a ride
its something few will ever see
and im glad your girl is me
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2004 1 November :: 1.29pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none.. im at school
my weekend..
im in the computer lab with my love Traci!!!!!!!!!!!!
well friday night was the football game.. i went with virginia dj cait and bill.. then we took amanda to our house.. but cait went home.. we slept at my house, but bill drove amanda home at like midnight..
ya so anyways.. then on saturday we had to wake up at like 730 becasue Genes memorial service was in the morning.. we went there and amanda made me cry :( then we went out to breakfast with the whites.. and after that we all went to the mall and stuff.. then we went home and watched movies i think..
ok so then on sunday i went to amandas and then we made her shirt for competition.. then we went to Devin and went to MONSTER JAM!! it was fuccking AmAzInG!! there were so many amanzing acts.. and then 50 cent came as a guest! it was truly awesome! i ahd so much fun.. when G-unit was on yuong buck smoked a blunt on stage.. it was kinda weird becasue there were soooooooo amny cops lol! ya so anyways then juvinille came on during slow motion and was like for anyone who has passed away who you miss and love.. put up your cell phones and dont let the lights go out! it was so sad.. i was standing next to amanda and it was really sad becasue we both just looked at eachother like so sad :( but anyways..
then on the T going home we waited for sooooo long.. first a D didnt even come.. so at north staton they made us get on a B to government center.. then there we had to take another B to park st.. then from there the guy from another B changed it to a D so we all got on.. but then when we got halfway there we had to all get off and take a bus becasue the tracks were broken! the conert got over at 12 and we didnt get home till 2! the ride was hell! ohh well because i had so much freaking fun! this random drunk guy was dancing with me and amanda and he wasnt bed looking so i had no arguments.. other than the fact that he told us he had a girlfriend and didnt care lol! ohh well we had fun!
thats all for now !!
-Nik
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silentcriez
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2004 31 October :: 10.35am
ITS FUCKING HALLOWEEN BABYYYY
fright fest in a matter of hours!!!!
<33
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xonixieox
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2004 30 October :: 11.20am
:: Mood: sad
happy Birthday Gene
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krazykelc1
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2004 29 October :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: happy.. yet something just feels out of place
:: Music: Mario ` Let me love you
The Notebook
"I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you."
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krazykelc1
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2004 28 October :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: burnt out
:: Music: Mario ` Let me love you
Good song
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
[Verse 2:]
Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....
[Bridge:]
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
Let me love you that's all you need baby..
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2004 28 October :: 9.12am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: none.. im at school
RED SOX (and things)
FUCK YEA!! the red sox are fucking AMAZING!!!! hell ya baby we won!!! okay so if the parade is tomorrow like it is supposed to be then im going. but if its saturday then probobly not becasue i have Gene's Memorial service :( tear its gunna be so sad..
i really hope that the parade is tomorrow!
Amanda, Gini, Bill, and probobly Chris and Kevin are sleeping over on friaday.. then we hafta get up SuPeR early for Gene's Service .. i think its gunna be really sad and depressing..
HaPpY eArLy 18tH bIrThDaY gEnE! i LoVe YoU sO mUcH!!!
thats all for now since im in the computer lab right now.. its 2nd period and im already ready to go home, but i have detention today :/
-Nik
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krazykelc1
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2004 27 October :: 10.19pm
I am head over heels in love with Robbie Walker.
good day.
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cocopuff
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2004 27 October :: 8.05pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Melissa Manchester-"Don't Cry Out Loud"
randommmm...
I love to look into your big brown eyes
They talk to me and seem to hypnotize
They say the things nobody dares to say
And I'm not about to let you fly away
My lover with no jet lag
We're staying up all night in my sleeping bag
You got a heart beatin' rhythm from the subterranean
I really love you little girl
I don't need to explain
[Chorus]
I love you 'cause your deuces are wild, girl
Like a double shot of love is so fine
I been lovin' you since you was a child, girl
'Cause you and me is two of a kind
Ah, like deja vu I feel like I've been here
Or somewhere else but you've been always near
It's you that's in my dreams I'm begging for
But I woke up when someone slammed the door
So hard I fell outta bed
Screamin' mama's little baby loves shortnin' bread
And the moral of the story I can testify
I get stoned on you girl
That's the best reason why
yea well today wasent much of an evenful day.. did the usual.. sept my poor Johnny Mo mess up his knee downtown today.. speeking of which if the bum didn't lie too me he shoudl b at the hospital getting x-rays lol....
oh joy i have to work again tomorrow.. i worked one day and i already hate it... bahhhh
im off ot watch the sox win the world series!!!!!!!!
<3Lizzy
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silentcriez
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2004 27 October :: 7.39pm
:: Music: mercy kiss x abandoned pools
i dont know what i think anymore.. i guess im happy, maybe? i sometimes miss the old times.. but i really dont remember what they were like.. i really like that ive made new friends..i like keeping busy and making money and having fun :-) you only live once.. and your only a teenager once why not make the best of it?
the whole meaghan situation is fucked up.. i honsetly forget why i hated her in the first place.. hum maybe it was the rumors factor or the fact that she talked so much shit to ppl about me.. i dont know i just wish shit wasnt so fucked.. i dont think i regret anythign thats happened cuz obviously theres some reason were not friends and have gotten into huge fights like this more than once... i mean i was drunk on gonchas bday and i wanted to appoligize to meg.. and they say "drug words are sober thoughts" but when im sober my other thoughts are bias and i get pissed off and dont wanna talk to her.. i dont know um fucked..
people talk so much shit about ppl who smoke and shit.. its so dumb it doesnt change who u are how live what your like i am the same person.. i just like pot because its a temporary blink of happiness its not like i cant be happy without it.. i can.. it just is fun! idk..
i dont like anyone as of right now surprisingly.. i guess i really havent found anyone worth liking right now who i know will actually like me back.. hummm chances are slim to none..
men = ass yes i said it lol
well i guess thats it for now
4 DAYS TIL FRIGHT FEST!!!!
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2004 26 October :: 10.41pm
new song
dont come back...x3
let go of me and let me live my life
cant take no more of this
you push, i pull
had enough of your shit
wont blink, just once
cant miss my babys smile
your beautiful disgrace
love your cocky ego style
spinning round and round
im getting tired of this
and i dont know what to do
with this imposter bliss
cant let you know
the things i'm feeling now
my heart says stay with you
but my mind says let go somehow
(chorus)
bleeding, dreaming, wishing things would change
was it all a waste of love, or is it worth the pain?
time is wasted, and counted twice
logic lost in the black and twisted night
beat me bruise me
threaten me with my life
suicide haunting me
blood dances on the knife
disrupted, uprooted,
torn from what is real
you told me what to think
now tell me what to feel
torn with broken bones
take all you want from me
stole the peices of my heart
and left me there to greive
sewed me up used me again
im gone in everyway
they ask me if it hurts
but now im numb, cant feel the pain
(chorus)
fed you forbidden fruits
touched the fires of desire
took a hit from satans bong
didnt think id get much higher
throw me something here
break me off a bit of slack
you tore me up and threw me out
now you want me back?
mind games
fucking with my head
these signals your giving out
make me wish that i was dead
your touch when used in vein
emits a feeling that i know
only to your fingertips
and your dark demonic glow
(chorus til fades)
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krazykelc1
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2004 26 October :: 7.12pm
:: Mood: undescribable
:: Music: none
Anyways.
today was decent.
I decided I need to start being myself around everyone.. I act different around certain people and I dont know why.. I hate it. yeah well that's my new goal for now
5 days until Halloween!!!! :-D
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silentcriez
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2004 26 October :: 8.10am
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: instant pleasure x rufus wainwright
i had a very good night last night :-) humm ya thats all ill say
my baby goncha is moving in almost a week.. i dont want her to go :( i love her i hate when i meet someone new and i finally become close with them and they leave and its like i never met them in the first place i cant stand change..
roar
well im in a good mood ;-)
- manda
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cocopuff
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2004 25 October :: 10.02pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Akon- "Lonley"
well today was liek every monday.. pretty shitty and exctramly boring... i had myfirst day of work today... it wasent that bad but i can tell im prob gonna hate it after 3 days... but idk... atlest il finally have some money... and mayb my fuckign parents will get off my back...
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
good song... random but good lol...
yea well i have a shitty fuckin dtention tomorrow.. then back to the normalness of Johnny mos prob... fun fun...
yea well i ahve nothgin else to write... GOOD BYE!
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